* refactor: Unify examples interface with BaseRAGExample - Create BaseRAGExample base class for all RAG examples - Refactor 4 examples to use unified interface: - document_rag.py (replaces main_cli_example.py) - email_rag.py (replaces mail_reader_leann.py) - browser_rag.py (replaces google_history_reader_leann.py) - wechat_rag.py (replaces wechat_history_reader_leann.py) - Maintain 100% parameter compatibility with original files - Add interactive mode support for all examples - Unify parameter names (--max-items replaces --max-emails/--max-entries) - Update README.md with new examples usage - Add PARAMETER_CONSISTENCY.md documenting all parameter mappings - Keep main_cli_example.py for backward compatibility with migration notice All default values, LeannBuilder parameters, and chunking settings remain identical to ensure full compatibility with existing indexes. * fix: Update CI tests for new unified examples interface - Rename test_main_cli.py to test_document_rag.py - Update all references from main_cli_example.py to document_rag.py - Update tests/README.md documentation The tests now properly test the new unified interface while maintaining the same test coverage and functionality. * fix: Fix pre-commit issues and update tests - Fix import sorting and unused imports - Update type annotations to use built-in types (list, dict) instead of typing.List/Dict - Fix trailing whitespace and end-of-file issues - Fix Chinese fullwidth comma to regular comma - Update test_main_cli.py to test_document_rag.py - Add backward compatibility test for main_cli_example.py - Pass all pre-commit hooks (ruff, ruff-format, etc.) * refactor: Remove old example scripts and migration references - Delete old example scripts (mail_reader_leann.py, google_history_reader_leann.py, etc.) - Remove migration hints and backward compatibility - Update tests to use new unified examples directly - Clean up all references to old script names - Users now only see the new unified interface * fix: Restore embedding-mode parameter to all examples - All examples now have --embedding-mode parameter (unified interface benefit) - Default is 'sentence-transformers' (consistent with original behavior) - Users can now use OpenAI or MLX embeddings with any data source - Maintains functional equivalence with original scripts * docs: Improve parameter categorization in README - Clearly separate core (shared) vs specific parameters - Move LLM and embedding examples to 'Example Commands' section - Add descriptive comments for all specific parameters - Keep only truly data-source-specific parameters in specific sections * docs: Make example commands more representative - Add default values to parameter descriptions - Replace generic examples with real-world use cases - Focus on data-source-specific features in examples - Remove redundant demonstrations of common parameters * docs: Reorganize parameter documentation structure - Move common parameters to a dedicated section before all examples - Rename sections to 'X-Specific Arguments' for clarity - Remove duplicate common parameters from individual examples - Better information architecture for users * docs: polish applications * docs: Add CLI installation instructions - Add two installation options: venv and global uv tool - Clearly explain when to use each option - Make CLI more accessible for daily use * docs: Clarify CLI global installation process - Explain the transition from venv to global installation - Add upgrade command for global installation - Make it clear that global install allows usage without venv activation * docs: Add collapsible section for CLI installation - Wrap CLI installation instructions in details/summary tags - Keep consistent with other collapsible sections in README - Improve document readability and navigation * style: format * docs: Fix collapsible sections - Make Common Parameters collapsible (as it's lengthy reference material) - Keep CLI Installation visible (important for users to see immediately) - Better information hierarchy * docs: Add introduction for Common Parameters section - Add 'Flexible Configuration' heading with descriptive sentence - Create parallel structure with 'Generation Model Setup' section - Improve document flow and readability * docs: nit * fix: Fix issues in unified examples - Add smart path detection for data directory - Fix add_texts -> add_text method call - Handle both running from project root and examples directory * fix: Fix async/await and add_text issues in unified examples - Remove incorrect await from chat.ask() calls (not async) - Fix add_texts -> add_text method calls - Verify search-complexity correctly maps to efSearch parameter - All examples now run successfully * feat: Address review comments - Add complexity parameter to LeannChat initialization (default: search_complexity) - Fix chunk-size default in README documentation (256, not 2048) - Add more index building parameters as CLI arguments: - --backend-name (hnsw/diskann) - --graph-degree (default: 32) - --build-complexity (default: 64) - --no-compact (disable compact storage) - --no-recompute (disable embedding recomputation) - Update README to document all new parameters * feat: Add chunk-size parameters and improve file type filtering - Add --chunk-size and --chunk-overlap parameters to all RAG examples - Preserve original default values for each data source: - Document: 256/128 (optimized for general documents) - Email: 256/25 (smaller overlap for email threads) - Browser: 256/128 (standard for web content) - WeChat: 192/64 (smaller chunks for chat messages) - Make --file-types optional filter instead of restriction in document_rag - Update README to clarify interactive mode and parameter usage - Fix LLM default model documentation (gpt-4o, not gpt-4o-mini) * feat: Update documentation based on review feedback - Add MLX embedding example to README - Clarify examples/data content description (two papers, Pride and Prejudice, Chinese README) - Move chunk parameters to common parameters section - Remove duplicate chunk parameters from document-specific section * docs: Emphasize diverse data sources in examples/data description * fix: update default embedding models for better performance - Change WeChat, Browser, and Email RAG examples to use all-MiniLM-L6-v2 - Previous Qwen/Qwen3-Embedding-0.6B was too slow for these use cases - all-MiniLM-L6-v2 is a fast 384-dim model, ideal for large-scale personal data * add response highlight * change rebuild logic * fix some example * feat: check if k is larger than #docs * fix: WeChat history reader bugs and refactor wechat_rag to use unified architecture * fix email wrong -1 to process all file * refactor: reorgnize all examples/ and test/ * refactor: reorganize examples and add link checker * fix: add init.py * fix: handle certificate errors in link checker * fix wechat * merge * docs: update README to use proper module imports for apps - Change from 'python apps/xxx.py' to 'python -m apps.xxx' - More professional and pythonic module calling - Ensures proper module resolution and imports - Better separation between apps/ (production tools) and examples/ (demos) --------- Co-authored-by: yichuan520030910320 <yichuan_wang@berkeley.edu>
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Author: Jane Austen
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*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PRIDE AND PREJUDICE ***
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[Illustration:
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GEORGE ALLEN
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PUBLISHER
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156 CHARING CROSS ROAD
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LONDON
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RUSKIN HOUSE
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[Illustration:
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_Reading Jane’s Letters._ _Chap 34._
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PRIDE.
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and
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PREJUDICE
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by
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Jane Austen,
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with a Preface by
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George Saintsbury
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and
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Illustrations by
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Hugh Thomson
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[Illustration: 1894]
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Ruskin 156. Charing
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House. Cross Road.
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London
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George Allen.
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CHISWICK PRESS:--CHARLES WHITTINGHAM AND CO.
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TOOKS COURT, CHANCERY LANE, LONDON.
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[Illustration:
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_To J. Comyns Carr
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in acknowledgment of all I
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owe to his friendship and
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advice, these illustrations are
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gratefully inscribed_
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_Hugh Thomson_
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]
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PREFACE.
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[Illustration]
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_Walt Whitman has somewhere a fine and just distinction between “loving
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by allowance” and “loving with personal love.” This distinction applies
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to books as well as to men and women; and in the case of the not very
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numerous authors who are the objects of the personal affection, it
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brings a curious consequence with it. There is much more difference as
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to their best work than in the case of those others who are loved “by
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allowance” by convention, and because it is felt to be the right and
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proper thing to love them. And in the sect--fairly large and yet
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unusually choice--of Austenians or Janites, there would probably be
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found partisans of the claim to primacy of almost every one of the
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novels. To some the delightful freshness and humour of_ Northanger
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Abbey, _its completeness, finish, and_ entrain, _obscure the undoubted
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critical facts that its scale is small, and its scheme, after all, that
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of burlesque or parody, a kind in which the first rank is reached with
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difficulty._ Persuasion, _relatively faint in tone, and not enthralling
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in interest, has devotees who exalt above all the others its exquisite
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delicacy and keeping. The catastrophe of_ Mansfield Park _is admittedly
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theatrical, the hero and heroine are insipid, and the author has almost
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wickedly destroyed all romantic interest by expressly admitting that
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Edmund only took Fanny because Mary shocked him, and that Fanny might
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very likely have taken Crawford if he had been a little more assiduous;
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yet the matchless rehearsal-scenes and the characters of Mrs. Norris and
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others have secured, I believe, a considerable party for it._ Sense and
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Sensibility _has perhaps the fewest out-and-out admirers; but it does
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not want them._
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_I suppose, however, that the majority of at least competent votes
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would, all things considered, be divided between_ Emma _and the present
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book; and perhaps the vulgar verdict (if indeed a fondness for Miss
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Austen be not of itself a patent of exemption from any possible charge
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of vulgarity) would go for_ Emma. _It is the larger, the more varied, the
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more popular; the author had by the time of its composition seen rather
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more of the world, and had improved her general, though not her most
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peculiar and characteristic dialogue; such figures as Miss Bates, as the
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Eltons, cannot but unite the suffrages of everybody. On the other hand,
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I, for my part, declare for_ Pride and Prejudice _unhesitatingly. It
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seems to me the most perfect, the most characteristic, the most
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eminently quintessential of its author’s works; and for this contention
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in such narrow space as is permitted to me, I propose here to show
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cause._
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_In the first place, the book (it may be barely necessary to remind the
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reader) was in its first shape written very early, somewhere about 1796,
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when Miss Austen was barely twenty-one; though it was revised and
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finished at Chawton some fifteen years later, and was not published till
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1813, only four years before her death. I do not know whether, in this
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combination of the fresh and vigorous projection of youth, and the
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critical revision of middle life, there may be traced the distinct
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superiority in point of construction, which, as it seems to me, it
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possesses over all the others. The plot, though not elaborate, is almost
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regular enough for Fielding; hardly a character, hardly an incident
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could be retrenched without loss to the story. The elopement of Lydia
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and Wickham is not, like that of Crawford and Mrs. Rushworth, a_ coup de
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théâtre; _it connects itself in the strictest way with the course of the
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story earlier, and brings about the denouement with complete propriety.
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All the minor passages--the loves of Jane and Bingley, the advent of Mr.
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Collins, the visit to Hunsford, the Derbyshire tour--fit in after the
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same unostentatious, but masterly fashion. There is no attempt at the
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hide-and-seek, in-and-out business, which in the transactions between
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Frank Churchill and Jane Fairfax contributes no doubt a good deal to the
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intrigue of_ Emma, _but contributes it in a fashion which I do not think
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the best feature of that otherwise admirable book. Although Miss Austen
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always liked something of the misunderstanding kind, which afforded her
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opportunities for the display of the peculiar and incomparable talent to
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be noticed presently, she has been satisfied here with the perfectly
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natural occasions provided by the false account of Darcy’s conduct given
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by Wickham, and by the awkwardness (arising with equal naturalness) from
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the gradual transformation of Elizabeth’s own feelings from positive
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aversion to actual love. I do not know whether the all-grasping hand of
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the playwright has ever been laid upon_ Pride and Prejudice; _and I dare
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say that, if it were, the situations would prove not startling or
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garish enough for the footlights, the character-scheme too subtle and
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delicate for pit and gallery. But if the attempt were made, it would
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certainly not be hampered by any of those loosenesses of construction,
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which, sometimes disguised by the conveniences of which the novelist can
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avail himself, appear at once on the stage._
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_I think, however, though the thought will doubtless seem heretical to
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more than one school of critics, that construction is not the highest
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merit, the choicest gift, of the novelist. It sets off his other gifts
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and graces most advantageously to the critical eye; and the want of it
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will sometimes mar those graces--appreciably, though not quite
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consciously--to eyes by no means ultra-critical. But a very badly-built
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novel which excelled in pathetic or humorous character, or which
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displayed consummate command of dialogue--perhaps the rarest of all
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faculties--would be an infinitely better thing than a faultless plot
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acted and told by puppets with pebbles in their mouths. And despite the
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ability which Miss Austen has shown in working out the story, I for one
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should put_ Pride and Prejudice _far lower if it did not contain what
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seem to me the very masterpieces of Miss Austen’s humour and of her
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faculty of character-creation--masterpieces who may indeed admit John
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Thorpe, the Eltons, Mrs. Norris, and one or two others to their company,
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but who, in one instance certainly, and perhaps in others, are still
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superior to them._
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_The characteristics of Miss Austen’s humour are so subtle and delicate
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that they are, perhaps, at all times easier to apprehend than to
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express, and at any particular time likely to be differently
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apprehended by different persons. To me this humour seems to possess a
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greater affinity, on the whole, to that of Addison than to any other of
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the numerous species of this great British genus. The differences of
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scheme, of time, of subject, of literary convention, are, of course,
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obvious enough; the difference of sex does not, perhaps, count for much,
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for there was a distinctly feminine element in “Mr. Spectator,” and in
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Jane Austen’s genius there was, though nothing mannish, much that was
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masculine. But the likeness of quality consists in a great number of
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common subdivisions of quality--demureness, extreme minuteness of touch,
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avoidance of loud tones and glaring effects. Also there is in both a
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certain not inhuman or unamiable cruelty. It is the custom with those
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who judge grossly to contrast the good nature of Addison with the
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savagery of Swift, the mildness of Miss Austen with the boisterousness
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of Fielding and Smollett, even with the ferocious practical jokes that
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her immediate predecessor, Miss Burney, allowed without very much
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protest. Yet, both in Mr. Addison and in Miss Austen there is, though a
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restrained and well-mannered, an insatiable and ruthless delight in
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roasting and cutting up a fool. A man in the early eighteenth century,
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of course, could push this taste further than a lady in the early
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nineteenth; and no doubt Miss Austen’s principles, as well as her heart,
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would have shrunk from such things as the letter from the unfortunate
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husband in the_ Spectator, _who describes, with all the gusto and all the
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innocence in the world, how his wife and his friend induce him to play
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at blind-man’s-buff. But another_ Spectator _letter--that of the damsel
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of fourteen who wishes to marry Mr. Shapely, and assures her selected
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Mentor that “he admires your_ Spectators _mightily”--might have been
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written by a rather more ladylike and intelligent Lydia Bennet in the
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days of Lydia’s great-grandmother; while, on the other hand, some (I
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think unreasonably) have found “cynicism” in touches of Miss Austen’s
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own, such as her satire of Mrs. Musgrove’s self-deceiving regrets over
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her son. But this word “cynical” is one of the most misused in the
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English language, especially when, by a glaring and gratuitous
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falsification of its original sense, it is applied, not to rough and
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snarling invective, but to gentle and oblique satire. If cynicism means
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the perception of “the other side,” the sense of “the accepted hells
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beneath,” the consciousness that motives are nearly always mixed, and
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that to seem is not identical with to be--if this be cynicism, then
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every man and woman who is not a fool, who does not care to live in a
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fool’s paradise, who has knowledge of nature and the world and life, is
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a cynic. And in that sense Miss Austen certainly was one. She may even
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have been one in the further sense that, like her own Mr. Bennet, she
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took an epicurean delight in dissecting, in displaying, in setting at
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work her fools and her mean persons. I think she did take this delight,
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and I do not think at all the worse of her for it as a woman, while she
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was immensely the better for it as an artist._
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_In respect of her art generally, Mr. Goldwin Smith has truly observed
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that “metaphor has been exhausted in depicting the perfection of it,
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combined with the narrowness of her field;” and he has justly added that
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we need not go beyond her own comparison to the art of a miniature
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painter. To make this latter observation quite exact we must not use the
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term miniature in its restricted sense, and must think rather of Memling
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at one end of the history of painting and Meissonier at the other, than
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of Cosway or any of his kind. And I am not so certain that I should
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myself use the word “narrow” in connection with her. If her world is a
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microcosm, the cosmic quality of it is at least as eminent as the
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littleness. She does not touch what she did not feel herself called to
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paint; I am not so sure that she could not have painted what she did not
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feel herself called to touch. It is at least remarkable that in two very
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short periods of writing--one of about three years, and another of not
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much more than five--she executed six capital works, and has not left a
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single failure. It is possible that the romantic paste in her
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composition was defective: we must always remember that hardly
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anybody born in her decade--that of the eighteenth-century
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seventies--independently exhibited the full romantic quality. Even Scott
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required hill and mountain and ballad, even Coleridge metaphysics and
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German to enable them to chip the classical shell. Miss Austen was an
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English girl, brought up in a country retirement, at the time when
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ladies went back into the house if there was a white frost which might
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pierce their kid shoes, when a sudden cold was the subject of the
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gravest fears, when their studies, their ways, their conduct were
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subject to all those fantastic limits and restrictions against which
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Mary Wollstonecraft protested with better general sense than particular
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taste or judgment. Miss Austen, too, drew back when the white frost
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touched her shoes; but I think she would have made a pretty good journey
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even in a black one._
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_For if her knowledge was not very extended, she knew two things which
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only genius knows. The one was humanity, and the other was art. On the
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first head she could not make a mistake; her men, though limited, are
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true, and her women are, in the old sense, “absolute.” As to art, if she
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has never tried idealism, her realism is real to a degree which makes
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the false realism of our own day look merely dead-alive. Take almost any
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Frenchman, except the late M. de Maupassant, and watch him laboriously
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piling up strokes in the hope of giving a complete impression. You get
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none; you are lucky if, discarding two-thirds of what he gives, you can
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shape a real impression out of the rest. But with Miss Austen the
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myriad, trivial, unforced strokes build up the picture like magic.
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Nothing is false; nothing is superfluous. When (to take the present book
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only) Mr. Collins changed his mind from Jane to Elizabeth “while Mrs.
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Bennet was stirring the fire” (and we know_ how _Mrs. Bennet would have
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stirred the fire), when Mr. Darcy “brought his coffee-cup back_
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himself,” _the touch in each case is like that of Swift--“taller by the
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breadth of my nail”--which impressed the half-reluctant Thackeray with
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just and outspoken admiration. Indeed, fantastic as it may seem, I
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should put Miss Austen as near to Swift in some ways, as I have put her
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to Addison in others._
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_This Swiftian quality appears in the present novel as it appears
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nowhere else in the character of the immortal, the ineffable Mr.
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Collins. Mr. Collins is really_ great; _far greater than anything Addison
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ever did, almost great enough for Fielding or for Swift himself. It has
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been said that no one ever was like him. But in the first place,_ he
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_was like him; he is there--alive, imperishable, more real than hundreds
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of prime ministers and archbishops, of “metals, semi-metals, and
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distinguished philosophers.” In the second place, it is rash, I think,
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to conclude that an actual Mr. Collins was impossible or non-existent at
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the end of the eighteenth century. It is very interesting that we
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possess, in this same gallery, what may be called a spoiled first
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draught, or an unsuccessful study of him, in John Dashwood. The
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formality, the under-breeding, the meanness, are there; but the portrait
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is only half alive, and is felt to be even a little unnatural. Mr.
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Collins is perfectly natural, and perfectly alive. In fact, for all the
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“miniature,” there is something gigantic in the way in which a certain
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side, and more than one, of humanity, and especially eighteenth-century
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humanity, its Philistinism, its well-meaning but hide-bound morality,
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its formal pettiness, its grovelling respect for rank, its materialism,
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its selfishness, receives exhibition. I will not admit that one speech
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or one action of this inestimable man is incapable of being reconciled
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with reality, and I should not wonder if many of these words and actions
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are historically true._
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_But the greatness of Mr. Collins could not have been so satisfactorily
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exhibited if his creatress had not adjusted so artfully to him the
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figures of Mr. Bennet and of Lady Catherine de Bourgh. The latter, like
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Mr. Collins himself, has been charged with exaggeration. There is,
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perhaps, a very faint shade of colour for the charge; but it seems to me
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very faint indeed. Even now I do not think that it would be impossible
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to find persons, especially female persons, not necessarily of noble
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birth, as overbearing, as self-centred, as neglectful of good manners,
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as Lady Catherine. A hundred years ago, an earl’s daughter, the Lady
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Powerful (if not exactly Bountiful) of an out-of-the-way country parish,
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rich, long out of marital authority, and so forth, had opportunities of
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developing these agreeable characteristics which seldom present
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themselves now. As for Mr. Bennet, Miss Austen, and Mr. Darcy, and even
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Miss Elizabeth herself, were, I am inclined to think, rather hard on him
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for the “impropriety” of his conduct. His wife was evidently, and must
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always have been, a quite irreclaimable fool; and unless he had shot her
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or himself there was no way out of it for a man of sense and spirit but
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the ironic. From no other point of view is he open to any reproach,
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||
except for an excusable and not unnatural helplessness at the crisis of
|
||
the elopement, and his utterances are the most acutely delightful in the
|
||
consciously humorous kind--in the kind that we laugh with, not at--that
|
||
even Miss Austen has put into the mouth of any of her characters. It is
|
||
difficult to know whether he is most agreeable when talking to his wife,
|
||
or when putting Mr. Collins through his paces; but the general sense of
|
||
the world has probably been right in preferring to the first rank his
|
||
consolation to the former when she maunders over the entail, “My dear,
|
||
do not give way to such gloomy thoughts. Let us hope for better things.
|
||
Let us flatter ourselves that_ I _may be the survivor;” and his inquiry
|
||
to his colossal cousin as to the compliments which Mr. Collins has just
|
||
related as made by himself to Lady Catherine, “May I ask whether these
|
||
pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse of the moment, or are the
|
||
result of previous study?” These are the things which give Miss Austen’s
|
||
readers the pleasant shocks, the delightful thrills, which are felt by
|
||
the readers of Swift, of Fielding, and we may here add, of Thackeray, as
|
||
they are felt by the readers of no other English author of fiction
|
||
outside of these four._
|
||
|
||
_The goodness of the minor characters in_ Pride and Prejudice _has been
|
||
already alluded to, and it makes a detailed dwelling on their beauties
|
||
difficult in any space, and impossible in this. Mrs. Bennet we have
|
||
glanced at, and it is not easy to say whether she is more exquisitely
|
||
amusing or more horribly true. Much the same may be said of Kitty and
|
||
Lydia; but it is not every author, even of genius, who would have
|
||
differentiated with such unerring skill the effects of folly and
|
||
vulgarity of intellect and disposition working upon the common
|
||
weaknesses of woman at such different ages. With Mary, Miss Austen has
|
||
taken rather less pains, though she has been even more unkind to her;
|
||
not merely in the text, but, as we learn from those interesting
|
||
traditional appendices which Mr. Austen Leigh has given us, in dooming
|
||
her privately to marry “one of Mr. Philips’s clerks.” The habits of
|
||
first copying and then retailing moral sentiments, of playing and
|
||
singing too long in public, are, no doubt, grievous and criminal; but
|
||
perhaps poor Mary was rather the scapegoat of the sins of blue stockings
|
||
in that Fordyce-belectured generation. It is at any rate difficult not
|
||
to extend to her a share of the respect and affection (affection and
|
||
respect of a peculiar kind; doubtless), with which one regards Mr.
|
||
Collins, when she draws the moral of Lydia’s fall. I sometimes wish
|
||
that the exigencies of the story had permitted Miss Austen to unite
|
||
these personages, and thus at once achieve a notable mating and soothe
|
||
poor Mrs. Bennet’s anguish over the entail._
|
||
|
||
_The Bingleys and the Gardiners and the Lucases, Miss Darcy and Miss de
|
||
Bourgh, Jane, Wickham, and the rest, must pass without special comment,
|
||
further than the remark that Charlotte Lucas (her egregious papa, though
|
||
delightful, is just a little on the thither side of the line between
|
||
comedy and farce) is a wonderfully clever study in drab of one kind, and
|
||
that Wickham (though something of Miss Austen’s hesitation of touch in
|
||
dealing with young men appears) is a not much less notable sketch in
|
||
drab of another. Only genius could have made Charlotte what she is, yet
|
||
not disagreeable; Wickham what he is, without investing him either with
|
||
a cheap Don Juanish attractiveness or a disgusting rascality. But the
|
||
hero and the heroine are not tints to be dismissed._
|
||
|
||
_Darcy has always seemed to me by far the best and most interesting of
|
||
Miss Austen’s heroes; the only possible competitor being Henry Tilney,
|
||
whose part is so slight and simple that it hardly enters into
|
||
comparison. It has sometimes, I believe, been urged that his pride is
|
||
unnatural at first in its expression and later in its yielding, while
|
||
his falling in love at all is not extremely probable. Here again I
|
||
cannot go with the objectors. Darcy’s own account of the way in which
|
||
his pride had been pampered, is perfectly rational and sufficient; and
|
||
nothing could be, psychologically speaking, a_ causa verior _for its
|
||
sudden restoration to healthy conditions than the shock of Elizabeth’s
|
||
scornful refusal acting on a nature_ ex hypothesi _generous. Nothing in
|
||
even our author is finer and more delicately touched than the change of
|
||
his demeanour at the sudden meeting in the grounds of Pemberley. Had he
|
||
been a bad prig or a bad coxcomb, he might have been still smarting
|
||
under his rejection, or suspicious that the girl had come
|
||
husband-hunting. His being neither is exactly consistent with the
|
||
probable feelings of a man spoilt in the common sense, but not really
|
||
injured in disposition, and thoroughly in love. As for his being in
|
||
love, Elizabeth has given as just an exposition of the causes of that
|
||
phenomenon as Darcy has of the conditions of his unregenerate state,
|
||
only she has of course not counted in what was due to her own personal
|
||
charm._
|
||
|
||
_The secret of that charm many men and not a few women, from Miss Austen
|
||
herself downwards, have felt, and like most charms it is a thing rather
|
||
to be felt than to be explained. Elizabeth of course belongs to the_
|
||
allegro _or_ allegra _division of the army of Venus. Miss Austen was
|
||
always provokingly chary of description in regard to her beauties; and
|
||
except the fine eyes, and a hint or two that she had at any rate
|
||
sometimes a bright complexion, and was not very tall, we hear nothing
|
||
about her looks. But her chief difference from other heroines of the
|
||
lively type seems to lie first in her being distinctly clever--almost
|
||
strong-minded, in the better sense of that objectionable word--and
|
||
secondly in her being entirely destitute of ill-nature for all her
|
||
propensity to tease and the sharpness of her tongue. Elizabeth can give
|
||
at least as good as she gets when she is attacked; but she never
|
||
“scratches,” and she never attacks first. Some of the merest
|
||
obsoletenesses of phrase and manner give one or two of her early
|
||
speeches a slight pertness, but that is nothing, and when she comes to
|
||
serious business, as in the great proposal scene with Darcy (which is,
|
||
as it should be, the climax of the interest of the book), and in the
|
||
final ladies’ battle with Lady Catherine, she is unexceptionable. Then
|
||
too she is a perfectly natural girl. She does not disguise from herself
|
||
or anybody that she resents Darcy’s first ill-mannered personality with
|
||
as personal a feeling. (By the way, the reproach that the ill-manners of
|
||
this speech are overdone is certainly unjust; for things of the same
|
||
kind, expressed no doubt less stiltedly but more coarsely, might have
|
||
been heard in more than one ball-room during this very year from persons
|
||
who ought to have been no worse bred than Darcy.) And she lets the
|
||
injury done to Jane and the contempt shown to the rest of her family
|
||
aggravate this resentment in the healthiest way in the world._
|
||
|
||
_Still, all this does not explain her charm, which, taking beauty as a
|
||
common form of all heroines, may perhaps consist in the addition to her
|
||
playfulness, her wit, her affectionate and natural disposition, of a
|
||
certain fearlessness very uncommon in heroines of her type and age.
|
||
Nearly all of them would have been in speechless awe of the magnificent
|
||
Darcy; nearly all of them would have palpitated and fluttered at the
|
||
idea of proposals, even naughty ones, from the fascinating Wickham.
|
||
Elizabeth, with nothing offensive, nothing_ viraginous, _nothing of the
|
||
“New Woman” about her, has by nature what the best modern (not “new”)
|
||
women have by education and experience, a perfect freedom from the idea
|
||
that all men may bully her if they choose, and that most will away with
|
||
her if they can. Though not in the least “impudent and mannish grown,”
|
||
she has no mere sensibility, no nasty niceness about her. The form of
|
||
passion common and likely to seem natural in Miss Austen’s day was so
|
||
invariably connected with the display of one or the other, or both of
|
||
these qualities, that she has not made Elizabeth outwardly passionate.
|
||
But I, at least, have not the slightest doubt that she would have
|
||
married Darcy just as willingly without Pemberley as with it, and
|
||
anybody who can read between lines will not find the lovers’
|
||
conversations in the final chapters so frigid as they might have looked
|
||
to the Della Cruscans of their own day, and perhaps do look to the Della
|
||
Cruscans of this._
|
||
|
||
_And, after all, what is the good of seeking for the reason of
|
||
charm?--it is there. There were better sense in the sad mechanic
|
||
exercise of determining the reason of its absence where it is not. In
|
||
the novels of the last hundred years there are vast numbers of young
|
||
ladies with whom it might be a pleasure to fall in love; there are at
|
||
least five with whom, as it seems to me, no man of taste and spirit can
|
||
help doing so. Their names are, in chronological order, Elizabeth
|
||
Bennet, Diana Vernon, Argemone Lavington, Beatrix Esmond, and Barbara
|
||
Grant. I should have been most in love with Beatrix and Argemone; I
|
||
should, I think, for mere occasional companionship, have preferred Diana
|
||
and Barbara. But to live with and to marry, I do not know that any one
|
||
of the four can come into competition with Elizabeth._
|
||
|
||
_GEORGE SAINTSBURY._
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: List of Illustrations.]
|
||
|
||
|
||
PAGE
|
||
|
||
Frontispiece iv
|
||
|
||
Title-page v
|
||
|
||
Dedication vii
|
||
|
||
Heading to Preface ix
|
||
|
||
Heading to List of Illustrations xxv
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter I. 1
|
||
|
||
“He came down to see the place” 2
|
||
|
||
Mr. and Mrs. Bennet 5
|
||
|
||
“I hope Mr. Bingley will like it” 6
|
||
|
||
“I’m the tallest” 9
|
||
|
||
“He rode a black horse” 10
|
||
|
||
“When the party entered” 12
|
||
|
||
“She is tolerable” 15
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter IV. 18
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter V. 22
|
||
|
||
“Without once opening his lips” 24
|
||
|
||
Tailpiece to Chapter V. 26
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter VI. 27
|
||
|
||
“The entreaties of several” 31
|
||
|
||
“A note for Miss Bennet” 36
|
||
|
||
“Cheerful prognostics” 40
|
||
|
||
“The apothecary came” 43
|
||
|
||
“Covering a screen” 45
|
||
|
||
“Mrs. Bennet and her two youngest girls” 53
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter X. 60
|
||
|
||
“No, no; stay where you are” 67
|
||
|
||
“Piling up the fire” 69
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XII. 75
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XIII. 78
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XIV. 84
|
||
|
||
“Protested that he never read novels” 87
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XV. 89
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XVI. 95
|
||
|
||
“The officers of the ----shire” 97
|
||
|
||
“Delighted to see their dear friend again” 108
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XVIII. 113
|
||
|
||
“Such very superior dancing is not often seen” 118
|
||
|
||
“To assure you in the most animated language” 132
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XX. 139
|
||
|
||
“They entered the breakfast-room” 143
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXI. 146
|
||
|
||
“Walked back with them” 148
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXII. 154
|
||
|
||
“So much love and eloquence” 156
|
||
|
||
“Protested he must be entirely mistaken” 161
|
||
|
||
“Whenever she spoke in a low voice” 166
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXIV. 168
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXV. 175
|
||
|
||
“Offended two or three young ladies” 177
|
||
|
||
“Will you come and see me?” 181
|
||
|
||
“On the stairs” 189
|
||
|
||
“At the door” 194
|
||
|
||
“In conversation with the ladies” 198
|
||
|
||
“Lady Catherine,” said she, “you have given me a treasure” 200
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXX. 209
|
||
|
||
“He never failed to inform them” 211
|
||
|
||
“The gentlemen accompanied him” 213
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXXI. 215
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXXII. 221
|
||
|
||
“Accompanied by their aunt” 225
|
||
|
||
“On looking up” 228
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXXIV. 235
|
||
|
||
“Hearing herself called” 243
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XXXVI. 253
|
||
|
||
“Meeting accidentally in town” 256
|
||
|
||
“His parting obeisance” 261
|
||
|
||
“Dawson” 263
|
||
|
||
“The elevation of his feelings” 267
|
||
|
||
“They had forgotten to leave any message” 270
|
||
|
||
“How nicely we are crammed in!” 272
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XL. 278
|
||
|
||
“I am determined never to speak of it again” 283
|
||
|
||
“When Colonel Miller’s regiment went away” 285
|
||
|
||
“Tenderly flirting” 290
|
||
|
||
The arrival of the Gardiners 294
|
||
|
||
“Conjecturing as to the date” 301
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XLIV. 318
|
||
|
||
“To make herself agreeable to all” 321
|
||
|
||
“Engaged by the river” 327
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XLVI. 334
|
||
|
||
“I have not an instant to lose” 339
|
||
|
||
“The first pleasing earnest of their welcome” 345
|
||
|
||
The Post 359
|
||
|
||
“To whom I have related the affair” 363
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter XLIX. 368
|
||
|
||
“But perhaps you would like to read it” 370
|
||
|
||
“The spiteful old ladies” 377
|
||
|
||
“With an affectionate smile” 385
|
||
|
||
“I am sure she did not listen” 393
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Darcy with him” 404
|
||
|
||
“Jane happened to look round” 415
|
||
|
||
“Mrs. Long and her nieces” 420
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak to you” 422
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter LVI. 431
|
||
|
||
“After a short survey” 434
|
||
|
||
“But now it comes out” 442
|
||
|
||
“The efforts of his aunt” 448
|
||
|
||
“Unable to utter a syllable” 457
|
||
|
||
“The obsequious civility” 466
|
||
|
||
Heading to Chapter LXI. 472
|
||
|
||
The End 476
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: ·PRIDE AND PREJUDICE·
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Chapter I.]
|
||
|
||
|
||
It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession
|
||
of a good fortune must be in want of a wife.
|
||
|
||
However little known the feelings or views of such a man may be on his
|
||
first entering a neighbourhood, this truth is so well fixed in the minds
|
||
of the surrounding families, that he is considered as the rightful
|
||
property of some one or other of their daughters.
|
||
|
||
“My dear Mr. Bennet,” said his lady to him one day, “have you heard that
|
||
Netherfield Park is let at last?”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet replied that he had not.
|
||
|
||
“But it is,” returned she; “for Mrs. Long has just been here, and she
|
||
told me all about it.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet made no answer.
|
||
|
||
“Do not you want to know who has taken it?” cried his wife, impatiently.
|
||
|
||
“_You_ want to tell me, and I have no objection to hearing it.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“He came down to see the place”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
This was invitation enough.
|
||
|
||
“Why, my dear, you must know, Mrs. Long says that Netherfield is taken
|
||
by a young man of large fortune from the north of England; that he came
|
||
down on Monday in a chaise and four to see the place, and was so much
|
||
delighted with it that he agreed with Mr. Morris immediately; that he is
|
||
to take possession before Michaelmas, and some of his servants are to be
|
||
in the house by the end of next week.”
|
||
|
||
“What is his name?”
|
||
|
||
“Bingley.”
|
||
|
||
“Is he married or single?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, single, my dear, to be sure! A single man of large fortune; four or
|
||
five thousand a year. What a fine thing for our girls!”
|
||
|
||
“How so? how can it affect them?”
|
||
|
||
“My dear Mr. Bennet,” replied his wife, “how can you be so tiresome? You
|
||
must know that I am thinking of his marrying one of them.”
|
||
|
||
“Is that his design in settling here?”
|
||
|
||
“Design? Nonsense, how can you talk so! But it is very likely that he
|
||
_may_ fall in love with one of them, and therefore you must visit him as
|
||
soon as he comes.”
|
||
|
||
“I see no occasion for that. You and the girls may go--or you may send
|
||
them by themselves, which perhaps will be still better; for as you are
|
||
as handsome as any of them, Mr. Bingley might like you the best of the
|
||
party.”
|
||
|
||
“My dear, you flatter me. I certainly _have_ had my share of beauty, but
|
||
I do not pretend to be anything extraordinary now. When a woman has five
|
||
grown-up daughters, she ought to give over thinking of her own beauty.”
|
||
|
||
“In such cases, a woman has not often much beauty to think of.”
|
||
|
||
“But, my dear, you must indeed go and see Mr. Bingley when he comes into
|
||
the neighbourhood.”
|
||
|
||
“It is more than I engage for, I assure you.”
|
||
|
||
“But consider your daughters. Only think what an establishment it would
|
||
be for one of them. Sir William and Lady Lucas are determined to go,
|
||
merely on that account; for in general, you know, they visit no new
|
||
comers. Indeed you must go, for it will be impossible for _us_ to visit
|
||
him, if you do not.”
|
||
|
||
“You are over scrupulous, surely. I dare say Mr. Bingley will be very
|
||
glad to see you; and I will send a few lines by you to assure him of my
|
||
hearty consent to his marrying whichever he chooses of the girls--though
|
||
I must throw in a good word for my little Lizzy.”
|
||
|
||
“I desire you will do no such thing. Lizzy is not a bit better than the
|
||
others: and I am sure she is not half so handsome as Jane, nor half so
|
||
good-humoured as Lydia. But you are always giving _her_ the preference.”
|
||
|
||
“They have none of them much to recommend them,” replied he: “they are
|
||
all silly and ignorant like other girls; but Lizzy has something more of
|
||
quickness than her sisters.”
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Bennet, how can you abuse your own children in such a way? You take
|
||
delight in vexing me. You have no compassion on my poor nerves.”
|
||
|
||
“You mistake me, my dear. I have a high respect for your nerves. They
|
||
are my old friends. I have heard you mention them with consideration
|
||
these twenty years at least.”
|
||
|
||
“Ah, you do not know what I suffer.”
|
||
|
||
“But I hope you will get over it, and live to see many young men of four
|
||
thousand a year come into the neighbourhood.”
|
||
|
||
“It will be no use to us, if twenty such should come, since you will not
|
||
visit them.”
|
||
|
||
“Depend upon it, my dear, that when there are twenty, I will visit them
|
||
all.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet was so odd a mixture of quick parts, sarcastic humour,
|
||
reserve, and caprice, that the experience of three-and-twenty years had
|
||
been insufficient to make his wife understand his character. _Her_ mind
|
||
was less difficult to develope. She was a woman of mean understanding,
|
||
little information, and uncertain temper. When she was discontented, she
|
||
fancied herself nervous. The business of her life was to get her
|
||
daughters married: its solace was visiting and news.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: M^{r.} & M^{rs.} Bennet
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“I hope Mr. Bingley will like it”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER II.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet was among the earliest of those who waited on Mr. Bingley. He
|
||
had always intended to visit him, though to the last always assuring his
|
||
wife that he should not go; and till the evening after the visit was
|
||
paid she had no knowledge of it. It was then disclosed in the following
|
||
manner. Observing his second daughter employed in trimming a hat, he
|
||
suddenly addressed her with,--
|
||
|
||
“I hope Mr. Bingley will like it, Lizzy.”
|
||
|
||
“We are not in a way to know _what_ Mr. Bingley likes,” said her mother,
|
||
resentfully, “since we are not to visit.”
|
||
|
||
“But you forget, mamma,” said Elizabeth, “that we shall meet him at the
|
||
assemblies, and that Mrs. Long has promised to introduce him.”
|
||
|
||
“I do not believe Mrs. Long will do any such thing. She has two nieces
|
||
of her own. She is a selfish, hypocritical woman, and I have no opinion
|
||
of her.”
|
||
|
||
“No more have I,” said Mr. Bennet; “and I am glad to find that you do
|
||
not depend on her serving you.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet deigned not to make any reply; but, unable to contain
|
||
herself, began scolding one of her daughters.
|
||
|
||
“Don’t keep coughing so, Kitty, for heaven’s sake! Have a little
|
||
compassion on my nerves. You tear them to pieces.”
|
||
|
||
“Kitty has no discretion in her coughs,” said her father; “she times
|
||
them ill.”
|
||
|
||
“I do not cough for my own amusement,” replied Kitty, fretfully. “When
|
||
is your next ball to be, Lizzy?”
|
||
|
||
“To-morrow fortnight.”
|
||
|
||
“Ay, so it is,” cried her mother, “and Mrs. Long does not come back till
|
||
the day before; so, it will be impossible for her to introduce him, for
|
||
she will not know him herself.”
|
||
|
||
“Then, my dear, you may have the advantage of your friend, and introduce
|
||
Mr. Bingley to _her_.”
|
||
|
||
“Impossible, Mr. Bennet, impossible, when I am not acquainted with him
|
||
myself; how can you be so teasing?”
|
||
|
||
“I honour your circumspection. A fortnight’s acquaintance is certainly
|
||
very little. One cannot know what a man really is by the end of a
|
||
fortnight. But if _we_ do not venture, somebody else will; and after
|
||
all, Mrs. Long and her nieces must stand their chance; and, therefore,
|
||
as she will think it an act of kindness, if you decline the office, I
|
||
will take it on myself.”
|
||
|
||
The girls stared at their father. Mrs. Bennet said only, “Nonsense,
|
||
nonsense!”
|
||
|
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“What can be the meaning of that emphatic exclamation?” cried he. “Do
|
||
you consider the forms of introduction, and the stress that is laid on
|
||
them, as nonsense? I cannot quite agree with you _there_. What say you,
|
||
Mary? For you are a young lady of deep reflection, I know, and read
|
||
great books, and make extracts.”
|
||
|
||
Mary wished to say something very sensible, but knew not how.
|
||
|
||
“While Mary is adjusting her ideas,” he continued, “let us return to Mr.
|
||
Bingley.”
|
||
|
||
“I am sick of Mr. Bingley,” cried his wife.
|
||
|
||
“I am sorry to hear _that_; but why did you not tell me so before? If I
|
||
had known as much this morning, I certainly would not have called on
|
||
him. It is very unlucky; but as I have actually paid the visit, we
|
||
cannot escape the acquaintance now.”
|
||
|
||
The astonishment of the ladies was just what he wished--that of Mrs.
|
||
Bennet perhaps surpassing the rest; though when the first tumult of joy
|
||
was over, she began to declare that it was what she had expected all the
|
||
while.
|
||
|
||
“How good it was in you, my dear Mr. Bennet! But I knew I should
|
||
persuade you at last. I was sure you loved your girls too well to
|
||
neglect such an acquaintance. Well, how pleased I am! And it is such a
|
||
good joke, too, that you should have gone this morning, and never said a
|
||
word about it till now.”
|
||
|
||
“Now, Kitty, you may cough as much as you choose,” said Mr. Bennet; and,
|
||
as he spoke, he left the room, fatigued with the raptures of his wife.
|
||
|
||
“What an excellent father you have, girls,” said she, when the door was
|
||
shut. “I do not know how you will ever make him amends for his kindness;
|
||
or me either, for that matter. At our time of life, it is not so
|
||
pleasant, I can tell you, to be making new acquaintances every day; but
|
||
for your sakes we would do anything. Lydia, my love, though you _are_
|
||
the youngest, I dare say Mr. Bingley will dance with you at the next
|
||
ball.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh,” said Lydia, stoutly, “I am not afraid; for though I _am_ the
|
||
youngest, I’m the tallest.”
|
||
|
||
The rest of the evening was spent in conjecturing how soon he would
|
||
return Mr. Bennet’s visit, and determining when they should ask him to
|
||
dinner.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: “I’m the tallest”]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“He rode a black horse”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER III.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Not all that Mrs. Bennet, however, with the assistance of her five
|
||
daughters, could ask on the subject, was sufficient to draw from her
|
||
husband any satisfactory description of Mr. Bingley. They attacked him
|
||
in various ways, with barefaced questions, ingenious suppositions, and
|
||
distant surmises; but he eluded the skill of them all; and they were at
|
||
last obliged to accept the second-hand intelligence of their neighbour,
|
||
Lady Lucas. Her report was highly favourable. Sir William had been
|
||
delighted with him. He was quite young, wonderfully handsome, extremely
|
||
agreeable, and, to crown the whole, he meant to be at the next assembly
|
||
with a large party. Nothing could be more delightful! To be fond of
|
||
dancing was a certain step towards falling in love; and very lively
|
||
hopes of Mr. Bingley’s heart were entertained.
|
||
|
||
“If I can but see one of my daughters happily settled at Netherfield,”
|
||
said Mrs. Bennet to her husband, “and all the others equally well
|
||
married, I shall have nothing to wish for.”
|
||
|
||
In a few days Mr. Bingley returned Mr. Bennet’s visit, and sat about ten
|
||
minutes with him in his library. He had entertained hopes of being
|
||
admitted to a sight of the young ladies, of whose beauty he had heard
|
||
much; but he saw only the father. The ladies were somewhat more
|
||
fortunate, for they had the advantage of ascertaining, from an upper
|
||
window, that he wore a blue coat and rode a black horse.
|
||
|
||
An invitation to dinner was soon afterwards despatched; and already had
|
||
Mrs. Bennet planned the courses that were to do credit to her
|
||
housekeeping, when an answer arrived which deferred it all. Mr. Bingley
|
||
was obliged to be in town the following day, and consequently unable to
|
||
accept the honour of their invitation, etc. Mrs. Bennet was quite
|
||
disconcerted. She could not imagine what business he could have in town
|
||
so soon after his arrival in Hertfordshire; and she began to fear that
|
||
he might always be flying about from one place to another, and never
|
||
settled at Netherfield as he ought to be. Lady Lucas quieted her fears a
|
||
little by starting the idea of his
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“When the Party entered”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
being gone to London only to get a large party for the ball; and a
|
||
report soon followed that Mr. Bingley was to bring twelve ladies and
|
||
seven gentlemen with him to the assembly. The girls grieved over such a
|
||
number of ladies; but were comforted the day before the ball by hearing
|
||
that, instead of twelve, he had brought only six with him from London,
|
||
his five sisters and a cousin. And when the party entered the
|
||
assembly-room, it consisted of only five altogether: Mr. Bingley, his
|
||
two sisters, the husband of the eldest, and another young man.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bingley was good-looking and gentlemanlike: he had a pleasant
|
||
countenance, and easy, unaffected manners. His sisters were fine women,
|
||
with an air of decided fashion. His brother-in-law, Mr. Hurst, merely
|
||
looked the gentleman; but his friend Mr. Darcy soon drew the attention
|
||
of the room by his fine, tall person, handsome features, noble mien, and
|
||
the report, which was in general circulation within five minutes after
|
||
his entrance, of his having ten thousand a year. The gentlemen
|
||
pronounced him to be a fine figure of a man, the ladies declared he was
|
||
much handsomer than Mr. Bingley, and he was looked at with great
|
||
admiration for about half the evening, till his manners gave a disgust
|
||
which turned the tide of his popularity; for he was discovered to be
|
||
proud, to be above his company, and above being pleased; and not all his
|
||
large estate in Derbyshire could save him from having a most forbidding,
|
||
disagreeable countenance, and being unworthy to be compared with his
|
||
friend.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bingley had soon made himself acquainted with all the principal
|
||
people in the room: he was lively and unreserved, danced every dance,
|
||
was angry that the ball closed so early, and talked of giving one
|
||
himself at Netherfield. Such amiable qualities must speak for
|
||
themselves. What a contrast between him and his friend! Mr. Darcy danced
|
||
only once with Mrs. Hurst and once with Miss Bingley, declined being
|
||
introduced to any other lady, and spent the rest of the evening in
|
||
walking about the room, speaking occasionally to one of his own party.
|
||
His character was decided. He was the proudest, most disagreeable man in
|
||
the world, and everybody hoped that he would never come there again.
|
||
Amongst the most violent against him was Mrs. Bennet, whose dislike of
|
||
his general behaviour was sharpened into particular resentment by his
|
||
having slighted one of her daughters.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth Bennet had been obliged, by the scarcity of gentlemen, to sit
|
||
down for two dances; and during part of that time, Mr. Darcy had been
|
||
standing near enough for her to overhear a conversation between him and
|
||
Mr. Bingley, who came from the dance for a few minutes to press his
|
||
friend to join it.
|
||
|
||
“Come, Darcy,” said he, “I must have you dance. I hate to see you
|
||
standing about by yourself in this stupid manner. You had much better
|
||
dance.”
|
||
|
||
“I certainly shall not. You know how I detest it, unless I am
|
||
particularly acquainted with my partner. At such an assembly as this, it
|
||
would be insupportable. Your sisters are engaged, and there is not
|
||
another woman in the room whom it would not be a punishment to me to
|
||
stand up with.”
|
||
|
||
“I would not be so fastidious as you are,” cried Bingley, “for a
|
||
kingdom! Upon my honour, I never met with so many pleasant girls in my
|
||
life as I have this evening; and there are several of them, you see,
|
||
uncommonly pretty.”
|
||
|
||
“_You_ are dancing with the only handsome girl in the room,” said Mr.
|
||
Darcy, looking at the eldest Miss Bennet.
|
||
|
||
“Oh, she is the most beautiful creature I ever beheld! But there is one
|
||
of her sisters sitting down just behind you, who is very pretty, and I
|
||
dare say very agreeable. Do let me ask my partner to introduce you.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“She is tolerable”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“Which do you mean?” and turning round, he looked for a moment at
|
||
Elizabeth, till, catching her eye, he withdrew his own, and coldly said,
|
||
“She is tolerable: but not handsome enough to tempt _me_; and I am in no
|
||
humour at present to give consequence to young ladies who are slighted
|
||
by other men. You had better return to your partner and enjoy her
|
||
smiles, for you are wasting your time with me.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bingley followed his advice. Mr. Darcy walked off; and Elizabeth
|
||
remained with no very cordial feelings towards him. She told the story,
|
||
however, with great spirit among her friends; for she had a lively,
|
||
playful disposition, which delighted in anything ridiculous.
|
||
|
||
The evening altogether passed off pleasantly to the whole family. Mrs.
|
||
Bennet had seen her eldest daughter much admired by the Netherfield
|
||
party. Mr. Bingley had danced with her twice, and she had been
|
||
distinguished by his sisters. Jane was as much gratified by this as her
|
||
mother could be, though in a quieter way. Elizabeth felt Jane’s
|
||
pleasure. Mary had heard herself mentioned to Miss Bingley as the most
|
||
accomplished girl in the neighbourhood; and Catherine and Lydia had been
|
||
fortunate enough to be never without partners, which was all that they
|
||
had yet learnt to care for at a ball. They returned, therefore, in good
|
||
spirits to Longbourn, the village where they lived, and of which they
|
||
were the principal inhabitants. They found Mr. Bennet still up. With a
|
||
book, he was regardless of time; and on the present occasion he had a
|
||
good deal of curiosity as to the event of an evening which had raised
|
||
such splendid expectations. He had rather hoped that all his wife’s
|
||
views on the stranger would be disappointed; but he soon found that he
|
||
had a very different story to hear.
|
||
|
||
“Oh, my dear Mr. Bennet,” as she entered the room, “we have had a most
|
||
delightful evening, a most excellent ball. I wish you had been there.
|
||
Jane was so admired, nothing could be like it. Everybody said how well
|
||
she looked; and Mr. Bingley thought her quite beautiful, and danced with
|
||
her twice. Only think of _that_, my dear: he actually danced with her
|
||
twice; and she was the only creature in the room that he asked a second
|
||
time. First of all, he asked Miss Lucas. I was so vexed to see him stand
|
||
up with her; but, however, he did not admire her at all; indeed, nobody
|
||
can, you know; and he seemed quite struck with Jane as she was going
|
||
down the dance. So he inquired who she was, and got introduced, and
|
||
asked her for the two next. Then, the two third he danced with Miss
|
||
King, and the two fourth with Maria Lucas, and the two fifth with Jane
|
||
again, and the two sixth with Lizzy, and the _Boulanger_----”
|
||
|
||
“If he had had any compassion for _me_,” cried her husband impatiently,
|
||
“he would not have danced half so much! For God’s sake, say no more of
|
||
his partners. O that he had sprained his ancle in the first dance!”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, my dear,” continued Mrs. Bennet, “I am quite delighted with him. He
|
||
is so excessively handsome! and his sisters are charming women. I never
|
||
in my life saw anything more elegant than their dresses. I dare say the
|
||
lace upon Mrs. Hurst’s gown----”
|
||
|
||
Here she was interrupted again. Mr. Bennet protested against any
|
||
description of finery. She was therefore obliged to seek another branch
|
||
of the subject, and related, with much bitterness of spirit, and some
|
||
exaggeration, the shocking rudeness of Mr. Darcy.
|
||
|
||
“But I can assure you,” she added, “that Lizzy does not lose much by not
|
||
suiting _his_ fancy; for he is a most disagreeable, horrid man, not at
|
||
all worth pleasing. So high and so conceited, that there was no enduring
|
||
him! He walked here, and he walked there, fancying himself so very
|
||
great! Not handsome enough to dance with! I wish you had been there, my
|
||
dear, to have given him one of your set-downs. I quite detest the man.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER IV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
When Jane and Elizabeth were alone, the former, who had been cautious in
|
||
her praise of Mr. Bingley before, expressed to her sister how very much
|
||
she admired him.
|
||
|
||
“He is just what a young-man ought to be,” said she, “sensible,
|
||
good-humoured, lively; and I never saw such happy manners! so much ease,
|
||
with such perfect good breeding!”
|
||
|
||
“He is also handsome,” replied Elizabeth, “which a young man ought
|
||
likewise to be if he possibly can. His character is thereby complete.”
|
||
|
||
“I was very much flattered by his asking me to dance a second time. I
|
||
did not expect such a compliment.”
|
||
|
||
“Did not you? _I_ did for you. But that is one great difference between
|
||
us. Compliments always take _you_ by surprise, and _me_ never. What
|
||
could be more natural than his asking you again? He could not help
|
||
seeing that you were about five times as pretty as every other woman in
|
||
the room. No thanks to his gallantry for that. Well, he certainly is
|
||
very agreeable, and I give you leave to like him. You have liked many a
|
||
stupider person.”
|
||
|
||
“Dear Lizzy!”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, you are a great deal too apt, you know, to like people in general.
|
||
You never see a fault in anybody. All the world are good and agreeable
|
||
in your eyes. I never heard you speak ill of a human being in my life.”
|
||
|
||
“I would wish not to be hasty in censuring anyone; but I always speak
|
||
what I think.”
|
||
|
||
“I know you do: and it is _that_ which makes the wonder. With _your_
|
||
good sense, to be so honestly blind to the follies and nonsense of
|
||
others! Affectation of candour is common enough; one meets with it
|
||
everywhere. But to be candid without ostentation or design,--to take the
|
||
good of everybody’s character and make it still better, and say nothing
|
||
of the bad,--belongs to you alone. And so, you like this man’s sisters,
|
||
too, do you? Their manners are not equal to his.”
|
||
|
||
“Certainly not, at first; but they are very pleasing women when you
|
||
converse with them. Miss Bingley is to live with her brother, and keep
|
||
his house; and I am much mistaken if we shall not find a very charming
|
||
neighbour in her.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth listened in silence, but was not convinced: their behaviour at
|
||
the assembly had not been calculated to please in general; and with more
|
||
quickness of observation and less pliancy of temper than her sister, and
|
||
with a judgment, too, unassailed by any attention to herself, she was
|
||
very little disposed to approve them. They were, in fact, very fine
|
||
ladies; not deficient in good-humour when they were pleased, nor in the
|
||
power of being agreeable where they chose it; but proud and conceited.
|
||
They were rather handsome; had been educated in one of the first private
|
||
seminaries in town; had a fortune of twenty thousand pounds; were in the
|
||
habit of spending more than they ought, and of associating with people
|
||
of rank; and were, therefore, in every respect entitled to think well of
|
||
themselves and meanly of others. They were of a respectable family in
|
||
the north of England; a circumstance more deeply impressed on their
|
||
memories than that their brother’s fortune and their own had been
|
||
acquired by trade.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bingley inherited property to the amount of nearly a hundred
|
||
thousand pounds from his father, who had intended to purchase an estate,
|
||
but did not live to do it. Mr. Bingley intended it likewise, and
|
||
sometimes made choice of his county; but, as he was now provided with a
|
||
good house and the liberty of a manor, it was doubtful to many of those
|
||
who best knew the easiness of his temper, whether he might not spend the
|
||
remainder of his days at Netherfield, and leave the next generation to
|
||
purchase.
|
||
|
||
His sisters were very anxious for his having an estate of his own; but
|
||
though he was now established only as a tenant, Miss Bingley was by no
|
||
means unwilling to preside at his table; nor was Mrs. Hurst, who had
|
||
married a man of more fashion than fortune, less disposed to consider
|
||
his house as her home when it suited her. Mr. Bingley had not been of
|
||
age two years when he was tempted, by an accidental recommendation, to
|
||
look at Netherfield House. He did look at it, and into it, for half an
|
||
hour; was pleased with the situation and the principal rooms, satisfied
|
||
with what the owner said in its praise, and took it immediately.
|
||
|
||
Between him and Darcy there was a very steady friendship, in spite of a
|
||
great opposition of character. Bingley was endeared to Darcy by the
|
||
easiness, openness, and ductility of his temper, though no disposition
|
||
could offer a greater contrast to his own, and though with his own he
|
||
never appeared dissatisfied. On the strength of Darcy’s regard, Bingley
|
||
had the firmest reliance, and of his judgment the highest opinion. In
|
||
understanding, Darcy was the superior. Bingley was by no means
|
||
deficient; but Darcy was clever. He was at the same time haughty,
|
||
reserved, and fastidious; and his manners, though well bred, were not
|
||
inviting. In that respect his friend had greatly the advantage. Bingley
|
||
was sure of being liked wherever he appeared; Darcy was continually
|
||
giving offence.
|
||
|
||
The manner in which they spoke of the Meryton assembly was sufficiently
|
||
characteristic. Bingley had never met with pleasanter people or prettier
|
||
girls in his life; everybody had been most kind and attentive to him;
|
||
there had been no formality, no stiffness; he had soon felt acquainted
|
||
with all the room; and as to Miss Bennet, he could not conceive an angel
|
||
more beautiful. Darcy, on the contrary, had seen a collection of people
|
||
in whom there was little beauty and no fashion, for none of whom he had
|
||
felt the smallest interest, and from none received either attention or
|
||
pleasure. Miss Bennet he acknowledged to be pretty; but she smiled too
|
||
much.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Hurst and her sister allowed it to be so; but still they admired
|
||
her and liked her, and pronounced her to be a sweet girl, and one whom
|
||
they should not object to know more of. Miss Bennet was therefore
|
||
established as a sweet girl; and their brother felt authorized by such
|
||
commendation to think of her as he chose.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: [_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER V.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Within a short walk of Longbourn lived a family with whom the Bennets
|
||
were particularly intimate. Sir William Lucas had been formerly in trade
|
||
in Meryton, where he had made a tolerable fortune, and risen to the
|
||
honour of knighthood by an address to the king during his mayoralty. The
|
||
distinction had, perhaps, been felt too strongly. It had given him a
|
||
disgust to his business and to his residence in a small market town;
|
||
and, quitting them both, he had removed with his family to a house about
|
||
a mile from Meryton, denominated from that period Lucas Lodge; where he
|
||
could think with pleasure of his own importance, and, unshackled by
|
||
business, occupy himself solely in being civil to all the world. For,
|
||
though elated by his rank, it did not render him supercilious; on the
|
||
contrary, he was all attention to everybody. By nature inoffensive,
|
||
friendly, and obliging, his presentation at St. James’s had made him
|
||
courteous.
|
||
|
||
Lady Lucas was a very good kind of woman, not too clever to be a
|
||
valuable neighbour to Mrs. Bennet. They had several children. The eldest
|
||
of them, a sensible, intelligent young woman, about twenty-seven, was
|
||
Elizabeth’s intimate friend.
|
||
|
||
That the Miss Lucases and the Miss Bennets should meet to talk over a
|
||
ball was absolutely necessary; and the morning after the assembly
|
||
brought the former to Longbourn to hear and to communicate.
|
||
|
||
“_You_ began the evening well, Charlotte,” said Mrs. Bennet, with civil
|
||
self-command, to Miss Lucas. “_You_ were Mr. Bingley’s first choice.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; but he seemed to like his second better.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, you mean Jane, I suppose, because he danced with her twice. To be
|
||
sure that _did_ seem as if he admired her--indeed, I rather believe he
|
||
_did_--I heard something about it--but I hardly know what--something
|
||
about Mr. Robinson.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps you mean what I overheard between him and Mr. Robinson: did not
|
||
I mention it to you? Mr. Robinson’s asking him how he liked our Meryton
|
||
assemblies, and whether he did not think there were a great many pretty
|
||
women in the room, and _which_ he thought the prettiest? and his
|
||
answering immediately to the last question, ‘Oh, the eldest Miss Bennet,
|
||
beyond a doubt: there cannot be two opinions on that point.’”
|
||
|
||
“Upon my word! Well, that was very decided, indeed--that does seem as
|
||
if--but, however, it may all come to nothing, you know.”
|
||
|
||
“_My_ overhearings were more to the purpose than _yours_, Eliza,” said
|
||
Charlotte. “Mr. Darcy is not so well worth listening to as his friend,
|
||
is he? Poor Eliza! to be only just _tolerable_.”
|
||
|
||
“I beg you will not put it into Lizzy’s head to be vexed by his
|
||
ill-treatment, for he is such a disagreeable man that it would be quite
|
||
a misfortune to be liked by him. Mrs. Long told me last night that he
|
||
sat close to her for half an hour without once opening his lips.”
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||
|
||
[Illustration: “Without once opening his lips”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“Are you quite sure, ma’am? Is not there a little mistake?” said Jane.
|
||
“I certainly saw Mr. Darcy speaking to her.”
|
||
|
||
“Ay, because she asked him at last how he liked Netherfield, and he
|
||
could not help answering her; but she said he seemed very angry at being
|
||
spoke to.”
|
||
|
||
“Miss Bingley told me,” said Jane, “that he never speaks much unless
|
||
among his intimate acquaintance. With _them_ he is remarkably
|
||
agreeable.”
|
||
|
||
“I do not believe a word of it, my dear. If he had been so very
|
||
agreeable, he would have talked to Mrs. Long. But I can guess how it
|
||
was; everybody says that he is eat up with pride, and I dare say he had
|
||
heard somehow that Mrs. Long does not keep a carriage, and had to come
|
||
to the ball in a hack chaise.”
|
||
|
||
“I do not mind his not talking to Mrs. Long,” said Miss Lucas, “but I
|
||
wish he had danced with Eliza.”
|
||
|
||
“Another time, Lizzy,” said her mother, “I would not dance with _him_,
|
||
if I were you.”
|
||
|
||
“I believe, ma’am, I may safely promise you _never_ to dance with him.”
|
||
|
||
“His pride,” said Miss Lucas, “does not offend _me_ so much as pride
|
||
often does, because there is an excuse for it. One cannot wonder that so
|
||
very fine a young man, with family, fortune, everything in his favour,
|
||
should think highly of himself. If I may so express it, he has a _right_
|
||
to be proud.”
|
||
|
||
“That is very true,” replied Elizabeth, “and I could easily forgive
|
||
_his_ pride, if he had not mortified _mine_.”
|
||
|
||
“Pride,” observed Mary, who piqued herself upon the solidity of her
|
||
reflections, “is a very common failing, I believe. By all that I have
|
||
ever read, I am convinced that it is very common indeed; that human
|
||
nature is particularly prone to it, and that there are very few of us
|
||
who do not cherish a feeling of self-complacency on the score of some
|
||
quality or other, real or imaginary. Vanity and pride are different
|
||
things, though the words are often used synonymously. A person may be
|
||
proud without being vain. Pride relates more to our opinion of
|
||
ourselves; vanity to what we would have others think of us.”
|
||
|
||
“If I were as rich as Mr. Darcy,” cried a young Lucas, who came with his
|
||
sisters, “I should not care how proud I was. I would keep a pack of
|
||
foxhounds, and drink a bottle of wine every day.”
|
||
|
||
“Then you would drink a great deal more than you ought,” said Mrs.
|
||
Bennet; “and if I were to see you at it, I should take away your bottle
|
||
directly.”
|
||
|
||
The boy protested that she should not; she continued to declare that she
|
||
would; and the argument ended only with the visit.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER VI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The ladies of Longbourn soon waited on those of Netherfield. The visit
|
||
was returned in due form. Miss Bennet’s pleasing manners grew on the
|
||
good-will of Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley; and though the mother was
|
||
found to be intolerable, and the younger sisters not worth speaking to,
|
||
a wish of being better acquainted with _them_ was expressed towards the
|
||
two eldest. By Jane this attention was received with the greatest
|
||
pleasure; but Elizabeth still saw superciliousness in their treatment of
|
||
everybody, hardly excepting even her sister, and could not like them;
|
||
though their kindness to Jane, such as it was, had a value, as arising,
|
||
in all probability, from the influence of their brother’s admiration. It
|
||
was generally evident, whenever they met, that he _did_ admire her; and
|
||
to _her_ it was equally evident that Jane was yielding to the preference
|
||
which she had begun to entertain for him from the first, and was in a
|
||
way to be very much in love; but she considered with pleasure that it
|
||
was not likely to be discovered by the world in general, since Jane
|
||
united with great strength of feeling, a composure of temper and an
|
||
uniform cheerfulness of manner, which would guard her from the
|
||
suspicions of the impertinent. She mentioned this to her friend, Miss
|
||
Lucas.
|
||
|
||
“It may, perhaps, be pleasant,” replied Charlotte, “to be able to impose
|
||
on the public in such a case; but it is sometimes a disadvantage to be
|
||
so very guarded. If a woman conceals her affection with the same skill
|
||
from the object of it, she may lose the opportunity of fixing him; and
|
||
it will then be but poor consolation to believe the world equally in the
|
||
dark. There is so much of gratitude or vanity in almost every
|
||
attachment, that it is not safe to leave any to itself. We can all
|
||
_begin_ freely--a slight preference is natural enough; but there are
|
||
very few of us who have heart enough to be really in love without
|
||
encouragement. In nine cases out of ten, a woman had better show _more_
|
||
affection than she feels. Bingley likes your sister undoubtedly; but he
|
||
may never do more than like her, if she does not help him on.”
|
||
|
||
“But she does help him on, as much as her nature will allow. If _I_ can
|
||
perceive her regard for him, he must be a simpleton indeed not to
|
||
discover it too.”
|
||
|
||
“Remember, Eliza, that he does not know Jane’s disposition as you do.”
|
||
|
||
“But if a woman is partial to a man, and does not endeavor to conceal
|
||
it, he must find it out.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps he must, if he sees enough of her. But though Bingley and Jane
|
||
meet tolerably often, it is never for many hours together; and as they
|
||
always see each other in large mixed parties, it is impossible that
|
||
every moment should be employed in conversing together. Jane should
|
||
therefore make the most of every half hour in which she can command his
|
||
attention. When she is secure of him, there will be leisure for falling
|
||
in love as much as she chooses.”
|
||
|
||
“Your plan is a good one,” replied Elizabeth, “where nothing is in
|
||
question but the desire of being well married; and if I were determined
|
||
to get a rich husband, or any husband, I dare say I should adopt it. But
|
||
these are not Jane’s feelings; she is not acting by design. As yet she
|
||
cannot even be certain of the degree of her own regard, nor of its
|
||
reasonableness. She has known him only a fortnight. She danced four
|
||
dances with him at Meryton; she saw him one morning at his own house,
|
||
and has since dined in company with him four times. This is not quite
|
||
enough to make her understand his character.”
|
||
|
||
“Not as you represent it. Had she merely _dined_ with him, she might
|
||
only have discovered whether he had a good appetite; but you must
|
||
remember that four evenings have been also spent together--and four
|
||
evenings may do a great deal.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes: these four evenings have enabled them to ascertain that they both
|
||
like Vingt-un better than Commerce, but with respect to any other
|
||
leading characteristic, I do not imagine that much has been unfolded.”
|
||
|
||
“Well,” said Charlotte, “I wish Jane success with all my heart; and if
|
||
she were married to him to-morrow, I should think she had as good a
|
||
chance of happiness as if she were to be studying his character for a
|
||
twelvemonth. Happiness in marriage is entirely a matter of chance. If
|
||
the dispositions of the parties are ever so well known to each other, or
|
||
ever so similar beforehand, it does not advance their felicity in the
|
||
least. They always continue to grow sufficiently unlike afterwards to
|
||
have their share of vexation; and it is better to know as little as
|
||
possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your
|
||
life.”
|
||
|
||
“You make me laugh, Charlotte; but it is not sound. You know it is not
|
||
sound, and that you would never act in this way yourself.”
|
||
|
||
Occupied in observing Mr. Bingley’s attention to her sister, Elizabeth
|
||
was far from suspecting that she was herself becoming an object of some
|
||
interest in the eyes of his friend. Mr. Darcy had at first scarcely
|
||
allowed her to be pretty: he had looked at her without admiration at the
|
||
ball; and when they next met, he looked at her only to criticise. But no
|
||
sooner had he made it clear to himself and his friends that she had
|
||
hardly a good feature in her face, than he began to find it was rendered
|
||
uncommonly intelligent by the beautiful expression of her dark eyes. To
|
||
this discovery succeeded some others equally mortifying. Though he had
|
||
detected with a critical eye more than one failure of perfect symmetry
|
||
in her form, he was forced to acknowledge her figure to be light and
|
||
pleasing; and in spite of his asserting that her manners were not those
|
||
of the fashionable world, he was caught by their easy playfulness. Of
|
||
this she was perfectly unaware: to her he was only the man who made
|
||
himself agreeable nowhere, and who had not thought her handsome enough
|
||
to dance with.
|
||
|
||
He began to wish to know more of her; and, as a step towards conversing
|
||
with her himself, attended to her conversation with others. His doing so
|
||
drew her notice. It was at Sir William Lucas’s, where a large party were
|
||
assembled.
|
||
|
||
“What does Mr. Darcy mean,” said she to Charlotte, “by listening to my
|
||
conversation with Colonel Forster?”
|
||
|
||
“That is a question which Mr. Darcy only can answer.”
|
||
|
||
“But if he does it any more, I shall certainly let him know that I see
|
||
what he is about. He has a very satirical eye, and if I do not begin by
|
||
being impertinent myself, I shall soon grow afraid of him.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: “The entreaties of several” [_Copyright 1894 by George
|
||
Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
On his approaching them soon afterwards, though without seeming to have
|
||
any intention of speaking, Miss Lucas defied her friend to mention such
|
||
a subject to him, which immediately provoking Elizabeth to do it, she
|
||
turned to him and said,--
|
||
|
||
“Did not you think, Mr. Darcy, that I expressed myself uncommonly well
|
||
just now, when I was teasing Colonel Forster to give us a ball at
|
||
Meryton?”
|
||
|
||
“With great energy; but it is a subject which always makes a lady
|
||
energetic.”
|
||
|
||
“You are severe on us.”
|
||
|
||
“It will be _her_ turn soon to be teased,” said Miss Lucas. “I am going
|
||
to open the instrument, Eliza, and you know what follows.”
|
||
|
||
“You are a very strange creature by way of a friend!--always wanting me
|
||
to play and sing before anybody and everybody! If my vanity had taken a
|
||
musical turn, you would have been invaluable; but as it is, I would
|
||
really rather not sit down before those who must be in the habit of
|
||
hearing the very best performers.” On Miss Lucas’s persevering, however,
|
||
she added, “Very well; if it must be so, it must.” And gravely glancing
|
||
at Mr. Darcy, “There is a very fine old saying, which everybody here is
|
||
of course familiar with--‘Keep your breath to cool your porridge,’--and
|
||
I shall keep mine to swell my song.”
|
||
|
||
Her performance was pleasing, though by no means capital. After a song
|
||
or two, and before she could reply to the entreaties of several that she
|
||
would sing again, she was eagerly succeeded at the instrument by her
|
||
sister Mary, who having, in consequence of being the only plain one in
|
||
the family, worked hard for knowledge and accomplishments, was always
|
||
impatient for display.
|
||
|
||
Mary had neither genius nor taste; and though vanity had given her
|
||
application, it had given her likewise a pedantic air and conceited
|
||
manner, which would have injured a higher degree of excellence than she
|
||
had reached. Elizabeth, easy and unaffected, had been listened to with
|
||
much more pleasure, though not playing half so well; and Mary, at the
|
||
end of a long concerto, was glad to purchase praise and gratitude by
|
||
Scotch and Irish airs, at the request of her younger sisters, who with
|
||
some of the Lucases, and two or three officers, joined eagerly in
|
||
dancing at one end of the room.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy stood near them in silent indignation at such a mode of
|
||
passing the evening, to the exclusion of all conversation, and was too
|
||
much engrossed by his own thoughts to perceive that Sir William Lucas
|
||
was his neighbour, till Sir William thus began:--
|
||
|
||
“What a charming amusement for young people this is, Mr. Darcy! There is
|
||
nothing like dancing, after all. I consider it as one of the first
|
||
refinements of polished societies.”
|
||
|
||
“Certainly, sir; and it has the advantage also of being in vogue amongst
|
||
the less polished societies of the world: every savage can dance.”
|
||
|
||
Sir William only smiled. “Your friend performs delightfully,” he
|
||
continued, after a pause, on seeing Bingley join the group; “and I doubt
|
||
not that you are an adept in the science yourself, Mr. Darcy.”
|
||
|
||
“You saw me dance at Meryton, I believe, sir.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, indeed, and received no inconsiderable pleasure from the sight. Do
|
||
you often dance at St. James’s?”
|
||
|
||
“Never, sir.”
|
||
|
||
“Do you not think it would be a proper compliment to the place?”
|
||
|
||
“It is a compliment which I never pay to any place if I can avoid it.”
|
||
|
||
“You have a house in town, I conclude?”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy bowed.
|
||
|
||
“I had once some thoughts of fixing in town myself, for I am fond of
|
||
superior society; but I did not feel quite certain that the air of
|
||
London would agree with Lady Lucas.”
|
||
|
||
He paused in hopes of an answer: but his companion was not disposed to
|
||
make any; and Elizabeth at that instant moving towards them, he was
|
||
struck with the notion of doing a very gallant thing, and called out to
|
||
her,--
|
||
|
||
“My dear Miss Eliza, why are not you dancing? Mr. Darcy, you must allow
|
||
me to present this young lady to you as a very desirable partner. You
|
||
cannot refuse to dance, I am sure, when so much beauty is before you.”
|
||
And, taking her hand, he would have given it to Mr. Darcy, who, though
|
||
extremely surprised, was not unwilling to receive it, when she instantly
|
||
drew back, and said with some discomposure to Sir William,--
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, sir, I have not the least intention of dancing. I entreat you
|
||
not to suppose that I moved this way in order to beg for a partner.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy, with grave propriety, requested to be allowed the honour of
|
||
her hand, but in vain. Elizabeth was determined; nor did Sir William at
|
||
all shake her purpose by his attempt at persuasion.
|
||
|
||
“You excel so much in the dance, Miss Eliza, that it is cruel to deny me
|
||
the happiness of seeing you; and though this gentleman dislikes the
|
||
amusement in general, he can have no objection, I am sure, to oblige us
|
||
for one half hour.”
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Darcy is all politeness,” said Elizabeth, smiling.
|
||
|
||
“He is, indeed: but considering the inducement, my dear Miss Eliza, we
|
||
cannot wonder at his complaisance; for who would object to such a
|
||
partner?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth looked archly, and turned away. Her resistance had not injured
|
||
her with the gentleman, and he was thinking of her with some
|
||
complacency, when thus accosted by Miss Bingley,--
|
||
|
||
“I can guess the subject of your reverie.”
|
||
|
||
“I should imagine not.”
|
||
|
||
“You are considering how insupportable it would be to pass many
|
||
evenings in this manner,--in such society; and, indeed, I am quite of
|
||
your opinion. I was never more annoyed! The insipidity, and yet the
|
||
noise--the nothingness, and yet the self-importance, of all these
|
||
people! What would I give to hear your strictures on them!”
|
||
|
||
“Your conjecture is totally wrong, I assure you. My mind was more
|
||
agreeably engaged. I have been meditating on the very great pleasure
|
||
which a pair of fine eyes in the face of a pretty woman can bestow.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley immediately fixed her eyes on his face, and desired he
|
||
would tell her what lady had the credit of inspiring such reflections.
|
||
Mr. Darcy replied, with great intrepidity,--
|
||
|
||
“Miss Elizabeth Bennet.”
|
||
|
||
“Miss Elizabeth Bennet!” repeated Miss Bingley. “I am all astonishment.
|
||
How long has she been such a favourite? and pray when am I to wish you
|
||
joy?”
|
||
|
||
“That is exactly the question which I expected you to ask. A lady’s
|
||
imagination is very rapid; it jumps from admiration to love, from love
|
||
to matrimony, in a moment. I knew you would be wishing me joy.”
|
||
|
||
“Nay, if you are so serious about it, I shall consider the matter as
|
||
absolutely settled. You will have a charming mother-in-law, indeed, and
|
||
of course she will be always at Pemberley with you.”
|
||
|
||
He listened to her with perfect indifference, while she chose to
|
||
entertain herself in this manner; and as his composure convinced her
|
||
that all was safe, her wit flowed along.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“A note for Miss Bennet”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER VII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet’s property consisted almost entirely in an estate of two
|
||
thousand a year, which, unfortunately for his daughters, was entailed,
|
||
in default of heirs male, on a distant relation; and their mother’s
|
||
fortune, though ample for her situation in life, could but ill supply
|
||
the deficiency of his. Her father had been an attorney in Meryton, and
|
||
had left her four thousand pounds.
|
||
|
||
She had a sister married to a Mr. Philips, who had been a clerk to their
|
||
father and succeeded him in the business, and a brother settled in
|
||
London in a respectable line of trade.
|
||
|
||
The village of Longbourn was only one mile from Meryton; a most
|
||
convenient distance for the young ladies, who were usually tempted
|
||
thither three or four times a week, to pay their duty to their aunt, and
|
||
to a milliner’s shop just over the way. The two youngest of the family,
|
||
Catherine and Lydia, were particularly frequent in these attentions:
|
||
their minds were more vacant than their sisters’, and when nothing
|
||
better offered, a walk to Meryton was necessary to amuse their morning
|
||
hours and furnish conversation for the evening; and, however bare of
|
||
news the country in general might be, they always contrived to learn
|
||
some from their aunt. At present, indeed, they were well supplied both
|
||
with news and happiness by the recent arrival of a militia regiment in
|
||
the neighbourhood; it was to remain the whole winter, and Meryton was
|
||
the head-quarters.
|
||
|
||
Their visits to Mrs. Philips were now productive of the most interesting
|
||
intelligence. Every day added something to their knowledge of the
|
||
officers’ names and connections. Their lodgings were not long a secret,
|
||
and at length they began to know the officers themselves. Mr. Philips
|
||
visited them all, and this opened to his nieces a source of felicity
|
||
unknown before. They could talk of nothing but officers; and Mr.
|
||
Bingley’s large fortune, the mention of which gave animation to their
|
||
mother, was worthless in their eyes when opposed to the regimentals of
|
||
an ensign.
|
||
|
||
After listening one morning to their effusions on this subject, Mr.
|
||
Bennet coolly observed,--
|
||
|
||
“From all that I can collect by your manner of talking, you must be two
|
||
of the silliest girls in the country. I have suspected it some time, but
|
||
I am now convinced.”
|
||
|
||
Catherine was disconcerted, and made no answer; but Lydia, with perfect
|
||
indifference, continued to express her admiration of Captain Carter, and
|
||
her hope of seeing him in the course of the day, as he was going the
|
||
next morning to London.
|
||
|
||
“I am astonished, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet, “that you should be so
|
||
ready to think your own children silly. If I wished to think slightingly
|
||
of anybody’s children, it should not be of my own, however.”
|
||
|
||
“If my children are silly, I must hope to be always sensible of it.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; but as it happens, they are all of them very clever.”
|
||
|
||
“This is the only point, I flatter myself, on which we do not agree. I
|
||
had hoped that our sentiments coincided in every particular, but I must
|
||
so far differ from you as to think our two youngest daughters uncommonly
|
||
foolish.”
|
||
|
||
“My dear Mr. Bennet, you must not expect such girls to have the sense of
|
||
their father and mother. When they get to our age, I dare say they will
|
||
not think about officers any more than we do. I remember the time when I
|
||
liked a red coat myself very well--and, indeed, so I do still at my
|
||
heart; and if a smart young colonel, with five or six thousand a year,
|
||
should want one of my girls, I shall not say nay to him; and I thought
|
||
Colonel Forster looked very becoming the other night at Sir William’s in
|
||
his regimentals.”
|
||
|
||
“Mamma,” cried Lydia, “my aunt says that Colonel Forster and Captain
|
||
Carter do not go so often to Miss Watson’s as they did when they first
|
||
came; she sees them now very often standing in Clarke’s library.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet was prevented replying by the entrance of the footman with a
|
||
note for Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield, and the servant waited
|
||
for an answer. Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled with pleasure, and she was
|
||
eagerly calling out, while her daughter read,--
|
||
|
||
“Well, Jane, who is it from? What is it about? What does he say? Well,
|
||
Jane, make haste and tell us; make haste, my love.”
|
||
|
||
“It is from Miss Bingley,” said Jane, and then read it aloud.
|
||
|
||
/* NIND “My dear friend, */
|
||
|
||
“If you are not so compassionate as to dine to-day with Louisa and
|
||
me, we shall be in danger of hating each other for the rest of our
|
||
lives; for a whole day’s _tête-à-tête_ between two women can never
|
||
end without a quarrel. Come as soon as you can on the receipt of
|
||
this. My brother and the gentlemen are to dine with the officers.
|
||
Yours ever,
|
||
|
||
“CAROLINE BINGLEY.”
|
||
|
||
“With the officers!” cried Lydia: “I wonder my aunt did not tell us of
|
||
_that_.”
|
||
|
||
“Dining out,” said Mrs. Bennet; “that is very unlucky.”
|
||
|
||
“Can I have the carriage?” said Jane.
|
||
|
||
“No, my dear, you had better go on horseback, because it seems likely to
|
||
rain; and then you must stay all night.”
|
||
|
||
“That would be a good scheme,” said Elizabeth, “if you were sure that
|
||
they would not offer to send her home.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, but the gentlemen will have Mr. Bingley’s chaise to go to Meryton;
|
||
and the Hursts have no horses to theirs.”
|
||
|
||
“I had much rather go in the coach.”
|
||
|
||
“But, my dear, your father cannot spare the horses, I am sure. They are
|
||
wanted in the farm, Mr. Bennet, are not they?”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: Cheerful prognostics]
|
||
|
||
“They are wanted in the farm much oftener than I can get them.”
|
||
|
||
“But if you have got them to-day,” said Elizabeth, “my mother’s purpose
|
||
will be answered.”
|
||
|
||
She did at last extort from her father an acknowledgment that the horses
|
||
were engaged; Jane was therefore obliged to go on horseback, and her
|
||
mother attended her to the door with many cheerful prognostics of a bad
|
||
day. Her hopes were answered; Jane had not been gone long before it
|
||
rained hard. Her sisters were uneasy for her, but her mother was
|
||
delighted. The rain continued the whole evening without intermission;
|
||
Jane certainly could not come back.
|
||
|
||
“This was a lucky idea of mine, indeed!” said Mrs. Bennet, more than
|
||
once, as if the credit of making it rain were all her own. Till the next
|
||
morning, however, she was not aware of all the felicity of her
|
||
contrivance. Breakfast was scarcely over when a servant from Netherfield
|
||
brought the following note for Elizabeth:--
|
||
|
||
/* NIND “My dearest Lizzie, */
|
||
|
||
“I find myself very unwell this morning, which, I suppose, is to be
|
||
imputed to my getting wet through yesterday. My kind friends will
|
||
not hear of my returning home till I am better. They insist also on
|
||
my seeing Mr. Jones--therefore do not be alarmed if you should hear
|
||
of his having been to me--and, excepting a sore throat and a
|
||
headache, there is not much the matter with me.
|
||
|
||
“Yours, etc.”
|
||
|
||
“Well, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet, when Elizabeth had read the note
|
||
aloud, “if your daughter should have a dangerous fit of illness--if she
|
||
should die--it would be a comfort to know that it was all in pursuit of
|
||
Mr. Bingley, and under your orders.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, I am not at all afraid of her dying. People do not die of little
|
||
trifling colds. She will be taken good care of. As long as she stays
|
||
there, it is all very well. I would go and see her if I could have the
|
||
carriage.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, feeling really anxious, determined to go to her, though the
|
||
carriage was not to be had: and as she was no horsewoman, walking was
|
||
her only alternative. She declared her resolution.
|
||
|
||
“How can you be so silly,” cried her mother, “as to think of such a
|
||
thing, in all this dirt! You will not be fit to be seen when you get
|
||
there.”
|
||
|
||
“I shall be very fit to see Jane--which is all I want.”
|
||
|
||
“Is this a hint to me, Lizzy,” said her father, “to send for the
|
||
horses?”
|
||
|
||
“No, indeed. I do not wish to avoid the walk. The distance is nothing,
|
||
when one has a motive; only three miles. I shall be back by dinner.”
|
||
|
||
“I admire the activity of your benevolence,” observed Mary, “but every
|
||
impulse of feeling should be guided by reason; and, in my opinion,
|
||
exertion should always be in proportion to what is required.”
|
||
|
||
“We will go as far as Meryton with you,” said Catherine and Lydia.
|
||
Elizabeth accepted their company, and the three young ladies set off
|
||
together.
|
||
|
||
“If we make haste,” said Lydia, as they walked along, “perhaps we may
|
||
see something of Captain Carter, before he goes.”
|
||
|
||
In Meryton they parted: the two youngest repaired to the lodgings of one
|
||
of the officers’ wives, and Elizabeth continued her walk alone, crossing
|
||
field after field at a quick pace, jumping over stiles and springing
|
||
over puddles, with impatient activity, and finding herself at last
|
||
within view of the house, with weary ancles, dirty stockings, and a face
|
||
glowing with the warmth of exercise.
|
||
|
||
She was shown into the breakfast parlour, where all but Jane were
|
||
assembled, and where her appearance created a great deal of surprise.
|
||
That she should have walked three miles so early in the day in such
|
||
dirty weather, and by herself, was almost incredible to Mrs. Hurst and
|
||
Miss Bingley; and Elizabeth was convinced that they held her in contempt
|
||
for it. She was received, however, very politely by them; and in their
|
||
brother’s manners there was something better than politeness--there was
|
||
good-humour and kindness. Mr. Darcy said very little, and Mr. Hurst
|
||
nothing at all. The former was divided between admiration of the
|
||
brilliancy which exercise had given to her complexion and doubt as to
|
||
the occasion’s justifying her coming so far alone. The latter was
|
||
thinking only of his breakfast.
|
||
|
||
Her inquiries after her sister were not very favourably answered. Miss
|
||
Bennet had slept ill, and though up, was very feverish, and not well
|
||
enough to leave her room. Elizabeth was glad to be taken to her
|
||
immediately; and Jane, who had only been withheld by the fear of giving
|
||
alarm or inconvenience, from expressing in her note how much she longed
|
||
for such a visit, was delighted at her entrance. She was not equal,
|
||
however, to much conversation; and when Miss Bingley left them together,
|
||
could attempt little beside expressions of gratitude for the
|
||
extraordinary kindness she was treated with. Elizabeth silently attended
|
||
her.
|
||
|
||
When breakfast was over, they were joined by the sisters; and Elizabeth
|
||
began to like them herself, when she saw how much affection and
|
||
solicitude they showed for Jane. The apothecary came; and having
|
||
examined his patient, said, as might be supposed, that she had caught a
|
||
violent cold, and that they must endeavour to get the better of it;
|
||
advised her to return to bed, and promised her some draughts. The advice
|
||
was followed readily, for the feverish symptoms increased, and her head
|
||
ached acutely. Elizabeth did not quit her room for a moment, nor were
|
||
the other ladies often absent; the gentlemen being out, they had in fact
|
||
nothing to do elsewhere.
|
||
|
||
When the clock struck three, Elizabeth felt that she must go, and very
|
||
unwillingly said so. Miss Bingley offered her the carriage, and she only
|
||
wanted a little pressing to accept it, when Jane testified such concern
|
||
at parting with her that Miss Bingley was obliged to convert the offer
|
||
of the chaise into an invitation to remain at Netherfield for the
|
||
present. Elizabeth most thankfully consented, and a servant was
|
||
despatched to Longbourn, to acquaint the family with her stay, and bring
|
||
back a supply of clothes.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The Apothecary came”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“covering a screen”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER VIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
At five o’clock the two ladies retired to dress, and at half-past six
|
||
Elizabeth was summoned to dinner. To the civil inquiries which then
|
||
poured in, and amongst which she had the pleasure of distinguishing the
|
||
much superior solicitude of Mr. Bingley, she could not make a very
|
||
favourable answer. Jane was by no means better. The sisters, on hearing
|
||
this, repeated three or four times how much they were grieved, how
|
||
shocking it was to have a bad cold, and how excessively they disliked
|
||
being ill themselves; and then thought no more of the matter: and their
|
||
indifference towards Jane, when not immediately before them, restored
|
||
Elizabeth to the enjoyment of all her original dislike.
|
||
|
||
Their brother, indeed, was the only one of the party whom she could
|
||
regard with any complacency. His anxiety for Jane was evident, and his
|
||
attentions to herself most pleasing; and they prevented her feeling
|
||
herself so much an intruder as she believed she was considered by the
|
||
others. She had very little notice from any but him. Miss Bingley was
|
||
engrossed by Mr. Darcy, her sister scarcely less so; and as for Mr.
|
||
Hurst, by whom Elizabeth sat, he was an indolent man, who lived only to
|
||
eat, drink, and play at cards, who, when he found her prefer a plain
|
||
dish to a ragout, had nothing to say to her.
|
||
|
||
When dinner was over, she returned directly to Jane, and Miss Bingley
|
||
began abusing her as soon as she was out of the room. Her manners were
|
||
pronounced to be very bad indeed,--a mixture of pride and impertinence:
|
||
she had no conversation, no style, no taste, no beauty. Mrs. Hurst
|
||
thought the same, and added,--
|
||
|
||
“She has nothing, in short, to recommend her, but being an excellent
|
||
walker. I shall never forget her appearance this morning. She really
|
||
looked almost wild.”
|
||
|
||
“She did indeed, Louisa. I could hardly keep my countenance. Very
|
||
nonsensical to come at all! Why must _she_ be scampering about the
|
||
country, because her sister had a cold? Her hair so untidy, so blowzy!”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, and her petticoat; I hope you saw her petticoat, six inches deep
|
||
in mud, I am absolutely certain, and the gown which had been let down to
|
||
hide it not doing its office.”
|
||
|
||
“Your picture may be very exact, Louisa,” said Bingley; “but this was
|
||
all lost upon me. I thought Miss Elizabeth Bennet looked remarkably well
|
||
when she came into the room this morning. Her dirty petticoat quite
|
||
escaped my notice.”
|
||
|
||
“_You_ observed it, Mr. Darcy, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley; “and I am
|
||
inclined to think that you would not wish to see _your sister_ make such
|
||
an exhibition.”
|
||
|
||
“Certainly not.”
|
||
|
||
“To walk three miles, or four miles, or five miles, or whatever it is,
|
||
above her ancles in dirt, and alone, quite alone! what could she mean by
|
||
it? It seems to me to show an abominable sort of conceited independence,
|
||
a most country-town indifference to decorum.”
|
||
|
||
“It shows an affection for her sister that is very pleasing,” said
|
||
Bingley.
|
||
|
||
“I am afraid, Mr. Darcy,” observed Miss Bingley, in a half whisper,
|
||
“that this adventure has rather affected your admiration of her fine
|
||
eyes.”
|
||
|
||
“Not at all,” he replied: “they were brightened by the exercise.” A
|
||
short pause followed this speech, and Mrs. Hurst began again,--
|
||
|
||
“I have an excessive regard for Jane Bennet,--she is really a very sweet
|
||
girl,--and I wish with all my heart she were well settled. But with such
|
||
a father and mother, and such low connections, I am afraid there is no
|
||
chance of it.”
|
||
|
||
“I think I have heard you say that their uncle is an attorney in
|
||
Meryton?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; and they have another, who lives somewhere near Cheapside.”
|
||
|
||
“That is capital,” added her sister; and they both laughed heartily.
|
||
|
||
“If they had uncles enough to fill _all_ Cheapside,” cried Bingley, “it
|
||
would not make them one jot less agreeable.”
|
||
|
||
“But it must very materially lessen their chance of marrying men of any
|
||
consideration in the world,” replied Darcy.
|
||
|
||
To this speech Bingley made no answer; but his sisters gave it their
|
||
hearty assent, and indulged their mirth for some time at the expense of
|
||
their dear friend’s vulgar relations.
|
||
|
||
With a renewal of tenderness, however, they repaired to her room on
|
||
leaving the dining-parlour, and sat with her till summoned to coffee.
|
||
She was still very poorly, and Elizabeth would not quit her at all, till
|
||
late in the evening, when she had the comfort of seeing her asleep, and
|
||
when it appeared to her rather right than pleasant that she should go
|
||
down stairs herself. On entering the drawing-room, she found the whole
|
||
party at loo, and was immediately invited to join them; but suspecting
|
||
them to be playing high, she declined it, and making her sister the
|
||
excuse, said she would amuse herself, for the short time she could stay
|
||
below, with a book. Mr. Hurst looked at her with astonishment.
|
||
|
||
“Do you prefer reading to cards?” said he; “that is rather singular.”
|
||
|
||
“Miss Eliza Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, “despises cards. She is a great
|
||
reader, and has no pleasure in anything else.”
|
||
|
||
“I deserve neither such praise nor such censure,” cried Elizabeth; “I
|
||
am _not_ a great reader, and I have pleasure in many things.”
|
||
|
||
“In nursing your sister I am sure you have pleasure,” said Bingley; “and
|
||
I hope it will soon be increased by seeing her quite well.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth thanked him from her heart, and then walked towards a table
|
||
where a few books were lying. He immediately offered to fetch her
|
||
others; all that his library afforded.
|
||
|
||
“And I wish my collection were larger for your benefit and my own
|
||
credit; but I am an idle fellow; and though I have not many, I have more
|
||
than I ever looked into.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth assured him that she could suit herself perfectly with those
|
||
in the room.
|
||
|
||
“I am astonished,” said Miss Bingley, “that my father should have left
|
||
so small a collection of books. What a delightful library you have at
|
||
Pemberley, Mr. Darcy!”
|
||
|
||
“It ought to be good,” he replied: “it has been the work of many
|
||
generations.”
|
||
|
||
“And then you have added so much to it yourself--you are always buying
|
||
books.”
|
||
|
||
“I cannot comprehend the neglect of a family library in such days as
|
||
these.”
|
||
|
||
“Neglect! I am sure you neglect nothing that can add to the beauties of
|
||
that noble place. Charles, when you build _your_ house, I wish it may be
|
||
half as delightful as Pemberley.”
|
||
|
||
“I wish it may.”
|
||
|
||
“But I would really advise you to make your purchase in that
|
||
neighbourhood, and take Pemberley for a kind of model. There is not a
|
||
finer county in England than Derbyshire.”
|
||
|
||
“With all my heart: I will buy Pemberley itself, if Darcy will sell it.”
|
||
|
||
“I am talking of possibilities, Charles.”
|
||
|
||
“Upon my word, Caroline, I should think it more possible to get
|
||
Pemberley by purchase than by imitation.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was so much caught by what passed, as to leave her very little
|
||
attention for her book; and, soon laying it wholly aside, she drew near
|
||
the card-table, and stationed herself between Mr. Bingley and his eldest
|
||
sister, to observe the game.
|
||
|
||
“Is Miss Darcy much grown since the spring?” said Miss Bingley: “will
|
||
she be as tall as I am?”
|
||
|
||
“I think she will. She is now about Miss Elizabeth Bennet’s height, or
|
||
rather taller.”
|
||
|
||
“How I long to see her again! I never met with anybody who delighted me
|
||
so much. Such a countenance, such manners, and so extremely accomplished
|
||
for her age! Her performance on the pianoforte is exquisite.”
|
||
|
||
“It is amazing to me,” said Bingley, “how young ladies can have patience
|
||
to be so very accomplished as they all are.”
|
||
|
||
“All young ladies accomplished! My dear Charles, what do you mean?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, all of them, I think. They all paint tables, cover screens, and
|
||
net purses. I scarcely know any one who cannot do all this; and I am
|
||
sure I never heard a young lady spoken of for the first time, without
|
||
being informed that she was very accomplished.”
|
||
|
||
“Your list of the common extent of accomplishments,” said Darcy, “has
|
||
too much truth. The word is applied to many a woman who deserves it no
|
||
otherwise than by netting a purse or covering a screen; but I am very
|
||
far from agreeing with you in your estimation of ladies in general. I
|
||
cannot boast of knowing more than half-a-dozen in the whole range of my
|
||
acquaintance that are really accomplished.”
|
||
|
||
“Nor I, I am sure,” said Miss Bingley.
|
||
|
||
“Then,” observed Elizabeth, “you must comprehend a great deal in your
|
||
idea of an accomplished woman.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; I do comprehend a great deal in it.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, certainly,” cried his faithful assistant, “no one can be really
|
||
esteemed accomplished who does not greatly surpass what is usually met
|
||
with. A woman must have a thorough knowledge of music, singing, drawing,
|
||
dancing, and the modern languages, to deserve the word; and, besides all
|
||
this, she must possess a certain something in her air and manner of
|
||
walking, the tone of her voice, her address and expressions, or the word
|
||
will be but half deserved.”
|
||
|
||
“All this she must possess,” added Darcy; “and to all she must yet add
|
||
something more substantial in the improvement of her mind by extensive
|
||
reading.”
|
||
|
||
“I am no longer surprised at your knowing _only_ six accomplished women.
|
||
I rather wonder now at your knowing _any_.”
|
||
|
||
“Are you so severe upon your own sex as to doubt the possibility of all
|
||
this?”
|
||
|
||
“_I_ never saw such a woman. _I_ never saw such capacity, and taste, and
|
||
application, and elegance, as you describe, united.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley both cried out against the injustice of her
|
||
implied doubt, and were both protesting that they knew many women who
|
||
answered this description, when Mr. Hurst called them to order, with
|
||
bitter complaints of their inattention to what was going forward. As all
|
||
conversation was thereby at an end, Elizabeth soon afterwards left the
|
||
room.
|
||
|
||
“Eliza Bennet,” said Miss Bingley, when the door was closed on her, “is
|
||
one of those young ladies who seek to recommend themselves to the other
|
||
sex by undervaluing their own; and with many men, I daresay, it
|
||
succeeds; but, in my opinion, it is a paltry device, a very mean art.”
|
||
|
||
“Undoubtedly,” replied Darcy, to whom this remark was chiefly addressed,
|
||
“there is meanness in _all_ the arts which ladies sometimes condescend
|
||
to employ for captivation. Whatever bears affinity to cunning is
|
||
despicable.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley was not so entirely satisfied with this reply as to
|
||
continue the subject.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth joined them again only to say that her sister was worse, and
|
||
that she could not leave her. Bingley urged Mr. Jones’s being sent for
|
||
immediately; while his sisters, convinced that no country advice could
|
||
be of any service, recommended an express to town for one of the most
|
||
eminent physicians. This she would not hear of; but she was not so
|
||
unwilling to comply with their brother’s proposal; and it was settled
|
||
that Mr. Jones should be sent for early in the morning, if Miss Bennet
|
||
were not decidedly better. Bingley was quite uncomfortable; his sisters
|
||
declared that they were miserable. They solaced their wretchedness,
|
||
however, by duets after supper; while he could find no better relief to
|
||
his feelings than by giving his housekeeper directions that every
|
||
possible attention might be paid to the sick lady and her sister.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
M^{rs} Bennet and her two youngest girls
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER IX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth passed the chief of the night in her sister’s room, and in the
|
||
morning had the pleasure of being able to send a tolerable answer to the
|
||
inquiries which she very early received from Mr. Bingley by a housemaid,
|
||
and some time afterwards from the two elegant ladies who waited on his
|
||
sisters. In spite of this amendment, however, she requested to have a
|
||
note sent to Longbourn, desiring her mother to visit Jane, and form her
|
||
own judgment of her situation. The note was immediately despatched, and
|
||
its contents as quickly complied with. Mrs. Bennet, accompanied by her
|
||
two youngest girls, reached Netherfield soon after the family breakfast.
|
||
|
||
Had she found Jane in any apparent danger, Mrs. Bennet would have been
|
||
very miserable; but being satisfied on seeing her that her illness was
|
||
not alarming, she had no wish of her recovering immediately, as her
|
||
restoration to health would probably remove her from Netherfield. She
|
||
would not listen, therefore, to her daughter’s proposal of being carried
|
||
home; neither did the apothecary, who arrived about the same time, think
|
||
it at all advisable. After sitting a little while with Jane, on Miss
|
||
Bingley’s appearance and invitation, the mother and three daughters all
|
||
attended her into the breakfast parlour. Bingley met them with hopes
|
||
that Mrs. Bennet had not found Miss Bennet worse than she expected.
|
||
|
||
“Indeed I have, sir,” was her answer. “She is a great deal too ill to be
|
||
moved. Mr. Jones says we must not think of moving her. We must trespass
|
||
a little longer on your kindness.”
|
||
|
||
“Removed!” cried Bingley. “It must not be thought of. My sister, I am
|
||
sure, will not hear of her removal.”
|
||
|
||
“You may depend upon it, madam,” said Miss Bingley, with cold civility,
|
||
“that Miss Bennet shall receive every possible attention while she
|
||
remains with us.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet was profuse in her acknowledgments.
|
||
|
||
“I am sure,” she added, “if it was not for such good friends, I do not
|
||
know what would become of her, for she is very ill indeed, and suffers a
|
||
vast deal, though with the greatest patience in the world, which is
|
||
always the way with her, for she has, without exception, the sweetest
|
||
temper I ever met with. I often tell my other girls they are nothing to
|
||
_her_. You have a sweet room here, Mr. Bingley, and a charming prospect
|
||
over that gravel walk. I do not know a place in the country that is
|
||
equal to Netherfield. You will not think of quitting it in a hurry, I
|
||
hope, though you have but a short lease.”
|
||
|
||
“Whatever I do is done in a hurry,” replied he; “and therefore if I
|
||
should resolve to quit Netherfield, I should probably be off in five
|
||
minutes. At present, however, I consider myself as quite fixed here.”
|
||
|
||
“That is exactly what I should have supposed of you,” said Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“You begin to comprehend me, do you?” cried he, turning towards her.
|
||
|
||
“Oh yes--I understand you perfectly.”
|
||
|
||
“I wish I might take this for a compliment; but to be so easily seen
|
||
through, I am afraid, is pitiful.”
|
||
|
||
“That is as it happens. It does not necessarily follow that a deep,
|
||
intricate character is more or less estimable than such a one as yours.”
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy,” cried her mother, “remember where you are, and do not run on in
|
||
the wild manner that you are suffered to do at home.”
|
||
|
||
“I did not know before,” continued Bingley, immediately, “that you were
|
||
a studier of character. It must be an amusing study.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; but intricate characters are the _most_ amusing. They have at
|
||
least that advantage.”
|
||
|
||
“The country,” said Darcy, “can in general supply but few subjects for
|
||
such a study. In a country neighbourhood you move in a very confined and
|
||
unvarying society.”
|
||
|
||
“But people themselves alter so much, that there is something new to be
|
||
observed in them for ever.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, indeed,” cried Mrs. Bennet, offended by his manner of mentioning a
|
||
country neighbourhood. “I assure you there is quite as much of _that_
|
||
going on in the country as in town.”
|
||
|
||
Everybody was surprised; and Darcy, after looking at her for a moment,
|
||
turned silently away. Mrs. Bennet, who fancied she had gained a complete
|
||
victory over him, continued her triumph,--
|
||
|
||
“I cannot see that London has any great advantage over the country, for
|
||
my part, except the shops and public places. The country is a vast deal
|
||
pleasanter, is not it, Mr. Bingley?”
|
||
|
||
“When I am in the country,” he replied, “I never wish to leave it; and
|
||
when I am in town, it is pretty much the same. They have each their
|
||
advantages, and I can be equally happy in either.”
|
||
|
||
“Ay, that is because you have the right disposition. But that
|
||
gentleman,” looking at Darcy, “seemed to think the country was nothing
|
||
at all.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, mamma, you are mistaken,” said Elizabeth, blushing for her
|
||
mother. “You quite mistook Mr. Darcy. He only meant that there was not
|
||
such a variety of people to be met with in the country as in town, which
|
||
you must acknowledge to be true.”
|
||
|
||
“Certainly, my dear, nobody said there were; but as to not meeting with
|
||
many people in this neighbourhood, I believe there are few
|
||
neighbourhoods larger. I know we dine with four-and-twenty families.”
|
||
|
||
Nothing but concern for Elizabeth could enable Bingley to keep his
|
||
countenance. His sister was less delicate, and directed her eye towards
|
||
Mr. Darcy with a very expressive smile. Elizabeth, for the sake of
|
||
saying something that might turn her mother’s thoughts, now asked her if
|
||
Charlotte Lucas had been at Longbourn since _her_ coming away.
|
||
|
||
“Yes, she called yesterday with her father. What an agreeable man Sir
|
||
William is, Mr. Bingley--is not he? so much the man of fashion! so
|
||
genteel and so easy! He has always something to say to everybody. _That_
|
||
is my idea of good breeding; and those persons who fancy themselves very
|
||
important and never open their mouths quite mistake the matter.”
|
||
|
||
“Did Charlotte dine with you?”
|
||
|
||
“No, she would go home. I fancy she was wanted about the mince-pies. For
|
||
my part, Mr. Bingley, _I_ always keep servants that can do their own
|
||
work; _my_ daughters are brought up differently. But everybody is to
|
||
judge for themselves, and the Lucases are a very good sort of girls, I
|
||
assure you. It is a pity they are not handsome! Not that _I_ think
|
||
Charlotte so _very_ plain; but then she is our particular friend.”
|
||
|
||
“She seems a very pleasant young woman,” said Bingley.
|
||
|
||
“Oh dear, yes; but you must own she is very plain. Lady Lucas herself
|
||
has often said so, and envied me Jane’s beauty. I do not like to boast
|
||
of my own child; but to be sure, Jane--one does not often see anybody
|
||
better looking. It is what everybody says. I do not trust my own
|
||
partiality. When she was only fifteen there was a gentleman at my
|
||
brother Gardiner’s in town so much in love with her, that my
|
||
sister-in-law was sure he would make her an offer before we came away.
|
||
But, however, he did not. Perhaps he thought her too young. However, he
|
||
wrote some verses on her, and very pretty they were.”
|
||
|
||
“And so ended his affection,” said Elizabeth, impatiently. “There has
|
||
been many a one, I fancy, overcome in the same way. I wonder who first
|
||
discovered the efficacy of poetry in driving away love!”
|
||
|
||
“I have been used to consider poetry as the _food_ of love,” said Darcy.
|
||
|
||
“Of a fine, stout, healthy love it may. Everything nourishes what is
|
||
strong already. But if it be only a slight, thin sort of inclination, I
|
||
am convinced that one good sonnet will starve it entirely away.”
|
||
|
||
Darcy only smiled; and the general pause which ensued made Elizabeth
|
||
tremble lest her mother should be exposing herself again. She longed to
|
||
speak, but could think of nothing to say; and after a short silence Mrs.
|
||
Bennet began repeating her thanks to Mr. Bingley for his kindness to
|
||
Jane, with an apology for troubling him also with Lizzy. Mr. Bingley was
|
||
unaffectedly civil in his answer, and forced his younger sister to be
|
||
civil also, and say what the occasion required. She performed her part,
|
||
indeed, without much graciousness, but Mrs. Bennet was satisfied, and
|
||
soon afterwards ordered her carriage. Upon this signal, the youngest of
|
||
her daughters put herself forward. The two girls had been whispering to
|
||
each other during the whole visit; and the result of it was, that the
|
||
youngest should tax Mr. Bingley with having promised on his first coming
|
||
into the country to give a ball at Netherfield.
|
||
|
||
Lydia was a stout, well-grown girl of fifteen, with a fine complexion
|
||
and good-humoured countenance; a favourite with her mother, whose
|
||
affection had brought her into public at an early age. She had high
|
||
animal spirits, and a sort of natural self-consequence, which the
|
||
attentions of the officers, to whom her uncle’s good dinners and her
|
||
own easy manners recommended her, had increased into assurance. She was
|
||
very equal, therefore, to address Mr. Bingley on the subject of the
|
||
ball, and abruptly reminded him of his promise; adding, that it would be
|
||
the most shameful thing in the world if he did not keep it. His answer
|
||
to this sudden attack was delightful to her mother’s ear.
|
||
|
||
“I am perfectly ready, I assure you, to keep my engagement; and, when
|
||
your sister is recovered, you shall, if you please, name the very day of
|
||
the ball. But you would not wish to be dancing while she is ill?”
|
||
|
||
Lydia declared herself satisfied. “Oh yes--it would be much better to
|
||
wait till Jane was well; and by that time, most likely, Captain Carter
|
||
would be at Meryton again. And when you have given _your_ ball,” she
|
||
added, “I shall insist on their giving one also. I shall tell Colonel
|
||
Forster it will be quite a shame if he does not.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet and her daughters then departed, and Elizabeth returned
|
||
instantly to Jane, leaving her own and her relations’ behaviour to the
|
||
remarks of the two ladies and Mr. Darcy; the latter of whom, however,
|
||
could not be prevailed on to join in their censure of _her_, in spite of
|
||
all Miss Bingley’s witticisms on _fine eyes_.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER X.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The day passed much as the day before had done. Mrs. Hurst and Miss
|
||
Bingley had spent some hours of the morning with the invalid, who
|
||
continued, though slowly, to mend; and, in the evening, Elizabeth joined
|
||
their party in the drawing-room. The loo table, however, did not appear.
|
||
Mr. Darcy was writing, and Miss Bingley, seated near him, was watching
|
||
the progress of his letter, and repeatedly calling off his attention by
|
||
messages to his sister. Mr. Hurst and Mr. Bingley were at piquet, and
|
||
Mrs. Hurst was observing their game.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth took up some needlework, and was sufficiently amused in
|
||
attending to what passed between Darcy and his companion. The perpetual
|
||
commendations of the lady either on his hand-writing, or on the evenness
|
||
of his lines, or on the length of his letter, with the perfect unconcern
|
||
with which her praises were received, formed a curious dialogue, and was
|
||
exactly in unison with her opinion of each.
|
||
|
||
“How delighted Miss Darcy will be to receive such a letter!”
|
||
|
||
He made no answer.
|
||
|
||
“You write uncommonly fast.”
|
||
|
||
“You are mistaken. I write rather slowly.”
|
||
|
||
“How many letters you must have occasion to write in the course of a
|
||
year! Letters of business, too! How odious I should think them!”
|
||
|
||
“It is fortunate, then, that they fall to my lot instead of to yours.”
|
||
|
||
“Pray tell your sister that I long to see her.”
|
||
|
||
“I have already told her so once, by your desire.”
|
||
|
||
“I am afraid you do not like your pen. Let me mend it for you. I mend
|
||
pens remarkably well.”
|
||
|
||
“Thank you--but I always mend my own.”
|
||
|
||
“How can you contrive to write so even?”
|
||
|
||
He was silent.
|
||
|
||
“Tell your sister I am delighted to hear of her improvement on the harp,
|
||
and pray let her know that I am quite in raptures with her beautiful
|
||
little design for a table, and I think it infinitely superior to Miss
|
||
Grantley’s.”
|
||
|
||
“Will you give me leave to defer your raptures till I write again? At
|
||
present I have not room to do them justice.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, it is of no consequence. I shall see her in January. But do you
|
||
always write such charming long letters to her, Mr. Darcy?”
|
||
|
||
“They are generally long; but whether always charming, it is not for me
|
||
to determine.”
|
||
|
||
“It is a rule with me, that a person who can write a long letter with
|
||
ease cannot write ill.”
|
||
|
||
“That will not do for a compliment to Darcy, Caroline,” cried her
|
||
brother, “because he does _not_ write with ease. He studies too much
|
||
for words of four syllables. Do not you, Darcy?”
|
||
|
||
“My style of writing is very different from yours.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh,” cried Miss Bingley, “Charles writes in the most careless way
|
||
imaginable. He leaves out half his words, and blots the rest.”
|
||
|
||
“My ideas flow so rapidly that I have not time to express them; by which
|
||
means my letters sometimes convey no ideas at all to my correspondents.”
|
||
|
||
“Your humility, Mr. Bingley,” said Elizabeth, “must disarm reproof.”
|
||
|
||
“Nothing is more deceitful,” said Darcy, “than the appearance of
|
||
humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes an
|
||
indirect boast.”
|
||
|
||
“And which of the two do you call _my_ little recent piece of modesty?”
|
||
|
||
“The indirect boast; for you are really proud of your defects in
|
||
writing, because you consider them as proceeding from a rapidity of
|
||
thought and carelessness of execution, which, if not estimable, you
|
||
think at least highly interesting. The power of doing anything with
|
||
quickness is always much prized by the possessor, and often without any
|
||
attention to the imperfection of the performance. When you told Mrs.
|
||
Bennet this morning, that if you ever resolved on quitting Netherfield
|
||
you should be gone in five minutes, you meant it to be a sort of
|
||
panegyric, of compliment to yourself; and yet what is there so very
|
||
laudable in a precipitance which must leave very necessary business
|
||
undone, and can be of no real advantage to yourself or anyone else?”
|
||
|
||
“Nay,” cried Bingley, “this is too much, to remember at night all the
|
||
foolish things that were said in the morning. And yet, upon my honour, I
|
||
believed what I said of myself to be true, and I believe it at this
|
||
moment. At least, therefore, I did not assume the character of needless
|
||
precipitance merely to show off before the ladies.”
|
||
|
||
“I daresay you believed it; but I am by no means convinced that you
|
||
would be gone with such celerity. Your conduct would be quite as
|
||
dependent on chance as that of any man I know; and if, as you were
|
||
mounting your horse, a friend were to say, ‘Bingley, you had better stay
|
||
till next week,’ you would probably do it--you would probably not
|
||
go--and, at another word, might stay a month.”
|
||
|
||
“You have only proved by this,” cried Elizabeth, “that Mr. Bingley did
|
||
not do justice to his own disposition. You have shown him off now much
|
||
more than he did himself.”
|
||
|
||
“I am exceedingly gratified,” said Bingley, “by your converting what my
|
||
friend says into a compliment on the sweetness of my temper. But I am
|
||
afraid you are giving it a turn which that gentleman did by no means
|
||
intend; for he would certainly think the better of me if, under such a
|
||
circumstance, I were to give a flat denial, and ride off as fast as I
|
||
could.”
|
||
|
||
“Would Mr. Darcy then consider the rashness of your original intention
|
||
as atoned for by your obstinacy in adhering to it?”
|
||
|
||
“Upon my word, I cannot exactly explain the matter--Darcy must speak for
|
||
himself.”
|
||
|
||
“You expect me to account for opinions which you choose to call mine,
|
||
but which I have never acknowledged. Allowing the case, however, to
|
||
stand according to your representation, you must remember, Miss Bennet,
|
||
that the friend who is supposed to desire his return to the house, and
|
||
the delay of his plan, has merely desired it, asked it without offering
|
||
one argument in favour of its propriety.”
|
||
|
||
“To yield readily--easily--to the _persuasion_ of a friend is no merit
|
||
with you.”
|
||
|
||
“To yield without conviction is no compliment to the understanding of
|
||
either.”
|
||
|
||
“You appear to me, Mr. Darcy, to allow nothing for the influence of
|
||
friendship and affection. A regard for the requester would often make
|
||
one readily yield to a request, without waiting for arguments to reason
|
||
one into it. I am not particularly speaking of such a case as you have
|
||
supposed about Mr. Bingley. We may as well wait, perhaps, till the
|
||
circumstance occurs, before we discuss the discretion of his behaviour
|
||
thereupon. But in general and ordinary cases, between friend and friend,
|
||
where one of them is desired by the other to change a resolution of no
|
||
very great moment, should you think ill of that person for complying
|
||
with the desire, without waiting to be argued into it?”
|
||
|
||
“Will it not be advisable, before we proceed on this subject, to arrange
|
||
with rather more precision the degree of importance which is to
|
||
appertain to this request, as well as the degree of intimacy subsisting
|
||
between the parties?”
|
||
|
||
“By all means,” cried Bingley; “let us hear all the particulars, not
|
||
forgetting their comparative height and size, for that will have more
|
||
weight in the argument, Miss Bennet, than you may be aware of. I assure
|
||
you that if Darcy were not such a great tall fellow, in comparison with
|
||
myself, I should not pay him half so much deference. I declare I do not
|
||
know a more awful object than Darcy on particular occasions, and in
|
||
particular places; at his own house especially, and of a Sunday evening,
|
||
when he has nothing to do.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy smiled; but Elizabeth thought she could perceive that he was
|
||
rather offended, and therefore checked her laugh. Miss Bingley warmly
|
||
resented the indignity he had received, in an expostulation with her
|
||
brother for talking such nonsense.
|
||
|
||
“I see your design, Bingley,” said his friend. “You dislike an argument,
|
||
and want to silence this.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps I do. Arguments are too much like disputes. If you and Miss
|
||
Bennet will defer yours till I am out of the room, I shall be very
|
||
thankful; and then you may say whatever you like of me.”
|
||
|
||
“What you ask,” said Elizabeth, “is no sacrifice on my side; and Mr.
|
||
Darcy had much better finish his letter.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy took her advice, and did finish his letter.
|
||
|
||
When that business was over, he applied to Miss Bingley and Elizabeth
|
||
for the indulgence of some music. Miss Bingley moved with alacrity to
|
||
the pianoforte, and after a polite request that Elizabeth would lead the
|
||
way, which the other as politely and more earnestly negatived, she
|
||
seated herself.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Hurst sang with her sister; and while they were thus employed,
|
||
Elizabeth could not help observing, as she turned over some music-books
|
||
that lay on the instrument, how frequently Mr. Darcy’s eyes were fixed
|
||
on her. She hardly knew how to suppose that she could be an object of
|
||
admiration to so great a man, and yet that he should look at her because
|
||
he disliked her was still more strange. She could only imagine, however,
|
||
at last, that she drew his notice because there was something about her
|
||
more wrong and reprehensible, according to his ideas of right, than in
|
||
any other person present. The supposition did not pain her. She liked
|
||
him too little to care for his approbation.
|
||
|
||
After playing some Italian songs, Miss Bingley varied the charm by a
|
||
lively Scotch air; and soon afterwards Mr. Darcy, drawing near
|
||
Elizabeth, said to her,--
|
||
|
||
“Do you not feel a great inclination, Miss Bennet, to seize such an
|
||
opportunity of dancing a reel?”
|
||
|
||
She smiled, but made no answer. He repeated the question, with some
|
||
surprise at her silence.
|
||
|
||
“Oh,” said she, “I heard you before; but I could not immediately
|
||
determine what to say in reply. You wanted me, I know, to say ‘Yes,’
|
||
that you might have the pleasure of despising my taste; but I always
|
||
delight in overthrowing those kind of schemes, and cheating a person of
|
||
their premeditated contempt. I have, therefore, made up my mind to tell
|
||
you that I do not want to dance a reel at all; and now despise me if you
|
||
dare.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed I do not dare.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, having rather expected to affront him, was amazed at his
|
||
gallantry; but there was a mixture of sweetness and archness in her
|
||
manner which made it difficult for her to affront anybody, and Darcy had
|
||
never been so bewitched by any woman as he was by her. He really
|
||
believed that, were it not for the inferiority of her connections, he
|
||
should be in some danger.
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley saw, or suspected, enough to be jealous; and her great
|
||
anxiety for the recovery of her dear friend Jane received some
|
||
assistance from her desire of getting rid of Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
She often tried to provoke Darcy into disliking her guest, by talking of
|
||
their supposed marriage, and planning his happiness in such an alliance.
|
||
|
||
“I hope,” said she, as they were walking together in the shrubbery the
|
||
next day, “you will give your mother-in-law a few hints, when this
|
||
desirable event takes place, as to the advantage of holding her tongue;
|
||
and if you can compass it, to cure the younger girls of running after
|
||
the officers. And, if I may mention so delicate a subject, endeavour to
|
||
check that little something, bordering on conceit and impertinence,
|
||
which your lady possesses.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“No, no; stay where you are”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“Have you anything else to propose for my domestic felicity?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh yes. Do let the portraits of your uncle and aunt Philips be placed
|
||
in the gallery at Pemberley. Put them next to your great-uncle the
|
||
judge. They are in the same profession, you know, only in different
|
||
lines. As for your Elizabeth’s picture, you must not attempt to have it
|
||
taken, for what painter could do justice to those beautiful eyes?”
|
||
|
||
“It would not be easy, indeed, to catch their expression; but their
|
||
colour and shape, and the eyelashes, so remarkably fine, might be
|
||
copied.”
|
||
|
||
At that moment they were met from another walk by Mrs. Hurst and
|
||
Elizabeth herself.
|
||
|
||
“I did not know that you intended to walk,” said Miss Bingley, in some
|
||
confusion, lest they had been overheard.
|
||
|
||
“You used us abominably ill,” answered Mrs. Hurst, “running away without
|
||
telling us that you were coming out.”
|
||
|
||
Then taking the disengaged arm of Mr. Darcy, she left Elizabeth to walk
|
||
by herself. The path just admitted three. Mr. Darcy felt their rudeness,
|
||
and immediately said,--
|
||
|
||
“This walk is not wide enough for our party. We had better go into the
|
||
avenue.”
|
||
|
||
But Elizabeth, who had not the least inclination to remain with them,
|
||
laughingly answered,--
|
||
|
||
“No, no; stay where you are. You are charmingly grouped, and appear to
|
||
uncommon advantage. The picturesque would be spoilt by admitting a
|
||
fourth. Good-bye.”
|
||
|
||
She then ran gaily off, rejoicing, as she rambled about, in the hope of
|
||
being at home again in a day or two. Jane was already so much recovered
|
||
as to intend leaving her room for a couple of hours that evening.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Piling up the fire”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
When the ladies removed after dinner Elizabeth ran up to her sister, and
|
||
seeing her well guarded from cold, attended her into the drawing-room,
|
||
where she was welcomed by her two friends with many professions of
|
||
pleasure; and Elizabeth had never seen them so agreeable as they were
|
||
during the hour which passed before the gentlemen appeared. Their powers
|
||
of conversation were considerable. They could describe an entertainment
|
||
with accuracy, relate an anecdote with humour, and laugh at their
|
||
acquaintance with spirit.
|
||
|
||
But when the gentlemen entered, Jane was no longer the first object;
|
||
Miss Bingley’s eyes were instantly turned towards Darcy, and she had
|
||
something to say to him before he had advanced many steps. He addressed
|
||
himself directly to Miss Bennet with a polite congratulation; Mr. Hurst
|
||
also made her a slight bow, and said he was “very glad;” but diffuseness
|
||
and warmth remained for Bingley’s salutation. He was full of joy and
|
||
attention. The first half hour was spent in piling up the fire, lest she
|
||
should suffer from the change of room; and she removed, at his desire,
|
||
to the other side of the fireplace, that she might be farther from the
|
||
door. He then sat down by her, and talked scarcely to anyone else.
|
||
Elizabeth, at work in the opposite corner, saw it all with great
|
||
delight.
|
||
|
||
When tea was over Mr. Hurst reminded his sister-in-law of the
|
||
card-table--but in vain. She had obtained private intelligence that Mr.
|
||
Darcy did not wish for cards, and Mr. Hurst soon found even his open
|
||
petition rejected. She assured him that no one intended to play, and the
|
||
silence of the whole party on the subject seemed to justify her. Mr.
|
||
Hurst had, therefore, nothing to do but to stretch himself on one of the
|
||
sofas and go to sleep. Darcy took up a book. Miss Bingley did the same;
|
||
and Mrs. Hurst, principally occupied in playing with her bracelets and
|
||
rings, joined now and then in her brother’s conversation with Miss
|
||
Bennet.
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley’s attention was quite as much engaged in watching Mr.
|
||
Darcy’s progress through _his_ book, as in reading her own; and she was
|
||
perpetually either making some inquiry, or looking at his page. She
|
||
could not win him, however, to any conversation; he merely answered her
|
||
question and read on. At length, quite exhausted by the attempt to be
|
||
amused with her own book, which she had only chosen because it was the
|
||
second volume of his, she gave a great yawn and said, “How pleasant it
|
||
is to spend an evening in this way! I declare, after all, there is no
|
||
enjoyment like reading! How much sooner one tires of anything than of a
|
||
book! When I have a house of my own, I shall be miserable if I have not
|
||
an excellent library.”
|
||
|
||
No one made any reply. She then yawned again, threw aside her book, and
|
||
cast her eyes round the room in quest of some amusement; when, hearing
|
||
her brother mentioning a ball to Miss Bennet, she turned suddenly
|
||
towards him and said,--
|
||
|
||
“By the bye Charles, are you really serious in meditating a dance at
|
||
Netherfield? I would advise you, before you determine on it, to consult
|
||
the wishes of the present party; I am much mistaken if there are not
|
||
some among us to whom a ball would be rather a punishment than a
|
||
pleasure.”
|
||
|
||
“If you mean Darcy,” cried her brother, “he may go to bed, if he
|
||
chooses, before it begins; but as for the ball, it is quite a settled
|
||
thing, and as soon as Nicholls has made white soup enough I shall send
|
||
round my cards.”
|
||
|
||
“I should like balls infinitely better,” she replied, “if they were
|
||
carried on in a different manner; but there is something insufferably
|
||
tedious in the usual process of such a meeting. It would surely be much
|
||
more rational if conversation instead of dancing made the order of the
|
||
day.”
|
||
|
||
“Much more rational, my dear Caroline, I dare say; but it would not be
|
||
near so much like a ball.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley made no answer, and soon afterwards got up and walked about
|
||
the room. Her figure was elegant, and she walked well; but Darcy, at
|
||
whom it was all aimed, was still inflexibly studious. In the
|
||
desperation of her feelings, she resolved on one effort more; and,
|
||
turning to Elizabeth, said,--
|
||
|
||
“Miss Eliza Bennet, let me persuade you to follow my example, and take a
|
||
turn about the room. I assure you it is very refreshing after sitting so
|
||
long in one attitude.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was surprised, but agreed to it immediately. Miss Bingley
|
||
succeeded no less in the real object of her civility: Mr. Darcy looked
|
||
up. He was as much awake to the novelty of attention in that quarter as
|
||
Elizabeth herself could be, and unconsciously closed his book. He was
|
||
directly invited to join their party, but he declined it, observing that
|
||
he could imagine but two motives for their choosing to walk up and down
|
||
the room together, with either of which motives his joining them would
|
||
interfere. What could he mean? She was dying to know what could be his
|
||
meaning--and asked Elizabeth whether she could at all understand him.
|
||
|
||
“Not at all,” was her answer; “but, depend upon it, he means to be
|
||
severe on us, and our surest way of disappointing him will be to ask
|
||
nothing about it.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley, however, was incapable of disappointing Mr. Darcy in
|
||
anything, and persevered, therefore, in requiring an explanation of his
|
||
two motives.
|
||
|
||
“I have not the smallest objection to explaining them,” said he, as soon
|
||
as she allowed him to speak. “You either choose this method of passing
|
||
the evening because you are in each other’s confidence, and have secret
|
||
affairs to discuss, or because you are conscious that your figures
|
||
appear to the greatest advantage in walking: if the first, I should be
|
||
completely in your way; and if the second, I can admire you much better
|
||
as I sit by the fire.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, shocking!” cried Miss Bingley. “I never heard anything so
|
||
abominable. How shall we punish him for such a speech?”
|
||
|
||
“Nothing so easy, if you have but the inclination,” said Elizabeth. “We
|
||
can all plague and punish one another. Tease him--laugh at him. Intimate
|
||
as you are, you must know how it is to be done.”
|
||
|
||
“But upon my honour I do _not_. I do assure you that my intimacy has not
|
||
yet taught me _that_. Tease calmness of temper and presence of mind! No,
|
||
no; I feel he may defy us there. And as to laughter, we will not expose
|
||
ourselves, if you please, by attempting to laugh without a subject. Mr.
|
||
Darcy may hug himself.”
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Darcy is not to be laughed at!” cried Elizabeth. “That is an
|
||
uncommon advantage, and uncommon I hope it will continue, for it would
|
||
be a great loss to _me_ to have many such acquaintance. I dearly love a
|
||
laugh.”
|
||
|
||
“Miss Bingley,” said he, “has given me credit for more than can be. The
|
||
wisest and best of men,--nay, the wisest and best of their actions,--may
|
||
be rendered ridiculous by a person whose first object in life is a
|
||
joke.”
|
||
|
||
“Certainly,” replied Elizabeth, “there are such people, but I hope I am
|
||
not one of _them_. I hope I never ridicule what is wise or good. Follies
|
||
and nonsense, whims and inconsistencies, _do_ divert me, I own, and I
|
||
laugh at them whenever I can. But these, I suppose, are precisely what
|
||
you are without.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps that is not possible for anyone. But it has been the study of
|
||
my life to avoid those weaknesses which often expose a strong
|
||
understanding to ridicule.”
|
||
|
||
“Such as vanity and pride.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, vanity is a weakness indeed. But pride--where there is a real
|
||
superiority of mind--pride will be always under good regulation.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth turned away to hide a smile.
|
||
|
||
“Your examination of Mr. Darcy is over, I presume,” said Miss Bingley;
|
||
“and pray what is the result?”
|
||
|
||
“I am perfectly convinced by it that Mr. Darcy has no defect. He owns it
|
||
himself without disguise.”
|
||
|
||
“No,” said Darcy, “I have made no such pretension. I have faults enough,
|
||
but they are not, I hope, of understanding. My temper I dare not vouch
|
||
for. It is, I believe, too little yielding; certainly too little for the
|
||
convenience of the world. I cannot forget the follies and vices of
|
||
others so soon as I ought, nor their offences against myself. My
|
||
feelings are not puffed about with every attempt to move them. My temper
|
||
would perhaps be called resentful. My good opinion once lost is lost for
|
||
ever.”
|
||
|
||
“_That_ is a failing, indeed!” cried Elizabeth. “Implacable resentment
|
||
_is_ a shade in a character. But you have chosen your fault well. I
|
||
really cannot _laugh_ at it. You are safe from me.”
|
||
|
||
“There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular
|
||
evil, a natural defect, which not even the best education can overcome.”
|
||
|
||
“And _your_ defect is a propensity to hate everybody.”
|
||
|
||
“And yours,” he replied, with a smile, “is wilfully to misunderstand
|
||
them.”
|
||
|
||
“Do let us have a little music,” cried Miss Bingley, tired of a
|
||
conversation in which she had no share. “Louisa, you will not mind my
|
||
waking Mr. Hurst.”
|
||
|
||
Her sister made not the smallest objection, and the pianoforte was
|
||
opened; and Darcy, after a few moments’ recollection, was not sorry for
|
||
it. He began to feel the danger of paying Elizabeth too much attention.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
In consequence of an agreement between the sisters, Elizabeth wrote the
|
||
next morning to her mother, to beg that the carriage might be sent for
|
||
them in the course of the day. But Mrs. Bennet, who had calculated on
|
||
her daughters remaining at Netherfield till the following Tuesday, which
|
||
would exactly finish Jane’s week, could not bring herself to receive
|
||
them with pleasure before. Her answer, therefore, was not propitious, at
|
||
least not to Elizabeth’s wishes, for she was impatient to get home. Mrs.
|
||
Bennet sent them word that they could not possibly have the carriage
|
||
before Tuesday; and in her postscript it was added, that if Mr. Bingley
|
||
and his sister pressed them to stay longer, she could spare them very
|
||
well. Against staying longer, however, Elizabeth was positively
|
||
resolved--nor did she much expect it would be asked; and fearful, on the
|
||
contrary, of being considered as intruding themselves needlessly long,
|
||
she urged Jane to borrow Mr. Bingley’s carriage immediately, and at
|
||
length it was settled that their original design of leaving Netherfield
|
||
that morning should be mentioned, and the request made.
|
||
|
||
The communication excited many professions of concern; and enough was
|
||
said of wishing them to stay at least till the following day to work on
|
||
Jane; and till the morrow their going was deferred. Miss Bingley was
|
||
then sorry that she had proposed the delay; for her jealousy and dislike
|
||
of one sister much exceeded her affection for the other.
|
||
|
||
The master of the house heard with real sorrow that they were to go so
|
||
soon, and repeatedly tried to persuade Miss Bennet that it would not be
|
||
safe for her--that she was not enough recovered; but Jane was firm where
|
||
she felt herself to be right.
|
||
|
||
To Mr. Darcy it was welcome intelligence: Elizabeth had been at
|
||
Netherfield long enough. She attracted him more than he liked; and Miss
|
||
Bingley was uncivil to _her_ and more teasing than usual to himself. He
|
||
wisely resolved to be particularly careful that no sign of admiration
|
||
should _now_ escape him--nothing that could elevate her with the hope of
|
||
influencing his felicity; sensible that, if such an idea had been
|
||
suggested, his behaviour during the last day must have material weight
|
||
in confirming or crushing it. Steady to his purpose, he scarcely spoke
|
||
ten words to her through the whole of Saturday: and though they were at
|
||
one time left by themselves for half an hour, he adhered most
|
||
conscientiously to his book, and would not even look at her.
|
||
|
||
On Sunday, after morning service, the separation, so agreeable to almost
|
||
all, took place. Miss Bingley’s civility to Elizabeth increased at last
|
||
very rapidly, as well as her affection for Jane; and when they parted,
|
||
after assuring the latter of the pleasure it would always give her to
|
||
see her either at Longbourn or Netherfield, and embracing her most
|
||
tenderly, she even shook hands with the former. Elizabeth took leave of
|
||
the whole party in the liveliest spirits.
|
||
|
||
They were not welcomed home very cordially by their mother. Mrs. Bennet
|
||
wondered at their coming, and thought them very wrong to give so much
|
||
trouble, and was sure Jane would have caught cold again. But their
|
||
father, though very laconic in his expressions of pleasure, was really
|
||
glad to see them; he had felt their importance in the family circle. The
|
||
evening conversation, when they were all assembled, had lost much of its
|
||
animation, and almost all its sense, by the absence of Jane and
|
||
Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
They found Mary, as usual, deep in the study of thorough bass and human
|
||
nature; and had some new extracts to admire and some new observations of
|
||
threadbare morality to listen to. Catherine and Lydia had information
|
||
for them of a different sort. Much had been done, and much had been said
|
||
in the regiment since the preceding Wednesday; several of the officers
|
||
had dined lately with their uncle; a private had been flogged; and it
|
||
had actually been hinted that Colonel Forster was going to be married.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XIII
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
“I hope, my dear,” said Mr. Bennet to his wife, as they were at
|
||
breakfast the next morning, “that you have ordered a good dinner to-day,
|
||
because I have reason to expect an addition to our family party.”
|
||
|
||
“Who do you mean, my dear? I know of nobody that is coming, I am sure,
|
||
unless Charlotte Lucas should happen to call in; and I hope _my_ dinners
|
||
are good enough for her. I do not believe she often sees such at home.”
|
||
|
||
“The person of whom I speak is a gentleman and a stranger.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet’s eyes sparkled. “A gentleman and a stranger! It is Mr.
|
||
Bingley, I am sure. Why, Jane--you never dropped a word of this--you sly
|
||
thing! Well, I am sure I shall be extremely glad to see Mr. Bingley.
|
||
But--good Lord! how unlucky! there is not a bit of fish to be got
|
||
to-day. Lydia, my love, ring the bell. I must speak to Hill this
|
||
moment.”
|
||
|
||
“It is _not_ Mr. Bingley,” said her husband; “it is a person whom I
|
||
never saw in the whole course of my life.”
|
||
|
||
This roused a general astonishment; and he had the pleasure of being
|
||
eagerly questioned by his wife and five daughters at once.
|
||
|
||
After amusing himself some time with their curiosity, he thus
|
||
explained:--“About a month ago I received this letter, and about a
|
||
fortnight ago I answered it; for I thought it a case of some delicacy,
|
||
and requiring early attention. It is from my cousin, Mr. Collins, who,
|
||
when I am dead, may turn you all out of this house as soon as he
|
||
pleases.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, my dear,” cried his wife, “I cannot bear to hear that mentioned.
|
||
Pray do not talk of that odious man. I do think it is the hardest thing
|
||
in the world, that your estate should be entailed away from your own
|
||
children; and I am sure, if I had been you, I should have tried long ago
|
||
to do something or other about it.”
|
||
|
||
Jane and Elizabeth attempted to explain to her the nature of an entail.
|
||
They had often attempted it before: but it was a subject on which Mrs.
|
||
Bennet was beyond the reach of reason; and she continued to rail
|
||
bitterly against the cruelty of settling an estate away from a family of
|
||
five daughters, in favour of a man whom nobody cared anything about.
|
||
|
||
“It certainly is a most iniquitous affair,” said Mr. Bennet; “and
|
||
nothing can clear Mr. Collins from the guilt of inheriting Longbourn.
|
||
But if you will listen to his letter, you may, perhaps, be a little
|
||
softened by his manner of expressing himself.”
|
||
|
||
“No, that I am sure I shall not: and I think it was very impertinent of
|
||
him to write to you at all, and very hypocritical. I hate such false
|
||
friends. Why could not he keep on quarrelling with you, as his father
|
||
did before him?”
|
||
|
||
“Why, indeed, he does seem to have had some filial scruples on that
|
||
head, as you will hear.”
|
||
|
||
/* RIGHT “Hunsford, near Westerham, Kent, _15th October_. */
|
||
|
||
“Dear Sir,
|
||
|
||
“The disagreement subsisting between yourself and my late honoured
|
||
father always gave me much uneasiness; and, since I have had the
|
||
misfortune to lose him, I have frequently wished to heal the
|
||
breach: but, for some time, I was kept back by my own doubts,
|
||
fearing lest it might seem disrespectful to his memory for me to be
|
||
on good terms with anyone with whom it had always pleased him to be
|
||
at variance.”--‘There, Mrs. Bennet.’--“My mind, however, is now
|
||
made up on the subject; for, having received ordination at Easter,
|
||
I have been so fortunate as to be distinguished by the patronage of
|
||
the Right Honourable Lady Catherine de Bourgh, widow of Sir Lewis
|
||
de Bourgh, whose bounty and beneficence has preferred me to the
|
||
valuable rectory of this parish, where it shall be my earnest
|
||
endeavour to demean myself with grateful respect towards her
|
||
Ladyship, and be ever ready to perform those rites and ceremonies
|
||
which are instituted by the Church of England. As a clergyman,
|
||
moreover, I feel it my duty to promote and establish the blessing
|
||
of peace in all families within the reach of my influence; and on
|
||
these grounds I flatter myself that my present overtures of
|
||
good-will are highly commendable, and that the circumstance of my
|
||
being next in the entail of Longbourn estate will be kindly
|
||
overlooked on your side, and not lead you to reject the offered
|
||
olive branch. I cannot be otherwise than concerned at being the
|
||
means of injuring your amiable daughters, and beg leave to
|
||
apologize for it, as well as to assure you of my readiness to make
|
||
them every possible amends; but of this hereafter. If you should
|
||
have no objection to receive me into your house, I propose myself
|
||
the satisfaction of waiting on you and your family, Monday,
|
||
November 18th, by four o’clock, and shall probably trespass on your
|
||
hospitality till the Saturday se’nnight following, which I can do
|
||
without any inconvenience, as Lady Catherine is far from objecting
|
||
to my occasional absence on a Sunday, provided that some other
|
||
clergyman is engaged to do the duty of the day. I remain, dear sir,
|
||
with respectful compliments to your lady and daughters, your
|
||
well-wisher and friend,
|
||
|
||
“WILLIAM COLLINS.”
|
||
|
||
“At four o’clock, therefore, we may expect this peace-making gentleman,”
|
||
said Mr. Bennet, as he folded up the letter. “He seems to be a most
|
||
conscientious and polite young man, upon my word; and, I doubt not, will
|
||
prove a valuable acquaintance, especially if Lady Catherine should be so
|
||
indulgent as to let him come to us again.”
|
||
|
||
“There is some sense in what he says about the girls, however; and, if
|
||
he is disposed to make them any amends, I shall not be the person to
|
||
discourage him.”
|
||
|
||
“Though it is difficult,” said Jane, “to guess in what way he can mean
|
||
to make us the atonement he thinks our due, the wish is certainly to his
|
||
credit.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was chiefly struck with his extraordinary deference for Lady
|
||
Catherine, and his kind intention of christening, marrying, and burying
|
||
his parishioners whenever it were required.
|
||
|
||
“He must be an oddity, I think,” said she. “I cannot make him out. There
|
||
is something very pompous in his style. And what can he mean by
|
||
apologizing for being next in the entail? We cannot suppose he would
|
||
help it, if he could. Can he be a sensible man, sir?”
|
||
|
||
“No, my dear; I think not. I have great hopes of finding him quite the
|
||
reverse. There is a mixture of servility and self-importance in his
|
||
letter which promises well. I am impatient to see him.”
|
||
|
||
“In point of composition,” said Mary, “his letter does not seem
|
||
defective. The idea of the olive branch perhaps is not wholly new, yet I
|
||
think it is well expressed.”
|
||
|
||
To Catherine and Lydia neither the letter nor its writer were in any
|
||
degree interesting. It was next to impossible that their cousin should
|
||
come in a scarlet coat, and it was now some weeks since they had
|
||
received pleasure from the society of a man in any other colour. As for
|
||
their mother, Mr. Collins’s letter had done away much of her ill-will,
|
||
and she was preparing to see him with a degree of composure which
|
||
astonished her husband and daughters.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins was punctual to his time, and was received with great
|
||
politeness by the whole family. Mr. Bennet indeed said little; but the
|
||
ladies were ready enough to talk, and Mr. Collins seemed neither in need
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of encouragement, nor inclined to be silent himself. He was a tall,
|
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heavy-looking young man of five-and-twenty. His air was grave and
|
||
stately, and his manners were very formal. He had not been long seated
|
||
before he complimented Mrs. Bennet on having so fine a family of
|
||
daughters, said he had heard much of their beauty, but that, in this
|
||
instance, fame had fallen short of the truth; and added, that he did not
|
||
doubt her seeing them all in due time well disposed of in marriage. This
|
||
gallantry was not much to the taste of some of his hearers; but Mrs.
|
||
Bennet, who quarrelled with no compliments, answered most readily,--
|
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|
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“You are very kind, sir, I am sure; and I wish with all my heart it may
|
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prove so; for else they will be destitute enough. Things are settled so
|
||
oddly.”
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|
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“You allude, perhaps, to the entail of this estate.”
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|
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“Ah, sir, I do indeed. It is a grievous affair to my poor girls, you
|
||
must confess. Not that I mean to find fault with _you_, for such things,
|
||
I know, are all chance in this world. There is no knowing how estates
|
||
will go when once they come to be entailed.”
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|
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“I am very sensible, madam, of the hardship to my fair cousins, and
|
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could say much on the subject, but that I am cautious of appearing
|
||
forward and precipitate. But I can assure the young ladies that I come
|
||
prepared to admire them. At present I will not say more, but, perhaps,
|
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when we are better acquainted----”
|
||
|
||
He was interrupted by a summons to dinner; and the girls smiled on each
|
||
other. They were not the only objects of Mr. Collins’s admiration. The
|
||
hall, the dining-room, and all its furniture, were examined and praised;
|
||
and his commendation of everything would have touched Mrs. Bennet’s
|
||
heart, but for the mortifying supposition of his viewing it all as his
|
||
own future property. The dinner, too, in its turn, was highly admired;
|
||
and he begged to know to which of his fair cousins the excellence of its
|
||
cookery was owing. But here he was set right by Mrs. Bennet, who assured
|
||
him, with some asperity, that they were very well able to keep a good
|
||
cook, and that her daughters had nothing to do in the kitchen. He begged
|
||
pardon for having displeased her. In a softened tone she declared
|
||
herself not at all offended; but he continued to apologize for about a
|
||
quarter of an hour.
|
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|
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|
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|
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[Illustration]
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|
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CHAPTER XIV
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|
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|
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[Illustration]
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During dinner, Mr. Bennet scarcely spoke at all; but when the servants
|
||
were withdrawn, he thought it time to have some conversation with his
|
||
guest, and therefore started a subject in which he expected him to
|
||
shine, by observing that he seemed very fortunate in his patroness. Lady
|
||
Catherine de Bourgh’s attention to his wishes, and consideration for his
|
||
comfort, appeared very remarkable. Mr. Bennet could not have chosen
|
||
better. Mr. Collins was eloquent in her praise. The subject elevated him
|
||
to more than usual solemnity of manner; and with a most important aspect
|
||
he protested that he had never in his life witnessed such behaviour in a
|
||
person of rank--such affability and condescension, as he had himself
|
||
experienced from Lady Catherine. She had been graciously pleased to
|
||
approve of both the discourses which he had already had the honour of
|
||
preaching before her. She had also asked him twice to dine at Rosings,
|
||
and had sent for him only the Saturday before, to make up her pool of
|
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quadrille in the evening. Lady Catherine was reckoned proud by many
|
||
people, he knew, but _he_ had never seen anything but affability in her.
|
||
She had always spoken to him as she would to any other gentleman; she
|
||
made not the smallest objection to his joining in the society of the
|
||
neighbourhood, nor to his leaving his parish occasionally for a week or
|
||
two to visit his relations. She had even condescended to advise him to
|
||
marry as soon as he could, provided he chose with discretion; and had
|
||
once paid him a visit in his humble parsonage, where she had perfectly
|
||
approved all the alterations he had been making, and had even vouchsafed
|
||
to suggest some herself,--some shelves in the closets upstairs.
|
||
|
||
“That is all very proper and civil, I am sure,” said Mrs. Bennet, “and I
|
||
dare say she is a very agreeable woman. It is a pity that great ladies
|
||
in general are not more like her. Does she live near you, sir?”
|
||
|
||
“The garden in which stands my humble abode is separated only by a lane
|
||
from Rosings Park, her Ladyship’s residence.”
|
||
|
||
“I think you said she was a widow, sir? has she any family?”
|
||
|
||
“She has one only daughter, the heiress of Rosings, and of very
|
||
extensive property.”
|
||
|
||
“Ah,” cried Mrs. Bennet, shaking her head, “then she is better off than
|
||
many girls. And what sort of young lady is she? Is she handsome?”
|
||
|
||
“She is a most charming young lady, indeed. Lady Catherine herself says
|
||
that, in point of true beauty, Miss de Bourgh is far superior to the
|
||
handsomest of her sex; because there is that in her features which marks
|
||
the young woman of distinguished birth. She is unfortunately of a sickly
|
||
constitution, which has prevented her making that progress in many
|
||
accomplishments which she could not otherwise have failed of, as I am
|
||
informed by the lady who superintended her education, and who still
|
||
resides with them. But she is perfectly amiable, and often condescends
|
||
to drive by my humble abode in her little phaeton and ponies.”
|
||
|
||
“Has she been presented? I do not remember her name among the ladies at
|
||
court.”
|
||
|
||
“Her indifferent state of health unhappily prevents her being in town;
|
||
and by that means, as I told Lady Catherine myself one day, has deprived
|
||
the British Court of its brightest ornament. Her Ladyship seemed pleased
|
||
with the idea; and you may imagine that I am happy on every occasion to
|
||
offer those little delicate compliments which are always acceptable to
|
||
ladies. I have more than once observed to Lady Catherine, that her
|
||
charming daughter seemed born to be a duchess; and that the most
|
||
elevated rank, instead of giving her consequence, would be adorned by
|
||
her. These are the kind of little things which please her Ladyship, and
|
||
it is a sort of attention which I conceive myself peculiarly bound to
|
||
pay.”
|
||
|
||
“You judge very properly,” said Mr. Bennet; “and it is happy for you
|
||
that you possess the talent of flattering with delicacy. May I ask
|
||
whether these pleasing attentions proceed from the impulse of the
|
||
moment, or are the result of previous study?”
|
||
|
||
“They arise chiefly from what is passing at the time; and though I
|
||
sometimes amuse myself with suggesting and arranging such little elegant
|
||
compliments as may be adapted to ordinary occasions, I always wish to
|
||
give them as unstudied an air as possible.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet’s expectations were fully answered. His cousin was as absurd
|
||
as he had hoped; and he listened to him with the keenest enjoyment,
|
||
maintaining at the same time the most resolute composure of countenance,
|
||
and, except in an occasional glance at Elizabeth, requiring no partner
|
||
in his pleasure.
|
||
|
||
By tea-time, however, the dose had been enough, and Mr. Bennet was glad
|
||
to take his guest into the drawing-room again, and when tea was over,
|
||
glad to invite him
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Protested
|
||
that he never read novels” H.T Feb 94
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
to read aloud to the ladies. Mr. Collins readily assented, and a book
|
||
was produced; but on beholding it (for everything announced it to be
|
||
from a circulating library) he started back, and, begging pardon,
|
||
protested that he never read novels. Kitty stared at him, and Lydia
|
||
exclaimed. Other books were produced, and after some deliberation he
|
||
chose “Fordyce’s Sermons.” Lydia gaped as he opened the volume; and
|
||
before he had, with very monotonous solemnity, read three pages, she
|
||
interrupted him with,--
|
||
|
||
“Do you know, mamma, that my uncle Philips talks of turning away
|
||
Richard? and if he does, Colonel Forster will hire him. My aunt told me
|
||
so herself on Saturday. I shall walk to Meryton to-morrow to hear more
|
||
about it, and to ask when Mr. Denny comes back from town.”
|
||
|
||
Lydia was bid by her two eldest sisters to hold her tongue; but Mr.
|
||
Collins, much offended, laid aside his book, and said,--
|
||
|
||
“I have often observed how little young ladies are interested by books
|
||
of a serious stamp, though written solely for their benefit. It amazes
|
||
me, I confess; for certainly there can be nothing so advantageous to
|
||
them as instruction. But I will no longer importune my young cousin.”
|
||
|
||
Then, turning to Mr. Bennet, he offered himself as his antagonist at
|
||
backgammon. Mr. Bennet accepted the challenge, observing that he acted
|
||
very wisely in leaving the girls to their own trifling amusements. Mrs.
|
||
Bennet and her daughters apologized most civilly for Lydia’s
|
||
interruption, and promised that it should not occur again, if he would
|
||
resume his book; but Mr. Collins, after assuring them that he bore his
|
||
young cousin no ill-will, and should never resent her behaviour as any
|
||
affront, seated himself at another table with Mr. Bennet, and prepared
|
||
for backgammon.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins was not a sensible man, and the deficiency of nature had
|
||
been but little assisted by education or society; the greatest part of
|
||
his life having been spent under the guidance of an illiterate and
|
||
miserly father; and though he belonged to one of the universities, he
|
||
had merely kept the necessary terms without forming at it any useful
|
||
acquaintance. The subjection in which his father had brought him up had
|
||
given him originally great humility of manner; but it was now a good
|
||
deal counteracted by the self-conceit of a weak head, living in
|
||
retirement, and the consequential feelings of early and unexpected
|
||
prosperity. A fortunate chance had recommended him to Lady Catherine de
|
||
Bourgh when the living of Hunsford was vacant; and the respect which he
|
||
felt for her high rank, and his veneration for her as his patroness,
|
||
mingling with a very good opinion of himself, of his authority as a
|
||
clergyman, and his right as a rector, made him altogether a mixture of
|
||
pride and obsequiousness, self-importance and humility.
|
||
|
||
Having now a good house and a very sufficient income, he intended to
|
||
marry; and in seeking a reconciliation with the Longbourn family he had
|
||
a wife in view, as he meant to choose one of the daughters, if he found
|
||
them as handsome and amiable as they were represented by common report.
|
||
This was his plan of amends--of atonement--for inheriting their father’s
|
||
estate; and he thought it an excellent one, full of eligibility and
|
||
suitableness, and excessively generous and disinterested on his own
|
||
part.
|
||
|
||
His plan did not vary on seeing them. Miss Bennet’s lovely face
|
||
confirmed his views, and established all his strictest notions of what
|
||
was due to seniority; and for the first evening _she_ was his settled
|
||
choice. The next morning, however, made an alteration; for in a quarter
|
||
of an hour’s _tête-à-tête_ with Mrs. Bennet before breakfast, a
|
||
conversation beginning with his parsonage-house, and leading naturally
|
||
to the avowal of his hopes, that a mistress for it might be found at
|
||
Longbourn, produced from her, amid very complaisant smiles and general
|
||
encouragement, a caution against the very Jane he had fixed on. “As to
|
||
her _younger_ daughters, she could not take upon her to say--she could
|
||
not positively answer--but she did not _know_ of any prepossession;--her
|
||
_eldest_ daughter she must just mention--she felt it incumbent on her to
|
||
hint, was likely to be very soon engaged.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins had only to change from Jane to Elizabeth--and it was soon
|
||
done--done while Mrs. Bennet was stirring the fire. Elizabeth, equally
|
||
next to Jane in birth and beauty, succeeded her of course.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet treasured up the hint, and trusted that she might soon have
|
||
two daughters married; and the man whom she could not bear to speak of
|
||
the day before, was now high in her good graces.
|
||
|
||
Lydia’s intention of walking to Meryton was not forgotten: every sister
|
||
except Mary agreed to go with her; and Mr. Collins was to attend them,
|
||
at the request of Mr. Bennet, who was most anxious to get rid of him,
|
||
and have his library to himself; for thither Mr. Collins had followed
|
||
him after breakfast, and there he would continue, nominally engaged with
|
||
one of the largest folios in the collection, but really talking to Mr.
|
||
Bennet, with little cessation, of his house and garden at Hunsford. Such
|
||
doings discomposed Mr. Bennet exceedingly. In his library he had been
|
||
always sure of leisure and tranquillity; and though prepared, as he told
|
||
Elizabeth, to meet with folly and conceit in every other room in the
|
||
house, he was used to be free from them there: his civility, therefore,
|
||
was most prompt in inviting Mr. Collins to join his daughters in their
|
||
walk; and Mr. Collins, being in fact much better fitted for a walker
|
||
than a reader, was extremely well pleased to close his large book, and
|
||
go.
|
||
|
||
In pompous nothings on his side, and civil assents on that of his
|
||
cousins, their time passed till they entered Meryton. The attention of
|
||
the younger ones was then no longer to be gained by _him_. Their eyes
|
||
were immediately wandering up the street in quest of the officers, and
|
||
nothing less than a very smart bonnet, indeed, or a really new muslin in
|
||
a shop window, could recall them.
|
||
|
||
But the attention of every lady was soon caught by a young man, whom
|
||
they had never seen before, of most gentlemanlike appearance, walking
|
||
with an officer on the other side of the way. The officer was the very
|
||
Mr. Denny concerning whose return from London Lydia came to inquire, and
|
||
he bowed as they passed. All were struck with the stranger’s air, all
|
||
wondered who he could be; and Kitty and Lydia, determined if possible
|
||
to find out, led the way across the street, under pretence of wanting
|
||
something in an opposite shop, and fortunately had just gained the
|
||
pavement, when the two gentlemen, turning back, had reached the same
|
||
spot. Mr. Denny addressed them directly, and entreated permission to
|
||
introduce his friend, Mr. Wickham, who had returned with him the day
|
||
before from town, and, he was happy to say, had accepted a commission in
|
||
their corps. This was exactly as it should be; for the young man wanted
|
||
only regimentals to make him completely charming. His appearance was
|
||
greatly in his favour: he had all the best parts of beauty, a fine
|
||
countenance, a good figure, and very pleasing address. The introduction
|
||
was followed up on his side by a happy readiness of conversation--a
|
||
readiness at the same time perfectly correct and unassuming; and the
|
||
whole party were still standing and talking together very agreeably,
|
||
when the sound of horses drew their notice, and Darcy and Bingley were
|
||
seen riding down the street. On distinguishing the ladies of the group
|
||
the two gentlemen came directly towards them, and began the usual
|
||
civilities. Bingley was the principal spokesman, and Miss Bennet the
|
||
principal object. He was then, he said, on his way to Longbourn on
|
||
purpose to inquire after her. Mr. Darcy corroborated it with a bow, and
|
||
was beginning to determine not to fix his eyes on Elizabeth, when they
|
||
were suddenly arrested by the sight of the stranger; and Elizabeth
|
||
happening to see the countenance of both as they looked at each other,
|
||
was all astonishment at the effect of the meeting. Both changed colour,
|
||
one looked white, the other red. Mr. Wickham, after a few moments,
|
||
touched his hat--a salutation which Mr. Darcy just deigned to return.
|
||
What could be the meaning of it? It was impossible to imagine; it was
|
||
impossible not to long to know.
|
||
|
||
In another minute Mr. Bingley, but without seeming to have noticed what
|
||
passed, took leave and rode on with his friend.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Denny and Mr. Wickham walked with the young ladies to the door of
|
||
Mr. Philips’s house, and then made their bows, in spite of Miss Lydia’s
|
||
pressing entreaties that they would come in, and even in spite of Mrs.
|
||
Philips’s throwing up the parlour window, and loudly seconding the
|
||
invitation.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Philips was always glad to see her nieces; and the two eldest, from
|
||
their recent absence, were particularly welcome; and she was eagerly
|
||
expressing her surprise at their sudden return home, which, as their own
|
||
carriage had not fetched them, she should have known nothing about, if
|
||
she had not happened to see Mr. Jones’s shopboy in the street, who had
|
||
told her that they were not to send any more draughts to Netherfield,
|
||
because the Miss Bennets were come away, when her civility was claimed
|
||
towards Mr. Collins by Jane’s introduction of him. She received him with
|
||
her very best politeness, which he returned with as much more,
|
||
apologizing for his intrusion, without any previous acquaintance with
|
||
her, which he could not help flattering himself, however, might be
|
||
justified by his relationship to the young ladies who introduced him to
|
||
her notice. Mrs. Philips was quite awed by such an excess of good
|
||
breeding; but her contemplation of one stranger was soon put an end to
|
||
by exclamations and inquiries about the other, of whom, however, she
|
||
could only tell her nieces what they already knew, that Mr. Denny had
|
||
brought him from London, and that he was to have a lieutenant’s
|
||
commission in the ----shire. She had been watching him the last hour,
|
||
she said, as he walked up and down the street,--and had Mr. Wickham
|
||
appeared, Kitty and Lydia would certainly have continued the occupation;
|
||
but unluckily no one passed the windows now except a few of the
|
||
officers, who, in comparison with the stranger, were become “stupid,
|
||
disagreeable fellows.” Some of them were to dine with the Philipses the
|
||
next day, and their aunt promised to make her husband call on Mr.
|
||
Wickham, and give him an invitation also, if the family from Longbourn
|
||
would come in the evening. This was agreed to; and Mrs. Philips
|
||
protested that they would have a nice comfortable noisy game of lottery
|
||
tickets, and a little bit of hot supper afterwards. The prospect of such
|
||
delights was very cheering, and they parted in mutual good spirits. Mr.
|
||
Collins repeated his apologies in quitting the room, and was assured,
|
||
with unwearying civility, that they were perfectly needless.
|
||
|
||
As they walked home, Elizabeth related to Jane what she had seen pass
|
||
between the two gentlemen; but though Jane would have defended either or
|
||
both, had they appeared to be wrong, she could no more explain such
|
||
behaviour than her sister.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins on his return highly gratified Mrs. Bennet by admiring Mrs.
|
||
Philips’s manners and politeness. He protested that, except Lady
|
||
Catherine and her daughter, he had never seen a more elegant woman; for
|
||
she had not only received him with the utmost civility, but had even
|
||
pointedly included him in her invitation for the next evening, although
|
||
utterly unknown to her before. Something, he supposed, might be
|
||
attributed to his connection with them, but yet he had never met with so
|
||
much attention in the whole course of his life.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XVI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
As no objection was made to the young people’s engagement with their
|
||
aunt, and all Mr. Collins’s scruples of leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for
|
||
a single evening during his visit were most steadily resisted, the coach
|
||
conveyed him and his five cousins at a suitable hour to Meryton; and the
|
||
girls had the pleasure of hearing, as they entered the drawing-room,
|
||
that Mr. Wickham had accepted their uncle’s invitation, and was then in
|
||
the house.
|
||
|
||
When this information was given, and they had all taken their seats, Mr.
|
||
Collins was at leisure to look around him and admire, and he was so much
|
||
struck with the size and furniture of the apartment, that he declared he
|
||
might almost have supposed himself in the small summer breakfast parlour
|
||
at Rosings; a comparison that did not at first convey much
|
||
gratification; but when Mrs. Philips understood from him what Rosings
|
||
was, and who was its proprietor, when she had listened to the
|
||
description of only one of Lady Catherine’s drawing-rooms, and found
|
||
that the chimney-piece alone had cost eight hundred pounds, she felt all
|
||
the force of the compliment, and would hardly have resented a comparison
|
||
with the housekeeper’s room.
|
||
|
||
In describing to her all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her mansion,
|
||
with occasional digressions in praise of his own humble abode, and the
|
||
improvements it was receiving, he was happily employed until the
|
||
gentlemen joined them; and he found in Mrs. Philips a very attentive
|
||
listener, whose opinion of his consequence increased with what she
|
||
heard, and who was resolving to retail it all among her neighbours as
|
||
soon as she could. To the girls, who could not listen to their cousin,
|
||
and who had nothing to do but to wish for an instrument, and examine
|
||
their own indifferent imitations of china on the mantel-piece, the
|
||
interval of waiting appeared very long. It was over at last, however.
|
||
The gentlemen did approach: and when Mr. Wickham walked into the room,
|
||
Elizabeth felt that she had neither been seeing him before, nor thinking
|
||
of him since, with the smallest degree of unreasonable admiration. The
|
||
officers of the ----shire were in general a very creditable,
|
||
gentlemanlike set and the best of them were of the present party; but
|
||
Mr, Wickham was as far beyond them all in person, countenance, air, and
|
||
walk, as _they_ were superior to the broad-faced stuffy uncle Philips,
|
||
breathing port wine, who followed them into the room.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The officers of the ----shire”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Wickham was the happy man towards whom almost every female eye was
|
||
turned, and Elizabeth was the happy woman by whom he finally seated
|
||
himself; and the agreeable manner in which he immediately fell into
|
||
conversation, though it was only on its being a wet night, and on the
|
||
probability of a rainy season, made her feel that the commonest,
|
||
dullest, most threadbare topic might be rendered interesting by the
|
||
skill of the speaker.
|
||
|
||
With such rivals for the notice of the fair as Mr. Wickham and the
|
||
officers, Mr. Collins seemed to sink into insignificance; to the young
|
||
ladies he certainly was nothing; but he had still at intervals a kind
|
||
listener in Mrs. Philips, and was, by her watchfulness, most abundantly
|
||
supplied with coffee and muffin.
|
||
|
||
When the card tables were placed, he had an opportunity of obliging her,
|
||
in return, by sitting down to whist.
|
||
|
||
“I know little of the game at present,” said he, “but I shall be glad to
|
||
improve myself; for in my situation of life----” Mrs. Philips was very
|
||
thankful for his compliance, but could not wait for his reason.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Wickham did not play at whist, and with ready delight was he
|
||
received at the other table between Elizabeth and Lydia. At first there
|
||
seemed danger of Lydia’s engrossing him entirely, for she was a most
|
||
determined talker; but being likewise extremely fond of lottery tickets,
|
||
she soon grew too much interested in the game, too eager in making bets
|
||
and exclaiming after prizes, to have attention for anyone in particular.
|
||
Allowing for the common demands of the game, Mr. Wickham was therefore
|
||
at leisure to talk to Elizabeth, and she was very willing to hear him,
|
||
though what she chiefly wished to hear she could not hope to be told,
|
||
the history of his acquaintance with Mr. Darcy. She dared not even
|
||
mention that gentleman. Her curiosity, however, was unexpectedly
|
||
relieved. Mr. Wickham began the subject himself. He inquired how far
|
||
Netherfield was from Meryton; and, after receiving her answer, asked in
|
||
a hesitating manner how long Mr. Darcy had been staying there.
|
||
|
||
“About a month,” said Elizabeth; and then, unwilling to let the subject
|
||
drop, added, “he is a man of very large property in Derbyshire, I
|
||
understand.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes,” replied Wickham; “his estate there is a noble one. A clear ten
|
||
thousand per annum. You could not have met with a person more capable of
|
||
giving you certain information on that head than myself--for I have been
|
||
connected with his family, in a particular manner, from my infancy.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could not but look surprised.
|
||
|
||
“You may well be surprised, Miss Bennet, at such an assertion, after
|
||
seeing, as you probably might, the very cold manner of our meeting
|
||
yesterday. Are you much acquainted with Mr. Darcy?”
|
||
|
||
“As much as I ever wish to be,” cried Elizabeth, warmly. “I have spent
|
||
four days in the same house with him, and I think him very
|
||
disagreeable.”
|
||
|
||
“I have no right to give _my_ opinion,” said Wickham, “as to his being
|
||
agreeable or otherwise. I am not qualified to form one. I have known him
|
||
too long and too well to be a fair judge. It is impossible for _me_ to
|
||
be impartial. But I believe your opinion of him would in general
|
||
astonish--and, perhaps, you would not express it quite so strongly
|
||
anywhere else. Here you are in your own family.”
|
||
|
||
“Upon my word I say no more _here_ than I might say in any house in the
|
||
neighbourhood, except Netherfield. He is not at all liked in
|
||
Hertfordshire. Everybody is disgusted with his pride. You will not find
|
||
him more favourably spoken of by anyone.”
|
||
|
||
“I cannot pretend to be sorry,” said Wickham, after a short
|
||
interruption, “that he or that any man should not be estimated beyond
|
||
their deserts; but with _him_ I believe it does not often happen. The
|
||
world is blinded by his fortune and consequence, or frightened by his
|
||
high and imposing manners, and sees him only as he chooses to be seen.”
|
||
|
||
“I should take him, even on _my_ slight acquaintance, to be an
|
||
ill-tempered man.”
|
||
|
||
Wickham only shook his head.
|
||
|
||
“I wonder,” said he, at the next opportunity of speaking, “whether he is
|
||
likely to be in this country much longer.”
|
||
|
||
“I do not at all know; but I _heard_ nothing of his going away when I
|
||
was at Netherfield. I hope your plans in favour of the ----shire will
|
||
not be affected by his being in the neighbourhood.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh no--it is not for _me_ to be driven away by Mr. Darcy. If _he_
|
||
wishes to avoid seeing _me_ he must go. We are not on friendly terms,
|
||
and it always gives me pain to meet him, but I have no reason for
|
||
avoiding _him_ but what I might proclaim to all the world--a sense of
|
||
very great ill-usage, and most painful regrets at his being what he is.
|
||
His father, Miss Bennet, the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men
|
||
that ever breathed, and the truest friend I ever had; and I can never be
|
||
in company with this Mr. Darcy without being grieved to the soul by a
|
||
thousand tender recollections. His behaviour to myself has been
|
||
scandalous; but I verily believe I could forgive him anything and
|
||
everything, rather than his disappointing the hopes and disgracing the
|
||
memory of his father.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth found the interest of the subject increase, and listened with
|
||
all her heart; but the delicacy of it prevented further inquiry.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Wickham began to speak on more general topics, Meryton, the
|
||
neighbourhood, the society, appearing highly pleased with all that he
|
||
had yet seen, and speaking of the latter, especially, with gentle but
|
||
very intelligible gallantry.
|
||
|
||
“It was the prospect of constant society, and good society,” he added,
|
||
“which was my chief inducement to enter the ----shire. I know it to be a
|
||
most respectable, agreeable corps; and my friend Denny tempted me
|
||
further by his account of their present quarters, and the very great
|
||
attentions and excellent acquaintance Meryton had procured them.
|
||
Society, I own, is necessary to me. I have been a disappointed man, and
|
||
my spirits will not bear solitude. I _must_ have employment and society.
|
||
A military life is not what I was intended for, but circumstances have
|
||
now made it eligible. The church _ought_ to have been my profession--I
|
||
was brought up for the church; and I should at this time have been in
|
||
possession of a most valuable living, had it pleased the gentleman we
|
||
were speaking of just now.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed!”
|
||
|
||
“Yes--the late Mr. Darcy bequeathed me the next presentation of the best
|
||
living in his gift. He was my godfather, and excessively attached to me.
|
||
I cannot do justice to his kindness. He meant to provide for me amply,
|
||
and thought he had done it; but when the living fell, it was given
|
||
elsewhere.”
|
||
|
||
“Good heavens!” cried Elizabeth; “but how could _that_ be? How could his
|
||
will be disregarded? Why did not you seek legal redress?”
|
||
|
||
“There was just such an informality in the terms of the bequest as to
|
||
give me no hope from law. A man of honour could not have doubted the
|
||
intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it--or to treat it as a merely
|
||
conditional recommendation, and to assert that I had forfeited all claim
|
||
to it by extravagance, imprudence, in short, anything or nothing.
|
||
Certain it is that the living became vacant two years ago, exactly as I
|
||
was of an age to hold it, and that it was given to another man; and no
|
||
less certain is it, that I cannot accuse myself of having really done
|
||
anything to deserve to lose it. I have a warm unguarded temper, and I
|
||
may perhaps have sometimes spoken my opinion _of_ him, and _to_ him, too
|
||
freely. I can recall nothing worse. But the fact is, that we are very
|
||
different sort of men, and that he hates me.”
|
||
|
||
“This is quite shocking! He deserves to be publicly disgraced.”
|
||
|
||
“Some time or other he _will_ be--but it shall not be by _me_. Till I
|
||
can forget his father, I can never defy or expose _him_.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth honoured him for such feelings, and thought him handsomer than
|
||
ever as he expressed them.
|
||
|
||
“But what,” said she, after a pause, “can have been his motive? what can
|
||
have induced him to behave so cruelly?”
|
||
|
||
“A thorough, determined dislike of me--a dislike which I cannot but
|
||
attribute in some measure to jealousy. Had the late Mr. Darcy liked me
|
||
less, his son might have borne with me better; but his father’s uncommon
|
||
attachment to me irritated him, I believe, very early in life. He had
|
||
not a temper to bear the sort of competition in which we stood--the sort
|
||
of preference which was often given me.”
|
||
|
||
“I had not thought Mr. Darcy so bad as this--though I have never liked
|
||
him, I had not thought so very ill of him--I had supposed him to be
|
||
despising his fellow-creatures in general, but did not suspect him of
|
||
descending to such malicious revenge, such injustice, such inhumanity as
|
||
this!”
|
||
|
||
After a few minutes’ reflection, however, she continued, “I _do_
|
||
remember his boasting one day, at Netherfield, of the implacability of
|
||
his resentments, of his having an unforgiving temper. His disposition
|
||
must be dreadful.”
|
||
|
||
“I will not trust myself on the subject,” replied Wickham; “_I_ can
|
||
hardly be just to him.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was again deep in thought, and after a time exclaimed, “To
|
||
treat in such a manner the godson, the friend, the favourite of his
|
||
father!” She could have added, “A young man, too, like _you_, whose very
|
||
countenance may vouch for your being amiable.” But she contented herself
|
||
with--“And one, too, who had probably been his own companion from
|
||
childhood, connected together, as I think you said, in the closest
|
||
manner.”
|
||
|
||
“We were born in the same parish, within the same park; the greatest
|
||
part of our youth was passed together: inmates of the same house,
|
||
sharing the same amusements, objects of the same parental care. _My_
|
||
father began life in the profession which your uncle, Mr. Philips,
|
||
appears to do so much credit to; but he gave up everything to be of use
|
||
to the late Mr. Darcy, and devoted all his time to the care of the
|
||
Pemberley property. He was most highly esteemed by Mr. Darcy, a most
|
||
intimate, confidential friend. Mr. Darcy often acknowledged himself to
|
||
be under the greatest obligations to my father’s active superintendence;
|
||
and when, immediately before my father’s death, Mr. Darcy gave him a
|
||
voluntary promise of providing for me, I am convinced that he felt it
|
||
to be as much a debt of gratitude to _him_ as of affection to myself.”
|
||
|
||
“How strange!” cried Elizabeth. “How abominable! I wonder that the very
|
||
pride of this Mr. Darcy has not made him just to you. If from no better
|
||
motive, that he should not have been too proud to be dishonest,--for
|
||
dishonesty I must call it.”
|
||
|
||
“It _is_ wonderful,” replied Wickham; “for almost all his actions may be
|
||
traced to pride; and pride has often been his best friend. It has
|
||
connected him nearer with virtue than any other feeling. But we are none
|
||
of us consistent; and in his behaviour to me there were stronger
|
||
impulses even than pride.”
|
||
|
||
“Can such abominable pride as his have ever done him good?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; it has often led him to be liberal and generous; to give his money
|
||
freely, to display hospitality, to assist his tenants, and relieve the
|
||
poor. Family pride, and _filial_ pride, for he is very proud of what his
|
||
father was, have done this. Not to appear to disgrace his family, to
|
||
degenerate from the popular qualities, or lose the influence of the
|
||
Pemberley House, is a powerful motive. He has also _brotherly_ pride,
|
||
which, with _some_ brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and
|
||
careful guardian of his sister; and you will hear him generally cried up
|
||
as the most attentive and best of brothers.”
|
||
|
||
“What sort of a girl is Miss Darcy?”
|
||
|
||
He shook his head. “I wish I could call her amiable. It gives me pain to
|
||
speak ill of a Darcy; but she is too much like her brother,--very, very
|
||
proud. As a child, she was affectionate and pleasing, and extremely fond
|
||
of me; and I have devoted hours and hours to her amusement. But she is
|
||
nothing to me now. She is a handsome girl, about fifteen or sixteen,
|
||
and, I understand, highly accomplished. Since her father’s death her
|
||
home has been London, where a lady lives with her, and superintends her
|
||
education.”
|
||
|
||
After many pauses and many trials of other subjects, Elizabeth could not
|
||
help reverting once more to the first, and saying,--
|
||
|
||
“I am astonished at his intimacy with Mr. Bingley. How can Mr. Bingley,
|
||
who seems good-humour itself, and is, I really believe, truly amiable,
|
||
be in friendship with such a man? How can they suit each other? Do you
|
||
know Mr. Bingley?”
|
||
|
||
“Not at all.”
|
||
|
||
“He is a sweet-tempered, amiable, charming man. He cannot know what Mr.
|
||
Darcy is.”
|
||
|
||
“Probably not; but Mr. Darcy can please where he chooses. He does not
|
||
want abilities. He can be a conversible companion if he thinks it worth
|
||
his while. Among those who are at all his equals in consequence, he is a
|
||
very different man from what he is to the less prosperous. His pride
|
||
never deserts him; but with the rich he is liberal-minded, just,
|
||
sincere, rational, honourable, and, perhaps, agreeable,--allowing
|
||
something for fortune and figure.”
|
||
|
||
The whist party soon afterwards breaking up, the players gathered round
|
||
the other table, and Mr. Collins took his station between his cousin
|
||
Elizabeth and Mrs. Philips. The usual inquiries as to his success were
|
||
made by the latter. It had not been very great; he had lost every point;
|
||
but when Mrs. Philips began to express her concern thereupon, he assured
|
||
her, with much earnest gravity, that it was not of the least importance;
|
||
that he considered the money as a mere trifle, and begged she would not
|
||
make herself uneasy.
|
||
|
||
“I know very well, madam,” said he, “that when persons sit down to a
|
||
card table they must take their chance of these things,--and happily I
|
||
am not in such circumstances as to make five shillings any object. There
|
||
are, undoubtedly, many who could not say the same; but, thanks to Lady
|
||
Catherine de Bourgh, I am removed far beyond the necessity of regarding
|
||
little matters.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Wickham’s attention was caught; and after observing Mr. Collins for
|
||
a few moments, he asked Elizabeth in a low voice whether her relations
|
||
were very intimately acquainted with the family of De Bourgh.
|
||
|
||
“Lady Catherine de Bourgh,” she replied, “has very lately given him a
|
||
living. I hardly know how Mr. Collins was first introduced to her
|
||
notice, but he certainly has not known her long.”
|
||
|
||
“You know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne Darcy
|
||
were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present Mr. Darcy.”
|
||
|
||
“No, indeed, I did not. I knew nothing at all of Lady Catherine’s
|
||
connections. I never heard of her existence till the day before
|
||
yesterday.”
|
||
|
||
“Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune, and it is
|
||
believed that she and her cousin will unite the two estates.”
|
||
|
||
This information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor Miss
|
||
Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and useless her
|
||
affection for his sister and her praise of himself, if he were already
|
||
self-destined to another.
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Collins,” said she, “speaks highly both of Lady Catherine and her
|
||
daughter; but, from some particulars that he has related of her
|
||
Ladyship, I suspect his gratitude misleads him; and that, in spite of
|
||
her being his patroness, she is an arrogant, conceited woman.”
|
||
|
||
“I believe her to be both in a great degree,” replied Wickham; “I have
|
||
not seen her for many years; but I very well remember that I never liked
|
||
her, and that her manners were dictatorial and insolent. She has the
|
||
reputation of being remarkably sensible and clever; but I rather believe
|
||
she derives part of her abilities from her rank and fortune, part from
|
||
her authoritative manner, and the rest from the pride of her nephew, who
|
||
chooses that everyone connected with him should have an understanding of
|
||
the first class.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth allowed that he had given a very rational account of it, and
|
||
they continued talking together with mutual satisfaction till supper put
|
||
an end to cards, and gave the rest of the ladies their share of Mr.
|
||
Wickham’s attentions. There could be no conversation in the noise of
|
||
Mrs. Philips’s supper party, but his manners recommended him to
|
||
everybody. Whatever he said, was said well; and whatever he did, done
|
||
gracefully. Elizabeth went away with her head full of him. She could
|
||
think of nothing but of Mr. Wickham, and of what he had told her, all
|
||
the way home; but there was not time for her even to mention his name as
|
||
they went, for neither Lydia nor Mr. Collins were once silent. Lydia
|
||
talked incessantly of lottery tickets, of the fish she had lost and the
|
||
fish she had won; and Mr. Collins, in describing the civility of Mr. and
|
||
Mrs. Philips, protesting that he did not in the least regard his losses
|
||
at whist, enumerating all the dishes at supper, and repeatedly fearing
|
||
that he crowded his cousins, had more to say than he could well manage
|
||
before the carriage stopped at Longbourn House.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“delighted to see their dear friend again”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XVII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth related to Jane, the next day, what had passed between Mr.
|
||
Wickham and herself. Jane listened with astonishment and concern: she
|
||
knew not how to believe that Mr. Darcy could be so unworthy of Mr.
|
||
Bingley’s regard; and yet it was not in her nature to question the
|
||
veracity of a young man of such amiable appearance as Wickham. The
|
||
possibility of his having really endured such unkindness was enough to
|
||
interest all her tender feelings; and nothing therefore remained to be
|
||
done but to think well of them both, to defend the conduct of each, and
|
||
throw into the account of accident or mistake whatever could not be
|
||
otherwise explained.
|
||
|
||
“They have both,” said she, “been deceived, I dare say, in some way or
|
||
other, of which we can form no idea. Interested people have perhaps
|
||
misrepresented each to the other. It is, in short, impossible for us to
|
||
conjecture the causes or circumstances which may have alienated them,
|
||
without actual blame on either side.”
|
||
|
||
“Very true, indeed; and now, my dear Jane, what have you got to say in
|
||
behalf of the interested people who have probably been concerned in the
|
||
business? Do clear _them_, too, or we shall be obliged to think ill of
|
||
somebody.”
|
||
|
||
“Laugh as much as you choose, but you will not laugh me out of my
|
||
opinion. My dearest Lizzy, do but consider in what a disgraceful light
|
||
it places Mr. Darcy, to be treating his father’s favourite in such a
|
||
manner,--one whom his father had promised to provide for. It is
|
||
impossible. No man of common humanity, no man who had any value for his
|
||
character, could be capable of it. Can his most intimate friends be so
|
||
excessively deceived in him? Oh no.”
|
||
|
||
“I can much more easily believe Mr. Bingley’s being imposed on than that
|
||
Mr. Wickham should invent such a history of himself as he gave me last
|
||
night; names, facts, everything mentioned without ceremony. If it be not
|
||
so, let Mr. Darcy contradict it. Besides, there was truth in his looks.”
|
||
|
||
“It is difficult, indeed--it is distressing. One does not know what to
|
||
think.”
|
||
|
||
“I beg your pardon;--one knows exactly what to think.”
|
||
|
||
But Jane could think with certainty on only one point,--that Mr.
|
||
Bingley, if he _had been_ imposed on, would have much to suffer when
|
||
the affair became public.
|
||
|
||
The two young ladies were summoned from the shrubbery, where this
|
||
conversation passed, by the arrival of some of the very persons of whom
|
||
they had been speaking; Mr. Bingley and his sisters came to give their
|
||
personal invitation for the long expected ball at Netherfield, which was
|
||
fixed for the following Tuesday. The two ladies were delighted to see
|
||
their dear friend again, called it an age since they had met, and
|
||
repeatedly asked what she had been doing with herself since their
|
||
separation. To the rest of the family they paid little attention;
|
||
avoiding Mrs. Bennet as much as possible, saying not much to Elizabeth,
|
||
and nothing at all to the others. They were soon gone again, rising from
|
||
their seats with an activity which took their brother by surprise, and
|
||
hurrying off as if eager to escape from Mrs. Bennet’s civilities.
|
||
|
||
The prospect of the Netherfield ball was extremely agreeable to every
|
||
female of the family. Mrs. Bennet chose to consider it as given in
|
||
compliment to her eldest daughter, and was particularly flattered by
|
||
receiving the invitation from Mr. Bingley himself, instead of a
|
||
ceremonious card. Jane pictured to herself a happy evening in the
|
||
society of her two friends, and the attentions of their brother; and
|
||
Elizabeth thought with pleasure of dancing a great deal with Mr.
|
||
Wickham, and of seeing a confirmation of everything in Mr. Darcy’s look
|
||
and behaviour. The happiness anticipated by Catherine and Lydia depended
|
||
less on any single event, or any particular person; for though they
|
||
each, like Elizabeth, meant to dance half the evening with Mr. Wickham,
|
||
he was by no means the only partner who could satisfy them, and a ball
|
||
was, at any rate, a ball. And even Mary could assure her family that she
|
||
had no disinclination for it.
|
||
|
||
“While I can have my mornings to myself,” said she, “it is enough. I
|
||
think it is no sacrifice to join occasionally in evening engagements.
|
||
Society has claims on us all; and I profess myself one of those who
|
||
consider intervals of recreation and amusement as desirable for
|
||
everybody.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s spirits were so high on the occasion, that though she did
|
||
not often speak unnecessarily to Mr. Collins, she could not help asking
|
||
him whether he intended to accept Mr. Bingley’s invitation, and if he
|
||
did, whether he would think it proper to join in the evening’s
|
||
amusement; and she was rather surprised to find that he entertained no
|
||
scruple whatever on that head, and was very far from dreading a rebuke,
|
||
either from the Archbishop or Lady Catherine de Bourgh, by venturing to
|
||
dance.
|
||
|
||
“I am by no means of opinion, I assure you,” said he, “that a ball of
|
||
this kind, given by a young man of character, to respectable people, can
|
||
have any evil tendency; and I am so far from objecting to dancing
|
||
myself, that I shall hope to be honoured with the hands of all my fair
|
||
cousins in the course of the evening; and I take this opportunity of
|
||
soliciting yours, Miss Elizabeth, for the two first dances especially; a
|
||
preference which I trust my cousin Jane will attribute to the right
|
||
cause, and not to any disrespect for her.”
|
||
|
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Elizabeth felt herself completely taken in. She had fully proposed being
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||
engaged by Wickham for those very dances; and to have Mr. Collins
|
||
instead!--her liveliness had been never worse timed. There was no help
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||
for it, however. Mr. Wickham’s happiness and her own was perforce
|
||
delayed a little longer, and Mr. Collins’s proposal accepted with as
|
||
good a grace as she could. She was not the better pleased with his
|
||
gallantry, from the idea it suggested of something more. It now first
|
||
struck her, that _she_ was selected from among her sisters as worthy of
|
||
being the mistress of Hunsford Parsonage, and of assisting to form a
|
||
quadrille table at Rosings, in the absence of more eligible visitors.
|
||
The idea soon reached to conviction, as she observed his increasing
|
||
civilities towards herself, and heard his frequent attempt at a
|
||
compliment on her wit and vivacity; and though more astonished than
|
||
gratified herself by this effect of her charms, it was not long before
|
||
her mother gave her to understand that the probability of their marriage
|
||
was exceedingly agreeable to _her_. Elizabeth, however, did not choose
|
||
to take the hint, being well aware that a serious dispute must be the
|
||
consequence of any reply. Mr. Collins might never make the offer, and,
|
||
till he did, it was useless to quarrel about him.
|
||
|
||
If there had not been a Netherfield ball to prepare for and talk of, the
|
||
younger Miss Bennets would have been in a pitiable state at this time;
|
||
for, from the day of the invitation to the day of the ball, there was
|
||
such a succession of rain as prevented their walking to Meryton once. No
|
||
aunt, no officers, no news could be sought after; the very shoe-roses
|
||
for Netherfield were got by proxy. Even Elizabeth might have found some
|
||
trial of her patience in weather which totally suspended the improvement
|
||
of her acquaintance with Mr. Wickham; and nothing less than a dance on
|
||
Tuesday could have made such a Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday
|
||
endurable to Kitty and Lydia.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
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|
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[Illustration]
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|
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|
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|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XVIII.
|
||
|
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|
||
[Illustration]
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||
|
||
Till Elizabeth entered the drawing-room at Netherfield, and looked in
|
||
vain for Mr. Wickham among the cluster of red coats there assembled, a
|
||
doubt of his being present had never occurred to her. The certainty of
|
||
meeting him had not been checked by any of those recollections that
|
||
might not unreasonably have alarmed her. She had dressed with more than
|
||
usual care, and prepared in the highest spirits for the conquest of all
|
||
that remained unsubdued of his heart, trusting that it was not more than
|
||
might be won in the course of the evening. But in an instant arose the
|
||
dreadful suspicion of his being purposely omitted, for Mr. Darcy’s
|
||
pleasure, in the Bingleys’ invitation to the officers; and though this
|
||
was not exactly the case, the absolute fact of his absence was
|
||
pronounced by his friend Mr. Denny, to whom Lydia eagerly applied, and
|
||
who told them that Wickham had been obliged to go to town on business
|
||
the day before, and was not yet returned; adding, with a significant
|
||
smile,--
|
||
|
||
“I do not imagine his business would have called him away just now, if
|
||
he had not wished to avoid a certain gentleman here.”
|
||
|
||
This part of his intelligence, though unheard by Lydia, was caught by
|
||
Elizabeth; and, as it assured her that Darcy was not less answerable for
|
||
Wickham’s absence than if her first surmise had been just, every feeling
|
||
of displeasure against the former was so sharpened by immediate
|
||
disappointment, that she could hardly reply with tolerable civility to
|
||
the polite inquiries which he directly afterwards approached to make.
|
||
Attention, forbearance, patience with Darcy, was injury to Wickham. She
|
||
was resolved against any sort of conversation with him, and turned away
|
||
with a degree of ill-humour which she could not wholly surmount even in
|
||
speaking to Mr. Bingley, whose blind partiality provoked her.
|
||
|
||
But Elizabeth was not formed for ill-humour; and though every prospect
|
||
of her own was destroyed for the evening, it could not dwell long on her
|
||
spirits; and, having told all her griefs to Charlotte Lucas, whom she
|
||
had not seen for a week, she was soon able to make a voluntary
|
||
transition to the oddities of her cousin, and to point him out to her
|
||
particular notice. The two first dances, however, brought a return of
|
||
distress: they were dances of mortification. Mr. Collins, awkward and
|
||
solemn, apologizing instead of attending, and often moving wrong
|
||
without being aware of it, gave her all the shame and misery which a
|
||
disagreeable partner for a couple of dances can give. The moment of her
|
||
release from him was ecstasy.
|
||
|
||
She danced next with an officer, and had the refreshment of talking of
|
||
Wickham, and of hearing that he was universally liked. When those dances
|
||
were over, she returned to Charlotte Lucas, and was in conversation with
|
||
her, when she found herself suddenly addressed by Mr. Darcy, who took
|
||
her so much by surprise in his application for her hand, that, without
|
||
knowing what she did, she accepted him. He walked away again
|
||
immediately, and she was left to fret over her own want of presence of
|
||
mind: Charlotte tried to console her.
|
||
|
||
“I dare say you will find him very agreeable.”
|
||
|
||
“Heaven forbid! _That_ would be the greatest misfortune of all! To find
|
||
a man agreeable whom one is determined to hate! Do not wish me such an
|
||
evil.”
|
||
|
||
When the dancing recommenced, however, and Darcy approached to claim her
|
||
hand, Charlotte could not help cautioning her, in a whisper, not to be a
|
||
simpleton, and allow her fancy for Wickham to make her appear unpleasant
|
||
in the eyes of a man often times his consequence. Elizabeth made no
|
||
answer, and took her place in the set, amazed at the dignity to which
|
||
she was arrived in being allowed to stand opposite to Mr. Darcy, and
|
||
reading in her neighbours’ looks their equal amazement in beholding it.
|
||
They stood for some time without speaking a word; and she began to
|
||
imagine that their silence was to last through the two dances, and, at
|
||
first, was resolved not to break it; till suddenly fancying that it
|
||
would be the greater punishment to her partner to oblige him to talk,
|
||
she made some slight observation on the dance. He replied, and was again
|
||
silent. After a pause of some minutes, she addressed him a second time,
|
||
with--
|
||
|
||
“It is _your_ turn to say something now, Mr. Darcy. _I_ talked about the
|
||
dance, and _you_ ought to make some kind of remark on the size of the
|
||
room, or the number of couples.”
|
||
|
||
He smiled, and assured her that whatever she wished him to say should be
|
||
said.
|
||
|
||
“Very well; that reply will do for the present. Perhaps, by-and-by, I
|
||
may observe that private balls are much pleasanter than public ones; but
|
||
_now_ we may be silent.”
|
||
|
||
“Do you talk by rule, then, while you are dancing?”
|
||
|
||
“Sometimes. One must speak a little, you know. It would look odd to be
|
||
entirely silent for half an hour together; and yet, for the advantage of
|
||
_some_, conversation ought to be so arranged as that they may have the
|
||
trouble of saying as little as possible.”
|
||
|
||
“Are you consulting your own feelings in the present case, or do you
|
||
imagine that you are gratifying mine?”
|
||
|
||
“Both,” replied Elizabeth archly; “for I have always seen a great
|
||
similarity in the turn of our minds. We are each of an unsocial,
|
||
taciturn disposition, unwilling to speak, unless we expect to say
|
||
something that will amaze the whole room, and be handed down to
|
||
posterity with all the _éclat_ of a proverb.”
|
||
|
||
“This is no very striking resemblance of your own character, I am sure,”
|
||
said he. “How near it may be to _mine_, I cannot pretend to say. _You_
|
||
think it a faithful portrait, undoubtedly.”
|
||
|
||
“I must not decide on my own performance.”
|
||
|
||
He made no answer; and they were again silent till they had gone down
|
||
the dance, when he asked her if she and her sisters did not very often
|
||
walk to Meryton. She answered in the affirmative; and, unable to resist
|
||
the temptation, added, “When you met us there the other day, we had just
|
||
been forming a new acquaintance.”
|
||
|
||
The effect was immediate. A deeper shade of _hauteur_ overspread his
|
||
features, but he said not a word; and Elizabeth, though blaming herself
|
||
for her own weakness, could not go on. At length Darcy spoke, and in a
|
||
constrained manner said,--
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Wickham is blessed with such happy manners as may insure his
|
||
_making_ friends; whether he may be equally capable of _retaining_ them,
|
||
is less certain.”
|
||
|
||
“He has been so unlucky as to lose your friendship,” replied Elizabeth,
|
||
with emphasis, “and in a manner which he is likely to suffer from all
|
||
his life.”
|
||
|
||
Darcy made no answer, and seemed desirous of changing the subject. At
|
||
that moment Sir William Lucas appeared close to them, meaning to pass
|
||
through the set to the other side of the room; but, on perceiving Mr.
|
||
Darcy, he stopped, with a bow of superior courtesy, to compliment him on
|
||
his dancing and his partner.
|
||
|
||
“I have been most highly gratified, indeed, my dear sir; such very
|
||
superior dancing is not often seen. It is evident that you belong to the
|
||
first circles. Allow me to say, however, that your fair partner does not
|
||
disgrace you: and that I must hope to have this pleasure often repeated,
|
||
especially when a certain desirable event, my dear Miss Eliza (glancing
|
||
at her sister and Bingley), shall take place. What congratulations will
|
||
then flow in! I appeal to Mr. Darcy;--but let me not interrupt you, sir.
|
||
You will not thank me for detaining you from the bewitching converse of
|
||
that young lady, whose bright eyes are also upbraiding me.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Such very superior dancing is not
|
||
often seen.”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
The latter part of this address was scarcely heard by Darcy; but Sir
|
||
William’s allusion to his friend seemed to strike him forcibly, and his
|
||
eyes were directed, with a very serious expression, towards Bingley and
|
||
Jane, who were dancing together. Recovering himself, however, shortly,
|
||
he turned to his partner, and said,--
|
||
|
||
“Sir William’s interruption has made me forget what we were talking
|
||
of.”
|
||
|
||
“I do not think we were speaking at all. Sir William could not have
|
||
interrupted any two people in the room who had less to say for
|
||
themselves. We have tried two or three subjects already without success,
|
||
and what we are to talk of next I cannot imagine.”
|
||
|
||
“What think you of books?” said he, smiling.
|
||
|
||
“Books--oh no!--I am sure we never read the same, or not with the same
|
||
feelings.”
|
||
|
||
“I am sorry you think so; but if that be the case, there can at least be
|
||
no want of subject. We may compare our different opinions.”
|
||
|
||
“No--I cannot talk of books in a ball-room; my head is always full of
|
||
something else.”
|
||
|
||
“The _present_ always occupies you in such scenes--does it?” said he,
|
||
with a look of doubt.
|
||
|
||
“Yes, always,” she replied, without knowing what she said; for her
|
||
thoughts had wandered far from the subject, as soon afterwards appeared
|
||
by her suddenly exclaiming, “I remember hearing you once say, Mr. Darcy,
|
||
that you hardly ever forgave;--that your resentment, once created, was
|
||
unappeasable. You are very cautious, I suppose, as to its _being
|
||
created_?”
|
||
|
||
“I am,” said he, with a firm voice.
|
||
|
||
“And never allow yourself to be blinded by prejudice?”
|
||
|
||
“I hope not.”
|
||
|
||
“It is particularly incumbent on those who never change their opinion,
|
||
to be secure of judging properly at first.”
|
||
|
||
“May I ask to what these questions tend?”
|
||
|
||
“Merely to the illustration of _your_ character,” said she, endeavouring
|
||
to shake off her gravity. “I am trying to make it out.”
|
||
|
||
“And what is your success?”
|
||
|
||
She shook her head. “I do not get on at all. I hear such different
|
||
accounts of you as puzzle me exceedingly.”
|
||
|
||
“I can readily believe,” answered he, gravely, “that reports may vary
|
||
greatly with respect to me; and I could wish, Miss Bennet, that you were
|
||
not to sketch my character at the present moment, as there is reason to
|
||
fear that the performance would reflect no credit on either.”
|
||
|
||
“But if I do not take your likeness now, I may never have another
|
||
opportunity.”
|
||
|
||
“I would by no means suspend any pleasure of yours,” he coldly replied.
|
||
She said no more, and they went down the other dance and parted in
|
||
silence; on each side dissatisfied, though not to an equal degree; for
|
||
in Darcy’s breast there was a tolerably powerful feeling towards her,
|
||
which soon procured her pardon, and directed all his anger against
|
||
another.
|
||
|
||
They had not long separated when Miss Bingley came towards her, and,
|
||
with an expression of civil disdain, thus accosted her,--
|
||
|
||
“So, Miss Eliza, I hear you are quite delighted with George Wickham?
|
||
Your sister has been talking to me about him, and asking me a thousand
|
||
questions; and I find that the young man forgot to tell you, among his
|
||
other communications, that he was the son of old Wickham, the late Mr.
|
||
Darcy’s steward. Let me recommend you, however, as a friend, not to give
|
||
implicit confidence to all his assertions; for, as to Mr. Darcy’s using
|
||
him ill, it is perfectly false: for, on the contrary, he has been always
|
||
remarkably kind to him, though George Wickham has treated Mr. Darcy in a
|
||
most infamous manner. I do not know the particulars, but I know very
|
||
well that Mr. Darcy is not in the least to blame; that he cannot bear
|
||
to hear George Wickham mentioned; and that though my brother thought he
|
||
could not well avoid including him in his invitation to the officers, he
|
||
was excessively glad to find that he had taken himself out of the way.
|
||
His coming into the country at all is a most insolent thing, indeed, and
|
||
I wonder how he could presume to do it. I pity you, Miss Eliza, for this
|
||
discovery of your favourite’s guilt; but really, considering his
|
||
descent, one could not expect much better.”
|
||
|
||
“His guilt and his descent appear, by your account, to be the same,”
|
||
said Elizabeth, angrily; “for I have heard you accuse him of nothing
|
||
worse than of being the son of Mr. Darcy’s steward, and of _that_, I can
|
||
assure you, he informed me himself.”
|
||
|
||
“I beg your pardon,” replied Miss Bingley, turning away with a sneer.
|
||
“Excuse my interference; it was kindly meant.”
|
||
|
||
“Insolent girl!” said Elizabeth to herself. “You are much mistaken if
|
||
you expect to influence me by such a paltry attack as this. I see
|
||
nothing in it but your own wilful ignorance and the malice of Mr.
|
||
Darcy.” She then sought her eldest sister, who had undertaken to make
|
||
inquiries on the same subject of Bingley. Jane met her with a smile of
|
||
such sweet complacency, a glow of such happy expression, as sufficiently
|
||
marked how well she was satisfied with the occurrences of the evening.
|
||
Elizabeth instantly read her feelings; and, at that moment, solicitude
|
||
for Wickham, resentment against his enemies, and everything else, gave
|
||
way before the hope of Jane’s being in the fairest way for happiness.
|
||
|
||
“I want to know,” said she, with a countenance no less smiling than her
|
||
sister’s, “what you have learnt about Mr. Wickham. But perhaps you have
|
||
been too pleasantly engaged to think of any third person, in which case
|
||
you may be sure of my pardon.”
|
||
|
||
“No,” replied Jane, “I have not forgotten him; but I have nothing
|
||
satisfactory to tell you. Mr. Bingley does not know the whole of his
|
||
history, and is quite ignorant of the circumstances which have
|
||
principally offended Mr. Darcy; but he will vouch for the good conduct,
|
||
the probity and honour, of his friend, and is perfectly convinced that
|
||
Mr. Wickham has deserved much less attention from Mr. Darcy than he has
|
||
received; and I am sorry to say that by his account, as well as his
|
||
sister’s, Mr. Wickham is by no means a respectable young man. I am
|
||
afraid he has been very imprudent, and has deserved to lose Mr. Darcy’s
|
||
regard.”
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Bingley does not know Mr. Wickham himself.”
|
||
|
||
“No; he never saw him till the other morning at Meryton.”
|
||
|
||
“This account then is what he has received from Mr. Darcy. I am
|
||
perfectly satisfied. But what does he say of the living?”
|
||
|
||
“He does not exactly recollect the circumstances, though he has heard
|
||
them from Mr. Darcy more than once, but he believes that it was left to
|
||
him _conditionally_ only.”
|
||
|
||
“I have not a doubt of Mr. Bingley’s sincerity,” said Elizabeth warmly,
|
||
“but you must excuse my not being convinced by assurances only. Mr.
|
||
Bingley’s defence of his friend was a very able one, I dare say; but
|
||
since he is unacquainted with several parts of the story, and has learnt
|
||
the rest from that friend himself, I shall venture still to think of
|
||
both gentlemen as I did before.”
|
||
|
||
She then changed the discourse to one more gratifying to each, and on
|
||
which there could be no difference of sentiment. Elizabeth listened with
|
||
delight to the happy though modest hopes which Jane entertained of
|
||
Bingley’s regard, and said all in her power to heighten her confidence
|
||
in it. On their being joined by Mr. Bingley himself, Elizabeth withdrew
|
||
to Miss Lucas; to whose inquiry after the pleasantness of her last
|
||
partner she had scarcely replied, before Mr. Collins came up to them,
|
||
and told her with great exultation, that he had just been so fortunate
|
||
as to make a most important discovery.
|
||
|
||
“I have found out,” said he, “by a singular accident, that there is now
|
||
in the room a near relation to my patroness. I happened to overhear the
|
||
gentleman himself mentioning to the young lady who does the honours of
|
||
this house the names of his cousin Miss De Bourgh, and of her mother,
|
||
Lady Catherine. How wonderfully these sort of things occur! Who would
|
||
have thought of my meeting with--perhaps--a nephew of Lady Catherine de
|
||
Bourgh in this assembly! I am most thankful that the discovery is made
|
||
in time for me to pay my respects to him, which I am now going to do,
|
||
and trust he will excuse my not having done it before. My total
|
||
ignorance of the connection must plead my apology.”
|
||
|
||
“You are not going to introduce yourself to Mr. Darcy?”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed I am. I shall entreat his pardon for not having done it earlier.
|
||
I believe him to be Lady Catherine’s _nephew_. It will be in my power to
|
||
assure him that her Ladyship was quite well yesterday se’nnight.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth tried hard to dissuade him from such a scheme; assuring him
|
||
that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without introduction as
|
||
an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment to his aunt; that it
|
||
was not in the least necessary there should be any notice on either
|
||
side, and that if it were, it must belong to Mr. Darcy, the superior in
|
||
consequence, to begin the acquaintance. Mr. Collins listened to her with
|
||
the determined air of following his own inclination, and when she ceased
|
||
speaking, replied thus,--
|
||
|
||
“My dear Miss Elizabeth, I have the highest opinion in the world of your
|
||
excellent judgment in all matters within the scope of your
|
||
understanding, but permit me to say that there must be a wide difference
|
||
between the established forms of ceremony amongst the laity and those
|
||
which regulate the clergy; for, give me leave to observe that I consider
|
||
the clerical office as equal in point of dignity with the highest rank
|
||
in the kingdom--provided that a proper humility of behaviour is at the
|
||
same time maintained. You must, therefore, allow me to follow the
|
||
dictates of my conscience on this occasion, which lead me to perform
|
||
what I look on as a point of duty. Pardon me for neglecting to profit by
|
||
your advice, which on every other subject shall be my constant guide,
|
||
though in the case before us I consider myself more fitted by education
|
||
and habitual study to decide on what is right than a young lady like
|
||
yourself;” and with a low bow he left her to attack Mr. Darcy, whose
|
||
reception of his advances she eagerly watched, and whose astonishment at
|
||
being so addressed was very evident. Her cousin prefaced his speech with
|
||
a solemn bow, and though she could not hear a word of it, she felt as if
|
||
hearing it all, and saw in the motion of his lips the words “apology,”
|
||
“Hunsford,” and “Lady Catherine de Bourgh.” It vexed her to see him
|
||
expose himself to such a man. Mr. Darcy was eyeing him with
|
||
unrestrained wonder; and when at last Mr. Collins allowed him to speak,
|
||
replied with an air of distant civility. Mr. Collins, however, was not
|
||
discouraged from speaking again, and Mr. Darcy’s contempt seemed
|
||
abundantly increasing with the length of his second speech; and at the
|
||
end of it he only made him a slight bow, and moved another way: Mr.
|
||
Collins then returned to Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“I have no reason, I assure you,” said he, “to be dissatisfied with my
|
||
reception. Mr. Darcy seemed much pleased with the attention. He answered
|
||
me with the utmost civility, and even paid me the compliment of saying,
|
||
that he was so well convinced of Lady Catherine’s discernment as to be
|
||
certain she could never bestow a favour unworthily. It was really a very
|
||
handsome thought. Upon the whole, I am much pleased with him.”
|
||
|
||
As Elizabeth had no longer any interest of her own to pursue, she turned
|
||
her attention almost entirely on her sister and Mr. Bingley; and the
|
||
train of agreeable reflections which her observations gave birth to made
|
||
her perhaps almost as happy as Jane. She saw her in idea settled in that
|
||
very house, in all the felicity which a marriage of true affection could
|
||
bestow; and she felt capable, under such circumstances, of endeavouring
|
||
even to like Bingley’s two sisters. Her mother’s thoughts she plainly
|
||
saw were bent the same way, and she determined not to venture near her,
|
||
lest she might hear too much. When they sat down to supper, therefore,
|
||
she considered it a most unlucky perverseness which placed them within
|
||
one of each other; and deeply was she vexed to find that her mother was
|
||
talking to that one person (Lady Lucas) freely, openly, and of nothing
|
||
else but of her expectation that Jane would be soon married to Mr.
|
||
Bingley. It was an animating subject, and Mrs. Bennet seemed incapable
|
||
of fatigue while enumerating the advantages of the match. His being such
|
||
a charming young man, and so rich, and living but three miles from them,
|
||
were the first points of self-gratulation; and then it was such a
|
||
comfort to think how fond the two sisters were of Jane, and to be
|
||
certain that they must desire the connection as much as she could do. It
|
||
was, moreover, such a promising thing for her younger daughters, as
|
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Jane’s marrying so greatly must throw them in the way of other rich men;
|
||
and, lastly, it was so pleasant at her time of life to be able to
|
||
consign her single daughters to the care of their sister, that she might
|
||
not be obliged to go into company more than she liked. It was necessary
|
||
to make this circumstance a matter of pleasure, because on such
|
||
occasions it is the etiquette; but no one was less likely than Mrs.
|
||
Bennet to find comfort in staying at home at any period of her life. She
|
||
concluded with many good wishes that Lady Lucas might soon be equally
|
||
fortunate, though evidently and triumphantly believing there was no
|
||
chance of it.
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||
|
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In vain did Elizabeth endeavour to check the rapidity of her mother’s
|
||
words, or persuade her to describe her felicity in a less audible
|
||
whisper; for to her inexpressible vexation she could perceive that the
|
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chief of it was overheard by Mr. Darcy, who sat opposite to them. Her
|
||
mother only scolded her for being nonsensical.
|
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|
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“What is Mr. Darcy to me, pray, that I should be afraid of him? I am
|
||
sure we owe him no such particular civility as to be obliged to say
|
||
nothing _he_ may not like to hear.”
|
||
|
||
“For heaven’s sake, madam, speak lower. What advantage can it be to you
|
||
to offend Mr. Darcy? You will never recommend yourself to his friend by
|
||
so doing.”
|
||
|
||
Nothing that she could say, however, had any influence. Her mother would
|
||
talk of her views in the same intelligible tone. Elizabeth blushed and
|
||
blushed again with shame and vexation. She could not help frequently
|
||
glancing her eye at Mr. Darcy, though every glance convinced her of what
|
||
she dreaded; for though he was not always looking at her mother, she was
|
||
convinced that his attention was invariably fixed by her. The expression
|
||
of his face changed gradually from indignant contempt to a composed and
|
||
steady gravity.
|
||
|
||
At length, however, Mrs. Bennet had no more to say; and Lady Lucas, who
|
||
had been long yawning at the repetition of delights which she saw no
|
||
likelihood of sharing, was left to the comforts of cold ham and chicken.
|
||
Elizabeth now began to revive. But not long was the interval of
|
||
tranquillity; for when supper was over, singing was talked of, and she
|
||
had the mortification of seeing Mary, after very little entreaty,
|
||
preparing to oblige the company. By many significant looks and silent
|
||
entreaties did she endeavour to prevent such a proof of
|
||
complaisance,--but in vain; Mary would not understand them; such an
|
||
opportunity of exhibiting was delightful to her, and she began her song.
|
||
Elizabeth’s eyes were fixed on her, with most painful sensations; and
|
||
she watched her progress through the several stanzas with an impatience
|
||
which was very ill rewarded at their close; for Mary, on receiving
|
||
amongst the thanks of the table the hint of a hope that she might be
|
||
prevailed on to favour them again, after the pause of half a minute
|
||
began another. Mary’s powers were by no means fitted for such a display;
|
||
her voice was weak, and her manner affected. Elizabeth was in agonies.
|
||
She looked at Jane to see how she bore it; but Jane was very composedly
|
||
talking to Bingley. She looked at his two sisters, and saw them making
|
||
signs of derision at each other, and at Darcy, who continued, however,
|
||
impenetrably grave. She looked at her father to entreat his
|
||
interference, lest Mary should be singing all night. He took the hint,
|
||
and, when Mary had finished her second song, said aloud,--
|
||
|
||
“That will do extremely well, child. You have delighted us long enough.
|
||
Let the other young ladies have time to exhibit.”
|
||
|
||
Mary, though pretending not to hear, was somewhat disconcerted; and
|
||
Elizabeth, sorry for her, and sorry for her father’s speech, was afraid
|
||
her anxiety had done no good. Others of the party were now applied to.
|
||
|
||
“If I,” said Mr. Collins, “were so fortunate as to be able to sing, I
|
||
should have great pleasure, I am sure, in obliging the company with an
|
||
air; for I consider music as a very innocent diversion, and perfectly
|
||
compatible with the profession of a clergyman. I do not mean, however,
|
||
to assert that we can be justified in devoting too much of our time to
|
||
music, for there are certainly other things to be attended to. The
|
||
rector of a parish has much to do. In the first place, he must make such
|
||
an agreement for tithes as may be beneficial to himself and not
|
||
offensive to his patron. He must write his own sermons; and the time
|
||
that remains will not be too much for his parish duties, and the care
|
||
and improvement of his dwelling, which he cannot be excused from making
|
||
as comfortable as possible. And I do not think it of light importance
|
||
that he should have attentive and conciliatory manners towards
|
||
everybody, especially towards those to whom he owes his preferment. I
|
||
cannot acquit him of that duty; nor could I think well of the man who
|
||
should omit an occasion of testifying his respect towards anybody
|
||
connected with the family.” And with a bow to Mr. Darcy, he concluded
|
||
his speech, which had been spoken so loud as to be heard by half the
|
||
room. Many stared--many smiled; but no one looked more amused than Mr.
|
||
Bennet himself, while his wife seriously commended Mr. Collins for
|
||
having spoken so sensibly, and observed, in a half-whisper to Lady
|
||
Lucas, that he was a remarkably clever, good kind of young man.
|
||
|
||
To Elizabeth it appeared, that had her family made an agreement to
|
||
expose themselves as much as they could during the evening, it would
|
||
have been impossible for them to play their parts with more spirit, or
|
||
finer success; and happy did she think it for Bingley and her sister
|
||
that some of the exhibition had escaped his notice, and that his
|
||
feelings were not of a sort to be much distressed by the folly which he
|
||
must have witnessed. That his two sisters and Mr. Darcy, however, should
|
||
have such an opportunity of ridiculing her relations was bad enough; and
|
||
she could not determine whether the silent contempt of the gentleman, or
|
||
the insolent smiles of the ladies, were more intolerable.
|
||
|
||
The rest of the evening brought her little amusement. She was teased by
|
||
Mr. Collins, who continued most perseveringly by her side; and though he
|
||
could not prevail with her to dance with him again, put it out of her
|
||
power to dance with others. In vain did she entreat him to stand up with
|
||
somebody else, and offered to introduce him to any young lady in the
|
||
room. He assured her that, as to dancing, he was perfectly indifferent
|
||
to it; that his chief object was, by delicate attentions, to recommend
|
||
himself to her; and that he should therefore make a point of remaining
|
||
close to her the whole evening. There was no arguing upon such a
|
||
project. She owed her greatest relief to her friend Miss Lucas, who
|
||
often joined them, and good-naturedly engaged Mr. Collins’s conversation
|
||
to herself.
|
||
|
||
She was at least free from the offence of Mr. Darcy’s further notice:
|
||
though often standing within a very short distance of her, quite
|
||
disengaged, he never came near enough to speak. She felt it to be the
|
||
probable consequence of her allusions to Mr. Wickham, and rejoiced in
|
||
it.
|
||
|
||
The Longbourn party were the last of all the company to depart; and by a
|
||
manœuvre of Mrs. Bennet had to wait for their carriage a quarter of an
|
||
hour after everybody else was gone, which gave them time to see how
|
||
heartily they were wished away by some of the family. Mrs. Hurst and her
|
||
sister scarcely opened their mouths except to complain of fatigue, and
|
||
were evidently impatient to have the house to themselves. They repulsed
|
||
every attempt of Mrs. Bennet at conversation, and, by so doing, threw a
|
||
languor over the whole party, which was very little relieved by the long
|
||
speeches of Mr. Collins, who was complimenting Mr. Bingley and his
|
||
sisters on the elegance of their entertainment, and the hospitality and
|
||
politeness which had marked their behaviour to their guests. Darcy said
|
||
nothing at all. Mr. Bennet, in equal silence, was enjoying the scene.
|
||
Mr. Bingley and Jane were standing together a little detached from the
|
||
rest, and talked only to each other. Elizabeth preserved as steady a
|
||
silence as either Mrs. Hurst or Miss Bingley; and even Lydia was too
|
||
much fatigued to utter more than the occasional exclamation of “Lord,
|
||
how tired I am!” accompanied by a violent yawn.
|
||
|
||
When at length they arose to take leave, Mrs. Bennet was most pressingly
|
||
civil in her hope of seeing the whole family soon at Longbourn; and
|
||
addressed herself particularly to Mr. Bingley, to assure him how happy
|
||
he would make them, by eating a family dinner with them at any time,
|
||
without the ceremony of a formal invitation. Bingley was all grateful
|
||
pleasure; and he readily engaged for taking the earliest opportunity of
|
||
waiting on her after his return from London, whither he was obliged to
|
||
go the next day for a short time.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet was perfectly satisfied; and quitted the house under the
|
||
delightful persuasion that, allowing for the necessary preparations of
|
||
settlements, new carriages, and wedding clothes, she should undoubtedly
|
||
see her daughter settled at Netherfield in the course of three or four
|
||
months. Of having another daughter married to Mr. Collins she thought
|
||
with equal certainty, and with considerable, though not equal, pleasure.
|
||
Elizabeth was the least dear to her of all her children; and though the
|
||
man and the match were quite good enough for _her_, the worth of each
|
||
was eclipsed by Mr. Bingley and Netherfield.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“to assure you in the most animated language”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XIX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The next day opened a new scene at Longbourn. Mr. Collins made his
|
||
declaration in form. Having resolved to do it without loss of time, as
|
||
his leave of absence extended only to the following Saturday, and having
|
||
no feelings of diffidence to make it distressing to himself even at the
|
||
moment, he set about it in a very orderly manner, with all the
|
||
observances which he supposed a regular part of the business. On finding
|
||
Mrs. Bennet, Elizabeth, and one of the younger girls together, soon
|
||
after breakfast, he addressed the mother in these words,--
|
||
|
||
“May I hope, madam, for your interest with your fair daughter Elizabeth,
|
||
when I solicit for the honour of a private audience with her in the
|
||
course of this morning?”
|
||
|
||
Before Elizabeth had time for anything but a blush of surprise, Mrs.
|
||
Bennet instantly answered,--
|
||
|
||
“Oh dear! Yes, certainly. I am sure Lizzy will be very happy--I am sure
|
||
she can have no objection. Come, Kitty, I want you upstairs.” And
|
||
gathering her work together, she was hastening away, when Elizabeth
|
||
called out,--
|
||
|
||
“Dear ma’am, do not go. I beg you will not go. Mr. Collins must excuse
|
||
me. He can have nothing to say to me that anybody need not hear. I am
|
||
going away myself.”
|
||
|
||
“No, no, nonsense, Lizzy. I desire you will stay where you are.” And
|
||
upon Elizabeth’s seeming really, with vexed and embarrassed looks, about
|
||
to escape, she added, “Lizzy, I _insist_ upon your staying and hearing
|
||
Mr. Collins.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth would not oppose such an injunction; and a moment’s
|
||
consideration making her also sensible that it would be wisest to get it
|
||
over as soon and as quietly as possible, she sat down again, and tried
|
||
to conceal, by incessant employment, the feelings which were divided
|
||
between distress and diversion. Mrs. Bennet and Kitty walked off, and as
|
||
soon as they were gone, Mr. Collins began,--
|
||
|
||
“Believe me, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that your modesty, so far from
|
||
doing you any disservice, rather adds to your other perfections. You
|
||
would have been less amiable in my eyes had there _not_ been this little
|
||
unwillingness; but allow me to assure you that I have your respected
|
||
mother’s permission for this address. You can hardly doubt the purport
|
||
of my discourse, however your natural delicacy may lead you to
|
||
dissemble; my attentions have been too marked to be mistaken. Almost as
|
||
soon as I entered the house I singled you out as the companion of my
|
||
future life. But before I am run away with by my feelings on this
|
||
subject, perhaps it will be advisable for me to state my reasons for
|
||
marrying--and, moreover, for coming into Hertfordshire with the design
|
||
of selecting a wife, as I certainly did.”
|
||
|
||
The idea of Mr. Collins, with all his solemn composure, being run away
|
||
with by his feelings, made Elizabeth so near laughing that she could not
|
||
use the short pause he allowed in any attempt to stop him farther, and
|
||
he continued,--
|
||
|
||
“My reasons for marrying are, first, that I think it a right thing for
|
||
every clergyman in easy circumstances (like myself) to set the example
|
||
of matrimony in his parish; secondly, that I am convinced it will add
|
||
very greatly to my happiness; and, thirdly, which perhaps I ought to
|
||
have mentioned earlier, that it is the particular advice and
|
||
recommendation of the very noble lady whom I have the honour of calling
|
||
patroness. Twice has she condescended to give me her opinion (unasked
|
||
too!) on this subject; and it was but the very Saturday night before I
|
||
left Hunsford,--between our pools at quadrille, while Mrs. Jenkinson was
|
||
arranging Miss De Bourgh’s footstool,--that she said, ‘Mr. Collins, you
|
||
must marry. A clergyman like you must marry. Choose properly, choose a
|
||
gentlewoman for _my_ sake, and for your _own_; let her be an active,
|
||
useful sort of person, not brought up high, but able to make a small
|
||
income go a good way. This is my advice. Find such a woman as soon as
|
||
you can, bring her to Hunsford, and I will visit her.’ Allow me, by the
|
||
way, to observe, my fair cousin, that I do not reckon the notice and
|
||
kindness of Lady Catherine de Bourgh as among the least of the
|
||
advantages in my power to offer. You will find her manners beyond
|
||
anything I can describe; and your wit and vivacity, I think, must be
|
||
acceptable to her, especially when tempered with the silence and respect
|
||
which her rank will inevitably excite. Thus much for my general
|
||
intention in favour of matrimony; it remains to be told why my views
|
||
were directed to Longbourn instead of my own neighbourhood, where I
|
||
assure you there are many amiable young women. But the fact is, that
|
||
being, as I am, to inherit this estate after the death of your honoured
|
||
father (who, however, may live many years longer), I could not satisfy
|
||
myself without resolving to choose a wife from among his daughters, that
|
||
the loss to them might be as little as possible when the melancholy
|
||
event takes place--which, however, as I have already said, may not be
|
||
for several years. This has been my motive, my fair cousin, and I
|
||
flatter myself it will not sink me in your esteem. And now nothing
|
||
remains for me but to assure you in the most animated language of the
|
||
violence of my affection. To fortune I am perfectly indifferent, and
|
||
shall make no demand of that nature on your father, since I am well
|
||
aware that it could not be complied with; and that one thousand pounds
|
||
in the 4 per cents., which will not be yours till after your mother’s
|
||
decease, is all that you may ever be entitled to. On that head,
|
||
therefore, I shall be uniformly silent: and you may assure yourself that
|
||
no ungenerous reproach shall ever pass my lips when we are married.”
|
||
|
||
It was absolutely necessary to interrupt him now.
|
||
|
||
“You are too hasty, sir,” she cried. “You forget that I have made no
|
||
answer. Let me do it without further loss of time. Accept my thanks for
|
||
the compliment you are paying me. I am very sensible of the honour of
|
||
your proposals, but it is impossible for me to do otherwise than decline
|
||
them.”
|
||
|
||
“I am not now to learn,” replied Mr. Collins, with a formal wave of the
|
||
hand, “that it is usual with young ladies to reject the addresses of the
|
||
man whom they secretly mean to accept, when he first applies for their
|
||
favour; and that sometimes the refusal is repeated a second or even a
|
||
third time. I am, therefore, by no means discouraged by what you have
|
||
just said, and shall hope to lead you to the altar ere long.”
|
||
|
||
“Upon my word, sir,” cried Elizabeth, “your hope is rather an
|
||
extraordinary one after my declaration. I do assure you that I am not
|
||
one of those young ladies (if such young ladies there are) who are so
|
||
daring as to risk their happiness on the chance of being asked a second
|
||
time. I am perfectly serious in my refusal. You could not make _me_
|
||
happy, and I am convinced that I am the last woman in the world who
|
||
would make _you_ so. Nay, were your friend Lady Catherine to know me, I
|
||
am persuaded she would find me in every respect ill qualified for the
|
||
situation.”
|
||
|
||
“Were it certain that Lady Catherine would think so,” said Mr. Collins,
|
||
very gravely--“but I cannot imagine that her Ladyship would at all
|
||
disapprove of you. And you may be certain that when I have the honour of
|
||
seeing her again I shall speak in the highest terms of your modesty,
|
||
economy, and other amiable qualifications.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, Mr. Collins, all praise of me will be unnecessary. You must
|
||
give me leave to judge for myself, and pay me the compliment of
|
||
believing what I say. I wish you very happy and very rich, and by
|
||
refusing your hand, do all in my power to prevent your being otherwise.
|
||
In making me the offer, you must have satisfied the delicacy of your
|
||
feelings with regard to my family, and may take possession of Longbourn
|
||
estate whenever it falls, without any self-reproach. This matter may be
|
||
considered, therefore, as finally settled.” And rising as she thus
|
||
spoke, she would have quitted the room, had not Mr. Collins thus
|
||
addressed her,--
|
||
|
||
“When I do myself the honour of speaking to you next on the subject, I
|
||
shall hope to receive a more favourable answer than you have now given
|
||
me; though I am far from accusing you of cruelty at present, because I
|
||
know it to be the established custom of your sex to reject a man on the
|
||
first application, and, perhaps, you have even now said as much to
|
||
encourage my suit as would be consistent with the true delicacy of the
|
||
female character.”
|
||
|
||
“Really, Mr. Collins,” cried Elizabeth, with some warmth, “you puzzle me
|
||
exceedingly. If what I have hitherto said can appear to you in the form
|
||
of encouragement, I know not how to express my refusal in such a way as
|
||
may convince you of its being one.”
|
||
|
||
“You must give me leave to flatter myself, my dear cousin, that your
|
||
refusal of my addresses are merely words of course. My reasons for
|
||
believing it are briefly these:--It does not appear to me that my hand
|
||
is unworthy of your acceptance, or that the establishment I can offer
|
||
would be any other than highly desirable. My situation in life, my
|
||
connections with the family of De Bourgh, and my relationship to your
|
||
own, are circumstances highly in my favour; and you should take it into
|
||
further consideration that, in spite of your manifold attractions, it is
|
||
by no means certain that another offer of marriage may ever be made you.
|
||
Your portion is unhappily so small, that it will in all likelihood undo
|
||
the effects of your loveliness and amiable qualifications. As I must,
|
||
therefore, conclude that you are not serious in your rejection of me, I
|
||
shall choose to attribute it to your wish of increasing my love by
|
||
suspense, according to the usual practice of elegant females.”
|
||
|
||
“I do assure you, sir, that I have no pretensions whatever to that kind
|
||
of elegance which consists in tormenting a respectable man. I would
|
||
rather be paid the compliment of being believed sincere. I thank you
|
||
again and again for the honour you have done me in your proposals, but
|
||
to accept them is absolutely impossible. My feelings in every respect
|
||
forbid it. Can I speak plainer? Do not consider me now as an elegant
|
||
female intending to plague you, but as a rational creature speaking the
|
||
truth from her heart.”
|
||
|
||
“You are uniformly charming!” cried he, with an air of awkward
|
||
gallantry; “and I am persuaded that, when sanctioned by the express
|
||
authority of both your excellent parents, my proposals will not fail of
|
||
being acceptable.”
|
||
|
||
To such perseverance in wilful self-deception Elizabeth would make no
|
||
reply, and immediately and in silence withdrew; determined, that if he
|
||
persisted in considering her repeated refusals as flattering
|
||
encouragement, to apply to her father, whose negative might be uttered
|
||
in such a manner as must be decisive, and whose behaviour at least could
|
||
not be mistaken for the affectation and coquetry of an elegant female.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins was not left long to the silent contemplation of his
|
||
successful love; for Mrs. Bennet, having dawdled about in the vestibule
|
||
to watch for the end of the conference, no sooner saw Elizabeth open the
|
||
door and with quick step pass her towards the staircase, than she
|
||
entered the breakfast-room, and congratulated both him and herself in
|
||
warm terms on the happy prospect of their nearer connection. Mr. Collins
|
||
received and returned these felicitations with equal pleasure, and then
|
||
proceeded to relate the particulars of their interview, with the result
|
||
of which he trusted he had every reason to be satisfied, since the
|
||
refusal which his cousin had steadfastly given him would naturally flow
|
||
from her bashful modesty and the genuine delicacy of her character.
|
||
|
||
This information, however, startled Mrs. Bennet: she would have been
|
||
glad to be equally satisfied that her daughter had meant to encourage
|
||
him by protesting against his proposals, but she dared not believe it,
|
||
and could not help saying so.
|
||
|
||
“But depend upon it, Mr. Collins,” she added, “that Lizzy shall be
|
||
brought to reason. I will speak to her about it myself directly. She is
|
||
a very headstrong, foolish girl, and does not know her own interest; but
|
||
I will _make_ her know it.”
|
||
|
||
“Pardon me for interrupting you, madam,” cried Mr. Collins; “but if she
|
||
is really headstrong and foolish, I know not whether she would
|
||
altogether be a very desirable wife to a man in my situation, who
|
||
naturally looks for happiness in the marriage state. If, therefore, she
|
||
actually persists in rejecting my suit, perhaps it were better not to
|
||
force her into accepting me, because, if liable to such defects of
|
||
temper, she could not contribute much to my felicity.”
|
||
|
||
“Sir, you quite misunderstand me,” said Mrs. Bennet, alarmed. “Lizzy is
|
||
only headstrong in such matters as these. In everything else she is as
|
||
good-natured a girl as ever lived. I will go directly to Mr. Bennet, and
|
||
we shall very soon settle it with her, I am sure.”
|
||
|
||
She would not give him time to reply, but hurrying instantly to her
|
||
husband, called out, as she entered the library,--
|
||
|
||
“Oh, Mr. Bennet, you are wanted immediately; we are all in an uproar.
|
||
You must come and make Lizzy marry Mr. Collins, for she vows she will
|
||
not have him; and if you do not make haste he will change his mind and
|
||
not have _her_.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet raised his eyes from his book as she entered, and fixed them
|
||
on her face with a calm unconcern, which was not in the least altered by
|
||
her communication.
|
||
|
||
“I have not the pleasure of understanding you,” said he, when she had
|
||
finished her speech. “Of what are you talking?”
|
||
|
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“Of Mr. Collins and Lizzy. Lizzy declares she will not have Mr. Collins,
|
||
and Mr. Collins begins to say that he will not have Lizzy.”
|
||
|
||
“And what am I to do on the occasion? It seems a hopeless business.”
|
||
|
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“Speak to Lizzy about it yourself. Tell her that you insist upon her
|
||
marrying him.”
|
||
|
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“Let her be called down. She shall hear my opinion.”
|
||
|
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Mrs. Bennet rang the bell, and Miss Elizabeth was summoned to the
|
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library.
|
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|
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“Come here, child,” cried her father as she appeared. “I have sent for
|
||
you on an affair of importance. I understand that Mr. Collins has made
|
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you an offer of marriage. Is it true?”
|
||
|
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Elizabeth replied that it was.
|
||
|
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“Very well--and this offer of marriage you have refused?”
|
||
|
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“I have, sir.”
|
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|
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“Very well. We now come to the point. Your mother insists upon your
|
||
accepting it. Is it not so, Mrs. Bennet?”
|
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|
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“Yes, or I will never see her again.”
|
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|
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“An unhappy alternative is before you, Elizabeth. From this day you must
|
||
be a stranger to one of your parents. Your mother will never see you
|
||
again if you do _not_ marry Mr. Collins, and I will never see you again
|
||
if you _do_.”
|
||
|
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Elizabeth could not but smile at such a conclusion of such a beginning;
|
||
but Mrs. Bennet, who had persuaded herself that her husband regarded the
|
||
affair as she wished, was excessively disappointed.
|
||
|
||
“What do you mean, Mr. Bennet, by talking in this way? You promised me
|
||
to _insist_ upon her marrying him.”
|
||
|
||
“My dear,” replied her husband, “I have two small favours to request.
|
||
First, that you will allow me the free use of my understanding on the
|
||
present occasion; and, secondly, of my room. I shall be glad to have the
|
||
library to myself as soon as may be.”
|
||
|
||
Not yet, however, in spite of her disappointment in her husband, did
|
||
Mrs. Bennet give up the point. She talked to Elizabeth again and again;
|
||
coaxed and threatened her by turns. She endeavoured to secure Jane in
|
||
her interest, but Jane, with all possible mildness, declined
|
||
interfering; and Elizabeth, sometimes with real earnestness, and
|
||
sometimes with playful gaiety, replied to her attacks. Though her manner
|
||
varied, however, her determination never did.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins, meanwhile, was meditating in solitude on what had passed.
|
||
He thought too well of himself to comprehend on what motive his cousin
|
||
could refuse him; and though his pride was hurt, he suffered in no other
|
||
way. His regard for her was quite imaginary; and the possibility of her
|
||
deserving her mother’s reproach prevented his feeling any regret.
|
||
|
||
While the family were in this confusion, Charlotte Lucas came to spend
|
||
the day with them. She was met in the vestibule by Lydia, who, flying to
|
||
her, cried in a half whisper, “I am glad you are come, for there is such
|
||
fun here! What do you think has happened this morning? Mr. Collins has
|
||
made an offer to Lizzy, and she will not have him.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“they entered the breakfast room”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
Charlotte had hardly time to answer before they were joined by Kitty,
|
||
who came to tell the same news; and no sooner had they entered the
|
||
breakfast-room, where Mrs. Bennet was alone, than she likewise began on
|
||
the subject, calling on Miss Lucas for her compassion, and entreating
|
||
her to persuade her friend Lizzy to comply with the wishes of her
|
||
family. “Pray do, my dear Miss Lucas,” she added, in a melancholy tone;
|
||
“for nobody is on my side, nobody takes part with me; I am cruelly used,
|
||
nobody feels for my poor nerves.”
|
||
|
||
Charlotte’s reply was spared by the entrance of Jane and Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“Ay, there she comes,” continued Mrs. Bennet, “looking as unconcerned as
|
||
may be, and caring no more for us than if we were at York, provided she
|
||
can have her own way. But I tell you what, Miss Lizzy, if you take it
|
||
into your head to go on refusing every offer of marriage in this way,
|
||
you will never get a husband at all--and I am sure I do not know who is
|
||
to maintain you when your father is dead. _I_ shall not be able to keep
|
||
you--and so I warn you. I have done with you from this very day. I told
|
||
you in the library, you know, that I should never speak to you again,
|
||
and you will find me as good as my word. I have no pleasure in talking
|
||
to undutiful children. Not that I have much pleasure, indeed, in talking
|
||
to anybody. People who suffer as I do from nervous complaints can have
|
||
no great inclination for talking. Nobody can tell what I suffer! But it
|
||
is always so. Those who do not complain are never pitied.”
|
||
|
||
Her daughters listened in silence to this effusion, sensible that any
|
||
attempt to reason with or soothe her would only increase the irritation.
|
||
She talked on, therefore, without interruption from any of them till
|
||
they were joined by Mr. Collins, who entered with an air more stately
|
||
than usual, and on perceiving whom, she said to the girls,--
|
||
|
||
“Now, I do insist upon it, that you, all of you, hold your tongues, and
|
||
let Mr. Collins and me have a little conversation together.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth passed quietly out of the room, Jane and Kitty followed, but
|
||
Lydia stood her ground, determined to hear all she could; and Charlotte,
|
||
detained first by the civility of Mr. Collins, whose inquiries after
|
||
herself and all her family were very minute, and then by a little
|
||
curiosity, satisfied herself with walking to the window and pretending
|
||
not to hear. In a doleful voice Mrs. Bennet thus began the projected
|
||
conversation:--
|
||
|
||
“Oh, Mr. Collins!”
|
||
|
||
“My dear madam,” replied he, “let us be for ever silent on this point.
|
||
Far be it from me,” he presently continued, in a voice that marked his
|
||
displeasure, “to resent the behaviour of your daughter. Resignation to
|
||
inevitable evils is the duty of us all: the peculiar duty of a young man
|
||
who has been so fortunate as I have been, in early preferment; and, I
|
||
trust, I am resigned. Perhaps not the less so from feeling a doubt of my
|
||
positive happiness had my fair cousin honoured me with her hand; for I
|
||
have often observed, that resignation is never so perfect as when the
|
||
blessing denied begins to lose somewhat of its value in our estimation.
|
||
You will not, I hope, consider me as showing any disrespect to your
|
||
family, my dear madam, by thus withdrawing my pretensions to your
|
||
daughter’s favour, without having paid yourself and Mr. Bennet the
|
||
compliment of requesting you to interpose your authority in my behalf.
|
||
My conduct may, I fear, be objectionable in having accepted my
|
||
dismission from your daughter’s lips instead of your own; but we are all
|
||
liable to error. I have certainly meant well through the whole affair.
|
||
My object has been to secure an amiable companion for myself, with due
|
||
consideration for the advantage of all your family; and if my _manner_
|
||
has been at all reprehensible, I here beg leave to apologize.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The discussion of Mr. Collins’s offer was now nearly at an end, and
|
||
Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable feelings necessarily
|
||
attending it, and occasionally from some peevish allusion of her mother.
|
||
As for the gentleman himself, _his_ feelings were chiefly expressed, not
|
||
by embarrassment or dejection, or by trying to avoid her, but by
|
||
stiffness of manner and resentful silence. He scarcely ever spoke to
|
||
her; and the assiduous attentions which he had been so sensible of
|
||
himself were transferred for the rest of the day to Miss Lucas, whose
|
||
civility in listening to him was a seasonable relief to them all, and
|
||
especially to her friend.
|
||
|
||
The morrow produced no abatement of Mrs. Bennet’s ill humour or ill
|
||
health. Mr. Collins was also in the same state of angry pride. Elizabeth
|
||
had hoped that his resentment might shorten his visit, but his plan did
|
||
not appear in the least affected by it. He was always to have gone on
|
||
Saturday, and to Saturday he still meant to stay.
|
||
|
||
After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton, to inquire if Mr. Wickham
|
||
were returned, and to lament over his absence from the Netherfield ball.
|
||
He joined them on their entering the town, and attended them to their
|
||
aunt’s, where his regret and vexation and the concern of everybody were
|
||
well talked over. To Elizabeth, however, he voluntarily acknowledged
|
||
that the necessity of his absence _had_ been self-imposed.
|
||
|
||
“I found,” said he, “as the time drew near, that I had better not meet
|
||
Mr. Darcy;--that to be in the same room, the same party with him for so
|
||
many hours together, might be more than I could bear, and that scenes
|
||
might arise unpleasant to more than myself.”
|
||
|
||
She highly approved his forbearance; and they had leisure for a full
|
||
discussion of it, and for all the commendations which they civilly
|
||
bestowed on each other, as Wickham and another officer walked back with
|
||
them to Longbourn, and during the walk he particularly attended to her.
|
||
His accompanying them was a double advantage: she felt all the
|
||
compliment it offered to herself; and it was most acceptable as an
|
||
occasion of introducing him to her father and mother.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: “Walked back with them”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
Soon after their return, a letter was delivered to Miss Bennet; it came
|
||
from Netherfield, and was opened immediately. The envelope contained a
|
||
sheet of elegant, little, hot-pressed paper, well covered with a lady’s
|
||
fair, flowing hand; and Elizabeth saw her sister’s countenance change as
|
||
she read it, and saw her dwelling intently on some particular passages.
|
||
Jane recollected herself soon; and putting the letter away, tried to
|
||
join, with her usual cheerfulness, in the general conversation: but
|
||
Elizabeth felt an anxiety on the subject which drew off her attention
|
||
even from Wickham; and no sooner had he and his companion taken leave,
|
||
than a glance from Jane invited her to follow her upstairs. When they
|
||
had gained their own room, Jane, taking out her letter, said, “This is
|
||
from Caroline Bingley: what it contains has surprised me a good deal.
|
||
The whole party have left Netherfield by this time, and are on their way
|
||
to town; and without any intention of coming back again. You shall hear
|
||
what she says.”
|
||
|
||
She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the information
|
||
of their having just resolved to follow their brother to town directly,
|
||
and of their meaning to dine that day in Grosvenor Street, where Mr.
|
||
Hurst had a house. The next was in these words:--“‘I do not pretend to
|
||
regret anything I shall leave in Hertfordshire except your society, my
|
||
dearest friend; but we will hope, at some future period, to enjoy many
|
||
returns of that delightful intercourse we have known, and in the
|
||
meanwhile may lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent and most
|
||
unreserved correspondence. I depend on you for that.’” To these
|
||
high-flown expressions Elizabeth listened with all the insensibility of
|
||
distrust; and though the suddenness of their removal surprised her, she
|
||
saw nothing in it really to lament: it was not to be supposed that their
|
||
absence from Netherfield would prevent Mr. Bingley’s being there; and as
|
||
to the loss of their society, she was persuaded that Jane must soon
|
||
cease to regard it in the enjoyment of his.
|
||
|
||
“It is unlucky,” said she, after a short pause, “that you should not be
|
||
able to see your friends before they leave the country. But may we not
|
||
hope that the period of future happiness, to which Miss Bingley looks
|
||
forward, may arrive earlier than she is aware, and that the delightful
|
||
intercourse you have known as friends will be renewed with yet greater
|
||
satisfaction as sisters? Mr. Bingley will not be detained in London by
|
||
them.”
|
||
|
||
“Caroline decidedly says that none of the party will return into
|
||
Hertfordshire this winter. I will read it to you.
|
||
|
||
“‘When my brother left us yesterday, he imagined that the business which
|
||
took him to London might be concluded in three or four days; but as we
|
||
are certain it cannot be so, and at the same time convinced that when
|
||
Charles gets to town he will be in no hurry to leave it again, we have
|
||
determined on following him thither, that he may not be obliged to spend
|
||
his vacant hours in a comfortless hotel. Many of my acquaintance are
|
||
already there for the winter: I wish I could hear that you, my dearest
|
||
friend, had any intention of making one in the crowd, but of that I
|
||
despair. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire may abound in
|
||
the gaieties which that season generally brings, and that your beaux
|
||
will be so numerous as to prevent your feeling the loss of the three of
|
||
whom we shall deprive you.’
|
||
|
||
“It is evident by this,” added Jane, “that he comes back no more this
|
||
winter.”
|
||
|
||
“It is only evident that Miss Bingley does not mean he _should_.”
|
||
|
||
“Why will you think so? It must be his own doing; he is his own master.
|
||
But you do not know _all_. I _will_ read you the passage which
|
||
particularly hurts me. I will have no reserves from _you_. ‘Mr. Darcy is
|
||
impatient to see his sister; and to confess the truth, _we_ are scarcely
|
||
less eager to meet her again. I really do not think Georgiana Darcy has
|
||
her equal for beauty, elegance, and accomplishments; and the affection
|
||
she inspires in Louisa and myself is heightened into something still
|
||
more interesting from the hope we dare to entertain of her being
|
||
hereafter our sister. I do not know whether I ever before mentioned to
|
||
you my feelings on this subject, but I will not leave the country
|
||
without confiding them, and I trust you will not esteem them
|
||
unreasonable. My brother admires her greatly already; he will have
|
||
frequent opportunity now of seeing her on the most intimate footing; her
|
||
relations all wish the connection as much as his own; and a sister’s
|
||
partiality is not misleading me, I think, when I call Charles most
|
||
capable of engaging any woman’s heart. With all these circumstances to
|
||
favour an attachment, and nothing to prevent it, am I wrong, my dearest
|
||
Jane, in indulging the hope of an event which will secure the happiness
|
||
of so many?’ What think you of _this_ sentence, my dear Lizzy?” said
|
||
Jane, as she finished it. “Is it not clear enough? Does it not expressly
|
||
declare that Caroline neither expects nor wishes me to be her sister;
|
||
that she is perfectly convinced of her brother’s indifference; and that
|
||
if she suspects the nature of my feelings for him she means (most
|
||
kindly!) to put me on my guard. Can there be any other opinion on the
|
||
subject?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, there can; for mine is totally different. Will you hear it?”
|
||
|
||
“Most willingly.”
|
||
|
||
“You shall have it in a few words. Miss Bingley sees that her brother is
|
||
in love with you and wants him to marry Miss Darcy. She follows him to
|
||
town in the hope of keeping him there, and tries to persuade you that he
|
||
does not care about you.”
|
||
|
||
Jane shook her head.
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, Jane, you ought to believe me. No one who has ever seen you
|
||
together can doubt his affection; Miss Bingley, I am sure, cannot: she
|
||
is not such a simpleton. Could she have seen half as much love in Mr.
|
||
Darcy for herself, she would have ordered her wedding clothes. But the
|
||
case is this:--we are not rich enough or grand enough for them; and she
|
||
is the more anxious to get Miss Darcy for her brother, from the notion
|
||
that when there has been _one_ inter-marriage, she may have less trouble
|
||
in achieving a second; in which there is certainly some ingenuity, and I
|
||
dare say it would succeed if Miss de Bourgh were out of the way. But, my
|
||
dearest Jane, you cannot seriously imagine that, because Miss Bingley
|
||
tells you her brother greatly admires Miss Darcy, he is in the smallest
|
||
degree less sensible of _your_ merit than when he took leave of you on
|
||
Tuesday; or that it will be in her power to persuade him that, instead
|
||
of being in love with you, he is very much in love with her friend.”
|
||
|
||
“If we thought alike of Miss Bingley,” replied Jane, “your
|
||
representation of all this might make me quite easy. But I know the
|
||
foundation is unjust. Caroline is incapable of wilfully deceiving
|
||
anyone; and all that I can hope in this case is, that she is deceived
|
||
herself.”
|
||
|
||
“That is right. You could not have started a more happy idea, since you
|
||
will not take comfort in mine: believe her to be deceived, by all means.
|
||
You have now done your duty by her, and must fret no longer.”
|
||
|
||
“But, my dear sister, can I be happy, even supposing the best, in
|
||
accepting a man whose sisters and friends are all wishing him to marry
|
||
elsewhere?”
|
||
|
||
“You must decide for yourself,” said Elizabeth; “and if, upon mature
|
||
deliberation, you find that the misery of disobliging his two sisters is
|
||
more than equivalent to the happiness of being his wife, I advise you,
|
||
by all means, to refuse him.”
|
||
|
||
“How can you talk so?” said Jane, faintly smiling; “you must know, that,
|
||
though I should be exceedingly grieved at their disapprobation, I could
|
||
not hesitate.”
|
||
|
||
“I did not think you would; and that being the case, I cannot consider
|
||
your situation with much compassion.”
|
||
|
||
“But if he returns no more this winter, my choice will never be
|
||
required. A thousand things may arise in six months.”
|
||
|
||
The idea of his returning no more Elizabeth treated with the utmost
|
||
contempt. It appeared to her merely the suggestion of Caroline’s
|
||
interested wishes; and she could not for a moment suppose that those
|
||
wishes, however openly or artfully spoken, could influence a young man
|
||
so totally independent of everyone.
|
||
|
||
She represented to her sister, as forcibly as possible, what she felt on
|
||
the subject, and had soon the pleasure of seeing its happy effect.
|
||
Jane’s temper was not desponding; and she was gradually led to hope,
|
||
though the diffidence of affection sometimes overcame the hope, that
|
||
Bingley would return to Netherfield, and answer every wish of her heart.
|
||
|
||
They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear of the departure of the
|
||
family, without being alarmed on the score of the gentleman’s conduct;
|
||
but even this partial communication gave her a great deal of concern,
|
||
and she bewailed it as exceedingly unlucky that the ladies should happen
|
||
to go away just as they were all getting so intimate together. After
|
||
lamenting it, however, at some length, she had the consolation of
|
||
thinking that Mr. Bingley would be soon down again, and soon dining at
|
||
Longbourn; and the conclusion of all was the comfortable declaration,
|
||
that, though he had been invited only to a family dinner, she would take
|
||
care to have two full courses.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The Bennets were engaged to dine with the Lucases; and again, during the
|
||
chief of the day, was Miss Lucas so kind as to listen to Mr. Collins.
|
||
Elizabeth took an opportunity of thanking her. “It keeps him in good
|
||
humour,” said she, “and I am more obliged to you than I can express.”
|
||
|
||
Charlotte assured her friend of her satisfaction in being useful, and
|
||
that it amply repaid her for the little sacrifice of her time. This was
|
||
very amiable; but Charlotte’s kindness extended farther than Elizabeth
|
||
had any conception of:--its object was nothing less than to secure her
|
||
from any return of Mr. Collins’s addresses, by engaging them towards
|
||
herself. Such was Miss Lucas’s scheme; and appearances were so
|
||
favourable, that when they parted at night, she would have felt almost
|
||
sure of success if he had not been to leave Hertfordshire so very soon.
|
||
But here she did injustice to the fire and independence of his
|
||
character; for it led him to escape out of Longbourn House the next
|
||
morning with admirable slyness, and hasten to Lucas Lodge to throw
|
||
himself at her feet. He was anxious to avoid the notice of his cousins,
|
||
from a conviction that, if they saw him depart, they could not fail to
|
||
conjecture his design, and he was not willing to have the attempt known
|
||
till its success could be known likewise; for, though feeling almost
|
||
secure, and with reason, for Charlotte had been tolerably encouraging,
|
||
he was comparatively diffident since the adventure of Wednesday. His
|
||
reception, however, was of the most flattering kind. Miss Lucas
|
||
perceived him from an upper window as he walked towards the house, and
|
||
instantly set out to meet him accidentally in the lane. But little had
|
||
she dared to hope that so much love and eloquence awaited her there.
|
||
|
||
In as short a time as Mr. Collins’s long speeches would allow,
|
||
everything was settled between them to the satisfaction of both; and as
|
||
they entered the house, he earnestly entreated her to name the day that
|
||
was to make him the happiest of men; and though such a solicitation must
|
||
be waived for the present, the lady felt no inclination to trifle with
|
||
his happiness. The stupidity with which he was favoured by nature must
|
||
guard his courtship from any charm that could make a woman wish for its
|
||
continuance; and Miss Lucas, who accepted him solely from the pure and
|
||
disinterested desire of an establishment, cared not how soon that
|
||
establishment were gained.
|
||
|
||
Sir William and Lady Lucas were speedily applied to for their consent;
|
||
and it was bestowed with a most joyful alacrity. Mr. Collins’s present
|
||
circumstances made it a most eligible match for their daughter, to whom
|
||
they could give little fortune; and his prospects of future wealth were
|
||
exceedingly fair. Lady Lucas began directly to calculate, with more
|
||
interest than the matter had ever
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“So much love and eloquence”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
excited before, how many years longer Mr. Bennet was likely to live; and
|
||
Sir William gave it as his decided opinion, that whenever Mr. Collins
|
||
should be in possession of the Longbourn estate, it would be highly
|
||
expedient that both he and his wife should make their appearance at St.
|
||
James’s. The whole family in short were properly overjoyed on the
|
||
occasion. The younger girls formed hopes of _coming out_ a year or two
|
||
sooner than they might otherwise have done; and the boys were relieved
|
||
from their apprehension of Charlotte’s dying an old maid. Charlotte
|
||
herself was tolerably composed. She had gained her point, and had time
|
||
to consider of it. Her reflections were in general satisfactory. Mr.
|
||
Collins, to be sure, was neither sensible nor agreeable: his society was
|
||
irksome, and his attachment to her must be imaginary. But still he would
|
||
be her husband. Without thinking highly either of men or of matrimony,
|
||
marriage had always been her object: it was the only honourable
|
||
provision for well-educated young women of small fortune, and, however
|
||
uncertain of giving happiness, must be their pleasantest preservative
|
||
from want. This preservative she had now obtained; and at the age of
|
||
twenty-seven, without having ever been handsome, she felt all the good
|
||
luck of it. The least agreeable circumstance in the business was the
|
||
surprise it must occasion to Elizabeth Bennet, whose friendship she
|
||
valued beyond that of any other person. Elizabeth would wonder, and
|
||
probably would blame her; and though her resolution was not to be
|
||
shaken, her feelings must be hurt by such a disapprobation. She resolved
|
||
to give her the information herself; and therefore charged Mr. Collins,
|
||
when he returned to Longbourn to dinner, to drop no hint of what had
|
||
passed before any of the family. A promise of secrecy was of course very
|
||
dutifully given, but it could not be kept without difficulty; for the
|
||
curiosity excited by his long absence burst forth in such very direct
|
||
questions on his return, as required some ingenuity to evade, and he was
|
||
at the same time exercising great self-denial, for he was longing to
|
||
publish his prosperous love.
|
||
|
||
As he was to begin his journey too early on the morrow to see any of
|
||
the family, the ceremony of leave-taking was performed when the ladies
|
||
moved for the night; and Mrs. Bennet, with great politeness and
|
||
cordiality, said how happy they should be to see him at Longbourn again,
|
||
whenever his other engagements might allow him to visit them.
|
||
|
||
“My dear madam,” he replied, “this invitation is particularly
|
||
gratifying, because it is what I have been hoping to receive; and you
|
||
may be very certain that I shall avail myself of it as soon as
|
||
possible.”
|
||
|
||
They were all astonished; and Mr. Bennet, who could by no means wish for
|
||
so speedy a return, immediately said,--
|
||
|
||
“But is there not danger of Lady Catherine’s disapprobation here, my
|
||
good sir? You had better neglect your relations than run the risk of
|
||
offending your patroness.”
|
||
|
||
“My dear sir,” replied Mr. Collins, “I am particularly obliged to you
|
||
for this friendly caution, and you may depend upon my not taking so
|
||
material a step without her Ladyship’s concurrence.”
|
||
|
||
“You cannot be too much on your guard. Risk anything rather than her
|
||
displeasure; and if you find it likely to be raised by your coming to us
|
||
again, which I should think exceedingly probable, stay quietly at home,
|
||
and be satisfied that _we_ shall take no offence.”
|
||
|
||
“Believe me, my dear sir, my gratitude is warmly excited by such
|
||
affectionate attention; and, depend upon it, you will speedily receive
|
||
from me a letter of thanks for this as well as for every other mark of
|
||
your regard during my stay in Hertfordshire. As for my fair cousins,
|
||
though my absence may not be long enough to render it necessary, I shall
|
||
now take the liberty of wishing them health and happiness, not excepting
|
||
my cousin Elizabeth.”
|
||
|
||
With proper civilities, the ladies then withdrew; all of them equally
|
||
surprised to find that he meditated a quick return. Mrs. Bennet wished
|
||
to understand by it that he thought of paying his addresses to one of
|
||
her younger girls, and Mary might have been prevailed on to accept him.
|
||
She rated his abilities much higher than any of the others: there was a
|
||
solidity in his reflections which often struck her; and though by no
|
||
means so clever as herself, she thought that, if encouraged to read and
|
||
improve himself by such an example as hers, he might become a very
|
||
agreeable companion. But on the following morning every hope of this
|
||
kind was done away. Miss Lucas called soon after breakfast, and in a
|
||
private conference with Elizabeth related the event of the day before.
|
||
|
||
The possibility of Mr. Collins’s fancying himself in love with her
|
||
friend had once occurred to Elizabeth within the last day or two: but
|
||
that Charlotte could encourage him seemed almost as far from possibility
|
||
as that she could encourage him herself; and her astonishment was
|
||
consequently so great as to overcome at first the bounds of decorum, and
|
||
she could not help crying out,--
|
||
|
||
“Engaged to Mr. Collins! my dear Charlotte, impossible!”
|
||
|
||
The steady countenance which Miss Lucas had commanded in telling her
|
||
story gave way to a momentary confusion here on receiving so direct a
|
||
reproach; though, as it was no more than she expected, she soon regained
|
||
her composure, and calmly replied,--
|
||
|
||
“Why should you be surprised, my dear Eliza? Do you think it incredible
|
||
that Mr. Collins should be able to procure any woman’s good opinion,
|
||
because he was not so happy as to succeed with you?”
|
||
|
||
But Elizabeth had now recollected herself; and, making a strong effort
|
||
for it, was able to assure her, with tolerable firmness, that the
|
||
prospect of their relationship was highly grateful to her, and that she
|
||
wished her all imaginable happiness.
|
||
|
||
“I see what you are feeling,” replied Charlotte; “you must be surprised,
|
||
very much surprised, so lately as Mr. Collins was wishing to marry you.
|
||
But when you have had time to think it all over, I hope you will be
|
||
satisfied with what I have done. I am not romantic, you know. I never
|
||
was. I ask only a comfortable home; and, considering Mr. Collins’s
|
||
character, connections, and situation in life, I am convinced that my
|
||
chance of happiness with him is as fair as most people can boast on
|
||
entering the marriage state.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth quietly answered “undoubtedly;” and, after an awkward pause,
|
||
they returned to the rest of the family. Charlotte did not stay much
|
||
longer; and Elizabeth was then left to reflect on what she had heard. It
|
||
was a long time before she became at all reconciled to the idea of so
|
||
unsuitable a match. The strangeness of Mr. Collins’s making two offers
|
||
of marriage within three days was nothing in comparison of his being now
|
||
accepted. She had always felt that Charlotte’s opinion of matrimony was
|
||
not exactly like her own; but she could not have supposed it possible
|
||
that, when called into action, she would have sacrificed every better
|
||
feeling to worldly advantage. Charlotte, the wife of Mr. Collins, was a
|
||
most humiliating picture! And to the pang of a friend disgracing
|
||
herself, and sunk in her esteem, was added the distressing conviction
|
||
that it was impossible for that friend to be tolerably happy in the lot
|
||
she had chosen.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Protested he must be entirely mistaken.”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was sitting with her mother and sisters, reflecting on what
|
||
she had heard, and doubting whether she was authorized to mention it,
|
||
when Sir William Lucas himself appeared, sent by his daughter to
|
||
announce her engagement to the family. With many compliments to them,
|
||
and much self-gratulation on the prospect of a connection between the
|
||
houses, he unfolded the matter,--to an audience not merely wondering,
|
||
but incredulous; for Mrs. Bennet, with more perseverance than
|
||
politeness, protested he must be entirely mistaken; and Lydia, always
|
||
unguarded and often uncivil, boisterously exclaimed,--
|
||
|
||
“Good Lord! Sir William, how can you tell such a story? Do not you know
|
||
that Mr. Collins wants to marry Lizzy?”
|
||
|
||
Nothing less than the complaisance of a courtier could have borne
|
||
without anger such treatment: but Sir William’s good-breeding carried
|
||
him through it all; and though he begged leave to be positive as to the
|
||
truth of his information, he listened to all their impertinence with the
|
||
most forbearing courtesy.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, feeling it incumbent on her to relieve him from so unpleasant
|
||
a situation, now put herself forward to confirm his account, by
|
||
mentioning her prior knowledge of it from Charlotte herself; and
|
||
endeavoured to put a stop to the exclamations of her mother and sisters,
|
||
by the earnestness of her congratulations to Sir William, in which she
|
||
was readily joined by Jane, and by making a variety of remarks on the
|
||
happiness that might be expected from the match, the excellent character
|
||
of Mr. Collins, and the convenient distance of Hunsford from London.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet was, in fact, too much overpowered to say a great deal while
|
||
Sir William remained; but no sooner had he left them than her feelings
|
||
found a rapid vent. In the first place, she persisted in disbelieving
|
||
the whole of the matter; secondly, she was very sure that Mr. Collins
|
||
had been taken in; thirdly, she trusted that they would never be happy
|
||
together; and, fourthly, that the match might be broken off. Two
|
||
inferences, however, were plainly deduced from the whole: one, that
|
||
Elizabeth was the real cause of all the mischief; and the other, that
|
||
she herself had been barbarously used by them all; and on these two
|
||
points she principally dwelt during the rest of the day. Nothing could
|
||
console and nothing appease her. Nor did that day wear out her
|
||
resentment. A week elapsed before she could see Elizabeth without
|
||
scolding her: a month passed away before she could speak to Sir William
|
||
or Lady Lucas without being rude; and many months were gone before she
|
||
could at all forgive their daughter.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet’s emotions were much more tranquil on the occasion, and such
|
||
as he did experience he pronounced to be of a most agreeable sort; for
|
||
it gratified him, he said, to discover that Charlotte Lucas, whom he had
|
||
been used to think tolerably sensible, was as foolish as his wife, and
|
||
more foolish than his daughter!
|
||
|
||
Jane confessed herself a little surprised at the match: but she said
|
||
less of her astonishment than of her earnest desire for their happiness;
|
||
nor could Elizabeth persuade her to consider it as improbable. Kitty and
|
||
Lydia were far from envying Miss Lucas, for Mr. Collins was only a
|
||
clergyman; and it affected them in no other way than as a piece of news
|
||
to spread at Meryton.
|
||
|
||
Lady Lucas could not be insensible of triumph on being able to retort on
|
||
Mrs. Bennet the comfort of having a daughter well married; and she
|
||
called at Longbourn rather oftener than usual to say how happy she was,
|
||
though Mrs. Bennet’s sour looks and ill-natured remarks might have been
|
||
enough to drive happiness away.
|
||
|
||
Between Elizabeth and Charlotte there was a restraint which kept them
|
||
mutually silent on the subject; and Elizabeth felt persuaded that no
|
||
real confidence could ever subsist between them again. Her
|
||
disappointment in Charlotte made her turn with fonder regard to her
|
||
sister, of whose rectitude and delicacy she was sure her opinion could
|
||
never be shaken, and for whose happiness she grew daily more anxious, as
|
||
Bingley had now been gone a week, and nothing was heard of his return.
|
||
|
||
Jane had sent Caroline an early answer to her letter, and was counting
|
||
the days till she might reasonably hope to hear again. The promised
|
||
letter of thanks from Mr. Collins arrived on Tuesday, addressed to their
|
||
father, and written with all the solemnity of gratitude which a
|
||
twelve-month’s abode in the family might have prompted. After
|
||
discharging his conscience on that head, he proceeded to inform them,
|
||
with many rapturous expressions, of his happiness in having obtained the
|
||
affection of their amiable neighbour, Miss Lucas, and then explained
|
||
that it was merely with the view of enjoying her society that he had
|
||
been so ready to close with their kind wish of seeing him again at
|
||
Longbourn, whither he hoped to be able to return on Monday fortnight;
|
||
for Lady Catherine, he added, so heartily approved his marriage, that
|
||
she wished it to take place as soon as possible, which he trusted would
|
||
be an unanswerable argument with his amiable Charlotte to name an early
|
||
day for making him the happiest of men.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins’s return into Hertfordshire was no longer a matter of
|
||
pleasure to Mrs. Bennet. On the contrary, she was as much disposed to
|
||
complain of it as her husband. It was very strange that he should come
|
||
to Longbourn instead of to Lucas Lodge; it was also very inconvenient
|
||
and exceedingly troublesome. She hated having visitors in the house
|
||
while her health was so indifferent, and lovers were of all people the
|
||
most disagreeable. Such were the gentle murmurs of Mrs. Bennet, and they
|
||
gave way only to the greater distress of Mr. Bingley’s continued
|
||
absence.
|
||
|
||
Neither Jane nor Elizabeth were comfortable on this subject. Day after
|
||
day passed away without bringing any other tidings of him than the
|
||
report which shortly prevailed in Meryton of his coming no more to
|
||
Netherfield the whole winter; a report which highly incensed Mrs.
|
||
Bennet, and which she never failed to contradict as a most scandalous
|
||
falsehood.
|
||
|
||
Even Elizabeth began to fear--not that Bingley was indifferent--but that
|
||
his sisters would be successful in keeping him away. Unwilling as she
|
||
was to admit an idea so destructive to Jane’s happiness, and so
|
||
dishonourable to the stability of her lover, she could not prevent its
|
||
frequently recurring. The united efforts of his two unfeeling sisters,
|
||
and of his overpowering friend, assisted by the attractions of Miss
|
||
Darcy and the amusements of London, might be too much, she feared, for
|
||
the strength of his attachment.
|
||
|
||
As for Jane, _her_ anxiety under this suspense was, of course, more
|
||
painful than Elizabeth’s: but whatever she felt she was desirous of
|
||
concealing; and between herself and Elizabeth, therefore, the subject
|
||
was never alluded to. But as no such delicacy restrained her mother, an
|
||
hour seldom passed in which she did not talk of Bingley, express her
|
||
impatience for his arrival, or even require Jane to confess that if he
|
||
did not come back she should think herself very ill-used. It needed all
|
||
Jane’s steady mildness to bear these attacks with tolerable
|
||
tranquillity.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins returned most punctually on the Monday fortnight, but his
|
||
reception at Longbourn was not quite so gracious as it had been on his
|
||
first introduction. He was too happy, however, to need much attention;
|
||
and, luckily for the others, the business of love-making relieved them
|
||
from a great deal of his company. The chief of every day was spent by
|
||
him at Lucas Lodge, and he sometimes returned to Longbourn only in time
|
||
to make an apology for his absence before the family went to bed.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“_Whenever she spoke in a low voice_”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet was really in a most pitiable state. The very mention of
|
||
anything concerning the match threw her into an agony of ill-humour, and
|
||
wherever she went she was sure of hearing it talked of. The sight of
|
||
Miss Lucas was odious to her. As her successor in that house, she
|
||
regarded her with jealous abhorrence. Whenever Charlotte came to see
|
||
them, she concluded her to be anticipating the hour of possession; and
|
||
whenever she spoke in a low voice to Mr. Collins, was convinced that
|
||
they were talking of the Longbourn estate, and resolving to turn herself
|
||
and her daughters out of the house as soon as Mr. Bennet was dead. She
|
||
complained bitterly of all this to her husband.
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, Mr. Bennet,” said she, “it is very hard to think that Charlotte
|
||
Lucas should ever be mistress of this house, that _I_ should be forced
|
||
to make way for _her_, and live to see her take my place in it!”
|
||
|
||
“My dear, do not give way to such gloomy thoughts. Let us hope for
|
||
better things. Let us flatter ourselves that _I_ may be the survivor.”
|
||
|
||
This was not very consoling to Mrs. Bennet; and, therefore, instead of
|
||
making any answer, she went on as before.
|
||
|
||
“I cannot bear to think that they should have all this estate. If it was
|
||
not for the entail, I should not mind it.”
|
||
|
||
“What should not you mind?”
|
||
|
||
“I should not mind anything at all.”
|
||
|
||
“Let us be thankful that you are preserved from a state of such
|
||
insensibility.”
|
||
|
||
“I never can be thankful, Mr. Bennet, for anything about the entail. How
|
||
anyone could have the conscience to entail away an estate from one’s own
|
||
daughters I cannot understand; and all for the sake of Mr. Collins, too!
|
||
Why should _he_ have it more than anybody else?”
|
||
|
||
“I leave it to yourself to determine,” said Mr. Bennet.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXIV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley’s letter arrived, and put an end to doubt. The very first
|
||
sentence conveyed the assurance of their being all settled in London for
|
||
the winter, and concluded with her brother’s regret at not having had
|
||
time to pay his respects to his friends in Hertfordshire before he left
|
||
the country.
|
||
|
||
Hope was over, entirely over; and when Jane could attend to the rest of
|
||
the letter, she found little, except the professed affection of the
|
||
writer, that could give her any comfort. Miss Darcy’s praise occupied
|
||
the chief of it. Her many attractions were again dwelt on; and Caroline
|
||
boasted joyfully of their increasing intimacy, and ventured to predict
|
||
the accomplishment of the wishes which had been unfolded in her former
|
||
letter. She wrote also with great pleasure of her brother’s being an
|
||
inmate of Mr. Darcy’s house, and mentioned with raptures some plans of
|
||
the latter with regard to new furniture.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, to whom Jane very soon communicated the chief of all this,
|
||
heard it in silent indignation. Her heart was divided between concern
|
||
for her sister and resentment against all others. To Caroline’s
|
||
assertion of her brother’s being partial to Miss Darcy, she paid no
|
||
credit. That he was really fond of Jane, she doubted no more than she
|
||
had ever done; and much as she had always been disposed to like him, she
|
||
could not think without anger, hardly without contempt, on that easiness
|
||
of temper, that want of proper resolution, which now made him the slave
|
||
of his designing friends, and led him to sacrifice his own happiness to
|
||
the caprice of their inclinations. Had his own happiness, however, been
|
||
the only sacrifice, he might have been allowed to sport with it in
|
||
whatever manner he thought best; but her sister’s was involved in it, as
|
||
she thought he must be sensible himself. It was a subject, in short, on
|
||
which reflection would be long indulged, and must be unavailing. She
|
||
could think of nothing else; and yet, whether Bingley’s regard had
|
||
really died away, or were suppressed by his friends’ interference;
|
||
whether he had been aware of Jane’s attachment, or whether it had
|
||
escaped his observation; whichever were the case, though her opinion of
|
||
him must be materially affected by the difference, her sister’s
|
||
situation remained the same, her peace equally wounded.
|
||
|
||
A day or two passed before Jane had courage to speak of her feelings to
|
||
Elizabeth; but at last, on Mrs. Bennet’s leaving them together, after a
|
||
longer irritation than usual about Netherfield and its master, she could
|
||
not help saying,--
|
||
|
||
“O that my dear mother had more command over herself! she can have no
|
||
idea of the pain she gives me by her continual reflections on him. But I
|
||
will not repine. It cannot last long. He will be forgot, and we shall
|
||
all be as we were before.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth looked at her sister with incredulous solicitude, but said
|
||
nothing.
|
||
|
||
“You doubt me,” cried Jane, slightly colouring; “indeed, you have no
|
||
reason. He may live in my memory as the most amiable man of my
|
||
acquaintance but that is all. I have nothing either to hope or fear, and
|
||
nothing to reproach him with. Thank God I have not _that_ pain. A little
|
||
time, therefore--I shall certainly try to get the better----”
|
||
|
||
With a stronger voice she soon added, “I have this comfort immediately,
|
||
that it has not been more than an error of fancy on my side, and that it
|
||
has done no harm to anyone but myself.”
|
||
|
||
“My dear Jane,” exclaimed Elizabeth, “you are too good. Your sweetness
|
||
and disinterestedness are really angelic; I do not know what to say to
|
||
you. I feel as if I had never done you justice, or loved you as you
|
||
deserve.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bennet eagerly disclaimed all extraordinary merit, and threw back
|
||
the praise on her sister’s warm affection.
|
||
|
||
“Nay,” said Elizabeth, “this is not fair. _You_ wish to think all the
|
||
world respectable, and are hurt if I speak ill of anybody. _I_ only want
|
||
to think _you_ perfect, and you set yourself against it. Do not be
|
||
afraid of my running into any excess, of my encroaching on your
|
||
privilege of universal good-will. You need not. There are few people
|
||
whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see
|
||
of the world the more am I dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms
|
||
my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the
|
||
little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of either merit
|
||
or sense. I have met with two instances lately: one I will not mention,
|
||
the other is Charlotte’s marriage. It is unaccountable! in every view it
|
||
is unaccountable!”
|
||
|
||
“My dear Lizzy, do not give way to such feelings as these. They will
|
||
ruin your happiness. You do not make allowance enough for difference of
|
||
situation and temper. Consider Mr. Collins’s respectability, and
|
||
Charlotte’s prudent, steady character. Remember that she is one of a
|
||
large family; that as to fortune it is a most eligible match; and be
|
||
ready to believe, for everybody’s sake, that she may feel something like
|
||
regard and esteem for our cousin.”
|
||
|
||
“To oblige you, I would try to believe almost anything, but no one else
|
||
could be benefited by such a belief as this; for were I persuaded that
|
||
Charlotte had any regard for him, I should only think worse of her
|
||
understanding than I now do of her heart. My dear Jane, Mr. Collins is a
|
||
conceited, pompous, narrow-minded, silly man: you know he is, as well as
|
||
I do; and you must feel, as well as I do, that the woman who marries him
|
||
cannot have a proper way of thinking. You shall not defend her, though
|
||
it is Charlotte Lucas. You shall not, for the sake of one individual,
|
||
change the meaning of principle and integrity, nor endeavour to persuade
|
||
yourself or me, that selfishness is prudence, and insensibility of
|
||
danger security for happiness.”
|
||
|
||
“I must think your language too strong in speaking of both,” replied
|
||
Jane; “and I hope you will be convinced of it, by seeing them happy
|
||
together. But enough of this. You alluded to something else. You
|
||
mentioned _two_ instances. I cannot misunderstand you, but I entreat
|
||
you, dear Lizzy, not to pain me by thinking _that person_ to blame, and
|
||
saying your opinion of him is sunk. We must not be so ready to fancy
|
||
ourselves intentionally injured. We must not expect a lively young man
|
||
to be always so guarded and circumspect. It is very often nothing but
|
||
our own vanity that deceives us. Women fancy admiration means more than
|
||
it does.”
|
||
|
||
“And men take care that they should.”
|
||
|
||
“If it is designedly done, they cannot be justified; but I have no idea
|
||
of there being so much design in the world as some persons imagine.”
|
||
|
||
“I am far from attributing any part of Mr. Bingley’s conduct to design,”
|
||
said Elizabeth; “but, without scheming to do wrong, or to make others
|
||
unhappy, there may be error and there may be misery. Thoughtlessness,
|
||
want of attention to other people’s feelings, and want of resolution,
|
||
will do the business.”
|
||
|
||
“And do you impute it to either of those?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; to the last. But if I go on I shall displease you by saying what I
|
||
think of persons you esteem. Stop me, whilst you can.”
|
||
|
||
“You persist, then, in supposing his sisters influence him?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, in conjunction with his friend.”
|
||
|
||
“I cannot believe it. Why should they try to influence him? They can
|
||
only wish his happiness; and if he is attached to me no other woman can
|
||
secure it.”
|
||
|
||
“Your first position is false. They may wish many things besides his
|
||
happiness: they may wish his increase of wealth and consequence; they
|
||
may wish him to marry a girl who has all the importance of money, great
|
||
connections, and pride.”
|
||
|
||
“Beyond a doubt they do wish him to choose Miss Darcy,” replied Jane;
|
||
“but this may be from better feelings than you are supposing. They have
|
||
known her much longer than they have known me; no wonder if they love
|
||
her better. But, whatever may be their own wishes, it is very unlikely
|
||
they should have opposed their brother’s. What sister would think
|
||
herself at liberty to do it, unless there were something very
|
||
objectionable? If they believed him attached to me they would not try to
|
||
part us; if he were so, they could not succeed. By supposing such an
|
||
affection, you make everybody acting unnaturally and wrong, and me most
|
||
unhappy. Do not distress me by the idea. I am not ashamed of having been
|
||
mistaken--or, at least, it is slight, it is nothing in comparison of
|
||
what I should feel in thinking ill of him or his sisters. Let me take it
|
||
in the best light, in the light in which it may be understood.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could not oppose such a wish; and from this time Mr. Bingley’s
|
||
name was scarcely ever mentioned between them.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet still continued to wonder and repine at his returning no
|
||
more; and though a day seldom passed in which Elizabeth did not account
|
||
for it clearly, there seemed little chance of her ever considering it
|
||
with less perplexity. Her daughter endeavoured to convince her of what
|
||
she did not believe herself, that his attentions to Jane had been merely
|
||
the effect of a common and transient liking, which ceased when he saw
|
||
her no more; but though the probability of the statement was admitted at
|
||
the time, she had the same story to repeat every day. Mrs. Bennet’s best
|
||
comfort was, that Mr. Bingley must be down again in the summer.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet treated the matter differently. “So, Lizzy,” said he, one
|
||
day, “your sister is crossed in love, I find. I congratulate her. Next
|
||
to being married, a girl likes to be crossed in love a little now and
|
||
then. It is something to think of, and gives her a sort of distinction
|
||
among her companions. When is your turn to come? You will hardly bear to
|
||
be long outdone by Jane. Now is your time. Here are officers enough at
|
||
Meryton to disappoint all the young ladies in the country. Let Wickham
|
||
be your man. He is a pleasant fellow, and would jilt you creditably.”
|
||
|
||
“Thank you, sir, but a less agreeable man would satisfy me. We must not
|
||
all expect Jane’s good fortune.”
|
||
|
||
“True,” said Mr. Bennet; “but it is a comfort to think that, whatever of
|
||
that kind may befall you, you have an affectionate mother who will
|
||
always make the most of it.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Wickham’s society was of material service in dispelling the gloom
|
||
which the late perverse occurrences had thrown on many of the Longbourn
|
||
family. They saw him often, and to his other recommendations was now
|
||
added that of general unreserve. The whole of what Elizabeth had already
|
||
heard, his claims on Mr. Darcy, and all that he had suffered from him,
|
||
was now openly acknowledged and publicly canvassed; and everybody was
|
||
pleased to think how much they had always disliked Mr. Darcy before they
|
||
had known anything of the matter.
|
||
|
||
Miss Bennet was the only creature who could suppose there might be any
|
||
extenuating circumstances in the case unknown to the society of
|
||
Hertfordshire: her mild and steady candour always pleaded for
|
||
allowances, and urged the possibility of mistakes; but by everybody else
|
||
Mr. Darcy was condemned as the worst of men.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
After a week spent in professions of love and schemes of felicity, Mr.
|
||
Collins was called from his amiable Charlotte by the arrival of
|
||
Saturday. The pain of separation, however, might be alleviated on his
|
||
side by preparations for the reception of his bride, as he had reason to
|
||
hope, that shortly after his next return into Hertfordshire, the day
|
||
would be fixed that was to make him the happiest of men. He took leave
|
||
of his relations at Longbourn with as much solemnity as before; wished
|
||
his fair cousins health and happiness again, and promised their father
|
||
another letter of thanks.
|
||
|
||
On the following Monday, Mrs. Bennet had the pleasure of receiving her
|
||
brother and his wife, who came, as usual, to spend the Christmas at
|
||
Longbourn. Mr. Gardiner was a sensible, gentlemanlike man, greatly
|
||
superior to his sister, as well by nature as education. The Netherfield
|
||
ladies would have had difficulty in believing that a man who lived by
|
||
trade, and within view of his own warehouses, could have been so
|
||
well-bred and agreeable. Mrs. Gardiner, who was several years younger
|
||
than Mrs. Bennet and Mrs. Philips, was an amiable, intelligent, elegant
|
||
woman, and a great favourite with her Longbourn nieces. Between the two
|
||
eldest and herself especially, there subsisted a very particular regard.
|
||
They had frequently been staying with her in town.
|
||
|
||
The first part of Mrs. Gardiner’s business, on her arrival, was to
|
||
distribute her presents and describe the newest fashions. When this was
|
||
done, she had a less active part to play. It became her turn to listen.
|
||
Mrs. Bennet had many grievances to relate, and much to complain of. They
|
||
had all been very ill-used since she last saw her sister. Two of her
|
||
girls had been on the point of marriage, and after all there was nothing
|
||
in it.
|
||
|
||
“I do not blame Jane,” she continued, “for Jane would have got Mr.
|
||
Bingley if she could. But, Lizzy! Oh, sister! it is very hard to think
|
||
that she might have been Mr. Collins’s wife by this time, had not it
|
||
been for her own perverseness. He made her an offer in this very room,
|
||
and she refused him. The consequence of it is, that Lady Lucas will have
|
||
a daughter married before I have, and that Longbourn estate is just as
|
||
much entailed as ever. The Lucases are very artful people, indeed,
|
||
sister. They are all for what they can get. I am sorry to say it of
|
||
them, but so it is. It makes me very nervous and poorly, to be thwarted
|
||
so in my own family, and to have neighbours who think of themselves
|
||
before anybody else. However, your coming just at this time is the
|
||
greatest of comforts, and I am very glad to hear what you tell us of
|
||
long sleeves.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner, to whom the chief of this news had been given before, in
|
||
the course of Jane and Elizabeth’s correspondence with her, made her
|
||
sister a slight answer, and, in compassion to her nieces, turned the
|
||
conversation.
|
||
|
||
When alone with Elizabeth afterwards, she spoke more on the subject.
|
||
“It seems likely to have been a desirable match for Jane,” said she. “I
|
||
am sorry it went off. But these things happen so often! A young man,
|
||
such as you describe Mr. Bingley, so easily falls in love with a pretty
|
||
girl for a few weeks, and, when accident separates them, so easily
|
||
forgets her, that these sort of inconstancies are very frequent.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Offended two or three young ladies”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“An excellent consolation in its way,” said Elizabeth; “but it will not
|
||
do for _us_. We do not suffer by accident. It does not often happen
|
||
that the interference of friends will persuade a young man of
|
||
independent fortune to think no more of a girl whom he was violently in
|
||
love with only a few days before.”
|
||
|
||
“But that expression of ‘violently in love’ is so hackneyed, so
|
||
doubtful, so indefinite, that it gives me very little idea. It is as
|
||
often applied to feelings which arise only from a half hour’s
|
||
acquaintance, as to a real, strong attachment. Pray, how _violent was_
|
||
Mr. Bingley’s love?”
|
||
|
||
“I never saw a more promising inclination; he was growing quite
|
||
inattentive to other people, and wholly engrossed by her. Every time
|
||
they met, it was more decided and remarkable. At his own ball he
|
||
offended two or three young ladies by not asking them to dance; and I
|
||
spoke to him twice myself without receiving an answer. Could there be
|
||
finer symptoms? Is not general incivility the very essence of love?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes! of that kind of love which I suppose him to have felt. Poor
|
||
Jane! I am sorry for her, because, with her disposition, she may not get
|
||
over it immediately. It had better have happened to _you_, Lizzy; you
|
||
would have laughed yourself out of it sooner. But do you think she would
|
||
be prevailed on to go back with us? Change of scene might be of
|
||
service--and perhaps a little relief from home may be as useful as
|
||
anything.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was exceedingly pleased with this proposal, and felt persuaded
|
||
of her sister’s ready acquiescence.
|
||
|
||
“I hope,” added Mrs. Gardiner, “that no consideration with regard to
|
||
this young man will influence her. We live in so different a part of
|
||
town, all our connections are so different, and, as you well know, we go
|
||
out so little, that it is very improbable they should meet at all,
|
||
unless he really comes to see her.”
|
||
|
||
“And _that_ is quite impossible; for he is now in the custody of his
|
||
friend, and Mr. Darcy would no more suffer him to call on Jane in such a
|
||
part of London! My dear aunt, how could you think of it? Mr. Darcy may,
|
||
perhaps, have _heard_ of such a place as Gracechurch Street, but he
|
||
would hardly think a month’s ablution enough to cleanse him from its
|
||
impurities, were he once to enter it; and, depend upon it, Mr. Bingley
|
||
never stirs without him.”
|
||
|
||
“So much the better. I hope they will not meet at all. But does not Jane
|
||
correspond with his sister? _She_ will not be able to help calling.”
|
||
|
||
“She will drop the acquaintance entirely.”
|
||
|
||
But, in spite of the certainty in which Elizabeth affected to place this
|
||
point, as well as the still more interesting one of Bingley’s being
|
||
withheld from seeing Jane, she felt a solicitude on the subject which
|
||
convinced her, on examination, that she did not consider it entirely
|
||
hopeless. It was possible, and sometimes she thought it probable, that
|
||
his affection might be re-animated, and the influence of his friends
|
||
successfully combated by the more natural influence of Jane’s
|
||
attractions.
|
||
|
||
Miss Bennet accepted her aunt’s invitation with pleasure; and the
|
||
Bingleys were no otherwise in her thoughts at the same time than as she
|
||
hoped, by Caroline’s not living in the same house with her brother, she
|
||
might occasionally spend a morning with her, without any danger of
|
||
seeing him.
|
||
|
||
The Gardiners stayed a week at Longbourn; and what with the Philipses,
|
||
the Lucases, and the officers, there was not a day without its
|
||
engagement. Mrs. Bennet had so carefully provided for the entertainment
|
||
of her brother and sister, that they did not once sit down to a family
|
||
dinner. When the engagement was for home, some of the officers always
|
||
made part of it, of which officers Mr. Wickham was sure to be one; and
|
||
on these occasions Mrs. Gardiner, rendered suspicious by Elizabeth’s
|
||
warm commendation of him, narrowly observed them both. Without supposing
|
||
them, from what she saw, to be very seriously in love, their preference
|
||
of each other was plain enough to make her a little uneasy; and she
|
||
resolved to speak to Elizabeth on the subject before she left
|
||
Hertfordshire, and represent to her the imprudence of encouraging such
|
||
an attachment.
|
||
|
||
To Mrs. Gardiner, Wickham had one means of affording pleasure,
|
||
unconnected with his general powers. About ten or a dozen years ago,
|
||
before her marriage, she had spent a considerable time in that very part
|
||
of Derbyshire to which he belonged. They had, therefore, many
|
||
acquaintance in common; and, though Wickham had been little there since
|
||
the death of Darcy’s father, five years before, it was yet in his power
|
||
to give her fresher intelligence of her former friends than she had been
|
||
in the way of procuring.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner had seen Pemberley, and known the late Mr. Darcy by
|
||
character perfectly well. Here, consequently, was an inexhaustible
|
||
subject of discourse. In comparing her recollection of Pemberley with
|
||
the minute description which Wickham could give, and in bestowing her
|
||
tribute of praise on the character of its late possessor, she was
|
||
delighting both him and herself. On being made acquainted with the
|
||
present Mr. Darcy’s treatment of him, she tried to remember something of
|
||
that gentleman’s reputed disposition, when quite a lad, which might
|
||
agree with it; and was confident, at last, that she recollected having
|
||
heard Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy formerly spoken of as a very proud,
|
||
ill-natured boy.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Will you come and see me?”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXVI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner’s caution to Elizabeth was punctually and kindly given on
|
||
the first favourable opportunity of speaking to her alone: after
|
||
honestly telling her what she thought, she thus went on:--
|
||
|
||
“You are too sensible a girl, Lizzy, to fall in love merely because you
|
||
are warned against it; and, therefore, I am not afraid of speaking
|
||
openly. Seriously, I would have you be on your guard. Do not involve
|
||
yourself, or endeavour to involve him, in an affection which the want of
|
||
fortune would make so very imprudent. I have nothing to say against
|
||
_him_: he is a most interesting young man; and if he had the fortune he
|
||
ought to have, I should think you could not do better. But as it is--you
|
||
must not let your fancy run away with you. You have sense, and we all
|
||
expect you to use it. Your father would depend on _your_ resolution and
|
||
good conduct, I am sure. You must not disappoint your father.”
|
||
|
||
“My dear aunt, this is being serious indeed.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, and I hope to engage you to be serious likewise.”
|
||
|
||
“Well, then, you need not be under any alarm. I will take care of
|
||
myself, and of Mr. Wickham too. He shall not be in love with me, if I
|
||
can prevent it.”
|
||
|
||
“Elizabeth, you are not serious now.”
|
||
|
||
“I beg your pardon. I will try again. At present I am not in love with
|
||
Mr. Wickham; no, I certainly am not. But he is, beyond all comparison,
|
||
the most agreeable man I ever saw--and if he becomes really attached to
|
||
me--I believe it will be better that he should not. I see the imprudence
|
||
of it. Oh, _that_ abominable Mr. Darcy! My father’s opinion of me does
|
||
me the greatest honour; and I should be miserable to forfeit it. My
|
||
father, however, is partial to Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear aunt, I
|
||
should be very sorry to be the means of making any of you unhappy; but
|
||
since we see, every day, that where there is affection young people are
|
||
seldom withheld, by immediate want of fortune, from entering into
|
||
engagements with each other, how can I promise to be wiser than so many
|
||
of my fellow-creatures, if I am tempted, or how am I even to know that
|
||
it would be wiser to resist? All that I can promise you, therefore, is
|
||
not to be in a hurry. I will not be in a hurry to believe myself his
|
||
first object. When I am in company with him, I will not be wishing. In
|
||
short, I will do my best.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps it will be as well if you discourage his coming here so very
|
||
often. At least you should not _remind_ your mother of inviting him.”
|
||
|
||
“As I did the other day,” said Elizabeth, with a conscious smile; “very
|
||
true, it will be wise in me to refrain from _that_. But do not imagine
|
||
that he is always here so often. It is on your account that he has been
|
||
so frequently invited this week. You know my mother’s ideas as to the
|
||
necessity of constant company for her friends. But really, and upon my
|
||
honour, I will try to do what I think to be wisest; and now I hope you
|
||
are satisfied.”
|
||
|
||
Her aunt assured her that she was; and Elizabeth, having thanked her for
|
||
the kindness of her hints, they parted,--a wonderful instance of advice
|
||
being given on such a point without being resented.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had been quitted
|
||
by the Gardiners and Jane; but, as he took up his abode with the
|
||
Lucases, his arrival was no great inconvenience to Mrs. Bennet. His
|
||
marriage was now fast approaching; and she was at length so far resigned
|
||
as to think it inevitable, and even repeatedly to say, in an ill-natured
|
||
tone, that she “_wished_ they might be happy.” Thursday was to be the
|
||
wedding-day, and on Wednesday Miss Lucas paid her farewell visit; and
|
||
when she rose to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother’s
|
||
ungracious and reluctant good wishes, and sincerely affected herself,
|
||
accompanied her out of the room. As they went down stairs together,
|
||
Charlotte said,--
|
||
|
||
“I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Eliza.”
|
||
|
||
“_That_ you certainly shall.”
|
||
|
||
“And I have another favour to ask. Will you come and see me?”
|
||
|
||
“We shall often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire.”
|
||
|
||
“I am not likely to leave Kent for some time. Promise me, therefore, to
|
||
come to Hunsford.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could not refuse, though she foresaw little pleasure in the
|
||
visit.
|
||
|
||
“My father and Maria are to come to me in March,” added Charlotte, “and
|
||
I hope you will consent to be of the party. Indeed, Eliza, you will be
|
||
as welcome to me as either of them.”
|
||
|
||
The wedding took place: the bride and bridegroom set off for Kent from
|
||
the church door, and everybody had as much to say or to hear on the
|
||
subject as usual. Elizabeth soon heard from her friend, and their
|
||
correspondence was as regular and frequent as it ever had been: that it
|
||
should be equally unreserved was impossible. Elizabeth could never
|
||
address her without feeling that all the comfort of intimacy was over;
|
||
and, though determined not to slacken as a correspondent, it was for the
|
||
sake of what had been rather than what was. Charlotte’s first letters
|
||
were received with a good deal of eagerness: there could not but be
|
||
curiosity to know how she would speak of her new home, how she would
|
||
like Lady Catherine, and how happy she would dare pronounce herself to
|
||
be; though, when the letters were read, Elizabeth felt that Charlotte
|
||
expressed herself on every point exactly as she might have foreseen. She
|
||
wrote cheerfully, seemed surrounded with comforts, and mentioned nothing
|
||
which she could not praise. The house, furniture, neighbourhood, and
|
||
roads, were all to her taste, and Lady Catherine’s behaviour was most
|
||
friendly and obliging. It was Mr. Collins’s picture of Hunsford and
|
||
Rosings rationally softened; and Elizabeth perceived that she must wait
|
||
for her own visit there, to know the rest.
|
||
|
||
Jane had already written a few lines to her sister, to announce their
|
||
safe arrival in London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth hoped it
|
||
would be in her power to say something of the Bingleys.
|
||
|
||
Her impatience for this second letter was as well rewarded as impatience
|
||
generally is. Jane had been a week in town, without either seeing or
|
||
hearing from Caroline. She accounted for it, however, by supposing that
|
||
her last letter to her friend from Longbourn had by some accident been
|
||
lost.
|
||
|
||
“My aunt,” she continued, “is going to-morrow into that part of the
|
||
town, and I shall take the opportunity of calling in Grosvenor Street.”
|
||
|
||
She wrote again when the visit was paid, and she had seen Miss Bingley.
|
||
“I did not think Caroline in spirits,” were her words, “but she was very
|
||
glad to see me, and reproached me for giving her no notice of my coming
|
||
to London. I was right, therefore; my last letter had never reached her.
|
||
I inquired after their brother, of course. He was well, but so much
|
||
engaged with Mr. Darcy that they scarcely ever saw him. I found that
|
||
Miss Darcy was expected to dinner: I wish I could see her. My visit was
|
||
not long, as Caroline and Mrs. Hurst were going out. I dare say I shall
|
||
soon see them here.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth shook her head over this letter. It convinced her that
|
||
accident only could discover to Mr. Bingley her sister’s being in town.
|
||
|
||
Four weeks passed away, and Jane saw nothing of him. She endeavoured to
|
||
persuade herself that she did not regret it; but she could no longer be
|
||
blind to Miss Bingley’s inattention. After waiting at home every morning
|
||
for a fortnight, and inventing every evening a fresh excuse for her, the
|
||
visitor did at last appear; but the shortness of her stay, and, yet
|
||
more, the alteration of her manner, would allow Jane to deceive herself
|
||
no longer. The letter which she wrote on this occasion to her sister
|
||
will prove what she felt:--
|
||
|
||
“My dearest Lizzy will, I am sure, be incapable of triumphing in
|
||
her better judgment, at my expense, when I confess myself to have
|
||
been entirely deceived in Miss Bingley’s regard for me. But, my
|
||
dear sister, though the event has proved you right, do not think me
|
||
obstinate if I still assert that, considering what her behaviour
|
||
was, my confidence was as natural as your suspicion. I do not at
|
||
all comprehend her reason for wishing to be intimate with me; but,
|
||
if the same circumstances were to happen again, I am sure I should
|
||
be deceived again. Caroline did not return my visit till yesterday;
|
||
and not a note, not a line, did I receive in the meantime. When she
|
||
did come, it was very evident that she had no pleasure in it; she
|
||
made a slight, formal apology for not calling before, said not a
|
||
word of wishing to see me again, and was, in every respect, so
|
||
altered a creature, that when she went away I was perfectly
|
||
resolved to continue the acquaintance no longer. I pity, though I
|
||
cannot help blaming, her. She was very wrong in singling me out as
|
||
she did; I can safely say, that every advance to intimacy began on
|
||
her side. But I pity her, because she must feel that she has been
|
||
acting wrong, and because I am very sure that anxiety for her
|
||
brother is the cause of it. I need not explain myself farther; and
|
||
though _we_ know this anxiety to be quite needless, yet if she
|
||
feels it, it will easily account for her behaviour to me; and so
|
||
deservedly dear as he is to his sister, whatever anxiety she may
|
||
feel on his behalf is natural and amiable. I cannot but wonder,
|
||
however, at her having any such fears now, because if he had at all
|
||
cared about me, we must have met long, long ago. He knows of my
|
||
being in town, I am certain, from something she said herself; and
|
||
yet it would seem, by her manner of talking, as if she wanted to
|
||
persuade herself that he is really partial to Miss Darcy. I cannot
|
||
understand it. If I were not afraid of judging harshly, I should be
|
||
almost tempted to say, that there is a strong appearance of
|
||
duplicity in all this. I will endeavour to banish every painful
|
||
thought, and think only of what will make me happy, your affection,
|
||
and the invariable kindness of my dear uncle and aunt. Let me hear
|
||
from you very soon. Miss Bingley said something of his never
|
||
returning to Netherfield again, of giving up the house, but not
|
||
with any certainty. We had better not mention it. I am extremely
|
||
glad that you have such pleasant accounts from our friends at
|
||
Hunsford. Pray go to see them, with Sir William and Maria. I am
|
||
sure you will be very comfortable there.
|
||
|
||
“Yours, etc.”
|
||
|
||
This letter gave Elizabeth some pain; but her spirits returned, as she
|
||
considered that Jane would no longer be duped, by the sister at least.
|
||
All expectation from the brother was now absolutely over. She would not
|
||
even wish for any renewal of his attentions. His character sunk on every
|
||
review of it; and, as a punishment for him, as well as a possible
|
||
advantage to Jane, she seriously hoped he might really soon marry Mr.
|
||
Darcy’s sister, as, by Wickham’s account, she would make him abundantly
|
||
regret what he had thrown away.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner about this time reminded Elizabeth of her promise
|
||
concerning that gentleman, and required information; and Elizabeth had
|
||
such to send as might rather give contentment to her aunt than to
|
||
herself. His apparent partiality had subsided, his attentions were over,
|
||
he was the admirer of some one else. Elizabeth was watchful enough to
|
||
see it all, but she could see it and write of it without material pain.
|
||
Her heart had been but slightly touched, and her vanity was satisfied
|
||
with believing that _she_ would have been his only choice, had fortune
|
||
permitted it. The sudden acquisition of ten thousand pounds was the most
|
||
remarkable charm of the young lady to whom he was now rendering himself
|
||
agreeable; but Elizabeth, less clear-sighted perhaps in this case than
|
||
in Charlotte’s, did not quarrel with him for his wish of independence.
|
||
Nothing, on the contrary, could be more natural; and, while able to
|
||
suppose that it cost him a few struggles to relinquish her, she was
|
||
ready to allow it a wise and desirable measure for both, and could very
|
||
sincerely wish him happy.
|
||
|
||
All this was acknowledged to Mrs. Gardiner; and, after relating the
|
||
circumstances, she thus went on:--“I am now convinced, my dear aunt,
|
||
that I have never been much in love; for had I really experienced that
|
||
pure and elevating passion, I should at present detest his very name,
|
||
and wish him all manner of evil. But my feelings are not only cordial
|
||
towards _him_, they are even impartial towards Miss King. I cannot find
|
||
out that I hate her at all, or that I am in the least unwilling to think
|
||
her a very good sort of girl. There can be no love in all this. My
|
||
watchfulness has been effectual; and though I should certainly be a more
|
||
interesting object to all my acquaintance, were I distractedly in love
|
||
with him, I cannot say that I regret my comparative insignificance.
|
||
Importance may sometimes be purchased too dearly. Kitty and Lydia take
|
||
his defection much more to heart than I do. They are young in the ways
|
||
of the world, and not yet open to the mortifying conviction that
|
||
handsome young men must have something to live on as well as the
|
||
plain.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“On the Stairs”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXVII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
With no greater events than these in the Longbourn family, and otherwise
|
||
diversified by little beyond the walks to Meryton, sometimes dirty and
|
||
sometimes cold, did January and February pass away. March was to take
|
||
Elizabeth to Hunsford. She had not at first thought very seriously of
|
||
going thither; but Charlotte, she soon found, was depending on the
|
||
plan, and she gradually learned to consider it herself with greater
|
||
pleasure as well as greater certainty. Absence had increased her desire
|
||
of seeing Charlotte again, and weakened her disgust of Mr. Collins.
|
||
There was novelty in the scheme; and as, with such a mother and such
|
||
uncompanionable sisters, home could not be faultless, a little change
|
||
was not unwelcome for its own sake. The journey would, moreover, give
|
||
her a peep at Jane; and, in short, as the time drew near, she would have
|
||
been very sorry for any delay. Everything, however, went on smoothly,
|
||
and was finally settled according to Charlotte’s first sketch. She was
|
||
to accompany Sir William and his second daughter. The improvement of
|
||
spending a night in London was added in time, and the plan became as
|
||
perfect as plan could be.
|
||
|
||
The only pain was in leaving her father, who would certainly miss her,
|
||
and who, when it came to the point, so little liked her going, that he
|
||
told her to write to him, and almost promised to answer her letter.
|
||
|
||
The farewell between herself and Mr. Wickham was perfectly friendly; on
|
||
his side even more. His present pursuit could not make him forget that
|
||
Elizabeth had been the first to excite and to deserve his attention, the
|
||
first to listen and to pity, the first to be admired; and in his manner
|
||
of bidding her adieu, wishing her every enjoyment, reminding her of what
|
||
she was to expect in Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and trusting their
|
||
opinion of her--their opinion of everybody--would always coincide, there
|
||
was a solicitude, an interest, which she felt must ever attach her to
|
||
him with a most sincere regard; and she parted from him convinced, that,
|
||
whether married or single, he must always be her model of the amiable
|
||
and pleasing.
|
||
|
||
Her fellow-travellers the next day were not of a kind to make her think
|
||
him less agreeable. Sir William Lucas, and his daughter Maria, a
|
||
good-humoured girl, but as empty-headed as himself, had nothing to say
|
||
that could be worth hearing, and were listened to with about as much
|
||
delight as the rattle of the chaise. Elizabeth loved absurdities, but
|
||
she had known Sir William’s too long. He could tell her nothing new of
|
||
the wonders of his presentation and knighthood; and his civilities were
|
||
worn out, like his information.
|
||
|
||
It was a journey of only twenty-four miles, and they began it so early
|
||
as to be in Gracechurch Street by noon. As they drove to Mr. Gardiner’s
|
||
door, Jane was at a drawing-room window watching their arrival: when
|
||
they entered the passage, she was there to welcome them, and Elizabeth,
|
||
looking earnestly in her face, was pleased to see it healthful and
|
||
lovely as ever. On the stairs were a troop of little boys and girls,
|
||
whose eagerness for their cousin’s appearance would not allow them to
|
||
wait in the drawing-room, and whose shyness, as they had not seen her
|
||
for a twelvemonth, prevented their coming lower. All was joy and
|
||
kindness. The day passed most pleasantly away; the morning in bustle and
|
||
shopping, and the evening at one of the theatres.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth then contrived to sit by her aunt. Their first subject was her
|
||
sister; and she was more grieved than astonished to hear, in reply to
|
||
her minute inquiries, that though Jane always struggled to support her
|
||
spirits, there were periods of dejection. It was reasonable, however, to
|
||
hope that they would not continue long. Mrs. Gardiner gave her the
|
||
particulars also of Miss Bingley’s visit in Gracechurch Street, and
|
||
repeated conversations occurring at different times between Jane and
|
||
herself, which proved that the former had, from her heart, given up the
|
||
acquaintance.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner then rallied her niece on Wickham’s desertion, and
|
||
complimented her on bearing it so well.
|
||
|
||
“But, my dear Elizabeth,” she added, “what sort of girl is Miss King? I
|
||
should be sorry to think our friend mercenary.”
|
||
|
||
“Pray, my dear aunt, what is the difference in matrimonial affairs,
|
||
between the mercenary and the prudent motive? Where does discretion end,
|
||
and avarice begin? Last Christmas you were afraid of his marrying me,
|
||
because it would be imprudent; and now, because he is trying to get a
|
||
girl with only ten thousand pounds, you want to find out that he is
|
||
mercenary.”
|
||
|
||
“If you will only tell me what sort of girl Miss King is, I shall know
|
||
what to think.”
|
||
|
||
“She is a very good kind of girl, I believe. I know no harm of her.”
|
||
|
||
“But he paid her not the smallest attention till her grandfather’s death
|
||
made her mistress of this fortune?”
|
||
|
||
“No--why should he? If it were not allowable for him to gain _my_
|
||
affections, because I had no money, what occasion could there be for
|
||
making love to a girl whom he did not care about, and who was equally
|
||
poor?”
|
||
|
||
“But there seems indelicacy in directing his attentions towards her so
|
||
soon after this event.”
|
||
|
||
“A man in distressed circumstances has not time for all those elegant
|
||
decorums which other people may observe. If _she_ does not object to it,
|
||
why should _we_?”
|
||
|
||
“_Her_ not objecting does not justify _him_. It only shows her being
|
||
deficient in something herself--sense or feeling.”
|
||
|
||
“Well,” cried Elizabeth, “have it as you choose. _He_ shall be
|
||
mercenary, and _she_ shall be foolish.”
|
||
|
||
“No, Lizzy, that is what I do _not_ choose. I should be sorry, you know,
|
||
to think ill of a young man who has lived so long in Derbyshire.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, if that is all, I have a very poor opinion of young men who live in
|
||
Derbyshire; and their intimate friends who live in Hertfordshire are not
|
||
much better. I am sick of them all. Thank heaven! I am going to-morrow
|
||
where I shall find a man who has not one agreeable quality, who has
|
||
neither manners nor sense to recommend him. Stupid men are the only ones
|
||
worth knowing, after all.”
|
||
|
||
“Take care, Lizzy; that speech savours strongly of disappointment.”
|
||
|
||
Before they were separated by the conclusion of the play, she had the
|
||
unexpected happiness of an invitation to accompany her uncle and aunt in
|
||
a tour of pleasure which they proposed taking in the summer.
|
||
|
||
“We have not quite determined how far it shall carry us,” said Mrs.
|
||
Gardiner; “but perhaps, to the Lakes.”
|
||
|
||
No scheme could have been more agreeable to Elizabeth, and her
|
||
acceptance of the invitation was most ready and grateful. “My dear, dear
|
||
aunt,” she rapturously cried, “what delight! what felicity! You give me
|
||
fresh life and vigour. Adieu to disappointment and spleen. What are men
|
||
to rocks and mountains? Oh, what hours of transport we shall spend! And
|
||
when we _do_ return, it shall not be like other travellers, without
|
||
being able to give one accurate idea of anything. We _will_ know where
|
||
we have gone--we _will_ recollect what we have seen. Lakes, mountains,
|
||
and rivers, shall not be jumbled together in our imaginations; nor, when
|
||
we attempt to describe any particular scene, will we begin quarrelling
|
||
about its relative situation. Let _our_ first effusions be less
|
||
insupportable than those of the generality of travellers.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“At the door”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXVIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Every object in the next day’s journey was new and interesting to
|
||
Elizabeth; and her spirits were in a state of enjoyment; for she had
|
||
seen her sister looking so well as to banish all fear for her health,
|
||
and the prospect of her northern tour was a constant source of delight.
|
||
|
||
When they left the high road for the lane to Hunsford, every eye was in
|
||
search of the Parsonage, and every turning expected to bring it in view.
|
||
The paling of Rosings park was their boundary on one side. Elizabeth
|
||
smiled at the recollection of all that she had heard of its inhabitants.
|
||
|
||
At length the Parsonage was discernible. The garden sloping to the
|
||
road, the house standing in it, the green pales and the laurel hedge,
|
||
everything declared they were arriving. Mr. Collins and Charlotte
|
||
appeared at the door, and the carriage stopped at the small gate, which
|
||
led by a short gravel walk to the house, amidst the nods and smiles of
|
||
the whole party. In a moment they were all out of the chaise, rejoicing
|
||
at the sight of each other. Mrs. Collins welcomed her friend with the
|
||
liveliest pleasure, and Elizabeth was more and more satisfied with
|
||
coming, when she found herself so affectionately received. She saw
|
||
instantly that her cousin’s manners were not altered by his marriage:
|
||
his formal civility was just what it had been; and he detained her some
|
||
minutes at the gate to hear and satisfy his inquiries after all her
|
||
family. They were then, with no other delay than his pointing out the
|
||
neatness of the entrance, taken into the house; and as soon as they were
|
||
in the parlour, he welcomed them a second time, with ostentatious
|
||
formality, to his humble abode, and punctually repeated all his wife’s
|
||
offers of refreshment.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was prepared to see him in his glory; and she could not help
|
||
fancying that in displaying the good proportion of the room, its aspect,
|
||
and its furniture, he addressed himself particularly to her, as if
|
||
wishing to make her feel what she had lost in refusing him. But though
|
||
everything seemed neat and comfortable, she was not able to gratify him
|
||
by any sigh of repentance; and rather looked with wonder at her friend,
|
||
that she could have so cheerful an air with such a companion. When Mr.
|
||
Collins said anything of which his wife might reasonably be ashamed,
|
||
which certainly was not seldom, she involuntarily turned her eye on
|
||
Charlotte. Once or twice she could discern a faint blush; but in general
|
||
Charlotte wisely did not hear. After sitting long enough to admire
|
||
every article of furniture in the room, from the sideboard to the
|
||
fender, to give an account of their journey, and of all that had
|
||
happened in London, Mr. Collins invited them to take a stroll in the
|
||
garden, which was large and well laid out, and to the cultivation of
|
||
which he attended himself. To work in his garden was one of his most
|
||
respectable pleasures; and Elizabeth admired the command of countenance
|
||
with which Charlotte talked of the healthfulness of the exercise, and
|
||
owned she encouraged it as much as possible. Here, leading the way
|
||
through every walk and cross walk, and scarcely allowing them an
|
||
interval to utter the praises he asked for, every view was pointed out
|
||
with a minuteness which left beauty entirely behind. He could number the
|
||
fields in every direction, and could tell how many trees there were in
|
||
the most distant clump. But of all the views which his garden, or which
|
||
the country or the kingdom could boast, none were to be compared with
|
||
the prospect of Rosings, afforded by an opening in the trees that
|
||
bordered the park nearly opposite the front of his house. It was a
|
||
handsome modern building, well situated on rising ground.
|
||
|
||
From his garden, Mr. Collins would have led them round his two meadows;
|
||
but the ladies, not having shoes to encounter the remains of a white
|
||
frost, turned back; and while Sir William accompanied him, Charlotte
|
||
took her sister and friend over the house, extremely well pleased,
|
||
probably, to have the opportunity of showing it without her husband’s
|
||
help. It was rather small, but well built and convenient; and everything
|
||
was fitted up and arranged with a neatness and consistency, of which
|
||
Elizabeth gave Charlotte all the credit. When Mr. Collins could be
|
||
forgotten, there was really a great air of comfort throughout, and by
|
||
Charlotte’s evident enjoyment of it, Elizabeth supposed he must be often
|
||
forgotten.
|
||
|
||
She had already learnt that Lady Catherine was still in the country. It
|
||
was spoken of again while they were at dinner, when Mr. Collins joining
|
||
in, observed,--
|
||
|
||
“Yes, Miss Elizabeth, you will have the honour of seeing Lady Catherine
|
||
de Bourgh on the ensuing Sunday at church, and I need not say you will
|
||
be delighted with her. She is all affability and condescension, and I
|
||
doubt not but you will be honoured with some portion of her notice when
|
||
service is over. I have scarcely any hesitation in saying that she will
|
||
include you and my sister Maria in every invitation with which she
|
||
honours us during your stay here. Her behaviour to my dear Charlotte is
|
||
charming. We dine at Rosings twice every week, and are never allowed to
|
||
walk home. Her Ladyship’s carriage is regularly ordered for us. I
|
||
_should_ say, one of her Ladyship’s carriages, for she has several.”
|
||
|
||
“Lady Catherine is a very respectable, sensible woman, indeed,” added
|
||
Charlotte, “and a most attentive neighbour.”
|
||
|
||
“Very true, my dear, that is exactly what I say. She is the sort of
|
||
woman whom one cannot regard with too much deference.”
|
||
|
||
The evening was spent chiefly in talking over Hertfordshire news, and
|
||
telling again what had been already written; and when it closed,
|
||
Elizabeth, in the solitude of her chamber, had to meditate upon
|
||
Charlotte’s degree of contentment, to understand her address in guiding,
|
||
and composure in bearing with, her husband, and to acknowledge that it
|
||
was all done very well. She had also to anticipate how her visit would
|
||
pass, the quiet tenour of their usual employments, the vexatious
|
||
interruptions of Mr. Collins, and the gaieties of their intercourse
|
||
with Rosings. A lively imagination soon settled it all.
|
||
|
||
About the middle of the next day, as she was in her room getting ready
|
||
for a walk, a sudden noise below seemed to speak the whole house in
|
||
confusion; and, after listening a moment, she heard somebody running
|
||
upstairs in a violent hurry, and calling loudly after her. She opened
|
||
the door, and met Maria in the landing-place, who, breathless with
|
||
agitation, cried out,--
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“In Conversation with the ladies”
|
||
|
||
[Copyright 1894 by George Allen.]]
|
||
|
||
“Oh, my dear Eliza! pray make haste and come into the dining-room, for
|
||
there is such a sight to be seen! I will not tell you what it is. Make
|
||
haste, and come down this moment.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth asked questions in vain; Maria would tell her nothing more;
|
||
and down they ran into the dining-room which fronted the lane, in quest
|
||
of this wonder; it was two ladies, stopping in a low phaeton at the
|
||
garden gate.
|
||
|
||
“And is this all?” cried Elizabeth. “I expected at least that the pigs
|
||
were got into the garden, and here is nothing but Lady Catherine and her
|
||
daughter!”
|
||
|
||
“La! my dear,” said Maria, quite shocked at the mistake, “it is not Lady
|
||
Catherine. The old lady is Mrs. Jenkinson, who lives with them. The
|
||
other is Miss De Bourgh. Only look at her. She is quite a little
|
||
creature. Who would have thought she could be so thin and small!”
|
||
|
||
“She is abominably rude to keep Charlotte out of doors in all this wind.
|
||
Why does she not come in?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, Charlotte says she hardly ever does. It is the greatest of favours
|
||
when Miss De Bourgh comes in.”
|
||
|
||
“I like her appearance,” said Elizabeth, struck with other ideas. “She
|
||
looks sickly and cross. Yes, she will do for him very well. She will
|
||
make him a very proper wife.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins and Charlotte were both standing at the gate in conversation
|
||
with the ladies; and Sir William, to Elizabeth’s high diversion, was
|
||
stationed in the doorway, in earnest contemplation of the greatness
|
||
before him, and constantly bowing whenever Miss De Bourgh looked that
|
||
way.
|
||
|
||
At length there was nothing more to be said; the ladies drove on, and
|
||
the others returned into the house. Mr. Collins no sooner saw the two
|
||
girls than he began to congratulate them on their good fortune, which
|
||
Charlotte explained by letting them know that the whole party was asked
|
||
to dine at Rosings the next day.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
‘Lady Catherine, said she, you have given me a treasure.’
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXIX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins’s triumph, in consequence of this invitation, was complete.
|
||
The power of displaying the grandeur of his patroness to his wondering
|
||
visitors, and of letting them see her civility towards himself and his
|
||
wife, was exactly what he had wished for; and that an opportunity of
|
||
doing it should be given so soon was such an instance of Lady
|
||
Catherine’s condescension as he knew not how to admire enough.
|
||
|
||
“I confess,” said he, “that I should not have been at all surprised by
|
||
her Ladyship’s asking us on Sunday to drink tea and spend the evening
|
||
at Rosings. I rather expected, from my knowledge of her affability, that
|
||
it would happen. But who could have foreseen such an attention as this?
|
||
Who could have imagined that we should receive an invitation to dine
|
||
there (an invitation, moreover, including the whole party) so
|
||
immediately after your arrival?”
|
||
|
||
“I am the less surprised at what has happened,” replied Sir William,
|
||
“from that knowledge of what the manners of the great really are, which
|
||
my situation in life has allowed me to acquire. About the court, such
|
||
instances of elegant breeding are not uncommon.”
|
||
|
||
Scarcely anything was talked of the whole day or next morning but their
|
||
visit to Rosings. Mr. Collins was carefully instructing them in what
|
||
they were to expect, that the sight of such rooms, so many servants, and
|
||
so splendid a dinner, might not wholly overpower them.
|
||
|
||
When the ladies were separating for the toilette, he said to
|
||
Elizabeth,--
|
||
|
||
“Do not make yourself uneasy, my dear cousin, about your apparel. Lady
|
||
Catherine is far from requiring that elegance of dress in us which
|
||
becomes herself and daughter. I would advise you merely to put on
|
||
whatever of your clothes is superior to the rest--there is no occasion
|
||
for anything more. Lady Catherine will not think the worse of you for
|
||
being simply dressed. She likes to have the distinction of rank
|
||
preserved.”
|
||
|
||
While they were dressing, he came two or three times to their different
|
||
doors, to recommend their being quick, as Lady Catherine very much
|
||
objected to be kept waiting for her dinner. Such formidable accounts of
|
||
her Ladyship, and her manner of living, quite frightened Maria Lucas,
|
||
who had been little used to company; and she looked forward to her
|
||
introduction at Rosings with as much apprehension as her father had done
|
||
to his presentation at St. James’s.
|
||
|
||
As the weather was fine, they had a pleasant walk of about half a mile
|
||
across the park. Every park has its beauty and its prospects; and
|
||
Elizabeth saw much to be pleased with, though she could not be in such
|
||
raptures as Mr. Collins expected the scene to inspire, and was but
|
||
slightly affected by his enumeration of the windows in front of the
|
||
house, and his relation of what the glazing altogether had originally
|
||
cost Sir Lewis de Bourgh.
|
||
|
||
When they ascended the steps to the hall, Maria’s alarm was every moment
|
||
increasing, and even Sir William did not look perfectly calm.
|
||
Elizabeth’s courage did not fail her. She had heard nothing of Lady
|
||
Catherine that spoke her awful from any extraordinary talents or
|
||
miraculous virtue, and the mere stateliness of money and rank she
|
||
thought she could witness without trepidation.
|
||
|
||
From the entrance hall, of which Mr. Collins pointed out, with a
|
||
rapturous air, the fine proportion and finished ornaments, they followed
|
||
the servants through an antechamber to the room where Lady Catherine,
|
||
her daughter, and Mrs. Jenkinson were sitting. Her Ladyship, with great
|
||
condescension, arose to receive them; and as Mrs. Collins had settled it
|
||
with her husband that the office of introduction should be hers, it was
|
||
performed in a proper manner, without any of those apologies and thanks
|
||
which he would have thought necessary.
|
||
|
||
In spite of having been at St. James’s, Sir William was so completely
|
||
awed by the grandeur surrounding him, that he had but just courage
|
||
enough to make a very low bow, and take his seat without saying a word;
|
||
and his daughter, frightened almost out of her senses, sat on the edge
|
||
of her chair, not knowing which way to look. Elizabeth found herself
|
||
quite equal to the scene, and could observe the three ladies before her
|
||
composedly. Lady Catherine was a tall, large woman, with strongly-marked
|
||
features, which might once have been handsome. Her air was not
|
||
conciliating, nor was her manner of receiving them such as to make her
|
||
visitors forget their inferior rank. She was not rendered formidable by
|
||
silence: but whatever she said was spoken in so authoritative a tone as
|
||
marked her self-importance, and brought Mr. Wickham immediately to
|
||
Elizabeth’s mind; and, from the observation of the day altogether, she
|
||
believed Lady Catherine to be exactly what he had represented.
|
||
|
||
When, after examining the mother, in whose countenance and deportment
|
||
she soon found some resemblance of Mr. Darcy, she turned her eyes on the
|
||
daughter, she could almost have joined in Maria’s astonishment at her
|
||
being so thin and so small. There was neither in figure nor face any
|
||
likeness between the ladies. Miss de Bourgh was pale and sickly: her
|
||
features, though not plain, were insignificant; and she spoke very
|
||
little, except in a low voice, to Mrs. Jenkinson, in whose appearance
|
||
there was nothing remarkable, and who was entirely engaged in listening
|
||
to what she said, and placing a screen in the proper direction before
|
||
her eyes.
|
||
|
||
After sitting a few minutes, they were all sent to one of the windows to
|
||
admire the view, Mr. Collins attending them to point out its beauties,
|
||
and Lady Catherine kindly informing them that it was much better worth
|
||
looking at in the summer.
|
||
|
||
The dinner was exceedingly handsome, and there were all the servants,
|
||
and all the articles of plate which Mr. Collins had promised; and, as he
|
||
had likewise foretold, he took his seat at the bottom of the table, by
|
||
her Ladyship’s desire, and looked as if he felt that life could furnish
|
||
nothing greater. He carved and ate and praised with delighted alacrity;
|
||
and every dish was commended first by him, and then by Sir William, who
|
||
was now enough recovered to echo whatever his son-in-law said, in a
|
||
manner which Elizabeth wondered Lady Catherine could bear. But Lady
|
||
Catherine seemed gratified by their excessive admiration, and gave most
|
||
gracious smiles, especially when any dish on the table proved a novelty
|
||
to them. The party did not supply much conversation. Elizabeth was ready
|
||
to speak whenever there was an opening, but she was seated between
|
||
Charlotte and Miss de Bourgh--the former of whom was engaged in
|
||
listening to Lady Catherine, and the latter said not a word to her all
|
||
the dinnertime. Mrs. Jenkinson was chiefly employed in watching how
|
||
little Miss de Bourgh ate, pressing her to try some other dish and
|
||
fearing she was indisposed. Maria thought speaking out of the question,
|
||
and the gentlemen did nothing but eat and admire.
|
||
|
||
When the ladies returned to the drawing-room, there was little to be
|
||
done but to hear Lady Catherine talk, which she did without any
|
||
intermission till coffee came in, delivering her opinion on every
|
||
subject in so decisive a manner as proved that she was not used to have
|
||
her judgment controverted. She inquired into Charlotte’s domestic
|
||
concerns familiarly and minutely, and gave her a great deal of advice as
|
||
to the management of them all; told her how everything ought to be
|
||
regulated in so small a family as hers, and instructed her as to the
|
||
care of her cows and her poultry. Elizabeth found that nothing was
|
||
beneath this great lady’s attention which could furnish her with an
|
||
occasion for dictating to others. In the intervals of her discourse with
|
||
Mrs. Collins, she addressed a variety of questions to Maria and
|
||
Elizabeth, but especially to the latter, of whose connections she knew
|
||
the least, and who, she observed to Mrs. Collins, was a very genteel,
|
||
pretty kind of girl. She asked her at different times how many sisters
|
||
she had, whether they were older or younger than herself, whether any of
|
||
them were likely to be married, whether they were handsome, where they
|
||
had been educated, what carriage her father kept, and what had been her
|
||
mother’s maiden name? Elizabeth felt all the impertinence of her
|
||
questions, but answered them very composedly. Lady Catherine then
|
||
observed,--
|
||
|
||
“Your father’s estate is entailed on Mr. Collins, I think? For your
|
||
sake,” turning to Charlotte, “I am glad of it; but otherwise I see no
|
||
occasion for entailing estates from the female line. It was not thought
|
||
necessary in Sir Lewis de Bourgh’s family. Do you play and sing, Miss
|
||
Bennet?”
|
||
|
||
“A little.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh then--some time or other we shall be happy to hear you. Our
|
||
instrument is a capital one, probably superior to ---- you shall try it
|
||
some day. Do your sisters play and sing?”
|
||
|
||
“One of them does.”
|
||
|
||
“Why did not you all learn? You ought all to have learned. The Miss
|
||
Webbs all play, and their father has not so good an income as yours. Do
|
||
you draw?”
|
||
|
||
“No, not at all.”
|
||
|
||
“What, none of you?”
|
||
|
||
“Not one.”
|
||
|
||
“That is very strange. But I suppose you had no opportunity. Your mother
|
||
should have taken you to town every spring for the benefit of masters.”
|
||
|
||
“My mother would have no objection, but my father hates London.”
|
||
|
||
“Has your governess left you?”
|
||
|
||
“We never had any governess.”
|
||
|
||
“No governess! How was that possible? Five daughters brought up at home
|
||
without a governess! I never heard of such a thing. Your mother must
|
||
have been quite a slave to your education.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could hardly help smiling, as she assured her that had not
|
||
been the case.
|
||
|
||
“Then who taught you? who attended to you? Without a governess, you must
|
||
have been neglected.”
|
||
|
||
“Compared with some families, I believe we were; but such of us as
|
||
wished to learn never wanted the means. We were always encouraged to
|
||
read, and had all the masters that were necessary. Those who chose to be
|
||
idle certainly might.”
|
||
|
||
“Ay, no doubt: but that is what a governess will prevent; and if I had
|
||
known your mother, I should have advised her most strenuously to engage
|
||
one. I always say that nothing is to be done in education without steady
|
||
and regular instruction, and nobody but a governess can give it. It is
|
||
wonderful how many families I have been the means of supplying in that
|
||
way. I am always glad to get a young person well placed out. Four nieces
|
||
of Mrs. Jenkinson are most delightfully situated through my means; and
|
||
it was but the other day that I recommended another young person, who
|
||
was merely accidentally mentioned to me, and the family are quite
|
||
delighted with her. Mrs. Collins, did I tell you of Lady Metcalfe’s
|
||
calling yesterday to thank me? She finds Miss Pope a treasure. ‘Lady
|
||
Catherine,’ said she, ‘you have given me a treasure.’ Are any of your
|
||
younger sisters out, Miss Bennet?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, ma’am, all.”
|
||
|
||
“All! What, all five out at once? Very odd! And you only the second. The
|
||
younger ones out before the elder are married! Your younger sisters must
|
||
be very young?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, my youngest is not sixteen. Perhaps _she_ is full young to be much
|
||
in company. But really, ma’am, I think it would be very hard upon
|
||
younger sisters that they should not have their share of society and
|
||
amusement, because the elder may not have the means or inclination to
|
||
marry early. The last born has as good a right to the pleasures of youth
|
||
as the first. And to be kept back on _such_ a motive! I think it would
|
||
not be very likely to promote sisterly affection or delicacy of mind.”
|
||
|
||
“Upon my word,” said her Ladyship, “you give your opinion very decidedly
|
||
for so young a person. Pray, what is your age?”
|
||
|
||
“With three younger sisters grown up,” replied Elizabeth, smiling, “your
|
||
Ladyship can hardly expect me to own it.”
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine seemed quite astonished at not receiving a direct answer;
|
||
and Elizabeth suspected herself to be the first creature who had ever
|
||
dared to trifle with so much dignified impertinence.
|
||
|
||
“You cannot be more than twenty, I am sure,--therefore you need not
|
||
conceal your age.”
|
||
|
||
“I am not one-and-twenty.”
|
||
|
||
When the gentlemen had joined them, and tea was over, the card tables
|
||
were placed. Lady Catherine, Sir William, and Mr. and Mrs. Collins sat
|
||
down to quadrille; and as Miss De Bourgh chose to play at cassino, the
|
||
two girls had the honour of assisting Mrs. Jenkinson to make up her
|
||
party. Their table was superlatively stupid. Scarcely a syllable was
|
||
uttered that did not relate to the game, except when Mrs. Jenkinson
|
||
expressed her fears of Miss De Bourgh’s being too hot or too cold, or
|
||
having too much or too little light. A great deal more passed at the
|
||
other table. Lady Catherine was generally speaking--stating the mistakes
|
||
of the three others, or relating some anecdote of herself. Mr. Collins
|
||
was employed in agreeing to everything her Ladyship said, thanking her
|
||
for every fish he won, and apologizing if he thought he won too many.
|
||
Sir William did not say much. He was storing his memory with anecdotes
|
||
and noble names.
|
||
|
||
When Lady Catherine and her daughter had played as long as they chose,
|
||
the tables were broken up, the carriage was offered to Mrs. Collins,
|
||
gratefully accepted, and immediately ordered. The party then gathered
|
||
round the fire to hear Lady Catherine determine what weather they were
|
||
to have on the morrow. From these instructions they were summoned by the
|
||
arrival of the coach; and with many speeches of thankfulness on Mr.
|
||
Collins’s side, and as many bows on Sir William’s, they departed. As
|
||
soon as they had driven from the door, Elizabeth was called on by her
|
||
cousin to give her opinion of all that she had seen at Rosings, which,
|
||
for Charlotte’s sake, she made more favourable than it really was. But
|
||
her commendation, though costing her some trouble, could by no means
|
||
satisfy Mr. Collins, and he was very soon obliged to take her Ladyship’s
|
||
praise into his own hands.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Sir William stayed only a week at Hunsford; but his visit was long
|
||
enough to convince him of his daughter’s being most comfortably settled,
|
||
and of her possessing such a husband and such a neighbour as were not
|
||
often met with. While Sir William was with them, Mr. Collins devoted his
|
||
mornings to driving him out in his gig, and showing him the country: but
|
||
when he went away, the whole family returned to their usual employments,
|
||
and Elizabeth was thankful to find that they did not see more of her
|
||
cousin by the alteration; for the chief of the time between breakfast
|
||
and dinner was now passed by him either at work in the garden, or in
|
||
reading and writing, and looking out of window in his own book room,
|
||
which fronted the road. The room in which the ladies sat was backwards.
|
||
Elizabeth at first had rather wondered that Charlotte should not prefer
|
||
the dining parlour for common use; it was a better sized room, and had a
|
||
pleasanter aspect: but she soon saw that her friend had an excellent
|
||
reason for what she did, for Mr. Collins would undoubtedly have been
|
||
much less in his own apartment had they sat in one equally lively; and
|
||
she gave Charlotte credit for the arrangement.
|
||
|
||
From the drawing-room they could distinguish nothing in the lane, and
|
||
were indebted to Mr. Collins for the knowledge of what carriages went
|
||
along, and how often especially Miss De Bourgh drove by in her phaeton,
|
||
which he never failed coming to inform them of, though it happened
|
||
almost every day. She not unfrequently stopped at the Parsonage, and had
|
||
a few minutes’ conversation with Charlotte, but was scarcely ever
|
||
prevailed on to get out.
|
||
|
||
Very few days passed in which Mr. Collins did not walk to Rosings, and
|
||
not many in which his wife did not think it necessary to go likewise;
|
||
and till Elizabeth recollected that there might be other family livings
|
||
to be disposed of, she could not understand the sacrifice of so many
|
||
hours. Now and then they were honoured with a call from her Ladyship,
|
||
and nothing escaped her observation that was passing in the room during
|
||
these visits. She examined into their employments, looked at their work,
|
||
and advised them to do it differently; found fault with the arrangement
|
||
of the furniture, or detected the housemaid in negligence; and if she
|
||
accepted any refreshment, seemed to do it only for the sake of finding
|
||
out that Mrs. Collins’s joints of meat were too large for her family.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth soon perceived, that though this great lady was not in the
|
||
commission of the peace for the county, she was a most active magistrate
|
||
in her own parish, the minutest concerns of which were carried to her by
|
||
Mr. Collins; and whenever any of the cottagers were disposed to be
|
||
quarrelsome, discontented, or too poor, she sallied forth into the
|
||
village to settle their differences, silence their complaints, and scold
|
||
them into harmony and plenty.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“he never failed to inform them”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
The entertainment of dining at Rosings was repeated about twice a week;
|
||
and, allowing for the loss of Sir William, and there being only one
|
||
card-table in the evening, every such entertainment was the counterpart
|
||
of the first. Their other engagements were few, as the style of living
|
||
of the neighbourhood in general was beyond the Collinses’ reach. This,
|
||
however, was no evil to Elizabeth, and upon the whole she spent her time
|
||
comfortably enough: there were half hours of pleasant conversation with
|
||
Charlotte, and the weather was so fine for the time of year, that she
|
||
had often great enjoyment out of doors. Her favourite walk, and where
|
||
she frequently went while the others were calling on Lady Catherine, was
|
||
along the open grove which edged that side of the park, where there was
|
||
a nice sheltered path, which no one seemed to value but herself, and
|
||
where she felt beyond the reach of Lady Catherine’s curiosity.
|
||
|
||
In this quiet way the first fortnight of her visit soon passed away.
|
||
Easter was approaching, and the week preceding it was to bring an
|
||
addition to the family at Rosings, which in so small a circle must be
|
||
important. Elizabeth had heard, soon after her arrival, that Mr. Darcy
|
||
was expected there in the course of a few weeks; and though there were
|
||
not many of her acquaintance whom she did not prefer, his coming would
|
||
furnish one comparatively new to look at in their Rosings parties, and
|
||
she might be amused in seeing how hopeless Miss Bingley’s designs on him
|
||
were, by his behaviour to his cousin, for whom he was evidently destined
|
||
by Lady Catherine, who talked of his coming with the greatest
|
||
satisfaction, spoke of him in terms of the highest admiration, and
|
||
seemed almost angry to find that he had already been frequently seen by
|
||
Miss Lucas and herself.
|
||
|
||
His arrival was soon known at the Parsonage; for Mr. Collins was walking
|
||
the whole morning within view of the lodges opening into Hunsford Lane,
|
||
in order to have
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The gentlemen accompanied him.”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
the earliest assurance of it; and, after making his bow as the carriage
|
||
turned into the park, hurried home with the great intelligence. On the
|
||
following morning he hastened to Rosings to pay his respects. There were
|
||
two nephews of Lady Catherine to require them, for Mr. Darcy had brought
|
||
with him a Colonel Fitzwilliam, the younger son of his uncle, Lord ----;
|
||
and, to the great surprise of all the party, when Mr. Collins returned,
|
||
the gentlemen accompanied him. Charlotte had seen them from her
|
||
husband’s room, crossing the road, and immediately running into the
|
||
other, told the girls what an honour they might expect, adding,--
|
||
|
||
“I may thank you, Eliza, for this piece of civility. Mr. Darcy would
|
||
never have come so soon to wait upon me.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth had scarcely time to disclaim all right to the compliment
|
||
before their approach was announced by the door-bell, and shortly
|
||
afterwards the three gentlemen entered the room. Colonel Fitzwilliam,
|
||
who led the way, was about thirty, not handsome, but in person and
|
||
address most truly the gentleman. Mr. Darcy looked just as he had been
|
||
used to look in Hertfordshire, paid his compliments, with his usual
|
||
reserve, to Mrs. Collins; and whatever might be his feelings towards her
|
||
friend, met her with every appearance of composure. Elizabeth merely
|
||
courtesied to him, without saying a word.
|
||
|
||
Colonel Fitzwilliam entered into conversation directly, with the
|
||
readiness and ease of a well-bred man, and talked very pleasantly; but
|
||
his cousin, after having addressed a slight observation on the house and
|
||
garden to Mrs. Collins, sat for some time without speaking to anybody.
|
||
At length, however, his civility was so far awakened as to inquire of
|
||
Elizabeth after the health of her family. She answered him in the usual
|
||
way; and, after a moment’s pause, added,--
|
||
|
||
“My eldest sister has been in town these three months. Have you never
|
||
happened to see her there?”
|
||
|
||
She was perfectly sensible that he never had: but she wished to see
|
||
whether he would betray any consciousness of what had passed between the
|
||
Bingleys and Jane; and she thought he looked a little confused as he
|
||
answered that he had never been so fortunate as to meet Miss Bennet. The
|
||
subject was pursued no further, and the gentlemen soon afterwards went
|
||
away.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“At Church”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners were very much admired at the Parsonage,
|
||
and the ladies all felt that he must add considerably to the pleasure of
|
||
their engagements at Rosings. It was some days, however, before they
|
||
received any invitation thither, for while there were visitors in the
|
||
house they could not be necessary; and it was not till Easter-day,
|
||
almost a week after the gentlemen’s arrival, that they were honoured by
|
||
such an attention, and then they were merely asked on leaving church to
|
||
come there in the evening. For the last week they had seen very little
|
||
of either Lady Catherine or her daughter. Colonel Fitzwilliam had called
|
||
at the Parsonage more than once during the time, but Mr. Darcy they had
|
||
only seen at church.
|
||
|
||
The invitation was accepted, of course, and at a proper hour they joined
|
||
the party in Lady Catherine’s drawing-room. Her Ladyship received them
|
||
civilly, but it was plain that their company was by no means so
|
||
acceptable as when she could get nobody else; and she was, in fact,
|
||
almost engrossed by her nephews, speaking to them, especially to Darcy,
|
||
much more than to any other person in the room.
|
||
|
||
Colonel Fitzwilliam seemed really glad to see them: anything was a
|
||
welcome relief to him at Rosings; and Mrs. Collins’s pretty friend had,
|
||
moreover, caught his fancy very much. He now seated himself by her, and
|
||
talked so agreeably of Kent and Hertfordshire, of travelling and staying
|
||
at home, of new books and music, that Elizabeth had never been half so
|
||
well entertained in that room before; and they conversed with so much
|
||
spirit and flow as to draw the attention of Lady Catherine herself, as
|
||
well as of Mr. Darcy. _His_ eyes had been soon and repeatedly turned
|
||
towards them with a look of curiosity; and that her Ladyship, after a
|
||
while, shared the feeling, was more openly acknowledged, for she did not
|
||
scruple to call out,--
|
||
|
||
“What is that you are saying, Fitzwilliam? What is it you are talking
|
||
of? What are you telling Miss Bennet? Let me hear what it is.”
|
||
|
||
“We were talking of music, madam,” said he, when no longer able to avoid
|
||
a reply.
|
||
|
||
“Of music! Then pray speak aloud. It is of all subjects my delight. I
|
||
must have my share in the conversation, if you are speaking of music.
|
||
There are few people in England, I suppose, who have more true
|
||
enjoyment of music than myself, or a better natural taste. If I had ever
|
||
learnt, I should have been a great proficient. And so would Anne, if her
|
||
health had allowed her to apply. I am confident that she would have
|
||
performed delightfully. How does Georgiana get on, Darcy?”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy spoke with affectionate praise of his sister’s proficiency.
|
||
|
||
“I am very glad to hear such a good account of her,” said Lady
|
||
Catherine; “and pray tell her from me, that she cannot expect to excel,
|
||
if she does not practise a great deal.”
|
||
|
||
“I assure you, madam,” he replied, “that she does not need such advice.
|
||
She practises very constantly.”
|
||
|
||
“So much the better. It cannot be done too much; and when I next write
|
||
to her, I shall charge her not to neglect it on any account. I often
|
||
tell young ladies, that no excellence in music is to be acquired without
|
||
constant practice. I have told Miss Bennet several times, that she will
|
||
never play really well, unless she practises more; and though Mrs.
|
||
Collins has no instrument, she is very welcome, as I have often told
|
||
her, to come to Rosings every day, and play on the pianoforte in Mrs.
|
||
Jenkinson’s room. She would be in nobody’s way, you know, in that part
|
||
of the house.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt’s ill-breeding, and made
|
||
no answer.
|
||
|
||
When coffee was over, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth of having
|
||
promised to play to him; and she sat down directly to the instrument. He
|
||
drew a chair near her. Lady Catherine listened to half a song, and then
|
||
talked, as before, to her other nephew; till the latter walked away from
|
||
her, and moving with his usual deliberation towards the pianoforte,
|
||
stationed himself so as to command a full view of the fair performer’s
|
||
countenance. Elizabeth saw what he was doing, and at the first
|
||
convenient pause turned to him with an arch smile, and said,--
|
||
|
||
“You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state to hear
|
||
me. But I will not be alarmed, though your sister _does_ play so well.
|
||
There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at
|
||
the will of others. My courage always rises with every attempt to
|
||
intimidate me.”
|
||
|
||
“I shall not say that you are mistaken,” he replied, “because you could
|
||
not really believe me to entertain any design of alarming you; and I
|
||
have had the pleasure of your acquaintance long enough to know, that you
|
||
find great enjoyment in occasionally professing opinions which, in fact,
|
||
are not your own.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said to
|
||
Colonel Fitzwilliam, “Your cousin will give you a very pretty notion of
|
||
me, and teach you not to believe a word I say. I am particularly unlucky
|
||
in meeting with a person so well able to expose my real character, in a
|
||
part of the world where I had hoped to pass myself off with some degree
|
||
of credit. Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it is very ungenerous in you to mention
|
||
all that you knew to my disadvantage in Hertfordshire--and, give me
|
||
leave to say, very impolitic too--for it is provoking me to retaliate,
|
||
and such things may come out as will shock your relations to hear.”
|
||
|
||
“I am not afraid of you,” said he, smilingly.
|
||
|
||
“Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of,” cried Colonel
|
||
Fitzwilliam. “I should like to know how he behaves among strangers.”
|
||
|
||
“You shall hear, then--but prepare for something very dreadful. The
|
||
first time of my ever seeing him in Hertfordshire, you must know, was at
|
||
a ball--and at this ball, what do you think he did? He danced only four
|
||
dances! I am sorry to pain you, but so it was. He danced only four
|
||
dances, though gentlemen were scarce; and, to my certain knowledge, more
|
||
than one young lady was sitting down in want of a partner. Mr. Darcy,
|
||
you cannot deny the fact.”
|
||
|
||
“I had not at that time the honour of knowing any lady in the assembly
|
||
beyond my own party.”
|
||
|
||
“True; and nobody can ever be introduced in a ball-room. Well, Colonel
|
||
Fitzwilliam, what do I play next? My fingers wait your orders.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps,” said Darcy, “I should have judged better had I sought an
|
||
introduction, but I am ill-qualified to recommend myself to strangers.”
|
||
|
||
“Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?” said Elizabeth, still
|
||
addressing Colonel Fitzwilliam. “Shall we ask him why a man of sense and
|
||
education, and who has lived in the world, is ill-qualified to recommend
|
||
himself to strangers?”
|
||
|
||
“I can answer your question,” said Fitzwilliam, “without applying to
|
||
him. It is because he will not give himself the trouble.”
|
||
|
||
“I certainly have not the talent which some people possess,” said Darcy,
|
||
“of conversing easily with those I have never seen before. I cannot
|
||
catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested in their
|
||
concerns, as I often see done.”
|
||
|
||
“My fingers,” said Elizabeth, “do not move over this instrument in the
|
||
masterly manner which I see so many women’s do. They have not the same
|
||
force or rapidity, and do not produce the same expression. But then I
|
||
have always supposed it to be my own fault--because I would not take
|
||
the trouble of practising. It is not that I do not believe _my_ fingers
|
||
as capable as any other woman’s of superior execution.”
|
||
|
||
Darcy smiled and said, “You are perfectly right. You have employed your
|
||
time much better. No one admitted to the privilege of hearing you can
|
||
think anything wanting. We neither of us perform to strangers.”
|
||
|
||
Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to know
|
||
what they were talking of. Elizabeth immediately began playing again.
|
||
Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening for a few minutes, said
|
||
to Darcy,--
|
||
|
||
“Miss Bennet would not play at all amiss if she practised more, and
|
||
could have the advantage of a London master. She has a very good notion
|
||
of fingering, though her taste is not equal to Anne’s. Anne would have
|
||
been a delightful performer, had her health allowed her to learn.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth looked at Darcy, to see how cordially he assented to his
|
||
cousin’s praise: but neither at that moment nor at any other could she
|
||
discern any symptom of love; and from the whole of his behaviour to Miss
|
||
De Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss Bingley, that he might have
|
||
been just as likely to marry _her_, had she been his relation.
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth’s performance, mixing
|
||
with them many instructions on execution and taste. Elizabeth received
|
||
them with all the forbearance of civility; and at the request of the
|
||
gentlemen remained at the instrument till her Ladyship’s carriage was
|
||
ready to take them all home.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to Jane,
|
||
while Mrs. Collins and Maria were gone on business into the village,
|
||
when she was startled by a ring at the door, the certain signal of a
|
||
visitor. As she had heard no carriage, she thought it not unlikely to be
|
||
Lady Catherine; and under that apprehension was putting away her
|
||
half-finished letter, that she might escape all impertinent questions,
|
||
when the door opened, and to her very great surprise Mr. Darcy, and Mr.
|
||
Darcy only, entered the room.
|
||
|
||
He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologized for his
|
||
intrusion, by letting her know that he had understood all the ladies to
|
||
be within.
|
||
|
||
They then sat down, and when her inquiries after Rosings were made,
|
||
seemed in danger of sinking into total silence. It was absolutely
|
||
necessary, therefore, to think of something; and in this emergency
|
||
recollecting _when_ she had seen him last in Hertfordshire, and feeling
|
||
curious to know what he would say on the subject of their hasty
|
||
departure, she observed,--
|
||
|
||
“How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy!
|
||
It must have been a most agreeable surprise to Mr. Bingley to see you
|
||
all after him so soon; for, if I recollect right, he went but the day
|
||
before. He and his sisters were well, I hope, when you left London?”
|
||
|
||
“Perfectly so, I thank you.”
|
||
|
||
She found that she was to receive no other answer; and, after a short
|
||
pause, added,--
|
||
|
||
“I think I have understood that Mr. Bingley has not much idea of ever
|
||
returning to Netherfield again?”
|
||
|
||
“I have never heard him say so; but it is probable that he may spend
|
||
very little of his time there in future. He has many friends, and he is
|
||
at a time of life when friends and engagements are continually
|
||
increasing.”
|
||
|
||
“If he means to be but little at Netherfield, it would be better for the
|
||
neighbourhood that he should give up the place entirely, for then we
|
||
might possibly get a settled family there. But, perhaps, Mr. Bingley did
|
||
not take the house so much for the convenience of the neighbourhood as
|
||
for his own, and we must expect him to keep or quit it on the same
|
||
principle.”
|
||
|
||
“I should not be surprised,” said Darcy, “if he were to give it up as
|
||
soon as any eligible purchase offers.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth made no answer. She was afraid of talking longer of his
|
||
friend; and, having nothing else to say, was now determined to leave the
|
||
trouble of finding a subject to him.
|
||
|
||
He took the hint and soon began with, “This seems a very comfortable
|
||
house. Lady Catherine, I believe, did a great deal to it when Mr.
|
||
Collins first came to Hunsford.”
|
||
|
||
“I believe she did--and I am sure she could not have bestowed her
|
||
kindness on a more grateful object.”
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Collins appears very fortunate in his choice of a wife.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, indeed; his friends may well rejoice in his having met with one of
|
||
the very few sensible women who would have accepted him, or have made
|
||
him happy if they had. My friend has an excellent understanding--though
|
||
I am not certain that I consider her marrying Mr. Collins as the wisest
|
||
thing she ever did. She seems perfectly happy, however; and, in a
|
||
prudential light, it is certainly a very good match for her.”
|
||
|
||
“It must be very agreeable to her to be settled within so easy a
|
||
distance of her own family and friends.”
|
||
|
||
“An easy distance do you call it? It is nearly fifty miles.”
|
||
|
||
“And what is fifty miles of good road? Little more than half a day’s
|
||
journey. Yes, I call it a very easy distance.”
|
||
|
||
“I should never have considered the distance as one of the _advantages_
|
||
of the match,” cried Elizabeth. “I should never have said Mrs. Collins
|
||
was settled _near_ her family.”
|
||
|
||
“It is a proof of your own attachment to Hertfordshire. Anything beyond
|
||
the very neighbourhood of Longbourn, I suppose, would appear far.”
|
||
|
||
As he spoke there was a sort of smile, which Elizabeth fancied she
|
||
understood; he must be supposing her to be thinking of Jane and
|
||
Netherfield, and she blushed as she answered,--
|
||
|
||
“I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near her
|
||
family. The far and the near must be relative, and depend on many
|
||
varying circumstances. Where there is fortune to make the expense of
|
||
travelling unimportant, distance becomes no evil. But that is not the
|
||
case _here_. Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a comfortable income, but not
|
||
such a one as will allow of frequent journeys--and I am persuaded my
|
||
friend would not call herself _near_ her family under less than _half_
|
||
the present distance.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said, “_You_ cannot
|
||
have a right to such very strong local attachment. _You_ cannot have
|
||
been always at Longbourn.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth looked surprised. The gentleman experienced some change of
|
||
feeling; he drew back his chair, took a newspaper from the table, and,
|
||
glancing over it, said, in a colder voice,--
|
||
|
||
“Are you pleased with Kent?”
|
||
|
||
A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued, on either side
|
||
calm and concise--and soon put an end to by the entrance of Charlotte
|
||
and her sister, just returned from their walk. The _tête-à-tête_
|
||
surprised them. Mr. Darcy related the mistake which had occasioned his
|
||
intruding on Miss Bennet, and, after sitting a few minutes longer,
|
||
without saying much to anybody, went away.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: “Accompanied by their aunt”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“What can be the meaning of this?” said Charlotte, as soon as he was
|
||
gone. “My dear Eliza, he must be in love with you, or he would never
|
||
have called on us in this familiar way.”
|
||
|
||
But when Elizabeth told of his silence, it did not seem very likely,
|
||
even to Charlotte’s wishes, to be the case; and, after various
|
||
conjectures, they could at last only suppose his visit to proceed from
|
||
the difficulty of finding anything to do, which was the more probable
|
||
from the time of year. All field sports were over. Within doors there
|
||
was Lady Catherine, books, and a billiard table, but gentlemen cannot be
|
||
always within doors; and in the nearness of the Parsonage, or the
|
||
pleasantness of the walk to it, or of the people who lived in it, the
|
||
two cousins found a temptation from this period of walking thither
|
||
almost every day. They called at various times of the morning, sometimes
|
||
separately, sometimes together, and now and then accompanied by their
|
||
aunt. It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he
|
||
had pleasure in their society, a persuasion which of course recommended
|
||
him still more; and Elizabeth was reminded by her own satisfaction in
|
||
being with him, as well as by his evident admiration, of her former
|
||
favourite, George Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there
|
||
was less captivating softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam’s manners, she
|
||
believed he might have the best informed mind.
|
||
|
||
But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage it was more difficult
|
||
to understand. It could not be for society, as he frequently sat there
|
||
ten minutes together without opening his lips; and when he did speak, it
|
||
seemed the effect of necessity rather than of choice--a sacrifice to
|
||
propriety, not a pleasure to himself. He seldom appeared really
|
||
animated. Mrs. Collins knew not what to make of him. Colonel
|
||
Fitzwilliam’s occasionally laughing at his stupidity proved that he was
|
||
generally different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told
|
||
her; and as she would have liked to believe this change the effect of
|
||
love, and the object of that love her friend Eliza, she set herself
|
||
seriously to work to find it out: she watched him whenever they were at
|
||
Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford; but without much success. He
|
||
certainly looked at her friend a great deal, but the expression of that
|
||
look was disputable. It was an earnest, steadfast gaze, but she often
|
||
doubted whether there were much admiration in it, and sometimes it
|
||
seemed nothing but absence of mind.
|
||
|
||
She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of his
|
||
being partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the idea; and Mrs.
|
||
Collins did not think it right to press the subject, from the danger of
|
||
raising expectations which might only end in disappointment; for in her
|
||
opinion it admitted not of a doubt, that all her friend’s dislike would
|
||
vanish, if she could suppose him to be in her power.
|
||
|
||
In her kind schemes for Elizabeth, she sometimes planned her marrying
|
||
Colonel Fitzwilliam. He was, beyond comparison, the pleasantest man: he
|
||
certainly admired her, and his situation in life was most eligible; but,
|
||
to counterbalance these advantages, Mr. Darcy had considerable patronage
|
||
in the church, and his cousin could have none at all.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration: “On looking up”]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
More than once did Elizabeth, in her ramble within the park,
|
||
unexpectedly meet Mr. Darcy. She felt all the perverseness of the
|
||
mischance that should bring him where no one else was brought; and, to
|
||
prevent its ever happening again, took care to inform him, at first,
|
||
that it was a favourite haunt of hers. How it could occur a second time,
|
||
therefore, was very odd! Yet it did, and even the third. It seemed like
|
||
wilful ill-nature, or a voluntary penance; for on these occasions it was
|
||
not merely a few formal inquiries and an awkward pause and then away,
|
||
but he actually thought it necessary to turn back and walk with her. He
|
||
never said a great deal, nor did she give herself the trouble of talking
|
||
or of listening much; but it struck her in the course of their third
|
||
encounter that he was asking some odd unconnected questions--about her
|
||
pleasure in being at Hunsford, her love of solitary walks, and her
|
||
opinion of Mr. and Mrs. Collins’s happiness; and that in speaking of
|
||
Rosings, and her not perfectly understanding the house, he seemed to
|
||
expect that whenever she came into Kent again she would be staying
|
||
_there_ too. His words seemed to imply it. Could he have Colonel
|
||
Fitzwilliam in his thoughts? She supposed, if he meant anything, he must
|
||
mean an allusion to what might arise in that quarter. It distressed her
|
||
a little, and she was quite glad to find herself at the gate in the
|
||
pales opposite the Parsonage.
|
||
|
||
She was engaged one day, as she walked, in re-perusing Jane’s last
|
||
letter, and dwelling on some passages which proved that Jane had not
|
||
written in spirits, when, instead of being again surprised by Mr. Darcy,
|
||
she saw, on looking up, that Colonel Fitzwilliam was meeting her.
|
||
Putting away the letter immediately, and forcing a smile, she said,--
|
||
|
||
“I did not know before that you ever walked this way.”
|
||
|
||
“I have been making the tour of the park,” he replied, “as I generally
|
||
do every year, and intended to close it with a call at the Parsonage.
|
||
Are you going much farther?”
|
||
|
||
“No, I should have turned in a moment.”
|
||
|
||
And accordingly she did turn, and they walked towards the Parsonage
|
||
together.
|
||
|
||
“Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?” said she.
|
||
|
||
“Yes--if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his disposal. He
|
||
arranges the business just as he pleases.”
|
||
|
||
“And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at least
|
||
great pleasure in the power of choice. I do not know anybody who seems
|
||
more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes than Mr. Darcy.”
|
||
|
||
“He likes to have his own way very well,” replied Colonel Fitzwilliam.
|
||
“But so we all do. It is only that he has better means of having it than
|
||
many others, because he is rich, and many others are poor. I speak
|
||
feelingly. A younger son, you know, must be inured to self-denial and
|
||
dependence.”
|
||
|
||
“In my opinion, the younger son of an earl can know very little of
|
||
either. Now, seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial and
|
||
dependence? When have you been prevented by want of money from going
|
||
wherever you chose or procuring anything you had a fancy for?”
|
||
|
||
“These are home questions--and perhaps I cannot say that I have
|
||
experienced many hardships of that nature. But in matters of greater
|
||
weight, I may suffer from the want of money. Younger sons cannot marry
|
||
where they like.”
|
||
|
||
“Unless where they like women of fortune, which I think they very often
|
||
do.”
|
||
|
||
“Our habits of expense make us too dependent, and there are not many in
|
||
my rank of life who can afford to marry without some attention to
|
||
money.”
|
||
|
||
“Is this,” thought Elizabeth, “meant for me?” and she coloured at the
|
||
idea; but, recovering herself, said in a lively tone, “And pray, what is
|
||
the usual price of an earl’s younger son? Unless the elder brother is
|
||
very sickly, I suppose you would not ask above fifty thousand pounds.”
|
||
|
||
He answered her in the same style, and the subject dropped. To interrupt
|
||
a silence which might make him fancy her affected with what had passed,
|
||
she soon afterwards said,--
|
||
|
||
“I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the sake of
|
||
having somebody at his disposal. I wonder he does not marry, to secure a
|
||
lasting convenience of that kind. But, perhaps, his sister does as well
|
||
for the present; and, as she is under his sole care, he may do what he
|
||
likes with her.”
|
||
|
||
“No,” said Colonel Fitzwilliam, “that is an advantage which he must
|
||
divide with me. I am joined with him in the guardianship of Miss Darcy.”
|
||
|
||
“Are you, indeed? And pray what sort of a guardian do you make? Does
|
||
your charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age are sometimes
|
||
a little difficult to manage; and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she
|
||
may like to have her own way.”
|
||
|
||
As she spoke, she observed him looking at her earnestly; and the manner
|
||
in which he immediately asked her why she supposed Miss Darcy likely to
|
||
give them any uneasiness, convinced her that she had somehow or other
|
||
got pretty near the truth. She directly replied,--
|
||
|
||
“You need not be frightened. I never heard any harm of her; and I dare
|
||
say she is one of the most tractable creatures in the world. She is a
|
||
very great favourite with some ladies of my acquaintance, Mrs. Hurst and
|
||
Miss Bingley. I think I have heard you say that you know them.”
|
||
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“I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant, gentlemanlike
|
||
man--he is a great friend of Darcy’s.”
|
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|
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“Oh yes,” said Elizabeth drily--“Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to Mr.
|
||
Bingley, and takes a prodigious deal of care of him.”
|
||
|
||
“Care of him! Yes, I really believe Darcy _does_ take care of him in
|
||
those points where he most wants care. From something that he told me
|
||
in our journey hither, I have reason to think Bingley very much indebted
|
||
to him. But I ought to beg his pardon, for I have no right to suppose
|
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that Bingley was the person meant. It was all conjecture.”
|
||
|
||
“What is it you mean?”
|
||
|
||
“It is a circumstance which Darcy of course could not wish to be
|
||
generally known, because if it were to get round to the lady’s family it
|
||
would be an unpleasant thing.”
|
||
|
||
“You may depend upon my not mentioning it.”
|
||
|
||
“And remember that I have not much reason for supposing it to be
|
||
Bingley. What he told me was merely this: that he congratulated himself
|
||
on having lately saved a friend from the inconveniences of a most
|
||
imprudent marriage, but without mentioning names or any other
|
||
particulars; and I only suspected it to be Bingley from believing him
|
||
the kind of young man to get into a scrape of that sort, and from
|
||
knowing them to have been together the whole of last summer.”
|
||
|
||
“Did Mr. Darcy give you his reasons for this interference?”
|
||
|
||
“I understood that there were some very strong objections against the
|
||
lady.”
|
||
|
||
“And what arts did he use to separate them?”
|
||
|
||
“He did not talk to me of his own arts,” said Fitzwilliam, smiling. “He
|
||
only told me what I have now told you.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth made no answer, and walked on, her heart swelling with
|
||
indignation. After watching her a little, Fitzwilliam asked her why she
|
||
was so thoughtful.
|
||
|
||
“I am thinking of what you have been telling me,” said she. “Your
|
||
cousin’s conduct does not suit my feelings. Why was he to be the
|
||
judge?”
|
||
|
||
“You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?”
|
||
|
||
“I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety of his
|
||
friend’s inclination; or why, upon his own judgment alone, he was to
|
||
determine and direct in what manner that friend was to be happy. But,”
|
||
she continued, recollecting herself, “as we know none of the
|
||
particulars, it is not fair to condemn him. It is not to be supposed
|
||
that there was much affection in the case.”
|
||
|
||
“That is not an unnatural surmise,” said Fitzwilliam; “but it is
|
||
lessening the honour of my cousin’s triumph very sadly.”
|
||
|
||
This was spoken jestingly, but it appeared to her so just a picture of
|
||
Mr. Darcy, that she would not trust herself with an answer; and,
|
||
therefore, abruptly changing the conversation, talked on indifferent
|
||
matters till they reached the Parsonage. There, shut into her own room,
|
||
as soon as their visitor left them, she could think without interruption
|
||
of all that she had heard. It was not to be supposed that any other
|
||
people could be meant than those with whom she was connected. There
|
||
could not exist in the world _two_ men over whom Mr. Darcy could have
|
||
such boundless influence. That he had been concerned in the measures
|
||
taken to separate Mr. Bingley and Jane, she had never doubted; but she
|
||
had always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal design and
|
||
arrangement of them. If his own vanity, however, did not mislead him,
|
||
_he_ was the cause--his pride and caprice were the cause--of all that
|
||
Jane had suffered, and still continued to suffer. He had ruined for a
|
||
while every hope of happiness for the most affectionate, generous heart
|
||
in the world; and no one could say how lasting an evil he might have
|
||
inflicted.
|
||
|
||
“There were some very strong objections against the lady,” were Colonel
|
||
Fitzwilliam’s words; and these strong objections probably were, her
|
||
having one uncle who was a country attorney, and another who was in
|
||
business in London.
|
||
|
||
“To Jane herself,” she exclaimed, “there could be no possibility of
|
||
objection,--all loveliness and goodness as she is! Her understanding
|
||
excellent, her mind improved, and her manners captivating. Neither could
|
||
anything be urged against my father, who, though with some
|
||
peculiarities, has abilities which Mr. Darcy himself need not disdain,
|
||
and respectability which he will probably never reach.” When she thought
|
||
of her mother, indeed, her confidence gave way a little; but she would
|
||
not allow that any objections _there_ had material weight with Mr.
|
||
Darcy, whose pride, she was convinced, would receive a deeper wound from
|
||
the want of importance in his friend’s connections than from their want
|
||
of sense; and she was quite decided, at last, that he had been partly
|
||
governed by this worst kind of pride, and partly by the wish of
|
||
retaining Mr. Bingley for his sister.
|
||
|
||
The agitation and tears which the subject occasioned brought on a
|
||
headache; and it grew so much worse towards the evening that, added to
|
||
her unwillingness to see Mr. Darcy, it determined her not to attend her
|
||
cousins to Rosings, where they were engaged to drink tea. Mrs. Collins,
|
||
seeing that she was really unwell, did not press her to go, and as much
|
||
as possible prevented her husband from pressing her; but Mr. Collins
|
||
could not conceal his apprehension of Lady Catherine’s being rather
|
||
displeased by her staying at home.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXIV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
When they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate herself as
|
||
much as possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her employment the
|
||
examination of all the letters which Jane had written to her since her
|
||
being in Kent. They contained no actual complaint, nor was there any
|
||
revival of past occurrences, or any communication of present suffering.
|
||
But in all, and in almost every line of each, there was a want of that
|
||
cheerfulness which had been used to characterize her style, and which,
|
||
proceeding from the serenity of a mind at ease with itself, and kindly
|
||
disposed towards everyone, had been scarcely ever clouded. Elizabeth
|
||
noticed every sentence conveying the idea of uneasiness, with an
|
||
attention which it had hardly received on the first perusal. Mr. Darcy’s
|
||
shameful boast of what misery he had been able to inflict gave her a
|
||
keener sense of her sister’s sufferings. It was some consolation to
|
||
think that his visit to Rosings was to end on the day after the next,
|
||
and a still greater that in less than a fortnight she should herself be
|
||
with Jane again, and enabled to contribute to the recovery of her
|
||
spirits, by all that affection could do.
|
||
|
||
She could not think of Darcy’s leaving Kent without remembering that his
|
||
cousin was to go with him; but Colonel Fitzwilliam had made it clear
|
||
that he had no intentions at all, and, agreeable as he was, she did not
|
||
mean to be unhappy about him.
|
||
|
||
While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound of the
|
||
door-bell; and her spirits were a little fluttered by the idea of its
|
||
being Colonel Fitzwilliam himself, who had once before called late in
|
||
the evening, and might now come to inquire particularly after her. But
|
||
this idea was soon banished, and her spirits were very differently
|
||
affected, when, to her utter amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the
|
||
room. In a hurried manner he immediately began an inquiry after her
|
||
health, imputing his visit to a wish of hearing that she were better.
|
||
She answered him with cold civility. He sat down for a few moments, and
|
||
then getting up walked about the room. Elizabeth was surprised, but
|
||
said not a word. After a silence of several minutes, he came towards her
|
||
in an agitated manner, and thus began:--
|
||
|
||
“In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be
|
||
repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love
|
||
you.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s astonishment was beyond expression. She stared, coloured,
|
||
doubted, and was silent. This he considered sufficient encouragement,
|
||
and the avowal of all that he felt and had long felt for her immediately
|
||
followed. He spoke well; but there were feelings besides those of the
|
||
heart to be detailed, and he was not more eloquent on the subject of
|
||
tenderness than of pride. His sense of her inferiority, of its being a
|
||
degradation, of the family obstacles which judgment had always opposed
|
||
to inclination, were dwelt on with a warmth which seemed due to the
|
||
consequence he was wounding, but was very unlikely to recommend his
|
||
suit.
|
||
|
||
In spite of her deeply-rooted dislike, she could not be insensible to
|
||
the compliment of such a man’s affection, and though her intentions did
|
||
not vary for an instant, she was at first sorry for the pain he was to
|
||
receive; till roused to resentment by his subsequent language, she lost
|
||
all compassion in anger. She tried, however, to compose herself to
|
||
answer him with patience, when he should have done. He concluded with
|
||
representing to her the strength of that attachment which in spite of
|
||
all his endeavours he had found impossible to conquer; and with
|
||
expressing his hope that it would now be rewarded by her acceptance of
|
||
his hand. As he said this she could easily see that he had no doubt of a
|
||
favourable answer. He _spoke_ of apprehension and anxiety, but his
|
||
countenance expressed real security. Such a circumstance could only
|
||
exasperate farther; and when he ceased the colour rose into her cheeks
|
||
and she said,--
|
||
|
||
“In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to
|
||
express a sense of obligation for the sentiments avowed, however
|
||
unequally they may be returned. It is natural that obligation should be
|
||
felt, and if I could _feel_ gratitude, I would now thank you. But I
|
||
cannot--I have never desired your good opinion, and you have certainly
|
||
bestowed it most unwillingly. I am sorry to have occasioned pain to
|
||
anyone. It has been most unconsciously done, however, and I hope will be
|
||
of short duration. The feelings which you tell me have long prevented
|
||
the acknowledgment of your regard can have little difficulty in
|
||
overcoming it after this explanation.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy, who was leaning against the mantel-piece with his eyes fixed
|
||
on her face, seemed to catch her words with no less resentment than
|
||
surprise. His complexion became pale with anger, and the disturbance of
|
||
his mind was visible in every feature. He was struggling for the
|
||
appearance of composure, and would not open his lips till he believed
|
||
himself to have attained it. The pause was to Elizabeth’s feelings
|
||
dreadful. At length, in a voice of forced calmness, he said,--
|
||
|
||
“And this is all the reply which I am to have the honour of expecting! I
|
||
might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so little _endeavour_ at
|
||
civility, I am thus rejected. But it is of small importance.”
|
||
|
||
“I might as well inquire,” replied she, “why, with so evident a design
|
||
of offending and insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me
|
||
against your will, against your reason, and even against your character?
|
||
Was not this some excuse for incivility, if I _was_ uncivil? But I have
|
||
other provocations. You know I have. Had not my own feelings decided
|
||
against you, had they been indifferent, or had they even been
|
||
favourable, do you think that any consideration would tempt me to accept
|
||
the man who has been the means of ruining, perhaps for ever, the
|
||
happiness of a most beloved sister?”
|
||
|
||
As she pronounced these words, Mr. Darcy changed colour; but the emotion
|
||
was short, and he listened without attempting to interrupt her while she
|
||
continued,--
|
||
|
||
“I have every reason in the world to think ill of you. No motive can
|
||
excuse the unjust and ungenerous part you acted _there_. You dare not,
|
||
you cannot deny that you have been the principal, if not the only means
|
||
of dividing them from each other, of exposing one to the censure of the
|
||
world for caprice and instability, the other to its derision for
|
||
disappointed hopes, and involving them both in misery of the acutest
|
||
kind.”
|
||
|
||
She paused, and saw with no slight indignation that he was listening
|
||
with an air which proved him wholly unmoved by any feeling of remorse.
|
||
He even looked at her with a smile of affected incredulity.
|
||
|
||
“Can you deny that you have done it?” she repeated.
|
||
|
||
With assumed tranquillity he then replied, “I have no wish of denying
|
||
that I did everything in my power to separate my friend from your
|
||
sister, or that I rejoice in my success. Towards _him_ I have been
|
||
kinder than towards myself.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth disdained the appearance of noticing this civil reflection,
|
||
but its meaning did not escape, nor was it likely to conciliate her.
|
||
|
||
“But it is not merely this affair,” she continued, “on which my dislike
|
||
is founded. Long before it had taken place, my opinion of you was
|
||
decided. Your character was unfolded in the recital which I received
|
||
many months ago from Mr. Wickham. On this subject, what can you have to
|
||
say? In what imaginary act of friendship can you here defend yourself?
|
||
or under what misrepresentation can you here impose upon others?”
|
||
|
||
“You take an eager interest in that gentleman’s concerns,” said Darcy,
|
||
in a less tranquil tone, and with a heightened colour.
|
||
|
||
“Who that knows what his misfortunes have been can help feeling an
|
||
interest in him?”
|
||
|
||
“His misfortunes!” repeated Darcy, contemptuously,--“yes, his
|
||
misfortunes have been great indeed.”
|
||
|
||
“And of your infliction,” cried Elizabeth, with energy; “You have
|
||
reduced him to his present state of poverty--comparative poverty. You
|
||
have withheld the advantages which you must know to have been designed
|
||
for him. You have deprived the best years of his life of that
|
||
independence which was no less his due than his desert. You have done
|
||
all this! and yet you can treat the mention of his misfortunes with
|
||
contempt and ridicule.”
|
||
|
||
“And this,” cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the room,
|
||
“is your opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you hold me! I
|
||
thank you for explaining it so fully. My faults, according to this
|
||
calculation, are heavy indeed! But, perhaps,” added he, stopping in his
|
||
walk, and turning towards her, “these offences might have been
|
||
overlooked, had not your pride been hurt by my honest confession of the
|
||
scruples that had long prevented my forming any serious design. These
|
||
bitter accusations might have been suppressed, had I, with greater
|
||
policy, concealed my struggles, and flattered you into the belief of my
|
||
being impelled by unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by reason, by
|
||
reflection, by everything. But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence.
|
||
Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related. They were natural and just.
|
||
Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your
|
||
connections?--to congratulate myself on the hope of relations whose
|
||
condition in life is so decidedly beneath my own?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she tried to
|
||
the utmost to speak with composure when she said,--
|
||
|
||
“You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of your
|
||
declaration affected me in any other way than as it spared me the
|
||
concern which I might have felt in refusing you, had you behaved in a
|
||
more gentlemanlike manner.”
|
||
|
||
She saw him start at this; but he said nothing, and she continued,--
|
||
|
||
“You could not have made me the offer of your hand in any possible way
|
||
that would have tempted me to accept it.”
|
||
|
||
Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her with an
|
||
expression of mingled incredulity and mortification. She went on,--
|
||
|
||
“From the very beginning, from the first moment, I may almost say, of my
|
||
acquaintance with you, your manners impressing me with the fullest
|
||
belief of your arrogance, your conceit, and your selfish disdain of the
|
||
feelings of others, were such as to form that groundwork of
|
||
disapprobation, on which succeeding events have built so immovable a
|
||
dislike; and I had not known you a month before I felt that you were the
|
||
last man in the world whom I could ever be prevailed on to marry.”
|
||
|
||
“You have said quite enough, madam. I perfectly comprehend your
|
||
feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own have been.
|
||
Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best
|
||
wishes for your health and happiness.”
|
||
|
||
And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth heard him
|
||
the next moment open the front door and quit the house. The tumult of
|
||
her mind was now painfully great. She knew not how to support herself,
|
||
and, from actual weakness, sat down and cried for half an hour. Her
|
||
astonishment, as she reflected on what had passed, was increased by
|
||
every review of it. That she should receive an offer of marriage from
|
||
Mr. Darcy! that he should have been in love with her for so many months!
|
||
so much in love as to wish to marry her in spite of all the objections
|
||
which had made him prevent his friend’s marrying her sister, and which
|
||
must appear at least with equal force in his own case, was almost
|
||
incredible! it was gratifying to have inspired unconsciously so strong
|
||
an affection. But his pride, his abominable pride, his shameless avowal
|
||
of what he had done with respect to Jane, his unpardonable assurance in
|
||
acknowledging, though he could not justify it, and the unfeeling manner
|
||
which he had mentioned Mr. Wickham, his cruelty towards whom he had not
|
||
attempted to deny, soon overcame the pity which the consideration of his
|
||
attachment had for a moment excited.
|
||
|
||
She continued in very agitating reflections till the sound of Lady
|
||
Catherine’s carriage made her feel how unequal she was to encounter
|
||
Charlotte’s observation, and hurried her away to her room.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Hearing herself called”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth awoke the next morning to the same thoughts and meditations
|
||
which had at length closed her eyes. She could not yet recover from the
|
||
surprise of what had happened: it was impossible to think of anything
|
||
else; and, totally indisposed for employment, she resolved soon after
|
||
breakfast to indulge herself in air and exercise. She was proceeding
|
||
directly to her favourite walk, when the recollection of Mr. Darcy’s
|
||
sometimes coming there stopped her, and instead of entering the park,
|
||
she turned up the lane which led her farther from the turnpike road. The
|
||
park paling was still the boundary on one side, and she soon passed one
|
||
of the gates into the ground.
|
||
|
||
After walking two or three times along that part of the lane, she was
|
||
tempted, by the pleasantness of the morning, to stop at the gates and
|
||
look into the park. The five weeks which she had now passed in Kent had
|
||
made a great difference in the country, and every day was adding to the
|
||
verdure of the early trees. She was on the point of continuing her
|
||
walk, when she caught a glimpse of a gentleman within the sort of grove
|
||
which edged the park: he was moving that way; and fearful of its being
|
||
Mr. Darcy, she was directly retreating. But the person who advanced was
|
||
now near enough to see her, and stepping forward with eagerness,
|
||
pronounced her name. She had turned away; but on hearing herself called,
|
||
though in a voice which proved it to be Mr. Darcy, she moved again
|
||
towards the gate. He had by that time reached it also; and, holding out
|
||
a letter, which she instinctively took, said, with a look of haughty
|
||
composure, “I have been walking in the grove some time, in the hope of
|
||
meeting you. Will you do me the honour of reading that letter?” and
|
||
then, with a slight bow, turned again into the plantation, and was soon
|
||
out of sight.
|
||
|
||
With no expectation of pleasure, but with the strongest curiosity,
|
||
Elizabeth opened the letter, and to her still increasing wonder,
|
||
perceived an envelope containing two sheets of letter paper, written
|
||
quite through, in a very close hand. The envelope itself was likewise
|
||
full. Pursuing her way along the lane, she then began it. It was dated
|
||
from Rosings, at eight o’clock in the morning, and was as follows:--
|
||
|
||
“Be not alarmed, madam, on receiving this letter, by the apprehension of
|
||
its containing any repetition of those sentiments, or renewal of those
|
||
offers, which were last night so disgusting to you. I write without any
|
||
intention of paining you, or humbling myself, by dwelling on wishes,
|
||
which, for the happiness of both, cannot be too soon forgotten; and the
|
||
effort which the formation and the perusal of this letter must occasion,
|
||
should have been spared, had not my character required it to be written
|
||
and read. You must, therefore, pardon the freedom with which I demand
|
||
your attention; your feelings, I know, will bestow it unwillingly, but I
|
||
demand it of your justice.
|
||
|
||
“Two offences of a very different nature, and by no means of equal
|
||
magnitude, you last night laid to my charge. The first mentioned was,
|
||
that, regardless of the sentiments of either, I had detached Mr. Bingley
|
||
from your sister,--and the other, that I had, in defiance of various
|
||
claims, in defiance of honour and humanity, ruined the immediate
|
||
prosperity and blasted the prospects of Mr. Wickham. Wilfully and
|
||
wantonly to have thrown off the companion of my youth, the acknowledged
|
||
favourite of my father, a young man who had scarcely any other
|
||
dependence than on our patronage, and who had been brought up to expect
|
||
its exertion, would be a depravity, to which the separation of two young
|
||
persons whose affection could be the growth of only a few weeks, could
|
||
bear no comparison. But from the severity of that blame which was last
|
||
night so liberally bestowed, respecting each circumstance, I shall hope
|
||
to be in future secured, when the following account of my actions and
|
||
their motives has been read. If, in the explanation of them which is due
|
||
to myself, I am under the necessity of relating feelings which may be
|
||
offensive to yours, I can only say that I am sorry. The necessity must
|
||
be obeyed, and further apology would be absurd. I had not been long in
|
||
Hertfordshire before I saw, in common with others, that Bingley
|
||
preferred your elder sister to any other young woman in the country. But
|
||
it was not till the evening of the dance at Netherfield that I had any
|
||
apprehension of his feeling a serious attachment. I had often seen him
|
||
in love before. At that ball, while I had the honour of dancing with
|
||
you, I was first made acquainted, by Sir William Lucas’s accidental
|
||
information, that Bingley’s attentions to your sister had given rise to
|
||
a general expectation of their marriage. He spoke of it as a certain
|
||
event, of which the time alone could be undecided. From that moment I
|
||
observed my friend’s behaviour attentively; and I could then perceive
|
||
that his partiality for Miss Bennet was beyond what I had ever witnessed
|
||
in him. Your sister I also watched. Her look and manners were open,
|
||
cheerful, and engaging as ever, but without any symptom of peculiar
|
||
regard; and I remained convinced, from the evening’s scrutiny, that
|
||
though she received his attentions with pleasure, she did not invite
|
||
them by any participation of sentiment. If _you_ have not been mistaken
|
||
here, _I_ must have been in an error. Your superior knowledge of your
|
||
sister must make the latter probable. If it be so, if I have been misled
|
||
by such error to inflict pain on her, your resentment has not been
|
||
unreasonable. But I shall not scruple to assert, that the serenity of
|
||
your sister’s countenance and air was such as might have given the most
|
||
acute observer a conviction that, however amiable her temper, her heart
|
||
was not likely to be easily touched. That I was desirous of believing
|
||
her indifferent is certain; but I will venture to say that my
|
||
investigations and decisions are not usually influenced by my hopes or
|
||
fears. I did not believe her to be indifferent because I wished it; I
|
||
believed it on impartial conviction, as truly as I wished it in reason.
|
||
My objections to the marriage were not merely those which I last night
|
||
acknowledged to have required the utmost force of passion to put aside
|
||
in my own case; the want of connection could not be so great an evil to
|
||
my friend as to me. But there were other causes of repugnance; causes
|
||
which, though still existing, and existing to an equal degree in both
|
||
instances, I had myself endeavoured to forget, because they were not
|
||
immediately before me. These causes must be stated, though briefly. The
|
||
situation of your mother’s family, though objectionable, was nothing in
|
||
comparison of that total want of propriety so frequently, so almost
|
||
uniformly betrayed by herself, by your three younger sisters, and
|
||
occasionally even by your father:--pardon me,--it pains me to offend
|
||
you. But amidst your concern for the defects of your nearest relations,
|
||
and your displeasure at this representation of them, let it give you
|
||
consolation to consider that to have conducted yourselves so as to avoid
|
||
any share of the like censure is praise no less generally bestowed on
|
||
you and your eldest sister than it is honourable to the sense and
|
||
disposition of both. I will only say, farther, that from what passed
|
||
that evening my opinion of all parties was confirmed, and every
|
||
inducement heightened, which could have led me before to preserve my
|
||
friend from what I esteemed a most unhappy connection. He left
|
||
Netherfield for London on the day following, as you, I am certain,
|
||
remember, with the design of soon returning. The part which I acted is
|
||
now to be explained. His sisters’ uneasiness had been equally excited
|
||
with my own: our coincidence of feeling was soon discovered; and, alike
|
||
sensible that no time was to be lost in detaching their brother, we
|
||
shortly resolved on joining him directly in London. We accordingly
|
||
went--and there I readily engaged in the office of pointing out to my
|
||
friend the certain evils of such a choice. I described and enforced them
|
||
earnestly. But however this remonstrance might have staggered or delayed
|
||
his determination, I do not suppose that it would ultimately have
|
||
prevented the marriage, had it not been seconded by the assurance, which
|
||
I hesitated not in giving, of your sister’s indifference. He had before
|
||
believed her to return his affection with sincere, if not with equal,
|
||
regard. But Bingley has great natural modesty, with a stronger
|
||
dependence on my judgment than on his own. To convince him, therefore,
|
||
that he had deceived himself was no very difficult point. To persuade
|
||
him against returning into Hertfordshire, when that conviction had been
|
||
given, was scarcely the work of a moment. I cannot blame myself for
|
||
having done thus much. There is but one part of my conduct, in the whole
|
||
affair, on which I do not reflect with satisfaction; it is that I
|
||
condescended to adopt the measures of art so far as to conceal from him
|
||
your sister’s being in town. I knew it myself, as it was known to Miss
|
||
Bingley; but her brother is even yet ignorant of it. That they might
|
||
have met without ill consequence is, perhaps, probable; but his regard
|
||
did not appear to me enough extinguished for him to see her without some
|
||
danger. Perhaps this concealment, this disguise, was beneath me. It is
|
||
done, however, and it was done for the best. On this subject I have
|
||
nothing more to say, no other apology to offer. If I have wounded your
|
||
sister’s feelings, it was unknowingly done; and though the motives which
|
||
governed me may to you very naturally appear insufficient, I have not
|
||
yet learnt to condemn them.--With respect to that other, more weighty
|
||
accusation, of having injured Mr. Wickham, I can only refute it by
|
||
laying before you the whole of his connection with my family. Of what he
|
||
has _particularly_ accused me I am ignorant; but of the truth of what I
|
||
shall relate I can summon more than one witness of undoubted veracity.
|
||
Mr. Wickham is the son of a very respectable man, who had for many years
|
||
the management of all the Pemberley estates, and whose good conduct in
|
||
the discharge of his trust naturally inclined my father to be of service
|
||
to him; and on George Wickham, who was his godson, his kindness was
|
||
therefore liberally bestowed. My father supported him at school, and
|
||
afterwards at Cambridge; most important assistance, as his own father,
|
||
always poor from the extravagance of his wife, would have been unable to
|
||
give him a gentleman’s education. My father was not only fond of this
|
||
young man’s society, whose manners were always engaging, he had also the
|
||
highest opinion of him, and hoping the church would be his profession,
|
||
intended to provide for him in it. As for myself, it is many, many years
|
||
since I first began to think of him in a very different manner. The
|
||
vicious propensities, the want of principle, which he was careful to
|
||
guard from the knowledge of his best friend, could not escape the
|
||
observation of a young man of nearly the same age with himself, and who
|
||
had opportunities of seeing him in unguarded moments, which Mr. Darcy
|
||
could not have. Here again I shall give you pain--to what degree you
|
||
only can tell. But whatever may be the sentiments which Mr. Wickham has
|
||
created, a suspicion of their nature shall not prevent me from unfolding
|
||
his real character. It adds even another motive. My excellent father
|
||
died about five years ago; and his attachment to Mr. Wickham was to the
|
||
last so steady, that in his will he particularly recommended it to me to
|
||
promote his advancement in the best manner that his profession might
|
||
allow, and if he took orders, desired that a valuable family living
|
||
might be his as soon as it became vacant. There was also a legacy of
|
||
one thousand pounds. His own father did not long survive mine; and
|
||
within half a year from these events Mr. Wickham wrote to inform me
|
||
that, having finally resolved against taking orders, he hoped I should
|
||
not think it unreasonable for him to expect some more immediate
|
||
pecuniary advantage, in lieu of the preferment, by which he could not be
|
||
benefited. He had some intention, he added, of studying the law, and I
|
||
must be aware that the interest of one thousand pounds would be a very
|
||
insufficient support therein. I rather wished than believed him to be
|
||
sincere; but, at any rate, was perfectly ready to accede to his
|
||
proposal. I knew that Mr. Wickham ought not to be a clergyman. The
|
||
business was therefore soon settled. He resigned all claim to assistance
|
||
in the church, were it possible that he could ever be in a situation to
|
||
receive it, and accepted in return three thousand pounds. All connection
|
||
between us seemed now dissolved. I thought too ill of him to invite him
|
||
to Pemberley, or admit his society in town. In town, I believe, he
|
||
chiefly lived, but his studying the law was a mere pretence; and being
|
||
now free from all restraint, his life was a life of idleness and
|
||
dissipation. For about three years I heard little of him; but on the
|
||
decease of the incumbent of the living which had been designed for him,
|
||
he applied to me again by letter for the presentation. His
|
||
circumstances, he assured me, and I had no difficulty in believing it,
|
||
were exceedingly bad. He had found the law a most unprofitable study,
|
||
and was now absolutely resolved on being ordained, if I would present
|
||
him to the living in question--of which he trusted there could be little
|
||
doubt, as he was well assured that I had no other person to provide for,
|
||
and I could not have forgotten my revered father’s intentions. You will
|
||
hardly blame me for refusing to comply with this entreaty, or for
|
||
resisting every repetition of it. His resentment was in proportion to
|
||
the distress of his circumstances--and he was doubtless as violent in
|
||
his abuse of me to others as in his reproaches to myself. After this
|
||
period, every appearance of acquaintance was dropped. How he lived, I
|
||
know not. But last summer he was again most painfully obtruded on my
|
||
notice. I must now mention a circumstance which I would wish to forget
|
||
myself, and which no obligation less than the present should induce me
|
||
to unfold to any human being. Having said thus much, I feel no doubt of
|
||
your secrecy. My sister, who is more than ten years my junior, was left
|
||
to the guardianship of my mother’s nephew, Colonel Fitzwilliam, and
|
||
myself. About a year ago, she was taken from school, and an
|
||
establishment formed for her in London; and last summer she went with
|
||
the lady who presided over it to Ramsgate; and thither also went Mr.
|
||
Wickham, undoubtedly by design; for there proved to have been a prior
|
||
acquaintance between him and Mrs. Younge, in whose character we were
|
||
most unhappily deceived; and by her connivance and aid he so far
|
||
recommended himself to Georgiana, whose affectionate heart retained a
|
||
strong impression of his kindness to her as a child, that she was
|
||
persuaded to believe herself in love and to consent to an elopement. She
|
||
was then but fifteen, which must be her excuse; and after stating her
|
||
imprudence, I am happy to add, that I owed the knowledge of it to
|
||
herself. I joined them unexpectedly a day or two before the intended
|
||
elopement; and then Georgiana, unable to support the idea of grieving
|
||
and offending a brother whom she almost looked up to as a father,
|
||
acknowledged the whole to me. You may imagine what I felt and how I
|
||
acted. Regard for my sister’s credit and feelings prevented any public
|
||
exposure; but I wrote to Mr. Wickham, who left the place immediately,
|
||
and Mrs. Younge was of course removed from her charge. Mr. Wickham’s
|
||
chief object was unquestionably my sister’s fortune, which is thirty
|
||
thousand pounds; but I cannot help supposing that the hope of revenging
|
||
himself on me was a strong inducement. His revenge would have been
|
||
complete indeed. This, madam, is a faithful narrative of every event in
|
||
which we have been concerned together; and if you do not absolutely
|
||
reject it as false, you will, I hope, acquit me henceforth of cruelty
|
||
towards Mr. Wickham. I know not in what manner, under what form of
|
||
falsehood, he has imposed on you; but his success is not perhaps to be
|
||
wondered at, ignorant as you previously were of everything concerning
|
||
either. Detection could not be in your power, and suspicion certainly
|
||
not in your inclination. You may possibly wonder why all this was not
|
||
told you last night. But I was not then master enough of myself to know
|
||
what could or ought to be revealed. For the truth of everything here
|
||
related, I can appeal more particularly to the testimony of Colonel
|
||
Fitzwilliam, who, from our near relationship and constant intimacy, and
|
||
still more as one of the executors of my father’s will, has been
|
||
unavoidably acquainted with every particular of these transactions. If
|
||
your abhorrence of _me_ should make _my_ assertions valueless, you
|
||
cannot be prevented by the same cause from confiding in my cousin; and
|
||
that there may be the possibility of consulting him, I shall endeavour
|
||
to find some opportunity of putting this letter in your hands in the
|
||
course of the morning. I will only add, God bless you.
|
||
|
||
“FITZWILLIAM DARCY.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXVI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy gave her the letter, did not expect it to
|
||
contain a renewal of his offers, she had formed no expectation at all of
|
||
its contents. But such as they were, it may be well supposed how eagerly
|
||
she went through them, and what a contrariety of emotion they excited.
|
||
Her feelings as she read were scarcely to be defined. With amazement did
|
||
she first understand that he believed any apology to be in his power;
|
||
and steadfastly was she persuaded, that he could have no explanation to
|
||
give, which a just sense of shame would not conceal. With a strong
|
||
prejudice against everything he might say, she began his account of
|
||
what had happened at Netherfield. She read with an eagerness which
|
||
hardly left her power of comprehension; and from impatience of knowing
|
||
what the next sentence might bring, was incapable of attending to the
|
||
sense of the one before her eyes. His belief of her sister’s
|
||
insensibility she instantly resolved to be false; and his account of the
|
||
real, the worst objections to the match, made her too angry to have any
|
||
wish of doing him justice. He expressed no regret for what he had done
|
||
which satisfied her; his style was not penitent, but haughty. It was all
|
||
pride and insolence.
|
||
|
||
But when this subject was succeeded by his account of Mr. Wickham--when
|
||
she read, with somewhat clearer attention, a relation of events which,
|
||
if true, must overthrow every cherished opinion of his worth, and which
|
||
bore so alarming an affinity to his own history of himself--her feelings
|
||
were yet more acutely painful and more difficult of definition.
|
||
Astonishment, apprehension, and even horror, oppressed her. She wished
|
||
to discredit it entirely, repeatedly exclaiming, “This must be false!
|
||
This cannot be! This must be the grossest falsehood!”--and when she had
|
||
gone through the whole letter, though scarcely knowing anything of the
|
||
last page or two, put it hastily away, protesting that she would not
|
||
regard it, that she would never look in it again.
|
||
|
||
In this perturbed state of mind, with thoughts that could rest on
|
||
nothing, she walked on; but it would not do: in half a minute the letter
|
||
was unfolded again; and collecting herself as well as she could, she
|
||
again began the mortifying perusal of all that related to Wickham, and
|
||
commanded herself so far as to examine the meaning of every sentence.
|
||
The account of his connection with the Pemberley family was exactly
|
||
what he had related himself; and the kindness of the late Mr. Darcy,
|
||
though she had not before known its extent, agreed equally well with his
|
||
own words. So far each recital confirmed the other; but when she came to
|
||
the will, the difference was great. What Wickham had said of the living
|
||
was fresh in her memory; and as she recalled his very words, it was
|
||
impossible not to feel that there was gross duplicity on one side or the
|
||
other, and, for a few moments, she flattered herself that her wishes did
|
||
not err. But when she read and re-read, with the closest attention, the
|
||
particulars immediately following of Wickham’s resigning all pretensions
|
||
to the living, of his receiving in lieu so considerable a sum as three
|
||
thousand pounds, again was she forced to hesitate. She put down the
|
||
letter, weighed every circumstance with what she meant to be
|
||
impartiality--deliberated on the probability of each statement--but with
|
||
little success. On both sides it was only assertion. Again she read on.
|
||
But every line proved more clearly that the affair, which she had
|
||
believed it impossible that any contrivance could so represent as to
|
||
render Mr. Darcy’s conduct in it less than infamous, was capable of a
|
||
turn which must make him entirely blameless throughout the whole.
|
||
|
||
The extravagance and general profligacy which he scrupled not to lay to
|
||
Mr. Wickham’s charge exceedingly shocked her; the more so, as she could
|
||
bring no proof of its injustice. She had never heard of him before his
|
||
entrance into the ----shire militia, in which he had engaged at the
|
||
persuasion of the young man, who, on meeting him accidentally in town,
|
||
had there renewed a slight acquaintance. Of his former way of life,
|
||
nothing had been known in Hertfordshire but what he told
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Meeting accidentally in Town”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
himself. As to his real character, had information been in her power,
|
||
she had never felt a wish of inquiring. His countenance, voice, and
|
||
manner, had established him at once in the possession of every virtue.
|
||
She tried to recollect some instance of goodness, some distinguished
|
||
trait of integrity or benevolence, that might rescue him from the
|
||
attacks of Mr. Darcy; or at least, by the predominance of virtue, atone
|
||
for those casual errors, under which she would endeavour to class what
|
||
Mr. Darcy had described as the idleness and vice of many years’
|
||
continuance. But no such recollection befriended her. She could see him
|
||
instantly before her, in every charm of air and address, but she could
|
||
remember no more substantial good than the general approbation of the
|
||
neighbourhood, and the regard which his social powers had gained him in
|
||
the mess. After pausing on this point a considerable while, she once
|
||
more continued to read. But, alas! the story which followed, of his
|
||
designs on Miss Darcy, received some confirmation from what had passed
|
||
between Colonel Fitzwilliam and herself only the morning before; and at
|
||
last she was referred for the truth of every particular to Colonel
|
||
Fitzwilliam himself--from whom she had previously received the
|
||
information of his near concern in all his cousin’s affairs and whose
|
||
character she had no reason to question. At one time she had almost
|
||
resolved on applying to him, but the idea was checked by the awkwardness
|
||
of the application, and at length wholly banished by the conviction that
|
||
Mr. Darcy would never have hazarded such a proposal, if he had not been
|
||
well assured of his cousin’s corroboration.
|
||
|
||
She perfectly remembered everything that had passed in conversation
|
||
between Wickham and herself in their first evening at Mr. Philips’s.
|
||
Many of his expressions were still fresh in her memory. She was _now_
|
||
struck with the impropriety of such communications to a stranger, and
|
||
wondered it had escaped her before. She saw the indelicacy of putting
|
||
himself forward as he had done, and the inconsistency of his professions
|
||
with his conduct. She remembered that he had boasted of having no fear
|
||
of seeing Mr. Darcy--that Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that
|
||
_he_ should stand his ground; yet he had avoided the Netherfield ball
|
||
the very next week. She remembered, also, that till the Netherfield
|
||
family had quitted the country, he had told his story to no one but
|
||
herself; but that after their removal, it had been everywhere discussed;
|
||
that he had then no reserves, no scruples in sinking Mr. Darcy’s
|
||
character, though he had assured her that respect for the father would
|
||
always prevent his exposing the son.
|
||
|
||
How differently did everything now appear in which he was concerned! His
|
||
attentions to Miss King were now the consequence of views solely and
|
||
hatefully mercenary; and the mediocrity of her fortune proved no longer
|
||
the moderation of his wishes, but his eagerness to grasp at anything.
|
||
His behaviour to herself could now have had no tolerable motive: he had
|
||
either been deceived with regard to her fortune, or had been gratifying
|
||
his vanity by encouraging the preference which she believed she had most
|
||
incautiously shown. Every lingering struggle in his favour grew fainter
|
||
and fainter; and in further justification of Mr. Darcy, she could not
|
||
but allow that Mr. Bingley, when questioned by Jane, had long ago
|
||
asserted his blamelessness in the affair;--that, proud and repulsive as
|
||
were his manners, she had never, in the whole course of their
|
||
acquaintance--an acquaintance which had latterly brought them much
|
||
together, and given her a sort of intimacy with his ways--seen anything
|
||
that betrayed him to be unprincipled or unjust--anything that spoke him
|
||
of irreligious or immoral habits;--that among his own connections he was
|
||
esteemed and valued;--that even Wickham had allowed him merit as a
|
||
brother, and that she had often heard him speak so affectionately of his
|
||
sister as to prove him capable of some amiable feeling;--that had his
|
||
actions been what Wickham represented them, so gross a violation of
|
||
everything right could hardly have been concealed from the world; and
|
||
that friendship between a person capable of it and such an amiable man
|
||
as Mr. Bingley was incomprehensible.
|
||
|
||
She grew absolutely ashamed of herself. Of neither Darcy nor Wickham
|
||
could she think, without feeling that she had been blind, partial,
|
||
prejudiced, absurd.
|
||
|
||
“How despicably have I acted!” she cried. “I, who have prided myself on
|
||
my discernment! I, who have valued myself on my abilities! who have
|
||
often disdained the generous candour of my sister, and gratified my
|
||
vanity in useless or blameless distrust. How humiliating is this
|
||
discovery! Yet, how just a humiliation! Had I been in love, I could not
|
||
have been more wretchedly blind. But vanity, not love, has been my
|
||
folly. Pleased with the preference of one, and offended by the neglect
|
||
of the other, on the very beginning of our acquaintance, I have courted
|
||
prepossession and ignorance, and driven reason away where either were
|
||
concerned. Till this moment, I never knew myself.”
|
||
|
||
From herself to Jane, from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were in a line
|
||
which soon brought to her recollection that Mr. Darcy’s explanation
|
||
_there_ had appeared very insufficient; and she read it again. Widely
|
||
different was the effect of a second perusal. How could she deny that
|
||
credit to his assertions, in one instance, which she had been obliged to
|
||
give in the other? He declared himself to have been totally unsuspicious
|
||
of her sister’s attachment; and she could not help remembering what
|
||
Charlotte’s opinion had always been. Neither could she deny the justice
|
||
of his description of Jane. She felt that Jane’s feelings, though
|
||
fervent, were little displayed, and that there was a constant
|
||
complacency in her air and manner, not often united with great
|
||
sensibility.
|
||
|
||
When she came to that part of the letter in which her family were
|
||
mentioned, in tones of such mortifying, yet merited, reproach, her sense
|
||
of shame was severe. The justice of the charge struck her too forcibly
|
||
for denial; and the circumstances to which he particularly alluded, as
|
||
having passed at the Netherfield ball, and as confirming all his first
|
||
disapprobation, could not have made a stronger impression on his mind
|
||
than on hers.
|
||
|
||
The compliment to herself and her sister was not unfelt. It soothed, but
|
||
it could not console her for the contempt which had been thus
|
||
self-attracted by the rest of her family; and as she considered that
|
||
Jane’s disappointment had, in fact, been the work of her nearest
|
||
relations, and reflected how materially the credit of both must be hurt
|
||
by such impropriety of conduct, she felt depressed beyond anything she
|
||
had ever known before.
|
||
|
||
After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to every
|
||
variety of thought, reconsidering events, determining probabilities, and
|
||
reconciling herself, as well as she could, to a change so sudden and so
|
||
important, fatigue, and a recollection of her long absence, made her at
|
||
length return home; and she entered the house with the wish of appearing
|
||
cheerful as usual, and the resolution of repressing such reflections as
|
||
must make her unfit for conversation.
|
||
|
||
She was immediately told, that the two gentlemen from Rosings had each
|
||
called during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few minutes, to take
|
||
leave, but that Colonel Fitzwilliam had been sitting with them at least
|
||
an hour, hoping for her return, and almost resolving to walk after her
|
||
till she could be found. Elizabeth could but just _affect_ concern in
|
||
missing him; she really rejoiced at it. Colonel Fitzwilliam was no
|
||
longer an object. She could think only of her letter.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“His parting obeisance”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXVII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
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The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning; and Mr. Collins having
|
||
been in waiting near the lodges, to make them his parting obeisance, was
|
||
able to bring home the pleasing intelligence of their appearing in very
|
||
good health, and in as tolerable spirits as could be expected, after the
|
||
melancholy scene so lately gone through at Rosings. To Rosings he then
|
||
hastened to console Lady Catherine and her daughter; and on his return
|
||
brought back, with great satisfaction, a message from her Ladyship,
|
||
importing that she felt herself so dull as to make her very desirous of
|
||
having them all to dine with her.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting that, had
|
||
she chosen it, she might by this time have been presented to her as her
|
||
future niece; nor could she think, without a smile, of what her
|
||
Ladyship’s indignation would have been. “What would she have said? how
|
||
would she have behaved?” were the questions with which she amused
|
||
herself.
|
||
|
||
Their first subject was the diminution of the Rosings’ party. “I assure
|
||
you, I feel it exceedingly,” said Lady Catherine; “I believe nobody
|
||
feels the loss of friends so much as I do. But I am particularly
|
||
attached to these young men; and know them to be so much attached to me!
|
||
They were excessively sorry to go! But so they always are. The dear
|
||
Colonel rallied his spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy
|
||
seemed to feel it most acutely--more, I think, than last year. His
|
||
attachment to Rosings certainly increases.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Collins had a compliment and an allusion to throw in here, which
|
||
were kindly smiled on by the mother and daughter.
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed out of
|
||
spirits; and immediately accounting for it herself, by supposing that
|
||
she did not like to go home again so soon, she added,--
|
||
|
||
“But if that is the case, you must write to your mother to beg that you
|
||
may stay a little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad of your
|
||
company, I am sure.”
|
||
|
||
“I am much obliged to your Ladyship for your kind invitation,” replied
|
||
Elizabeth; “but it is not in my power to accept it. I must be in town
|
||
next Saturday.”
|
||
|
||
“Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks. I expected
|
||
you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before you came. There
|
||
can be no occasion for your going so soon. Mrs. Bennet could certainly
|
||
spare you for another fortnight.”
|
||
|
||
“But my father cannot. He wrote last week to hurry my return.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Dawson”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“Oh, your father, of course, may spare you, if your mother can.
|
||
Daughters are never of so much consequence to a father. And if you will
|
||
stay another _month_ complete, it will be in my power to take one of you
|
||
as far as London, for I am going there early in June, for a week; and
|
||
as Dawson does not object to the barouche-box, there will be very good
|
||
room for one of you--and, indeed, if the weather should happen to be
|
||
cool, I should not object to taking you both, as you are neither of you
|
||
large.”
|
||
|
||
“You are all kindness, madam; but I believe we must abide by our
|
||
original plan.”
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine seemed resigned. “Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant
|
||
with them. You know I always speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea
|
||
of two young women travelling post by themselves. It is highly improper.
|
||
You must contrive to send somebody. I have the greatest dislike in the
|
||
world to that sort of thing. Young women should always be properly
|
||
guarded and attended, according to their situation in life. When my
|
||
niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer, I made a point of her
|
||
having two men-servants go with her. Miss Darcy, the daughter of Mr.
|
||
Darcy of Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have appeared with
|
||
propriety in a different manner. I am excessively attentive to all those
|
||
things. You must send John with the young ladies, Mrs. Collins. I am
|
||
glad it occurred to me to mention it; for it would really be
|
||
discreditable to _you_ to let them go alone.”
|
||
|
||
“My uncle is to send a servant for us.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh! Your uncle! He keeps a man-servant, does he? I am very glad you
|
||
have somebody who thinks of those things. Where shall you change horses?
|
||
Oh, Bromley, of course. If you mention my name at the Bell, you will be
|
||
attended to.”
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting their journey;
|
||
and as she did not answer them all herself attention was
|
||
necessary--which Elizabeth believed to be lucky for her; or, with a
|
||
mind so occupied, she might have forgotten where she was. Reflection
|
||
must be reserved for solitary hours: whenever she was alone, she gave
|
||
way to it as the greatest relief; and not a day went by without a
|
||
solitary walk, in which she might indulge in all the delight of
|
||
unpleasant recollections.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy’s letter she was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart. She
|
||
studied every sentence; and her feelings towards its writer were at
|
||
times widely different. When she remembered the style of his address,
|
||
she was still full of indignation: but when she considered how unjustly
|
||
she had condemned and upbraided him, her anger was turned against
|
||
herself; and his disappointed feelings became the object of compassion.
|
||
His attachment excited gratitude, his general character respect: but she
|
||
could not approve him; nor could she for a moment repent her refusal, or
|
||
feel the slightest inclination ever to see him again. In her own past
|
||
behaviour, there was a constant source of vexation and regret: and in
|
||
the unhappy defects of her family, a subject of yet heavier chagrin.
|
||
They were hopeless of remedy. Her father, contented with laughing at
|
||
them, would never exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his
|
||
youngest daughters; and her mother, with manners so far from right
|
||
herself, was entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently
|
||
united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of Catherine
|
||
and Lydia; but while they were supported by their mother’s indulgence,
|
||
what chance could there be of improvement? Catherine, weak-spirited,
|
||
irritable, and completely under Lydia’s guidance, had been always
|
||
affronted by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless, would
|
||
scarcely give them a hearing. They were ignorant, idle, and vain. While
|
||
there was an officer in Meryton, they would flirt with him; and while
|
||
Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn, they would be going there for
|
||
ever.
|
||
|
||
Anxiety on Jane’s behalf was another prevailing concern; and Mr. Darcy’s
|
||
explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion,
|
||
heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His affection was proved to
|
||
have been sincere, and his conduct cleared of all blame, unless any
|
||
could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in his friend. How
|
||
grievous then was the thought that, of a situation so desirable in every
|
||
respect, so replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane had
|
||
been deprived, by the folly and indecorum of her own family!
|
||
|
||
When to these recollections was added the development of Wickham’s
|
||
character, it may be easily believed that the happy spirits which had
|
||
seldom been depressed before were now so much affected as to make it
|
||
almost impossible for her to appear tolerably cheerful.
|
||
|
||
Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last week of
|
||
her stay as they had been at first. The very last evening was spent
|
||
there; and her Ladyship again inquired minutely into the particulars of
|
||
their journey, gave them directions as to the best method of packing,
|
||
and was so urgent on the necessity of placing gowns in the only right
|
||
way, that Maria thought herself obliged, on her return, to undo all the
|
||
work of the morning, and pack her trunk afresh.
|
||
|
||
When they parted, Lady Catherine, with great condescension, wished them
|
||
a good journey, and invited them to come to Hunsford again next year;
|
||
and Miss de Bourgh exerted herself so far as to courtesy and hold out
|
||
her hand to both.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The elevation of his feelings.”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXVIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few
|
||
minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of
|
||
paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary.
|
||
|
||
“I know not, Miss Elizabeth,” said he, “whether Mrs. Collins has yet
|
||
expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us; but I am very
|
||
certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for
|
||
it. The favour of your company has been much felt, I assure you. We know
|
||
how little there is to tempt anyone to our humble abode. Our plain
|
||
manner of living, our small rooms, and few domestics, and the little we
|
||
see of the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like
|
||
yourself; but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension,
|
||
and that we have done everything in our power to prevent you spending
|
||
your time unpleasantly.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness. She had
|
||
spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with
|
||
Charlotte, and the kind attention she had received, must make _her_ feel
|
||
the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified; and with a more smiling
|
||
solemnity replied,--
|
||
|
||
“It gives me the greatest pleasure to hear that you have passed your
|
||
time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best; and most
|
||
fortunately having it in our power to introduce you to very superior
|
||
society, and from our connection with Rosings, the frequent means of
|
||
varying the humble home scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that
|
||
your Hunsford visit cannot have been entirely irksome. Our situation
|
||
with regard to Lady Catherine’s family is, indeed, the sort of
|
||
extraordinary advantage and blessing which few can boast. You see on
|
||
what a footing we are. You see how continually we are engaged there. In
|
||
truth, I must acknowledge, that, with all the disadvantages of this
|
||
humble parsonage, I should not think anyone abiding in it an object of
|
||
compassion, while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings.”
|
||
|
||
Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was
|
||
obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility
|
||
and truth in a few short sentences.
|
||
|
||
“You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into
|
||
Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself, at least, that you will
|
||
be able to do so. Lady Catherine’s great attentions to Mrs. Collins you
|
||
have been a daily witness of; and altogether I trust it does not appear
|
||
that your friend has drawn an unfortunate--but on this point it will be
|
||
as well to be silent. Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth,
|
||
that I can from my heart most cordially wish you equal felicity in
|
||
marriage. My dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of
|
||
thinking. There is in everything a most remarkable resemblance of
|
||
character and ideas between us. We seem to have been designed for each
|
||
other.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was
|
||
the case, and with equal sincerity could add, that she firmly believed
|
||
and rejoiced in his domestic comforts. She was not sorry, however, to
|
||
have the recital of them interrupted by the entrance of the lady from
|
||
whom they sprang. Poor Charlotte! it was melancholy to leave her to such
|
||
society! But she had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently
|
||
regretting that her visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for
|
||
compassion. Her home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry,
|
||
and all their dependent concerns, had not yet lost their charms.
|
||
|
||
At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels
|
||
placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready. After an affectionate
|
||
parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the carriage by
|
||
Mr. Collins; and as they walked down the garden, he was commissioning
|
||
her with his best respects to all her family, not forgetting his thanks
|
||
for the kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his
|
||
compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed
|
||
her in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being closed,
|
||
when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had
|
||
hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the ladies of Rosings.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“They had forgotten to leave any message”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
“But,” he added, “you will of course wish to have your humble respects
|
||
delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you
|
||
while you have been here.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth made no objection: the door was then allowed to be shut, and
|
||
the carriage drove off.
|
||
|
||
“Good gracious!” cried Maria, after a few minutes’ silence, “it seems
|
||
but a day or two since we first came! and yet how many things have
|
||
happened!”
|
||
|
||
“A great many indeed,” said her companion, with a sigh.
|
||
|
||
“We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice!
|
||
How much I shall have to tell!”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth privately added, “And how much I shall have to conceal!”
|
||
|
||
Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and
|
||
within four hours of their leaving Hunsford they reached Mr. Gardiner’s
|
||
house, where they were to remain a few days.
|
||
|
||
Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her
|
||
spirits, amidst the various engagements which the kindness of her aunt
|
||
had reserved for them. But Jane was to go home with her, and at
|
||
Longbourn there would be leisure enough for observation.
|
||
|
||
It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even for
|
||
Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy’s proposals. To know
|
||
that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish
|
||
Jane, and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own
|
||
vanity she had not yet been able to reason away, was such a temptation
|
||
to openness as nothing could have conquered, but the state of indecision
|
||
in which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate,
|
||
and her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being hurried into
|
||
repeating something of Bingley, which might only grieve her sister
|
||
further.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“How nicely we are crammed in”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXIX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
It was the second week in May, in which the three young ladies set out
|
||
together from Gracechurch Street for the town of ----, in Hertfordshire;
|
||
and, as they drew near the appointed inn where Mr. Bennet’s carriage was
|
||
to meet them, they quickly perceived, in token of the coachman’s
|
||
punctuality, both Kitty and Lydia looking out of a dining-room upstairs.
|
||
These two girls had been above an hour in the place, happily employed
|
||
in visiting an opposite milliner, watching the sentinel on guard, and
|
||
dressing a salad and cucumber.
|
||
|
||
After welcoming their sisters, they triumphantly displayed a table set
|
||
out with such cold meat as an inn larder usually affords, exclaiming,
|
||
“Is not this nice? is not this an agreeable surprise?”
|
||
|
||
“And we mean to treat you all,” added Lydia; “but you must lend us the
|
||
money, for we have just spent ours at the shop out there.” Then showing
|
||
her purchases,--“Look here, I have bought this bonnet. I do not think it
|
||
is very pretty; but I thought I might as well buy it as not. I shall
|
||
pull it to pieces as soon as I get home, and see if I can make it up any
|
||
better.”
|
||
|
||
And when her sisters abused it as ugly, she added, with perfect
|
||
unconcern, “Oh, but there were two or three much uglier in the shop; and
|
||
when I have bought some prettier-coloured satin to trim it with fresh, I
|
||
think it will be very tolerable. Besides, it will not much signify what
|
||
one wears this summer, after the ----shire have left Meryton, and they
|
||
are going in a fortnight.”
|
||
|
||
“Are they, indeed?” cried Elizabeth, with the greatest satisfaction.
|
||
|
||
“They are going to be encamped near Brighton; and I do so want papa to
|
||
take us all there for the summer! It would be such a delicious scheme,
|
||
and I dare say would hardly cost anything at all. Mamma would like to
|
||
go, too, of all things! Only think what a miserable summer else we shall
|
||
have!”
|
||
|
||
“Yes,” thought Elizabeth; “_that_ would be a delightful scheme, indeed,
|
||
and completely do for us at once. Good Heaven! Brighton and a whole
|
||
campful of soldiers, to us, who have been overset already by one poor
|
||
regiment of militia, and the monthly balls of Meryton!”
|
||
|
||
“Now I have got some news for you,” said Lydia, as they sat down to
|
||
table. “What do you think? It is excellent news, capital news, and about
|
||
a certain person that we all like.”
|
||
|
||
Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and the waiter was told that he
|
||
need not stay. Lydia laughed, and said,--
|
||
|
||
“Ay, that is just like your formality and discretion. You thought the
|
||
waiter must not hear, as if he cared! I dare say he often hears worse
|
||
things said than I am going to say. But he is an ugly fellow! I am glad
|
||
he is gone. I never saw such a long chin in my life. Well, but now for
|
||
my news: it is about dear Wickham; too good for the waiter, is not it?
|
||
There is no danger of Wickham’s marrying Mary King--there’s for you! She
|
||
is gone down to her uncle at Liverpool; gone to stay. Wickham is safe.”
|
||
|
||
“And Mary King is safe!” added Elizabeth; “safe from a connection
|
||
imprudent as to fortune.”
|
||
|
||
“She is a great fool for going away, if she liked him.”
|
||
|
||
“But I hope there is no strong attachment on either side,” said Jane.
|
||
|
||
“I am sure there is not on _his_. I will answer for it, he never cared
|
||
three straws about her. Who _could_ about such a nasty little freckled
|
||
thing?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was shocked to think that, however incapable of such
|
||
coarseness of _expression_ herself, the coarseness of the _sentiment_
|
||
was little other than her own breast had formerly harboured and fancied
|
||
liberal!
|
||
|
||
As soon as all had ate, and the elder ones paid, the carriage was
|
||
ordered; and, after some contrivance, the whole party, with all their
|
||
boxes, workbags, and parcels, and the unwelcome addition of Kitty’s and
|
||
Lydia’s purchases, were seated in it.
|
||
|
||
“How nicely we are crammed in!” cried Lydia. “I am glad I brought my
|
||
bonnet, if it is only for the fun of having another band-box! Well, now
|
||
let us be quite comfortable and snug, and talk and laugh all the way
|
||
home. And in the first place, let us hear what has happened to you all
|
||
since you went away. Have you seen any pleasant men? Have you had any
|
||
flirting? I was in great hopes that one of you would have got a husband
|
||
before you came back. Jane will be quite an old maid soon, I declare.
|
||
She is almost three-and-twenty! Lord! how ashamed I should be of not
|
||
being married before three-and-twenty! My aunt Philips wants you so to
|
||
get husbands you can’t think. She says Lizzy had better have taken Mr.
|
||
Collins; but _I_ do not think there would have been any fun in it. Lord!
|
||
how I should like to be married before any of you! and then I would
|
||
_chaperon_ you about to all the balls. Dear me! we had such a good piece
|
||
of fun the other day at Colonel Forster’s! Kitty and me were to spend
|
||
the day there, and Mrs. Forster promised to have a little dance in the
|
||
evening; (by-the-bye, Mrs. Forster and me are _such_ friends!) and so
|
||
she asked the two Harringtons to come: but Harriet was ill, and so Pen
|
||
was forced to come by herself; and then, what do you think we did? We
|
||
dressed up Chamberlayne in woman’s clothes, on purpose to pass for a
|
||
lady,--only think what fun! Not a soul knew of it, but Colonel and Mrs.
|
||
Forster, and Kitty and me, except my aunt, for we were forced to borrow
|
||
one of her gowns; and you cannot imagine how well he looked! When Denny,
|
||
and Wickham, and Pratt, and two or three more of the men came in, they
|
||
did not know him in the least. Lord! how I laughed! and so did Mrs.
|
||
Forster. I thought I should have died. And _that_ made the men suspect
|
||
something, and then they soon found out what was the matter.”
|
||
|
||
With such kind of histories of their parties and good jokes did Lydia,
|
||
assisted by Kitty’s hints and additions, endeavour to amuse her
|
||
companions all the way to Longbourn. Elizabeth listened as little as she
|
||
could, but there was no escaping the frequent mention of Wickham’s name.
|
||
|
||
Their reception at home was most kind. Mrs. Bennet rejoiced to see Jane
|
||
in undiminished beauty; and more than once during dinner did Mr. Bennet
|
||
say voluntarily to Elizabeth,----
|
||
|
||
“I am glad you are come back, Lizzy.”
|
||
|
||
Their party in the dining-room was large, for almost all the Lucases
|
||
came to meet Maria and hear the news; and various were the subjects
|
||
which occupied them: Lady Lucas was inquiring of Maria, across the
|
||
table, after the welfare and poultry of her eldest daughter; Mrs. Bennet
|
||
was doubly engaged, on one hand collecting an account of the present
|
||
fashions from Jane, who sat some way below her, and on the other,
|
||
retailing them all to the younger Miss Lucases; and Lydia, in a voice
|
||
rather louder than any other person’s, was enumerating the various
|
||
pleasures of the morning to anybody who would hear her.
|
||
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“Oh, Mary,” said she, “I wish you had gone with us, for we had such fun!
|
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as we went along Kitty and me drew up all the blinds, and pretended
|
||
there was nobody in the coach; and I should have gone so all the way, if
|
||
Kitty had not been sick; and when we got to the George, I do think we
|
||
behaved very handsomely, for we treated the other three with the nicest
|
||
cold luncheon in the world, and if you would have gone, we would have
|
||
treated you too. And then when we came away it was such fun! I thought
|
||
we never should have got into the coach. I was ready to die of laughter.
|
||
And then we were so merry all the way home! we talked and laughed so
|
||
loud, that anybody might have heard us ten miles off!”
|
||
|
||
To this, Mary very gravely replied, “Far be it from me, my dear sister,
|
||
to depreciate such pleasures. They would doubtless be congenial with the
|
||
generality of female minds. But I confess they would have no charms for
|
||
_me_. I should infinitely prefer a book.”
|
||
|
||
But of this answer Lydia heard not a word. She seldom listened to
|
||
anybody for more than half a minute, and never attended to Mary at all.
|
||
|
||
In the afternoon Lydia was urgent with the rest of the girls to walk to
|
||
Meryton, and see how everybody went on; but Elizabeth steadily opposed
|
||
the scheme. It should not be said, that the Miss Bennets could not be at
|
||
home half a day before they were in pursuit of the officers. There was
|
||
another reason, too, for her opposition. She dreaded seeing Wickham
|
||
again, and was resolved to avoid it as long as possible. The comfort to
|
||
_her_, of the regiment’s approaching removal, was indeed beyond
|
||
expression. In a fortnight they were to go, and once gone, she hoped
|
||
there could be nothing more to plague her on his account.
|
||
|
||
She had not been many hours at home, before she found that the Brighton
|
||
scheme, of which Lydia had given them a hint at the inn, was under
|
||
frequent discussion between her parents. Elizabeth saw directly that her
|
||
father had not the smallest intention of yielding; but his answers were
|
||
at the same time so vague and equivocal, that her mother, though often
|
||
disheartened, had never yet despaired of succeeding at last.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XL.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
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Elizabeth’s impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened could no
|
||
longer be overcome; and at length resolving to suppress every particular
|
||
in which her sister was concerned, and preparing her to be surprised,
|
||
she related to her the next morning the chief of the scene between Mr.
|
||
Darcy and herself.
|
||
|
||
Miss Bennet’s astonishment was soon lessened by the strong sisterly
|
||
partiality which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear perfectly
|
||
natural; and all surprise was shortly lost in other feelings. She was
|
||
sorry that Mr. Darcy should have delivered his sentiments in a manner so
|
||
little suited to recommend them; but still more was she grieved for the
|
||
unhappiness which her sister’s refusal must have given him.
|
||
|
||
“His being so sure of succeeding was wrong,” said she, “and certainly
|
||
ought not to have appeared; but consider how much it must increase his
|
||
disappointment.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed,” replied Elizabeth, “I am heartily sorry for him; but he has
|
||
other feelings which will probably soon drive away his regard for me.
|
||
You do not blame me, however, for refusing him?”
|
||
|
||
“Blame you! Oh, no.”
|
||
|
||
“But you blame me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham?”
|
||
|
||
“No--I do not know that you were wrong in saying what you did.”
|
||
|
||
“But you _will_ know it, when I have told you what happened the very
|
||
next day.”
|
||
|
||
She then spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents as far
|
||
as they concerned George Wickham. What a stroke was this for poor Jane,
|
||
who would willingly have gone through the world without believing that
|
||
so much wickedness existed in the whole race of mankind as was here
|
||
collected in one individual! Nor was Darcy’s vindication, though
|
||
grateful to her feelings, capable of consoling her for such discovery.
|
||
Most earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error, and
|
||
seek to clear one, without involving the other.
|
||
|
||
“This will not do,” said Elizabeth; “you never will be able to make both
|
||
of them good for anything. Take your choice, but you must be satisfied
|
||
with only one. There is but such a quantity of merit between them; just
|
||
enough to make one good sort of man; and of late it has been shifting
|
||
about pretty much. For my part, I am inclined to believe it all Mr.
|
||
Darcy’s, but you shall do as you choose.”
|
||
|
||
It was some time, however, before a smile could be extorted from Jane.
|
||
|
||
“I do not know when I have been more shocked,” said she. “Wickham so
|
||
very bad! It is almost past belief. And poor Mr. Darcy! dear Lizzy,
|
||
only consider what he must have suffered. Such a disappointment! and
|
||
with the knowledge of your ill opinion too! and having to relate such a
|
||
thing of his sister! It is really too distressing, I am sure you must
|
||
feel it so.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh no, my regret and compassion are all done away by seeing you so full
|
||
of both. I know you will do him such ample justice, that I am growing
|
||
every moment more unconcerned and indifferent. Your profusion makes me
|
||
saving; and if you lament over him much longer, my heart will be as
|
||
light as a feather.”
|
||
|
||
“Poor Wickham! there is such an expression of goodness in his
|
||
countenance! such an openness and gentleness in his manner.”
|
||
|
||
“There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of those
|
||
two young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other all the
|
||
appearance of it.”
|
||
|
||
“I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the _appearance_ of it as you
|
||
used to do.”
|
||
|
||
“And yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking so decided a dislike
|
||
to him, without any reason. It is such a spur to one’s genius, such an
|
||
opening for wit, to have a dislike of that kind. One may be continually
|
||
abusive without saying anything just; but one cannot be always laughing
|
||
at a man without now and then stumbling on something witty.”
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy, when you first read that letter, I am sure you could not treat
|
||
the matter as you do now.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, I could not. I was uncomfortable enough, I was very
|
||
uncomfortable--I may say unhappy. And with no one to speak to of what I
|
||
felt, no Jane to comfort me, and say that I had not been so very weak,
|
||
and vain, and nonsensical, as I knew I had! Oh, how I wanted you!”
|
||
|
||
“How unfortunate that you should have used such very strong expressions
|
||
in speaking of Wickham to Mr. Darcy, for now they _do_ appear wholly
|
||
undeserved.”
|
||
|
||
“Certainly. But the misfortune of speaking with bitterness is a most
|
||
natural consequence of the prejudices I had been encouraging. There is
|
||
one point on which I want your advice. I want to be told whether I
|
||
ought, or ought not, to make our acquaintance in general understand
|
||
Wickham’s character.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bennet paused a little, and then replied, “Surely there can be no
|
||
occasion for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your own opinion?”
|
||
|
||
“That it ought not to be attempted. Mr. Darcy has not authorized me to
|
||
make his communication public. On the contrary, every particular
|
||
relative to his sister was meant to be kept as much as possible to
|
||
myself; and if I endeavour to undeceive people as to the rest of his
|
||
conduct, who will believe me? The general prejudice against Mr. Darcy is
|
||
so violent, that it would be the death of half the good people in
|
||
Meryton, to attempt to place him in an amiable light. I am not equal to
|
||
it. Wickham will soon be gone; and, therefore, it will not signify to
|
||
anybody here what he really is. Some time hence it will be all found
|
||
out, and then we may laugh at their stupidity in not knowing it before.
|
||
At present I will say nothing about it.”
|
||
|
||
“You are quite right. To have his errors made public might ruin him for
|
||
ever. He is now, perhaps, sorry for what he has done, and anxious to
|
||
re-establish a character. We must not make him desperate.”
|
||
|
||
The tumult of Elizabeth’s mind was allayed by this conversation. She
|
||
had got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her for a
|
||
fortnight, and was certain of a willing listener in Jane, whenever she
|
||
might wish to talk again of either. But there was still something
|
||
lurking behind, of which prudence forbade the disclosure. She dared not
|
||
relate the other half of Mr. Darcy’s letter, nor explain to her sister
|
||
how sincerely she had been valued by his friend. Here was knowledge in
|
||
which no one could partake; and she was sensible that nothing less than
|
||
a perfect understanding between the parties could justify her in
|
||
throwing off this last encumbrance of mystery. “And then,” said she, “if
|
||
that very improbable event should ever take place, I shall merely be
|
||
able to tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable manner
|
||
himself. The liberty of communication cannot be mine till it has lost
|
||
all its value!”
|
||
|
||
She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the real
|
||
state of her sister’s spirits. Jane was not happy. She still cherished a
|
||
very tender affection for Bingley. Having never even fancied herself in
|
||
love before, her regard had all the warmth of first attachment, and from
|
||
her age and disposition, greater steadiness than first attachments often
|
||
boast; and so fervently did she value his remembrance, and prefer him to
|
||
every other man, that all her good sense, and all her attention to the
|
||
feelings of her friends, were requisite to check the indulgence of those
|
||
regrets which must have been injurious to her own health and their
|
||
tranquillity.
|
||
|
||
“Well, Lizzy,” said Mrs. Bennet, one day, “what is your opinion _now_ of
|
||
this sad business of Jane’s? For my part, I am determined never to speak
|
||
of it again to anybody. I told my sister Philips so the other day. But I
|
||
cannot find out that Jane saw anything of him in London. Well, he is a
|
||
very undeserving young man--and I do not suppose there is the least
|
||
chance in the world of her ever getting him now. There is no talk of his
|
||
coming to Netherfield again in the summer; and I have inquired of
|
||
everybody, too, who is likely to know.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“I am determined never to speak of it again”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
“I do not believe that he will ever live at Netherfield any more.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, well! it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants him to come; though I
|
||
shall always say that he used my daughter extremely ill; and, if I was
|
||
her, I would not have put up with it. Well, my comfort is, I am sure
|
||
Jane will die of a broken heart, and then he will be sorry for what he
|
||
has done.”
|
||
|
||
But as Elizabeth could not receive comfort from any such expectation she
|
||
made no answer.
|
||
|
||
“Well, Lizzy,” continued her mother, soon afterwards, “and so the
|
||
Collinses live very comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope it
|
||
will last. And what sort of table do they keep? Charlotte is an
|
||
excellent manager, I dare say. If she is half as sharp as her mother,
|
||
she is saving enough. There is nothing extravagant in _their_
|
||
housekeeping, I dare say.”
|
||
|
||
“No, nothing at all.”
|
||
|
||
“A great deal of good management, depend upon it. Yes, yes. _They_ will
|
||
take care not to outrun their income. _They_ will never be distressed
|
||
for money. Well, much good may it do them! And so, I suppose, they often
|
||
talk of having Longbourn when your father is dead. They look upon it
|
||
quite as their own, I dare say, whenever that happens.”
|
||
|
||
“It was a subject which they could not mention before me.”
|
||
|
||
“No; it would have been strange if they had. But I make no doubt they
|
||
often talk of it between themselves. Well, if they can be easy with an
|
||
estate that is not lawfully their own, so much the better. _I_ should be
|
||
ashamed of having one that was only entailed on me.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“When Colonel Miller’s regiment went away”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The first week of their return was soon gone. The second began. It was
|
||
the last of the regiment’s stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies in
|
||
the neighbourhood were drooping apace. The dejection was almost
|
||
universal. The elder Miss Bennets alone were still able to eat, drink,
|
||
and sleep, and pursue the usual course of their employments. Very
|
||
frequently were they reproached for this insensibility by Kitty and
|
||
Lydia, whose own misery was extreme, and who could not comprehend such
|
||
hard-heartedness in any of the family.
|
||
|
||
“Good Heaven! What is to become of us? What are we to do?” would they
|
||
often exclaim in the bitterness of woe. “How can you be smiling so,
|
||
Lizzy?”
|
||
|
||
Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered what
|
||
she had herself endured on a similar occasion five-and-twenty years ago.
|
||
|
||
“I am sure,” said she, “I cried for two days together when Colonel
|
||
Miller’s regiment went away. I thought I should have broke my heart.”
|
||
|
||
“I am sure I shall break _mine_,” said Lydia.
|
||
|
||
“If one could but go to Brighton!” observed Mrs. Bennet.
|
||
|
||
“Oh yes!--if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so disagreeable.”
|
||
|
||
“A little sea-bathing would set me up for ever.”
|
||
|
||
“And my aunt Philips is sure it would do _me_ a great deal of good,”
|
||
added Kitty.
|
||
|
||
Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through
|
||
Longbourn House. Elizabeth tried to be diverted by them; but all sense
|
||
of pleasure was lost in shame. She felt anew the justice of Mr. Darcy’s
|
||
objections; and never had she before been so much disposed to pardon his
|
||
interference in the views of his friend.
|
||
|
||
But the gloom of Lydia’s prospect was shortly cleared away; for she
|
||
received an invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the colonel of the
|
||
regiment, to accompany her to Brighton. This invaluable friend was a
|
||
very young woman, and very lately married. A resemblance in good-humour
|
||
and good spirits had recommended her and Lydia to each other, and out of
|
||
their _three_ months’ acquaintance they had been intimate _two_.
|
||
|
||
The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs. Forster,
|
||
the delight of Mrs. Bennet, and the mortification of Kitty, are scarcely
|
||
to be described. Wholly inattentive to her sister’s feelings, Lydia flew
|
||
about the house in restless ecstasy, calling for everyone’s
|
||
congratulations, and laughing and talking with more violence than ever;
|
||
whilst the luckless Kitty continued in the parlour repining at her fate
|
||
in terms as unreasonable as her accent was peevish.
|
||
|
||
“I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask _me_ as well as Lydia,”
|
||
said she, “though I am _not_ her particular friend. I have just as much
|
||
right to be asked as she has, and more too, for I am two years older.”
|
||
|
||
In vain did Elizabeth attempt to make her reasonable, and Jane to make
|
||
her resigned. As for Elizabeth herself, this invitation was so far from
|
||
exciting in her the same feelings as in her mother and Lydia, that she
|
||
considered it as the death-warrant of all possibility of common sense
|
||
for the latter; and detestable as such a step must make her, were it
|
||
known, she could not help secretly advising her father not to let her
|
||
go. She represented to him all the improprieties of Lydia’s general
|
||
behaviour, the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of
|
||
such a woman as Mrs. Forster, and the probability of her being yet more
|
||
imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the temptations must
|
||
be greater than at home. He heard her attentively, and then said,--
|
||
|
||
“Lydia will never be easy till she has exposed herself in some public
|
||
place or other, and we can never expect her to do it with so little
|
||
expense or inconvenience to her family as under the present
|
||
circumstances.”
|
||
|
||
“If you were aware,” said Elizabeth, “of the very great disadvantage to
|
||
us all, which must arise from the public notice of Lydia’s unguarded and
|
||
imprudent manner, nay, which has already arisen from it, I am sure you
|
||
would judge differently in the affair.”
|
||
|
||
“Already arisen!” repeated Mr. Bennet. “What! has she frightened away
|
||
some of your lovers? Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast down. Such
|
||
squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a little absurdity
|
||
are not worth a regret. Come, let me see the list of the pitiful fellows
|
||
who have been kept aloof by Lydia’s folly.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, you are mistaken. I have no such injuries to resent. It is not
|
||
of peculiar, but of general evils, which I am now complaining. Our
|
||
importance, our respectability in the world, must be affected by the
|
||
wild volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark
|
||
Lydia’s character. Excuse me,--for I must speak plainly. If you, my dear
|
||
father, will not take the trouble of checking her exuberant spirits, and
|
||
of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the business of
|
||
her life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment. Her character
|
||
will be fixed; and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt
|
||
that ever made herself and her family ridiculous;--a flirt, too, in the
|
||
worst and meanest degree of flirtation; without any attraction beyond
|
||
youth and a tolerable person; and, from the ignorance and emptiness of
|
||
her mind, wholly unable to ward off any portion of that universal
|
||
contempt which her rage for admiration will excite. In this danger Kitty
|
||
is also comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads. Vain,
|
||
ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled! Oh, my dear father, can you
|
||
suppose it possible that they will not be censured and despised wherever
|
||
they are known, and that their sisters will not be often involved in the
|
||
disgrace?”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject; and,
|
||
affectionately taking her hand, said, in reply,--
|
||
|
||
“Do not make yourself uneasy, my love. Wherever you and Jane are known,
|
||
you must be respected and valued; and you will not appear to less
|
||
advantage for having a couple of--or I may say, three--very silly
|
||
sisters. We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to
|
||
Brighton. Let her go, then. Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will
|
||
keep her out of any real mischief; and she is luckily too poor to be an
|
||
object of prey to anybody. At Brighton she will be of less importance
|
||
even as a common flirt than she has been here. The officers will find
|
||
women better worth their notice. Let us hope, therefore, that her being
|
||
there may teach her her own insignificance. At any rate, she cannot grow
|
||
many degrees worse, without authorizing us to lock her up for the rest
|
||
of her life.”
|
||
|
||
With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own opinion
|
||
continued the same, and she left him disappointed and sorry. It was not
|
||
in her nature, however, to increase her vexations by dwelling on them.
|
||
She was confident of having performed her duty; and to fret over
|
||
unavoidable evils, or augment them by anxiety, was no part of her
|
||
disposition.
|
||
|
||
Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference with her
|
||
father, their indignation would hardly have found expression in their
|
||
united volubility. In Lydia’s imagination, a visit to Brighton comprised
|
||
every possibility of earthly happiness. She saw, with the creative eye
|
||
of fancy, the streets of that gay bathing-place covered with officers.
|
||
She saw herself the object of attention to tens and to scores of them at
|
||
present unknown. She saw all the glories of the camp: its tents
|
||
stretched forth in beauteous uniformity of lines, crowded with the young
|
||
and the gay, and dazzling with scarlet; and, to complete the view, she
|
||
saw herself seated beneath a tent, tenderly flirting with at least six
|
||
officers at once.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Tenderly flirting”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
Had she known that her sister sought to tear her from such prospects and
|
||
such realities as these, what would have been her sensations? They could
|
||
have been understood only by her mother, who might have felt nearly the
|
||
same. Lydia’s going to Brighton was all that consoled her for the
|
||
melancholy conviction of her husband’s never intending to go there
|
||
himself.
|
||
|
||
But they were entirely ignorant of what had passed; and their raptures
|
||
continued, with little intermission, to the very day of Lydia’s leaving
|
||
home.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time. Having been
|
||
frequently in company with him since her return, agitation was pretty
|
||
well over; the agitations of former partiality entirely so. She had even
|
||
learnt to detect, in the very gentleness which had first delighted her,
|
||
an affectation and a sameness to disgust and weary. In his present
|
||
behaviour to herself, moreover, she had a fresh source of displeasure;
|
||
for the inclination he soon testified of renewing those attentions which
|
||
had marked the early part of their acquaintance could only serve, after
|
||
what had since passed, to provoke her. She lost all concern for him in
|
||
finding herself thus selected as the object of such idle and frivolous
|
||
gallantry; and while she steadily repressed it, could not but feel the
|
||
reproof contained in his believing, that however long, and for whatever
|
||
cause, his attentions had been withdrawn, her vanity would be gratified,
|
||
and her preference secured, at any time, by their renewal.
|
||
|
||
On the very last day of the regiment’s remaining in Meryton, he dined,
|
||
with others of the officers, at Longbourn; and so little was Elizabeth
|
||
disposed to part from him in good-humour, that, on his making some
|
||
inquiry as to the manner in which her time had passed at Hunsford, she
|
||
mentioned Colonel Fitzwilliam’s and Mr. Darcy’s having both spent three
|
||
weeks at Rosings, and asked him if he were acquainted with the former.
|
||
|
||
He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but, with a moment’s
|
||
recollection, and a returning smile, replied, that he had formerly seen
|
||
him often; and, after observing that he was a very gentlemanlike man,
|
||
asked her how she had liked him. Her answer was warmly in his favour.
|
||
With an air of indifference, he soon afterwards added, “How long did you
|
||
say that he was at Rosings?”
|
||
|
||
“Nearly three weeks.”
|
||
|
||
“And you saw him frequently?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, almost every day.”
|
||
|
||
“His manners are very different from his cousin’s.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, very different; but I think Mr. Darcy improves on acquaintance.”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed!” cried Wickham, with a look which did not escape her. “And pray
|
||
may I ask--” but checking himself, he added, in a gayer tone, “Is it in
|
||
address that he improves? Has he deigned to add aught of civility to his
|
||
ordinary style? for I dare not hope,” he continued, in a lower and more
|
||
serious tone, “that he is improved in essentials.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, no!” said Elizabeth. “In essentials, I believe, he is very much
|
||
what he ever was.”
|
||
|
||
While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing whether to
|
||
rejoice over her words or to distrust their meaning. There was a
|
||
something in her countenance which made him listen with an apprehensive
|
||
and anxious attention, while she added,--
|
||
|
||
“When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean that
|
||
either his mind or manners were in a state of improvement; but that,
|
||
from knowing him better, his disposition was better understood.”
|
||
|
||
Wickham’s alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and agitated
|
||
look; for a few minutes he was silent; till, shaking off his
|
||
embarrassment, he turned to her again, and said in the gentlest of
|
||
accents,--
|
||
|
||
“You, who so well know my feelings towards Mr. Darcy, will readily
|
||
comprehend how sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to assume
|
||
even the _appearance_ of what is right. His pride, in that direction,
|
||
may be of service, if not to himself, to many others, for it must deter
|
||
him from such foul misconduct as I have suffered by. I only fear that
|
||
the sort of cautiousness to which you, I imagine, have been alluding, is
|
||
merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and
|
||
judgment he stands much in awe. His fear of her has always operated, I
|
||
know, when they were together; and a good deal is to be imputed to his
|
||
wish of forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh, which I am certain he
|
||
has very much at heart.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered only by a
|
||
slight inclination of the head. She saw that he wanted to engage her on
|
||
the old subject of his grievances, and she was in no humour to indulge
|
||
him. The rest of the evening passed with the _appearance_, on his side,
|
||
of usual cheerfulness, but with no further attempt to distinguish
|
||
Elizabeth; and they parted at last with mutual civility, and possibly a
|
||
mutual desire of never meeting again.
|
||
|
||
When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster to Meryton,
|
||
from whence they were to set out early the next morning. The separation
|
||
between her and her family was rather noisy than pathetic. Kitty was the
|
||
only one who shed tears; but she did weep from vexation and envy. Mrs.
|
||
Bennet was diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter,
|
||
and impressive in her injunctions that she would not miss the
|
||
opportunity of enjoying herself as much as possible,--advice which there
|
||
was every reason to believe would be attended to; and, in the clamorous
|
||
happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more gentle adieus
|
||
of her sisters were uttered without being heard.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
The arrival of the
|
||
Gardiners
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Had Elizabeth’s opinion been all drawn from her own family, she could
|
||
not have formed a very pleasing picture of conjugal felicity or domestic
|
||
comfort. Her father, captivated by youth and beauty, and that appearance
|
||
of good-humour which youth and beauty generally give, had married a
|
||
woman whose weak understanding and illiberal mind had very early in
|
||
their marriage put an end to all real affection for her. Respect,
|
||
esteem, and confidence had vanished for ever; and all his views of
|
||
domestic happiness were overthrown. But Mr. Bennet was not of a
|
||
disposition to seek comfort for the disappointment which his own
|
||
imprudence had brought on in any of those pleasures which too often
|
||
console the unfortunate for their folly or their vice. He was fond of
|
||
the country and of books; and from these tastes had arisen his principal
|
||
enjoyments. To his wife he was very little otherwise indebted than as
|
||
her ignorance and folly had contributed to his amusement. This is not
|
||
the sort of happiness which a man would in general wish to owe to his
|
||
wife; but where other powers of entertainment are wanting, the true
|
||
philosopher will derive benefit from such as are given.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, however, had never been blind to the impropriety of her
|
||
father’s behaviour as a husband. She had always seen it with pain; but
|
||
respecting his abilities, and grateful for his affectionate treatment of
|
||
herself, she endeavoured to forget what she could not overlook, and to
|
||
banish from her thoughts that continual breach of conjugal obligation
|
||
and decorum which, in exposing his wife to the contempt of her own
|
||
children, was so highly reprehensible. But she had never felt so
|
||
strongly as now the disadvantages which must attend the children of so
|
||
unsuitable a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils arising
|
||
from so ill-judged a direction of talents--talents which, rightly used,
|
||
might at least have preserved the respectability of his daughters, even
|
||
if incapable of enlarging the mind of his wife.
|
||
|
||
When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham’s departure, she found little
|
||
other cause for satisfaction in the loss of the regiment. Their parties
|
||
abroad were less varied than before; and at home she had a mother and
|
||
sister, whose constant repinings at the dulness of everything around
|
||
them threw a real gloom over their domestic circle; and, though Kitty
|
||
might in time regain her natural degree of sense, since the disturbers
|
||
of her brain were removed, her other sister, from whose disposition
|
||
greater evil might be apprehended, was likely to be hardened in all her
|
||
folly and assurance, by a situation of such double danger as a
|
||
watering-place and a camp. Upon the whole, therefore, she found, what
|
||
has been sometimes found before, that an event to which she had looked
|
||
forward with impatient desire, did not, in taking place, bring all the
|
||
satisfaction she had promised herself. It was consequently necessary to
|
||
name some other period for the commencement of actual felicity; to have
|
||
some other point on which her wishes and hopes might be fixed, and by
|
||
again enjoying the pleasure of anticipation, console herself for the
|
||
present, and prepare for another disappointment. Her tour to the Lakes
|
||
was now the object of her happiest thoughts: it was her best consolation
|
||
for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her mother
|
||
and Kitty made inevitable; and could she have included Jane in the
|
||
scheme, every part of it would have been perfect.
|
||
|
||
“But it is fortunate,” thought she, “that I have something to wish for.
|
||
Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment would be certain.
|
||
But here, by carrying with me one ceaseless source of regret in my
|
||
sister’s absence, I may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of
|
||
pleasure realized. A scheme of which every part promises delight can
|
||
never be successful; and general disappointment is only warded off by
|
||
the defence of some little peculiar vexation.”
|
||
|
||
When Lydia went away she promised to write very often and very minutely
|
||
to her mother and Kitty; but her letters were always long expected, and
|
||
always very short. Those to her mother contained little else than that
|
||
they were just returned from the library, where such and such officers
|
||
had attended them, and where she had seen such beautiful ornaments as
|
||
made her quite wild; that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which
|
||
she would have described more fully, but was obliged to leave off in a
|
||
violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they were going to the
|
||
camp; and from her correspondence with her sister there was still less
|
||
to be learnt, for her letters to Kitty, though rather longer, were much
|
||
too full of lines under the words to be made public.
|
||
|
||
After the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health,
|
||
good-humour, and cheerfulness began to reappear at Longbourn. Everything
|
||
wore a happier aspect. The families who had been in town for the winter
|
||
came back again, and summer finery and summer engagements arose. Mrs.
|
||
Bennet was restored to her usual querulous serenity; and by the middle
|
||
of June Kitty was so much recovered as to be able to enter Meryton
|
||
without tears,--an event of such happy promise as to make Elizabeth
|
||
hope, that by the following Christmas she might be so tolerably
|
||
reasonable as not to mention an officer above once a day, unless, by
|
||
some cruel and malicious arrangement at the War Office, another regiment
|
||
should be quartered in Meryton.
|
||
|
||
The time fixed for the beginning of their northern tour was now fast
|
||
approaching; and a fortnight only was wanting of it, when a letter
|
||
arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at once delayed its commencement and
|
||
curtailed its extent. Mr. Gardiner would be prevented by business from
|
||
setting out till a fortnight later in July, and must be in London again
|
||
within a month; and as that left too short a period for them to go so
|
||
far, and see so much as they had proposed, or at least to see it with
|
||
the leisure and comfort they had built on, they were obliged to give up
|
||
the Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour; and, according to the
|
||
present plan, were to go no farther northward than Derbyshire. In that
|
||
county there was enough to be seen to occupy the chief of their three
|
||
weeks; and to Mrs. Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction. The
|
||
town where she had formerly passed some years of her life, and where
|
||
they were now to spend a few days, was probably as great an object of
|
||
her curiosity as all the celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth,
|
||
Dovedale, or the Peak.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was excessively disappointed: she had set her heart on seeing
|
||
the Lakes; and still thought there might have been time enough. But it
|
||
was her business to be satisfied--and certainly her temper to be happy;
|
||
and all was soon right again.
|
||
|
||
With the mention of Derbyshire, there were many ideas connected. It was
|
||
impossible for her to see the word without thinking of Pemberley and its
|
||
owner. “But surely,” said she, “I may enter his county with impunity,
|
||
and rob it of a few petrified spars, without his perceiving me.”
|
||
|
||
The period of expectation was now doubled. Four weeks were to pass away
|
||
before her uncle and aunt’s arrival. But they did pass away, and Mr. and
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, did at length appear at
|
||
Longbourn. The children, two girls of six and eight years old, and two
|
||
younger boys, were to be left under the particular care of their cousin
|
||
Jane, who was the general favourite, and whose steady sense and
|
||
sweetness of temper exactly adapted her for attending to them in every
|
||
way--teaching them, playing with them, and loving them.
|
||
|
||
The Gardiners stayed only one night at Longbourn, and set off the next
|
||
morning with Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement. One
|
||
enjoyment was certain--that of suitableness as companions; a
|
||
suitableness which comprehended health and temper to bear
|
||
inconveniences--cheerfulness to enhance every pleasure--and affection
|
||
and intelligence, which might supply it among themselves if there were
|
||
disappointments abroad.
|
||
|
||
It is not the object of this work to give a description of Derbyshire,
|
||
nor of any of the remarkable places through which their route thither
|
||
lay--Oxford, Blenheim, Warwick, Kenilworth, Birmingham, etc., are
|
||
sufficiently known. A small part of Derbyshire is all the present
|
||
concern. To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner’s
|
||
former residence, and where she had lately learned that some
|
||
acquaintance still remained, they bent their steps, after having seen
|
||
all the principal wonders of the country; and within five miles of
|
||
Lambton, Elizabeth found, from her aunt, that Pemberley was situated. It
|
||
was not in their direct road; nor more than a mile or two out of it. In
|
||
talking over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed an
|
||
inclination to see the place again. Mr. Gardiner declared his
|
||
willingness, and Elizabeth was applied to for her approbation.
|
||
|
||
“My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have heard so
|
||
much?” said her aunt. “A place, too, with which so many of your
|
||
acquaintance are connected. Wickham passed all his youth there, you
|
||
know.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was distressed. She felt that she had no business at
|
||
Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a disinclination for seeing it. She
|
||
must own that she was tired of great houses: after going over so many,
|
||
she really had no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity. “If it were merely a fine house
|
||
richly furnished,” said she, “I should not care about it myself; but the
|
||
grounds are delightful. They have some of the finest woods in the
|
||
country.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth said no more; but her mind could not acquiesce. The
|
||
possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place, instantly
|
||
occurred. It would be dreadful! She blushed at the very idea; and
|
||
thought it would be better to speak openly to her aunt, than to run such
|
||
a risk. But against this there were objections; and she finally resolved
|
||
that it could be the last resource, if her private inquiries as to the
|
||
absence of the family were unfavourably answered.
|
||
|
||
Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid
|
||
whether Pemberley were not a very fine place, what was the name of its
|
||
proprietor, and, with no little alarm, whether the family were down for
|
||
the summer? A most welcome negative followed the last question; and her
|
||
alarms being now removed, she was at leisure to feel a great deal of
|
||
curiosity to see the house herself; and when the subject was revived the
|
||
next morning, and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and
|
||
with a proper air of indifference, that she had not really any dislike
|
||
to the scheme.
|
||
|
||
To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Conjecturing as to the date”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of
|
||
Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length they turned
|
||
in at the lodge, her spirits were in a high flutter.
|
||
|
||
The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground. They
|
||
entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through
|
||
a beautiful wood stretching over a wide extent.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired
|
||
every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually ascended for
|
||
half a mile, and then found themselves at the top of a considerable
|
||
eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by
|
||
Pemberley House, situated on the opposite side of the valley, into which
|
||
the road with some abruptness wound. It was a large, handsome stone
|
||
building, standing well on rising ground, and backed by a ridge of high
|
||
woody hills; and in front a stream of some natural importance was
|
||
swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance. Its banks
|
||
were neither formal nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She
|
||
had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural
|
||
beauty had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were
|
||
all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt that
|
||
to be mistress of Pemberley might be something!
|
||
|
||
They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door; and,
|
||
while examining the nearer aspect of the house, all her apprehension of
|
||
meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been
|
||
mistaken. On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the
|
||
hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to
|
||
wonder at her being where she was.
|
||
|
||
The housekeeper came; a respectable looking elderly woman, much less
|
||
fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding her. They
|
||
followed her into the dining-parlour. It was a large, well-proportioned
|
||
room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went
|
||
to a window to enjoy its prospect. The hill, crowned with wood, from
|
||
which they had descended, receiving increased abruptness from the
|
||
distance, was a beautiful object. Every disposition of the ground was
|
||
good; and she looked on the whole scene, the river, the trees scattered
|
||
on its banks, and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace
|
||
it, with delight. As they passed into other rooms, these objects were
|
||
taking different positions; but from every window there were beauties
|
||
to be seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture
|
||
suitable to the fortune of their proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with
|
||
admiration of his taste, that it was neither gaudy nor uselessly
|
||
fine,--with less of splendour, and more real elegance, than the
|
||
furniture of Rosings.
|
||
|
||
“And of this place,” thought she, “I might have been mistress! With
|
||
these rooms I might have now been familiarly acquainted! Instead of
|
||
viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and
|
||
welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt. But, no,” recollecting
|
||
herself, “that could never be; my uncle and aunt would have been lost to
|
||
me; I should not have been allowed to invite them.”
|
||
|
||
This was a lucky recollection--it saved her from something like regret.
|
||
|
||
She longed to inquire of the housekeeper whether her master were really
|
||
absent, but had not courage for it. At length, however, the question was
|
||
asked by her uncle; and she turned away with alarm, while Mrs. Reynolds
|
||
replied, that he was; adding, “But we expect him to-morrow, with a large
|
||
party of friends.” How rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own journey had
|
||
not by any circumstance been delayed a day!
|
||
|
||
Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached, and saw
|
||
the likeness of Mr. Wickham, suspended, amongst several other
|
||
miniatures, over the mantel-piece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how
|
||
she liked it. The housekeeper came forward, and told them it was the
|
||
picture of a young gentleman, the son of her late master’s steward, who
|
||
had been brought up by him at his own expense. “He is now gone into the
|
||
army,” she added; “but I am afraid he has turned out very wild.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth could not
|
||
return it.
|
||
|
||
“And that,” said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the miniatures,
|
||
“is my master--and very like him. It was drawn at the same time as the
|
||
other--about eight years ago.”
|
||
|
||
“I have heard much of your master’s fine person,” said Mrs. Gardiner,
|
||
looking at the picture; “it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell
|
||
us whether it is like or not.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Reynolds’ respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this
|
||
intimation of her knowing her master.
|
||
|
||
“Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth coloured, and said, “A little.”
|
||
|
||
“And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, ma’am?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, very handsome.”
|
||
|
||
“I am sure _I_ know none so handsome; but in the gallery upstairs you
|
||
will see a finer, larger picture of him than this. This room was my late
|
||
master’s favourite room, and these miniatures are just as they used to
|
||
be then. He was very fond of them.”
|
||
|
||
This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham’s being among them.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn
|
||
when she was only eight years old.
|
||
|
||
“And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?” said Mr. Gardiner.
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes--the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so
|
||
accomplished! She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is a
|
||
new instrument just come down for her--a present from my master: she
|
||
comes here to-morrow with him.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were easy and pleasant, encouraged her
|
||
communicativeness by his questions and remarks: Mrs. Reynolds, either
|
||
from pride or attachment, had evidently great pleasure in talking of her
|
||
master and his sister.
|
||
|
||
“Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?”
|
||
|
||
“Not so much as I could wish, sir: but I dare say he may spend half his
|
||
time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months.”
|
||
|
||
“Except,” thought Elizabeth, “when she goes to Ramsgate.”
|
||
|
||
“If your master would marry, you might see more of him.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, sir; but I do not know when _that_ will be. I do not know who is
|
||
good enough for him.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth could not help saying, “It is
|
||
very much to his credit, I am sure, that you should think so.”
|
||
|
||
“I say no more than the truth, and what everybody will say that knows
|
||
him,” replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was going pretty far;
|
||
and she listened with increasing astonishment as the housekeeper added,
|
||
“I have never had a cross word from him in my life, and I have known him
|
||
ever since he was four years old.”
|
||
|
||
This was praise of all others most extraordinary, most opposite to her
|
||
ideas. That he was not a good-tempered man had been her firmest opinion.
|
||
Her keenest attention was awakened: she longed to hear more; and was
|
||
grateful to her uncle for saying,--
|
||
|
||
“There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are lucky in
|
||
having such a master.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, sir, I know I am. If I were to go through the world, I could not
|
||
meet with a better. But I have always observed, that they who are
|
||
good-natured when children, are good-natured when they grow up; and he
|
||
was always the sweetest tempered, most generous-hearted boy in the
|
||
world.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth almost stared at her. “Can this be Mr. Darcy?” thought she.
|
||
|
||
“His father was an excellent man,” said Mrs. Gardiner.
|
||
|
||
“Yes, ma’am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him--just
|
||
as affable to the poor.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and was impatient for more. Mrs.
|
||
Reynolds could interest her on no other point. She related the subjects
|
||
of the pictures, the dimensions of the rooms, and the price of the
|
||
furniture in vain. Mr. Gardiner, highly amused by the kind of family
|
||
prejudice, to which he attributed her excessive commendation of her
|
||
master, soon led again to the subject; and she dwelt with energy on his
|
||
many merits, as they proceeded together up the great staircase.
|
||
|
||
“He is the best landlord, and the best master,” said she, “that ever
|
||
lived. Not like the wild young men now-a-days, who think of nothing but
|
||
themselves. There is not one of his tenants or servants but what will
|
||
give him a good name. Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never
|
||
saw anything of it. To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle
|
||
away like other young men.”
|
||
|
||
“In what an amiable light does this place him!” thought Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“This fine account of him,” whispered her aunt as they walked, “is not
|
||
quite consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps we might be deceived.”
|
||
|
||
“That is not very likely; our authority was too good.”
|
||
|
||
On reaching the spacious lobby above, they were shown into a very pretty
|
||
sitting-room, lately fitted up with greater elegance and lightness than
|
||
the apartments below; and were informed that it was but just done to
|
||
give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a liking to the room, when
|
||
last at Pemberley.
|
||
|
||
“He is certainly a good brother,” said Elizabeth, as she walked towards
|
||
one of the windows.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy’s delight, when she should enter
|
||
the room. “And this is always the way with him,” she added. “Whatever
|
||
can give his sister any pleasure, is sure to be done in a moment. There
|
||
is nothing he would not do for her.”
|
||
|
||
The picture gallery, and two or three of the principal bed-rooms, were
|
||
all that remained to be shown. In the former were many good paintings:
|
||
but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from such as had been already
|
||
visible below, she had willingly turned to look at some drawings of Miss
|
||
Darcy’s, in crayons, whose subjects were usually more interesting, and
|
||
also more intelligible.
|
||
|
||
In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have
|
||
little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked on in quest
|
||
of the only face whose features would be known to her. At last it
|
||
arrested her--and she beheld a striking resemblance of Mr. Darcy, with
|
||
such a smile over the face, as she remembered to have sometimes seen,
|
||
when he looked at her. She stood several minutes before the picture, in
|
||
earnest contemplation, and returned to it again before they quitted the
|
||
gallery. Mrs. Reynolds informed them, that it had been taken in his
|
||
father’s lifetime.
|
||
|
||
There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth’s mind, a more gentle
|
||
sensation towards the original than she had ever felt in the height of
|
||
their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds
|
||
was of no trifling nature. What praise is more valuable than the praise
|
||
of an intelligent servant? As a brother, a landlord, a master, she
|
||
considered how many people’s happiness were in his guardianship! How
|
||
much of pleasure or pain it was in his power to bestow! How much of good
|
||
or evil must be done by him! Every idea that had been brought forward by
|
||
the housekeeper was favourable to his character; and as she stood before
|
||
the canvas, on which he was represented, and fixed his eyes upon
|
||
herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment of gratitude
|
||
than it had ever raised before: she remembered its warmth, and softened
|
||
its impropriety of expression.
|
||
|
||
When all of the house that was open to general inspection had been seen,
|
||
they returned down stairs; and, taking leave of the housekeeper, were
|
||
consigned over to the gardener, who met them at the hall door.
|
||
|
||
As they walked across the lawn towards the river, Elizabeth turned back
|
||
to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped also; and while the former was
|
||
conjecturing as to the date of the building, the owner of it himself
|
||
suddenly came forward from the road which led behind it to the stables.
|
||
|
||
They were within twenty yards of each other; and so abrupt was his
|
||
appearance, that it was impossible to avoid his sight. Their eyes
|
||
instantly met, and the cheeks of each were overspread with the deepest
|
||
blush. He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed immovable from
|
||
surprise; but shortly recovering himself, advanced towards the party,
|
||
and spoke to Elizabeth, if not in terms of perfect composure, at least
|
||
of perfect civility.
|
||
|
||
She had instinctively turned away; but stopping on his approach,
|
||
received his compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be
|
||
overcome. Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the picture
|
||
they had just been examining, been insufficient to assure the other two
|
||
that they now saw Mr. Darcy, the gardener’s expression of surprise, on
|
||
beholding his master, must immediately have told it. They stood a little
|
||
aloof while he was talking to their niece, who, astonished and confused,
|
||
scarcely dared lift her eyes to his face, and knew not what answer she
|
||
returned to his civil inquiries after her family. Amazed at the
|
||
alteration of his manner since they last parted, every sentence that he
|
||
uttered was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the
|
||
impropriety of her being found there recurring to her mind, the few
|
||
minutes in which they continued together were some of the most
|
||
uncomfortable of her life. Nor did he seem much more at ease; when he
|
||
spoke, his accent had none of its usual sedateness; and he repeated his
|
||
inquiries as to the time of her having left Longbourn, and of her stay
|
||
in Derbyshire, so often, and in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the
|
||
distraction of his thoughts.
|
||
|
||
At length, every idea seemed to fail him; and after standing a few
|
||
moments without saying a word, he suddenly recollected himself, and took
|
||
leave.
|
||
|
||
The others then joined her, and expressed their admiration of his
|
||
figure; but Elizabeth heard not a word, and, wholly engrossed by her own
|
||
feelings, followed them in silence. She was overpowered by shame and
|
||
vexation. Her coming there was the most unfortunate, the most ill-judged
|
||
thing in the world! How strange must it appear to him! In what a
|
||
disgraceful light might it not strike so vain a man! It might seem as if
|
||
she had purposely thrown herself in his way again! Oh! why did she come?
|
||
or, why did he thus come a day before he was expected? Had they been
|
||
only ten minutes sooner, they should have been beyond the reach of his
|
||
discrimination; for it was plain that he was that moment arrived, that
|
||
moment alighted from his horse or his carriage. She blushed again and
|
||
again over the perverseness of the meeting. And his behaviour, so
|
||
strikingly altered,--what could it mean? That he should even speak to
|
||
her was amazing!--but to speak with such civility, to inquire after her
|
||
family! Never in her life had she seen his manners so little dignified,
|
||
never had he spoken with such gentleness as on this unexpected meeting.
|
||
What a contrast did it offer to his last address in Rosings Park, when
|
||
he put his letter into her hand! She knew not what to think, or how to
|
||
account for it.
|
||
|
||
They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water, and
|
||
every step was bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a finer
|
||
reach of the woods to which they were approaching: but it was some time
|
||
before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and, though she answered
|
||
mechanically to the repeated appeals of her uncle and aunt, and seemed
|
||
to direct her eyes to such objects as they pointed out, she
|
||
distinguished no part of the scene. Her thoughts were all fixed on that
|
||
one spot of Pemberley House, whichever it might be, where Mr. Darcy then
|
||
was. She longed to know what at that moment was passing in his mind; in
|
||
what manner he thought of her, and whether, in defiance of everything,
|
||
she was still dear to him. Perhaps he had been civil only because he
|
||
felt himself at ease; yet there had been _that_ in his voice, which was
|
||
not like ease. Whether he had felt more of pain or of pleasure in seeing
|
||
her, she could not tell, but he certainly had not seen her with
|
||
composure.
|
||
|
||
At length, however, the remarks of her companions on her absence of mind
|
||
roused her, and she felt the necessity of appearing more like herself.
|
||
|
||
They entered the woods, and, bidding adieu to the river for a while,
|
||
ascended some of the higher grounds; whence, in spots where the opening
|
||
of the trees gave the eye power to wander, were many charming views of
|
||
the valley, the opposite hills, with the long range of woods
|
||
overspreading many, and occasionally part of the stream. Mr. Gardiner
|
||
expressed a wish of going round the whole park, but feared it might be
|
||
beyond a walk. With a triumphant smile, they were told, that it was ten
|
||
miles round. It settled the matter; and they pursued the accustomed
|
||
circuit; which brought them again, after some time, in a descent among
|
||
hanging woods, to the edge of the water, and one of its narrowest parts.
|
||
They crossed it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air of
|
||
the scene: it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet visited; and
|
||
the valley, here contracted into a glen, allowed room only for the
|
||
stream, and a narrow walk amidst the rough coppice-wood which bordered
|
||
it. Elizabeth longed to explore its windings; but when they had crossed
|
||
the bridge, and perceived their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner,
|
||
who was not a great walker, could go no farther, and thought only of
|
||
returning to the carriage as quickly as possible. Her niece was,
|
||
therefore, obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the house
|
||
on the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but their
|
||
progress was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom able to indulge the
|
||
taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much engaged in watching the
|
||
occasional appearance of some trout in the water, and talking to the man
|
||
about them, that he advanced but little. Whilst wandering on in this
|
||
slow manner, they were again surprised, and Elizabeth’s astonishment was
|
||
quite equal to what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy
|
||
approaching them, and at no great distance. The walk being here less
|
||
sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him before they
|
||
met. Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more prepared for an
|
||
interview than before, and resolved to appear and to speak with
|
||
calmness, if he really intended to meet them. For a few moments, indeed,
|
||
she felt that he would probably strike into some other path. The idea
|
||
lasted while a turning in the walk concealed him from their view; the
|
||
turning past, he was immediately before them. With a glance she saw that
|
||
he had lost none of his recent civility; and, to imitate his politeness,
|
||
she began as they met to admire the beauty of the place; but she had not
|
||
got beyond the words “delightful,” and “charming,” when some unlucky
|
||
recollections obtruded, and she fancied that praise of Pemberley from
|
||
her might be mischievously construed. Her colour changed, and she said
|
||
no more.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind; and on her pausing, he asked
|
||
her if she would do him the honour of introducing him to her friends.
|
||
This was a stroke of civility for which she was quite unprepared; and
|
||
she could hardly suppress a smile at his being now seeking the
|
||
acquaintance of some of those very people, against whom his pride had
|
||
revolted, in his offer to herself. “What will be his surprise,” thought
|
||
she, “when he knows who they are! He takes them now for people of
|
||
fashion.”
|
||
|
||
The introduction, however, was immediately made; and as she named their
|
||
relationship to herself, she stole a sly look at him, to see how he bore
|
||
it; and was not without the expectation of his decamping as fast as he
|
||
could from such disgraceful companions. That he was _surprised_ by the
|
||
connection was evident: he sustained it, however, with fortitude: and,
|
||
so far from going away, turned back with them, and entered into
|
||
conversation with Mr. Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased,
|
||
could not but triumph. It was consoling that he should know she had some
|
||
relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most
|
||
attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every
|
||
expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence,
|
||
his taste, or his good manners.
|
||
|
||
The conversation soon turned upon fishing; and she heard Mr. Darcy
|
||
invite him, with the greatest civility, to fish there as often as he
|
||
chose, while he continued in the neighbourhood, offering at the same
|
||
time to supply him with fishing tackle, and pointing out those parts of
|
||
the stream where there was usually most sport. Mrs. Gardiner, who was
|
||
walking arm in arm with Elizabeth, gave her a look expressive of her
|
||
wonder. Elizabeth said nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the
|
||
compliment must be all for herself. Her astonishment, however, was
|
||
extreme; and continually was she repeating, “Why is he so altered? From
|
||
what can it proceed? It cannot be for _me_, it cannot be for _my_ sake
|
||
that his manners are thus softened. My reproofs at Hunsford could not
|
||
work such a change as this. It is impossible that he should still love
|
||
me.”
|
||
|
||
After walking some time in this way, the two ladies in front, the two
|
||
gentlemen behind, on resuming their places, after descending to the
|
||
brink of the river for the better inspection of some curious
|
||
water-plant, there chanced to be a little alteration. It originated in
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the morning, found
|
||
Elizabeth’s arm inadequate to her support, and consequently preferred
|
||
her husband’s. Mr. Darcy took her place by her niece, and they walked on
|
||
together. After a short silence the lady first spoke. She wished him to
|
||
know that she had been assured of his absence before she came to the
|
||
place, and accordingly began by observing, that his arrival had been
|
||
very unexpected--“for your housekeeper,” she added, “informed us that
|
||
you would certainly not be here till to-morrow; and, indeed, before we
|
||
left Bakewell, we understood that you were not immediately expected in
|
||
the country.” He acknowledged the truth of it all; and said that
|
||
business with his steward had occasioned his coming forward a few hours
|
||
before the rest of the party with whom he had been travelling. “They
|
||
will join me early to-morrow,” he continued, “and among them are some
|
||
who will claim an acquaintance with you,--Mr. Bingley and his sisters.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth answered only by a slight bow. Her thoughts were instantly
|
||
driven back to the time when Mr. Bingley’s name had been last mentioned
|
||
between them; and if she might judge from his complexion, _his_ mind was
|
||
not very differently engaged.
|
||
|
||
“There is also one other person in the party,” he continued after a
|
||
pause, “who more particularly wishes to be known to you. Will you allow
|
||
me, or do I ask too much, to introduce my sister to your acquaintance
|
||
during your stay at Lambton?”
|
||
|
||
The surprise of such an application was great indeed; it was too great
|
||
for her to know in what manner she acceded to it. She immediately felt
|
||
that whatever desire Miss Darcy might have of being acquainted with her,
|
||
must be the work of her brother, and without looking farther, it was
|
||
satisfactory; it was gratifying to know that his resentment had not made
|
||
him think really ill of her.
|
||
|
||
They now walked on in silence; each of them deep in thought. Elizabeth
|
||
was not comfortable; that was impossible; but she was flattered and
|
||
pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her was a compliment of
|
||
the highest kind. They soon outstripped the others; and when they had
|
||
reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were half a quarter of a
|
||
mile behind.
|
||
|
||
He then asked her to walk into the house--but she declared herself not
|
||
tired, and they stood together on the lawn. At such a time much might
|
||
have been said, and silence was very awkward. She wanted to talk, but
|
||
there seemed an embargo on every subject. At last she recollected that
|
||
she had been travelling, and they talked of Matlock and Dovedale with
|
||
great perseverance. Yet time and her aunt moved slowly--and her patience
|
||
and her ideas were nearly worn out before the _tête-à-tête_ was over.
|
||
|
||
On Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s coming up they were all pressed to go into
|
||
the house and take some refreshment; but this was declined, and they
|
||
parted on each side with the utmost politeness. Mr. Darcy handed the
|
||
ladies into the carriage; and when it drove off, Elizabeth saw him
|
||
walking slowly towards the house.
|
||
|
||
The observations of her uncle and aunt now began; and each of them
|
||
pronounced him to be infinitely superior to anything they had expected.
|
||
|
||
“He is perfectly well-behaved, polite, and unassuming,” said her uncle.
|
||
|
||
“There _is_ something a little stately in him, to be sure,” replied her
|
||
aunt; “but it is confined to his air, and is not unbecoming. I can now
|
||
say with the housekeeper, that though some people may call him proud,
|
||
_I_ have seen nothing of it.”
|
||
|
||
“I was never more surprised than by his behaviour to us. It was more
|
||
than civil; it was really attentive; and there was no necessity for such
|
||
attention. His acquaintance with Elizabeth was very trifling.”
|
||
|
||
“To be sure, Lizzy,” said her aunt, “he is not so handsome as Wickham;
|
||
or rather he has not Wickham’s countenance, for his features are
|
||
perfectly good. But how came you to tell us that he was so
|
||
disagreeable?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could: said that she had liked
|
||
him better when they met in Kent than before, and that she had never
|
||
seen him so pleasant as this morning.
|
||
|
||
“But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities,” replied
|
||
her uncle. “Your great men often are; and therefore I shall not take him
|
||
at his word about fishing, as he might change his mind another day, and
|
||
warn me off his grounds.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth felt that they had entirely mistaken his character, but said
|
||
nothing.
|
||
|
||
“From what we have seen of him,” continued Mrs. Gardiner, “I really
|
||
should not have thought that he could have behaved in so cruel a way by
|
||
anybody as he has done by poor Wickham. He has not an ill-natured look.
|
||
On the contrary, there is something pleasing about his mouth when he
|
||
speaks. And there is something of dignity in his countenance, that would
|
||
not give one an unfavourable idea of his heart. But, to be sure, the
|
||
good lady who showed us the house did give him a most flaming character!
|
||
I could hardly help laughing aloud sometimes. But he is a liberal
|
||
master, I suppose, and _that_, in the eye of a servant, comprehends
|
||
every virtue.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth here felt herself called on to say something in vindication of
|
||
his behaviour to Wickham; and, therefore, gave them to understand, in as
|
||
guarded a manner as she could, that by what she had heard from his
|
||
relations in Kent, his actions were capable of a very different
|
||
construction; and that his character was by no means so faulty, nor
|
||
Wickham’s so amiable, as they had been considered in Hertfordshire. In
|
||
confirmation of this, she related the particulars of all the pecuniary
|
||
transactions in which they had been connected, without actually naming
|
||
her authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned: but as they were now
|
||
approaching the scene of her former pleasures, every idea gave way to
|
||
the charm of recollection; and she was too much engaged in pointing out
|
||
to her husband all the interesting spots in its environs, to think of
|
||
anything else. Fatigued as she had been by the morning’s walk, they had
|
||
no sooner dined than she set off again in quest of her former
|
||
acquaintance, and the evening was spent in the satisfactions of an
|
||
intercourse renewed after many years’ discontinuance.
|
||
|
||
The occurrences of the day were too full of interest to leave Elizabeth
|
||
much attention for any of these new friends; and she could do nothing
|
||
but think, and think with wonder, of Mr. Darcy’s civility, and, above
|
||
all, of his wishing her to be acquainted with his sister.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLIV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit
|
||
her the very day after her reaching Pemberley; and was, consequently,
|
||
resolved not to be out of sight of the inn the whole of that morning.
|
||
But her conclusion was false; for on the very morning after their own
|
||
arrival at Lambton these visitors came. They had been walking about the
|
||
place with some of their new friends, and were just returned to the inn
|
||
to dress themselves for dining with the same family, when the sound of a
|
||
carriage drew them to a window, and they saw a gentleman and lady in a
|
||
curricle driving up the street. Elizabeth, immediately recognizing the
|
||
livery, guessed what it meant, and imparted no small degree of surprise
|
||
to her relations, by acquainting them with the honour which she
|
||
expected. Her uncle and aunt were all amazement; and the embarrassment
|
||
of her manner as she spoke, joined to the circumstance itself, and many
|
||
of the circumstances of the preceding day, opened to them a new idea on
|
||
the business. Nothing had ever suggested it before, but they now felt
|
||
that there was no other way of accounting for such attentions from such
|
||
a quarter than by supposing a partiality for their niece. While these
|
||
newly-born notions were passing in their heads, the perturbation of
|
||
Elizabeth’s feelings was every moment increasing. She was quite amazed
|
||
at her own discomposure; but, amongst other causes of disquiet, she
|
||
dreaded lest the partiality of the brother should have said too much in
|
||
her favour; and, more than commonly anxious to please, she naturally
|
||
suspected that every power of pleasing would fail her.
|
||
|
||
She retreated from the window, fearful of being seen; and as she walked
|
||
up and down the room, endeavouring to compose herself, saw such looks of
|
||
inquiring surprise in her uncle and aunt as made everything worse.
|
||
|
||
Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable introduction
|
||
took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see that her new
|
||
acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as herself. Since her
|
||
being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was exceedingly proud;
|
||
but the observation of a very few minutes convinced her that she was
|
||
only exceedingly shy. She found it difficult to obtain even a word from
|
||
her beyond a monosyllable.
|
||
|
||
Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth; and, though
|
||
little more than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her appearance
|
||
womanly and graceful. She was less handsome than her brother, but there
|
||
was sense and good-humour in her face, and her manners were perfectly
|
||
unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had expected to find in her as
|
||
acute and unembarrassed an observer as ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much
|
||
relieved by discerning such different feelings.
|
||
|
||
They had not been long together before Darcy told her that Bingley was
|
||
also coming to wait on her; and she had barely time to express her
|
||
satisfaction, and prepare for such a visitor, when Bingley’s quick step
|
||
was heard on the stairs, and in a moment he entered the room. All
|
||
Elizabeth’s anger against him had been long done away; but had she still
|
||
felt any, it could hardly have stood its ground against the unaffected
|
||
cordiality with which he expressed himself on seeing her again. He
|
||
inquired in a friendly, though general, way, after her family, and
|
||
looked and spoke with the same good-humoured ease that he had ever done.
|
||
|
||
To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner he was scarcely a less interesting personage
|
||
than to herself. They had long wished to see him. The whole party before
|
||
them, indeed, excited a lively attention. The suspicions which had just
|
||
arisen of Mr. Darcy and their niece, directed their observation towards
|
||
each with an earnest, though guarded, inquiry; and they soon drew from
|
||
those inquiries the full conviction that one of them at least knew what
|
||
it was to love. Of the lady’s sensations they remained a little in
|
||
doubt; but that the gentleman was overflowing with admiration was
|
||
evident enough.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, on her side, had much to do. She wanted to ascertain the
|
||
feelings of each of her visitors, she wanted to compose her own, and to
|
||
make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter object, where she
|
||
feared most to fail, she was most sure of success, for those to whom
|
||
she endeavoured to give pleasure were pre-possessed in her favour.
|
||
Bingley was ready, Georgiana was eager, and Darcy determined, to be
|
||
pleased.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“To make herself agreeable to all”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to her sister; and oh!
|
||
how ardently did she long to know whether any of his were directed in a
|
||
like manner. Sometimes she could fancy that he talked less than on
|
||
former occasions, and once or twice pleased herself with the notion
|
||
that, as he looked at her, he was trying to trace a resemblance. But,
|
||
though this might be imaginary, she could not be deceived as to his
|
||
behaviour to Miss Darcy, who had been set up as a rival to Jane. No
|
||
look appeared on either side that spoke particular regard. Nothing
|
||
occurred between them that could justify the hopes of his sister. On
|
||
this point she was soon satisfied; and two or three little circumstances
|
||
occurred ere they parted, which, in her anxious interpretation, denoted
|
||
a recollection of Jane, not untinctured by tenderness, and a wish of
|
||
saying more that might lead to the mention of her, had he dared. He
|
||
observed to her, at a moment when the others were talking together, and
|
||
in a tone which had something of real regret, that it “was a very long
|
||
time since he had had the pleasure of seeing her;” and, before she could
|
||
reply, he added, “It is above eight months. We have not met since the
|
||
26th of November, when we were all dancing together at Netherfield.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was pleased to find his memory so exact; and he afterwards
|
||
took occasion to ask her, when unattended to by any of the rest, whether
|
||
_all_ her sisters were at Longbourn. There was not much in the question,
|
||
nor in the preceding remark; but there was a look and a manner which
|
||
gave them meaning.
|
||
|
||
It was not often that she could turn her eyes on Mr. Darcy himself; but
|
||
whenever she did catch a glimpse she saw an expression of general
|
||
complaisance, and in all that he said, she heard an accent so far
|
||
removed from _hauteur_ or disdain of his companions, as convinced her
|
||
that the improvement of manners which she had yesterday witnessed,
|
||
however temporary its existence might prove, had at least outlived one
|
||
day. When she saw him thus seeking the acquaintance, and courting the
|
||
good opinion of people with whom any intercourse a few months ago would
|
||
have been a disgrace; when she saw him thus civil, not only to herself,
|
||
but to the very relations whom he had openly disdained, and recollected
|
||
their last lively scene in Hunsford Parsonage, the difference, the
|
||
change was so great, and struck so forcibly on her mind, that she could
|
||
hardly restrain her astonishment from being visible. Never, even in the
|
||
company of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified relations
|
||
at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please, so free from
|
||
self-consequence or unbending reserve, as now, when no importance could
|
||
result from the success of his endeavours, and when even the
|
||
acquaintance of those to whom his attentions were addressed, would draw
|
||
down the ridicule and censure of the ladies both of Netherfield and
|
||
Rosings.
|
||
|
||
Their visitors stayed with them above half an hour; and when they arose
|
||
to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to join him in expressing
|
||
their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, and Miss Bennet, to dinner
|
||
at Pemberley, before they left the country. Miss Darcy, though with a
|
||
diffidence which marked her little in the habit of giving invitations,
|
||
readily obeyed. Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece, desirous of knowing
|
||
how _she_, whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its
|
||
acceptance, but Elizabeth had turned away her head. Presuming, however,
|
||
that this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary embarrassment than
|
||
any dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who was fond of
|
||
society, a perfect willingness to accept it, she ventured to engage for
|
||
her attendance, and the day after the next was fixed on.
|
||
|
||
Bingley expressed great pleasure in the certainty of seeing Elizabeth
|
||
again, having still a great deal to say to her, and many inquiries to
|
||
make after all their Hertfordshire friends. Elizabeth, construing all
|
||
this into a wish of hearing her speak of her sister, was pleased; and
|
||
on this account, as well as some others, found herself, when their
|
||
visitors left them, capable of considering the last half hour with some
|
||
satisfaction, though while it was passing the enjoyment of it had been
|
||
little. Eager to be alone, and fearful of inquiries or hints from her
|
||
uncle and aunt, she stayed with them only long enough to hear their
|
||
favourable opinion of Bingley, and then hurried away to dress.
|
||
|
||
But she had no reason to fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner’s curiosity; it was
|
||
not their wish to force her communication. It was evident that she was
|
||
much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had before any idea of;
|
||
it was evident that he was very much in love with her. They saw much to
|
||
interest, but nothing to justify inquiry.
|
||
|
||
Of Mr. Darcy it was now a matter of anxiety to think well; and, as far
|
||
as their acquaintance reached, there was no fault to find. They could
|
||
not be untouched by his politeness; and had they drawn his character
|
||
from their own feelings and his servant’s report, without any reference
|
||
to any other account, the circle in Hertfordshire to which he was known
|
||
would not have recognized it for Mr. Darcy. There was now an interest,
|
||
however, in believing the housekeeper; and they soon became sensible
|
||
that the authority of a servant, who had known him since he was four
|
||
years old, and whose own manners indicated respectability, was not to be
|
||
hastily rejected. Neither had anything occurred in the intelligence of
|
||
their Lambton friends that could materially lessen its weight. They had
|
||
nothing to accuse him of but pride; pride he probably had, and if not,
|
||
it would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants of a small market town
|
||
where the family did not visit. It was acknowledged, however, that he
|
||
was a liberal man, and did much good among the poor.
|
||
|
||
With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon found that he was not held
|
||
there in much estimation; for though the chief of his concerns with the
|
||
son of his patron were imperfectly understood, it was yet a well-known
|
||
fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he had left many debts behind
|
||
him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards discharged.
|
||
|
||
As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening more than
|
||
the last; and the evening, though as it passed it seemed long, was not
|
||
long enough to determine her feelings towards _one_ in that mansion; and
|
||
she lay awake two whole hours, endeavouring to make them out. She
|
||
certainly did not hate him. No; hatred had vanished long ago, and she
|
||
had almost as long been ashamed of ever feeling a dislike against him,
|
||
that could be so called. The respect created by the conviction of his
|
||
valuable qualities, though at first unwillingly admitted, had for some
|
||
time ceased to be repugnant to her feelings; and it was now heightened
|
||
into somewhat of a friendlier nature by the testimony so highly in his
|
||
favour, and bringing forward his disposition in so amiable a light,
|
||
which yesterday had produced. But above all, above respect and esteem,
|
||
there was a motive within her of good-will which could not be
|
||
overlooked. It was gratitude;--gratitude, not merely for having once
|
||
loved her, but for loving her still well enough to forgive all the
|
||
petulance and acrimony of her manner in rejecting him, and all the
|
||
unjust accusations accompanying her rejection. He who, she had been
|
||
persuaded, would avoid her as his greatest enemy, seemed, on this
|
||
accidental meeting, most eager to preserve the acquaintance; and
|
||
without any indelicate display of regard, or any peculiarity of manner,
|
||
where their two selves only were concerned, was soliciting the good
|
||
opinion of her friends, and bent on making her known to his sister. Such
|
||
a change in a man of so much pride excited not only astonishment but
|
||
gratitude--for to love, ardent love, it must be attributed; and, as
|
||
such, its impression on her was of a sort to be encouraged, as by no
|
||
means unpleasing, though it could not be exactly defined. She respected,
|
||
she esteemed, she was grateful to him, she felt a real interest in his
|
||
welfare; and she only wanted to know how far she wished that welfare to
|
||
depend upon herself, and how far it would be for the happiness of both
|
||
that she should employ the power, which her fancy told her she still
|
||
possessed, of bringing on the renewal of his addresses.
|
||
|
||
It had been settled in the evening, between the aunt and niece, that
|
||
such a striking civility as Miss Darcy’s, in coming to them on the very
|
||
day of her arrival at Pemberley--for she had reached it only to a late
|
||
breakfast--ought to be imitated, though it could not be equalled, by
|
||
some exertion of politeness on their side; and, consequently, that it
|
||
would be highly expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following
|
||
morning. They were, therefore, to go. Elizabeth was pleased; though when
|
||
she asked herself the reason, she had very little to say in reply.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Gardiner left them soon after breakfast. The fishing scheme had been
|
||
renewed the day before, and a positive engagement made of his meeting
|
||
some of the gentlemen at Pemberley by noon.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Engaged by the river”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley’s dislike of her had
|
||
originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling how very unwelcome
|
||
her appearance at Pemberley must be to her, and was curious to know
|
||
with how much civility on that lady’s side the acquaintance would now
|
||
be renewed.
|
||
|
||
On reaching the house, they were shown through the hall into the saloon,
|
||
whose northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer. Its windows,
|
||
opening to the ground, admitted a most refreshing view of the high woody
|
||
hills behind the house, and of the beautiful oaks and Spanish chestnuts
|
||
which were scattered over the intermediate lawn.
|
||
|
||
In this room they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting there
|
||
with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom she lived in
|
||
London. Georgiana’s reception of them was very civil, but attended with
|
||
all that embarrassment which, though proceeding from shyness and the
|
||
fear of doing wrong, would easily give to those who felt themselves
|
||
inferior the belief of her being proud and reserved. Mrs. Gardiner and
|
||
her niece, however, did her justice, and pitied her.
|
||
|
||
By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley they were noticed only by a courtesy; and
|
||
on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such pauses must always be,
|
||
succeeded for a few moments. It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a
|
||
genteel, agreeable-looking woman, whose endeavour to introduce some kind
|
||
of discourse proved her to be more truly well-bred than either of the
|
||
others; and between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from
|
||
Elizabeth, the conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked as if she
|
||
wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes did venture a
|
||
short sentence, when there was least danger of its being heard.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss Bingley,
|
||
and that she could not speak a word, especially to Miss Darcy, without
|
||
calling her attention. This observation would not have prevented her
|
||
from trying to talk to the latter, had they not been seated at an
|
||
inconvenient distance; but she was not sorry to be spared the necessity
|
||
of saying much: her own thoughts were employing her. She expected every
|
||
moment that some of the gentlemen would enter the room: she wished, she
|
||
feared, that the master of the house might be amongst them; and whether
|
||
she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine. After
|
||
sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour, without hearing Miss
|
||
Bingley’s voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a cold
|
||
inquiry after the health of her family. She answered with equal
|
||
indifference and brevity, and the other said no more.
|
||
|
||
The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by the
|
||
entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all the
|
||
finest fruits in season; but this did not take place till after many a
|
||
significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss Darcy had been
|
||
given, to remind her of her post. There was now employment for the whole
|
||
party; for though they could not all talk, they could all eat; and the
|
||
beautiful pyramids of grapes, nectarines, and peaches, soon collected
|
||
them round the table.
|
||
|
||
While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of deciding whether
|
||
she most feared or wished for the appearance of Mr. Darcy, by the
|
||
feelings which prevailed on his entering the room; and then, though but
|
||
a moment before she had believed her wishes to predominate, she began to
|
||
regret that he came.
|
||
|
||
He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or three other
|
||
gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the river; and had left him
|
||
only on learning that the ladies of the family intended a visit to
|
||
Georgiana that morning. No sooner did he appear, than Elizabeth wisely
|
||
resolved to be perfectly easy and unembarrassed;--a resolution the more
|
||
necessary to be made, but perhaps not the more easily kept, because she
|
||
saw that the suspicions of the whole party were awakened against them,
|
||
and that there was scarcely an eye which did not watch his behaviour
|
||
when he first came into the room. In no countenance was attentive
|
||
curiosity so strongly marked as in Miss Bingley’s, in spite of the
|
||
smiles which overspread her face whenever she spoke to one of its
|
||
objects; for jealousy had not yet made her desperate, and her attentions
|
||
to Mr. Darcy were by no means over. Miss Darcy, on her brother’s
|
||
entrance, exerted herself much more to talk; and Elizabeth saw that he
|
||
was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted, and forwarded,
|
||
as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either side. Miss
|
||
Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the
|
||
first opportunity of saying, with sneering civility,--
|
||
|
||
“Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ----shire militia removed from Meryton?
|
||
They must be a great loss to _your_ family.”
|
||
|
||
In Darcy’s presence she dared not mention Wickham’s name: but Elizabeth
|
||
instantly comprehended that he was uppermost in her thoughts; and the
|
||
various recollections connected with him gave her a moment’s distress;
|
||
but, exerting herself vigorously to repel the ill-natured attack, she
|
||
presently answered the question in a tolerably disengaged tone. While
|
||
she spoke, an involuntary glance showed her Darcy with a heightened
|
||
complexion, earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with
|
||
confusion, and unable to lift up her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what
|
||
pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she undoubtedly would have
|
||
refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended to discompose
|
||
Elizabeth, by bringing forward the idea of a man to whom she believed
|
||
her partial, to make her betray a sensibility which might injure her in
|
||
Darcy’s opinion, and, perhaps, to remind the latter of all the follies
|
||
and absurdities by which some part of her family were connected with
|
||
that corps. Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy’s
|
||
meditated elopement. To no creature had it been revealed, where secrecy
|
||
was possible, except to Elizabeth; and from all Bingley’s connections
|
||
her brother was particularly anxious to conceal it, from that very wish
|
||
which Elizabeth had long ago attributed to him, of their becoming
|
||
hereafter her own. He had certainly formed such a plan; and without
|
||
meaning that it should affect his endeavour to separate him from Miss
|
||
Bennet, it is probable that it might add something to his lively concern
|
||
for the welfare of his friend.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s collected behaviour, however, soon quieted his emotion; and
|
||
as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared not approach nearer to
|
||
Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in time, though not enough to be able
|
||
to speak any more. Her brother, whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely
|
||
recollected her interest in the affair; and the very circumstance which
|
||
had been designed to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth, seemed to have
|
||
fixed them on her more and more cheerfully.
|
||
|
||
Their visit did not continue long after the question and answer above
|
||
mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was attending them to their carriage,
|
||
Miss Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms on Elizabeth’s
|
||
person, behaviour, and dress. But Georgiana would not join her. Her
|
||
brother’s recommendation was enough to insure her favour: his judgment
|
||
could not err; and he had spoken in such terms of Elizabeth, as to leave
|
||
Georgiana without the power of finding her otherwise than lovely and
|
||
amiable. When Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help
|
||
repeating to him some part of what she had been saying to his sister.
|
||
|
||
“How very ill Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy,” she cried: “I
|
||
never in my life saw anyone so much altered as she is since the winter.
|
||
She is grown so brown and coarse! Louisa and I were agreeing that we
|
||
should not have known her again.”
|
||
|
||
However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address, he contented
|
||
himself with coolly replying, that he perceived no other alteration than
|
||
her being rather tanned,--no miraculous consequence of travelling in the
|
||
summer.
|
||
|
||
“For my own part,” she rejoined, “I must confess that I never could see
|
||
any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her complexion has no
|
||
brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome. Her nose wants
|
||
character; there is nothing marked in its lines. Her teeth are
|
||
tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for her eyes, which
|
||
have sometimes been called so fine, I never could perceive anything
|
||
extraordinary in them. They have a sharp, shrewish look, which I do not
|
||
like at all; and in her air altogether, there is a self-sufficiency
|
||
without fashion, which is intolerable.”
|
||
|
||
Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth, this was not
|
||
the best method of recommending herself; but angry people are not always
|
||
wise; and in seeing him at last look somewhat nettled, she had all the
|
||
success she expected. He was resolutely silent, however; and, from a
|
||
determination of making him speak, she continued,--
|
||
|
||
“I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how amazed we all
|
||
were to find that she was a reputed beauty; and I particularly recollect
|
||
your saying one night, after they had been dining at Netherfield, ‘_She_
|
||
a beauty! I should as soon call her mother a wit.’ But afterwards she
|
||
seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather pretty at
|
||
one time.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes,” replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, “but _that_
|
||
was only when I first knew her; for it is many months since I have
|
||
considered her as one of the handsomest women of my acquaintance.”
|
||
|
||
He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all the satisfaction of
|
||
having forced him to say what gave no one any pain but herself.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had occurred during their
|
||
visit, as they returned, except what had particularly interested them
|
||
both. The looks and behaviour of everybody they had seen were discussed,
|
||
except of the person who had mostly engaged their attention. They talked
|
||
of his sister, his friends, his house, his fruit, of everything but
|
||
himself; yet Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of
|
||
him, and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified by her niece’s
|
||
beginning the subject.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
Chapter XLVI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth had been a good deal disappointed in not finding a letter from
|
||
Jane on their first arrival at Lambton; and this disappointment had been
|
||
renewed on each of the mornings that had now been spent there; but on
|
||
the third her repining was over, and her sister justified, by the
|
||
receipt of two letters from her at once, on one of which was marked that
|
||
it had been mis-sent elsewhere. Elizabeth was not surprised at it, as
|
||
Jane had written the direction remarkably ill.
|
||
|
||
They had just been preparing to walk as the letters came in; and her
|
||
uncle and aunt, leaving her to enjoy them in quiet, set off by
|
||
themselves. The one mis-sent must be first attended to; it had been
|
||
written five days ago. The beginning contained an account of all their
|
||
little parties and engagements, with such news as the country afforded;
|
||
but the latter half, which was dated a day later, and written in evident
|
||
agitation, gave more important intelligence. It was to this effect:--
|
||
|
||
“Since writing the above, dearest Lizzy, something has occurred of a
|
||
most unexpected and serious nature; but I am afraid of alarming you--be
|
||
assured that we are all well. What I have to say relates to poor Lydia.
|
||
An express came at twelve last night, just as we were all gone to bed,
|
||
from Colonel Forster, to inform us that she was gone off to Scotland
|
||
with one of his officers; to own the truth, with Wickham! Imagine our
|
||
surprise. To Kitty, however, it does not seem so wholly unexpected. I am
|
||
very, very sorry. So imprudent a match on both sides! But I am willing
|
||
to hope the best, and that his character has been misunderstood.
|
||
Thoughtless and indiscreet I can easily believe him, but this step (and
|
||
let us rejoice over it) marks nothing bad at heart. His choice is
|
||
disinterested at least, for he must know my father can give her nothing.
|
||
Our poor mother is sadly grieved. My father bears it better. How
|
||
thankful am I, that we never let them know what has been said against
|
||
him; we must forget it ourselves. They were off Saturday night about
|
||
twelve, as is conjectured, but were not missed till yesterday morning at
|
||
eight. The express was sent off directly. My dear Lizzy, they must have
|
||
passed within ten miles of us. Colonel Forster gives us reason to expect
|
||
him here soon. Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of
|
||
their intention. I must conclude, for I cannot be long from my poor
|
||
mother. I am afraid you will not be able to make it out, but I hardly
|
||
know what I have written.”
|
||
|
||
Without allowing herself time for consideration, and scarcely knowing
|
||
what she felt, Elizabeth, on finishing this letter, instantly seized the
|
||
other, and opening it with the utmost impatience, read as follows: it
|
||
had been written a day later than the conclusion of the first.
|
||
|
||
“By this time, my dearest sister, you have received my hurried letter; I
|
||
wish this may be more intelligible, but though not confined for time, my
|
||
head is so bewildered that I cannot answer for being coherent. Dearest
|
||
Lizzy, I hardly know what I would write, but I have bad news for you,
|
||
and it cannot be delayed. Imprudent as a marriage between Mr. Wickham
|
||
and our poor Lydia would be, we are now anxious to be assured it has
|
||
taken place, for there is but too much reason to fear they are not gone
|
||
to Scotland. Colonel Forster came yesterday, having left Brighton the
|
||
day before, not many hours after the express. Though Lydia’s short
|
||
letter to Mrs. F. gave them to understand that they were going to Gretna
|
||
Green, something was dropped by Denny expressing his belief that W.
|
||
never intended to go there, or to marry Lydia at all, which was repeated
|
||
to Colonel F., who, instantly taking the alarm, set off from B.,
|
||
intending to trace their route. He did trace them easily to Clapham, but
|
||
no farther; for on entering that place, they removed into a
|
||
hackney-coach, and dismissed the chaise that brought them from Epsom.
|
||
All that is known after this is, that they were seen to continue the
|
||
London road. I know not what to think. After making every possible
|
||
inquiry on that side of London, Colonel F. came on into Hertfordshire,
|
||
anxiously renewing them at all the turnpikes, and at the inns in Barnet
|
||
and Hatfield, but without any success,--no such people had been seen to
|
||
pass through. With the kindest concern he came on to Longbourn, and
|
||
broke his apprehensions to us in a manner most creditable to his heart.
|
||
I am sincerely grieved for him and Mrs. F.; but no one can throw any
|
||
blame on them. Our distress, my dear Lizzy, is very great. My father and
|
||
mother believe the worst, but I cannot think so ill of him. Many
|
||
circumstances might make it more eligible for them to be married
|
||
privately in town than to pursue their first plan; and even if _he_
|
||
could form such a design against a young woman of Lydia’s connections,
|
||
which is not likely, can I suppose her so lost to everything?
|
||
Impossible! I grieve to find, however, that Colonel F. is not disposed
|
||
to depend upon their marriage: he shook his head when I expressed my
|
||
hopes, and said he feared W. was not a man to be trusted. My poor mother
|
||
is really ill, and keeps her room. Could she exert herself, it would be
|
||
better, but this is not to be expected; and as to my father, I never in
|
||
my life saw him so affected. Poor Kitty has anger for having concealed
|
||
their attachment; but as it was a matter of confidence, one cannot
|
||
wonder. I am truly glad, dearest Lizzy, that you have been spared
|
||
something of these distressing scenes; but now, as the first shock is
|
||
over, shall I own that I long for your return? I am not so selfish,
|
||
however, as to press for it, if inconvenient. Adieu! I take up my pen
|
||
again to do, what I have just told you I would not; but circumstances
|
||
are such, that I cannot help earnestly begging you all to come here as
|
||
soon as possible. I know my dear uncle and aunt so well, that I am not
|
||
afraid of requesting it, though I have still something more to ask of
|
||
the former. My father is going to London with Colonel Forster instantly,
|
||
to try to discover her. What he means to do, I am sure I know not; but
|
||
his excessive distress will not allow him to pursue any measure in the
|
||
best and safest way, and Colonel Forster is obliged to be at Brighton
|
||
again to-morrow evening. In such an exigence my uncle’s advice and
|
||
assistance would be everything in the world; he will immediately
|
||
comprehend what I must feel, and I rely upon his goodness.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh! where, where is my uncle?” cried Elizabeth, darting from her seat
|
||
as she finished the letter, in eagerness to follow him, without losing a
|
||
moment of the time so precious; but as she reached the door, it was
|
||
opened by a servant, and Mr. Darcy appeared. Her pale face and
|
||
impetuous manner made him start, and before he could recover himself
|
||
enough to speak, she, in whose mind every idea was superseded by Lydia’s
|
||
situation, hastily exclaimed, “I beg your pardon, but I must leave you.
|
||
I must find Mr. Gardiner this moment on business that cannot be delayed;
|
||
I have not an instant to lose.”
|
||
|
||
“Good God! what is the matter?” cried he, with more feeling than
|
||
politeness; then recollecting himself, “I will not detain you a minute;
|
||
but let me, or let the servant, go after Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner. You are
|
||
not well enough; you cannot go yourself.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth hesitated; but her knees trembled under her, and she felt how
|
||
little would be gained by her attempting to pursue them. Calling back
|
||
the servant, therefore, she commissioned him, though in so breathless an
|
||
accent as made her almost unintelligible, to fetch his master and
|
||
mistress home instantly.
|
||
|
||
On his quitting the room, she sat down, unable to support herself, and
|
||
looking so miserably ill, that it was impossible for Darcy to leave her,
|
||
or to refrain from saying, in a tone of gentleness and commiseration,
|
||
“Let me call your maid. Is there nothing you could take to give you
|
||
present relief? A glass of wine; shall I get you one? You are very ill.”
|
||
|
||
“No, I thank you,” she replied, endeavouring to recover herself. “There
|
||
is nothing the matter with me. I am quite well, I am only distressed by
|
||
some dreadful news which I have just received from Longbourn.”
|
||
|
||
She burst into tears as she alluded to it, and for a few minutes could
|
||
not speak another word. Darcy, in wretched suspense, could only say
|
||
something indistinctly of his
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“I have not an instant to lose”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
concern, and observe her in compassionate silence. At length she spoke
|
||
again. “I have just had a letter from Jane, with such dreadful news. It
|
||
cannot be concealed from anyone. My youngest sister has left all her
|
||
friends--has eloped; has thrown herself into the power of--of Mr.
|
||
Wickham. They are gone off together from Brighton. _You_ know him too
|
||
well to doubt the rest. She has no money, no connections, nothing that
|
||
can tempt him to--she is lost for ever.”
|
||
|
||
Darcy was fixed in astonishment.
|
||
|
||
“When I consider,” she added, in a yet more agitated voice, “that _I_
|
||
might have prevented it! _I_ who knew what he was. Had I but explained
|
||
some part of it only--some part of what I learnt, to my own family! Had
|
||
his character been known, this could not have happened. But it is all,
|
||
all too late now.”
|
||
|
||
“I am grieved, indeed,” cried Darcy: “grieved--shocked. But is it
|
||
certain, absolutely certain?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes! They left Brighton together on Sunday night, and were traced
|
||
almost to London, but not beyond: they are certainly not gone to
|
||
Scotland.”
|
||
|
||
“And what has been done, what has been attempted, to recover her?”
|
||
|
||
“My father has gone to London, and Jane has written to beg my uncle’s
|
||
immediate assistance, and we shall be off, I hope, in half an hour. But
|
||
nothing can be done; I know very well that nothing can be done. How is
|
||
such a man to be worked on? How are they even to be discovered? I have
|
||
not the smallest hope. It is every way horrible!”
|
||
|
||
Darcy shook his head in silent acquiescence.
|
||
|
||
“When _my_ eyes were opened to his real character, oh! had I known what
|
||
I ought, what I dared to do! But I knew not--I was afraid of doing too
|
||
much. Wretched, wretched mistake!”
|
||
|
||
Darcy made no answer. He seemed scarcely to hear her, and was walking up
|
||
and down the room in earnest meditation; his brow contracted, his air
|
||
gloomy. Elizabeth soon observed, and instantly understood it. Her power
|
||
was sinking; everything _must_ sink under such a proof of family
|
||
weakness, such an assurance of the deepest disgrace. She could neither
|
||
wonder nor condemn; but the belief of his self-conquest brought nothing
|
||
consolatory to her bosom, afforded no palliation of her distress. It
|
||
was, on the contrary, exactly calculated to make her understand her own
|
||
wishes; and never had she so honestly felt that she could have loved
|
||
him, as now, when all love must be vain.
|
||
|
||
But self, though it would intrude, could not engross her. Lydia--the
|
||
humiliation, the misery she was bringing on them all--soon swallowed up
|
||
every private care; and covering her face with her handkerchief,
|
||
Elizabeth was soon lost to everything else; and, after a pause of
|
||
several minutes, was only recalled to a sense of her situation by the
|
||
voice of her companion, who, in a manner which, though it spoke
|
||
compassion, spoke likewise restraint, said,--
|
||
|
||
“I am afraid you have been long desiring my absence, nor have I anything
|
||
to plead in excuse of my stay, but real, though unavailing concern.
|
||
Would to Heaven that anything could be either said or done on my part,
|
||
that might offer consolation to such distress! But I will not torment
|
||
you with vain wishes, which may seem purposely to ask for your thanks.
|
||
This unfortunate affair will, I fear, prevent my sister’s having the
|
||
pleasure of seeing you at Pemberley to-day.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes! Be so kind as to apologize for us to Miss Darcy. Say that
|
||
urgent business calls us home immediately. Conceal the unhappy truth as
|
||
long as it is possible. I know it cannot be long.”
|
||
|
||
He readily assured her of his secrecy, again expressed his sorrow for
|
||
her distress, wished it a happier conclusion than there was at present
|
||
reason to hope, and, leaving his compliments for her relations, with
|
||
only one serious parting look, went away.
|
||
|
||
As he quitted the room, Elizabeth felt how improbable it was that they
|
||
should ever see each other again on such terms of cordiality as had
|
||
marked their several meetings in Derbyshire; and as she threw a
|
||
retrospective glance over the whole of their acquaintance, so full of
|
||
contradictions and varieties, sighed at the perverseness of those
|
||
feelings which would now have promoted its continuance, and would
|
||
formerly have rejoiced in its termination.
|
||
|
||
If gratitude and esteem are good foundations of affection, Elizabeth’s
|
||
change of sentiment will be neither improbable nor faulty. But if
|
||
otherwise, if the regard springing from such sources is unreasonable or
|
||
unnatural, in comparison of what is so often described as arising on a
|
||
first interview with its object, and even before two words have been
|
||
exchanged, nothing can be said in her defence, except that she had given
|
||
somewhat of a trial to the latter method, in her partiality for Wickham,
|
||
and that its ill success might, perhaps, authorize her to seek the other
|
||
less interesting mode of attachment. Be that as it may, she saw him go
|
||
with regret; and in this early example of what Lydia’s infamy must
|
||
produce, found additional anguish as she reflected on that wretched
|
||
business. Never since reading Jane’s second letter had she entertained a
|
||
hope of Wickham’s meaning to marry her. No one but Jane, she thought,
|
||
could flatter herself with such an expectation. Surprise was the least
|
||
of all her feelings on this development. While the contents of the first
|
||
letter remained on her mind, she was all surprise, all astonishment,
|
||
that Wickham should marry a girl whom it was impossible he could marry
|
||
for money; and how Lydia could ever have attached him had appeared
|
||
incomprehensible. But now it was all too natural. For such an attachment
|
||
as this, she might have sufficient charms; and though she did not
|
||
suppose Lydia to be deliberately engaging in an elopement, without the
|
||
intention of marriage, she had no difficulty in believing that neither
|
||
her virtue nor her understanding would preserve her from falling an easy
|
||
prey.
|
||
|
||
She had never perceived, while the regiment was in Hertfordshire, that
|
||
Lydia had any partiality for him; but she was convinced that Lydia had
|
||
wanted only encouragement to attach herself to anybody. Sometimes one
|
||
officer, sometimes another, had been her favourite, as their attentions
|
||
raised them in her opinion. Her affections had been continually
|
||
fluctuating, but never without an object. The mischief of neglect and
|
||
mistaken indulgence towards such a girl--oh! how acutely did she now
|
||
feel it!
|
||
|
||
She was wild to be at home--to hear, to see, to be upon the spot to
|
||
share with Jane in the cares that must now fall wholly upon her, in a
|
||
family so deranged; a father absent, a mother incapable of exertion, and
|
||
requiring constant attendance; and though almost persuaded that nothing
|
||
could be done for Lydia, her uncle’s interference seemed of the utmost
|
||
importance, and till he entered the room the misery of her impatience
|
||
was severe. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner had hurried back in alarm, supposing,
|
||
by the servant’s account, that their niece was taken suddenly ill; but
|
||
satisfying them instantly on that head, she eagerly communicated the
|
||
cause of their summons, reading the two letters aloud, and dwelling on
|
||
the postscript of the last with trembling energy. Though Lydia had never
|
||
been a favourite with them, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner could not but be
|
||
deeply affected. Not Lydia only, but all were concerned in it; and after
|
||
the first exclamations of surprise and horror, Mr. Gardiner readily
|
||
promised every assistance in his power. Elizabeth, though expecting no
|
||
less, thanked him with tears of gratitude; and all three being actuated
|
||
by one spirit, everything relating to their journey was speedily
|
||
settled. They were to be off as soon as possible. “But what is to be
|
||
done about Pemberley?” cried Mrs. Gardiner. “John told us Mr. Darcy was
|
||
here when you sent for us;--was it so?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; and I told him we should not be able to keep our engagement.
|
||
_That_ is all settled.”
|
||
|
||
“What is all settled?” repeated the other, as she ran into her room to
|
||
prepare. “And are they upon such terms as for her to disclose the real
|
||
truth? Oh, that I knew how it was!”
|
||
|
||
But wishes were vain; or, at best, could serve only to amuse her in the
|
||
hurry and confusion of the following hour. Had Elizabeth been at leisure
|
||
to be idle, she would have remained certain that all employment was
|
||
impossible to one so wretched as herself; but she had her share of
|
||
business as well as her aunt, and amongst the rest there were notes to
|
||
be written to all their friends at Lambton, with false excuses for their
|
||
sudden departure. An hour, however, saw the whole completed; and Mr.
|
||
Gardiner, meanwhile, having settled his account at the inn, nothing
|
||
remained to be done but to go; and Elizabeth, after all the misery of
|
||
the morning, found herself, in a shorter space of time than she could
|
||
have supposed, seated in the carriage, and on the road to Longbourn.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The first pleasing earnest of their welcome”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLVII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
“I have been thinking it over again, Elizabeth,” said her uncle, as they
|
||
drove from the town; “and really, upon serious consideration, I am much
|
||
more inclined than I was to judge as your eldest sister does of the
|
||
matter. It appears to me so very unlikely that any young man should form
|
||
such a design against a girl who is by no means unprotected or
|
||
friendless, and who was actually staying in his Colonel’s family, that I
|
||
am strongly inclined to hope the best. Could he expect that her friends
|
||
would not step forward? Could he expect to be noticed again by the
|
||
regiment, after such an affront to Colonel Forster? His temptation is
|
||
not adequate to the risk.”
|
||
|
||
“Do you really think so?” cried Elizabeth, brightening up for a moment.
|
||
|
||
“Upon my word,” said Mrs. Gardiner, “I begin to be of your uncle’s
|
||
opinion. It is really too great a violation of decency, honour, and
|
||
interest, for him to be guilty of it. I cannot think so very ill of
|
||
Wickham. Can you, yourself, Lizzie, so wholly give him up, as to believe
|
||
him capable of it?”
|
||
|
||
“Not perhaps of neglecting his own interest. But of every other neglect
|
||
I can believe him capable. If, indeed, it should be so! But I dare not
|
||
hope it. Why should they not go on to Scotland, if that had been the
|
||
case?”
|
||
|
||
“In the first place,” replied Mr. Gardiner, “there is no absolute proof
|
||
that they are not gone to Scotland.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, but their removing from the chaise into a hackney coach is such a
|
||
presumption! And, besides, no traces of them were to be found on the
|
||
Barnet road.”
|
||
|
||
“Well, then,--supposing them to be in London--they may be there, though
|
||
for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptionable purpose. It is
|
||
not likely that money should be very abundant on either side; and it
|
||
might strike them that they could be more economically, though less
|
||
expeditiously, married in London, than in Scotland.”
|
||
|
||
“But why all this secrecy? Why any fear of detection? Why must their
|
||
marriage be private? Oh, no, no--this is not likely. His most particular
|
||
friend, you see by Jane’s account, was persuaded of his never intending
|
||
to marry her. Wickham will never marry a woman without some money. He
|
||
cannot afford it. And what claims has Lydia, what attractions has she
|
||
beyond youth, health, and good humour, that could make him for her sake
|
||
forego every chance of benefiting himself by marrying well? As to what
|
||
restraint the apprehensions of disgrace in the corps might throw on a
|
||
dishonourable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I know
|
||
nothing of the effects that such a step might produce. But as to your
|
||
other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good. Lydia has no
|
||
brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from my father’s
|
||
behaviour, from his indolence and the little attention he has ever
|
||
seemed to give to what was going forward in his family, that _he_ would
|
||
do as little and think as little about it, as any father could do, in
|
||
such a matter.”
|
||
|
||
“But can you think that Lydia is so lost to everything but love of him,
|
||
as to consent to live with him on any other terms than marriage?”
|
||
|
||
“It does seem, and it is most shocking, indeed,” replied Elizabeth, with
|
||
tears in her eyes, “that a sister’s sense of decency and virtue in such
|
||
a point should admit of doubt. But, really, I know not what to say.
|
||
Perhaps I am not doing her justice. But she is very young: she has never
|
||
been taught to think on serious subjects; and for the last half year,
|
||
nay, for a twelvemonth, she has been given up to nothing but amusement
|
||
and vanity. She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most idle
|
||
and frivolous manner, and to adopt any opinions that came in her way.
|
||
Since the ----shire were first quartered in Meryton, nothing but love,
|
||
flirtation, and officers, have been in her head. She has been doing
|
||
everything in her power, by thinking and talking on the subject, to give
|
||
greater--what shall I call it?--susceptibility to her feelings; which
|
||
are naturally lively enough. And we all know that Wickham has every
|
||
charm of person and address that can captivate a woman.”
|
||
|
||
“But you see that Jane,” said her aunt, “does not think so ill of
|
||
Wickham, as to believe him capable of the attempt.”
|
||
|
||
“Of whom does Jane ever think ill? And who is there, whatever might be
|
||
their former conduct, that she would believe capable of such an attempt,
|
||
till it were proved against them? But Jane knows, as well as I do, what
|
||
Wickham really is. We both know that he has been profligate in every
|
||
sense of the word; that he has neither integrity nor honour; that he is
|
||
as false and deceitful as he is insinuating.”
|
||
|
||
“And do you really know all this?” cried Mrs. Gardiner, whose curiosity
|
||
as to the mode of her intelligence was all alive.
|
||
|
||
“I do, indeed,” replied Elizabeth, colouring. “I told you the other day
|
||
of his infamous behaviour to Mr. Darcy; and you, yourself, when last at
|
||
Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke of the man who had behaved with
|
||
such forbearance and liberality towards him. And there are other
|
||
circumstances which I am not at liberty--which it is not worth while to
|
||
relate; but his lies about the whole Pemberley family are endless. From
|
||
what he said of Miss Darcy, I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud,
|
||
reserved, disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself. He
|
||
must know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found
|
||
her.”
|
||
|
||
“But does Lydia know nothing of this? can she be ignorant of what you
|
||
and Jane seem so well to understand?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes!--that, that is the worst of all. Till I was in Kent, and saw
|
||
so much both of Mr. Darcy and his relation Colonel Fitzwilliam, I was
|
||
ignorant of the truth myself. And when I returned home the ----shire
|
||
was to leave Meryton in a week or fortnight’s time. As that was the
|
||
case, neither Jane, to whom I related the whole, nor I, thought it
|
||
necessary to make our knowledge public; for of what use could it
|
||
apparently be to anyone, that the good opinion, which all the
|
||
neighbourhood had of him, should then be overthrown? And even when it
|
||
was settled that Lydia should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity of
|
||
opening her eyes to his character never occurred to me. That _she_ could
|
||
be in any danger from the deception never entered my head. That such a
|
||
consequence as _this_ should ensue, you may easily believe was far
|
||
enough from my thoughts.”
|
||
|
||
“When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason, I
|
||
suppose, to believe them fond of each other?”
|
||
|
||
“Not the slightest. I can remember no symptom of affection on either
|
||
side; and had anything of the kind been perceptible, you must be aware
|
||
that ours is not a family on which it could be thrown away. When first
|
||
he entered the corps, she was ready enough to admire him; but so we all
|
||
were. Every girl in or near Meryton was out of her senses about him for
|
||
the first two months: but he never distinguished _her_ by any particular
|
||
attention; and, consequently, after a moderate period of extravagant and
|
||
wild admiration, her fancy for him gave way, and others of the regiment,
|
||
who treated her with more distinction, again became her favourites.”
|
||
|
||
It may be easily believed, that however little of novelty could be added
|
||
to their fears, hopes, and conjectures, on this interesting subject by
|
||
its repeated discussion, no other could detain them from it long, during
|
||
the whole of the journey. From Elizabeth’s thoughts it was never absent.
|
||
Fixed there by the keenest of all anguish, self-reproach, she could
|
||
find no interval of ease or forgetfulness.
|
||
|
||
They travelled as expeditiously as possible; and sleeping one night on
|
||
the road, reached Longbourn by dinnertime the next day. It was a comfort
|
||
to Elizabeth to consider that Jane could not have been wearied by long
|
||
expectations.
|
||
|
||
The little Gardiners, attracted by the sight of a chaise, were standing
|
||
on the steps of the house, as they entered the paddock; and when the
|
||
carriage drove up to the door, the joyful surprise that lighted up their
|
||
faces and displayed itself over their whole bodies, in a variety of
|
||
capers and frisks, was the first pleasing earnest of their welcome.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth jumped out; and after giving each of them a hasty kiss,
|
||
hurried into the vestibule, where Jane, who came running downstairs from
|
||
her mother’s apartment, immediately met her.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, as she affectionately embraced her, whilst tears filled the
|
||
eyes of both, lost not a moment in asking whether anything had been
|
||
heard of the fugitives.
|
||
|
||
“Not yet,” replied Jane. “But now that my dear uncle is come, I hope
|
||
everything will be well.”
|
||
|
||
“Is my father in town?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, he went on Tuesday, as I wrote you word.”
|
||
|
||
“And have you heard from him often?”
|
||
|
||
“We have heard only once. He wrote me a few lines on Wednesday, to say
|
||
that he had arrived in safety, and to give me his directions, which I
|
||
particularly begged him to do. He merely added, that he should not write
|
||
again, till he had something of importance to mention.”
|
||
|
||
“And my mother--how is she? How are you all?”
|
||
|
||
“My mother is tolerably well, I trust; though her spirits are greatly
|
||
shaken. She is upstairs, and will have great satisfaction in seeing you
|
||
all. She does not yet leave her dressing-room. Mary and Kitty, thank
|
||
Heaven! are quite well.”
|
||
|
||
“But you--how are you?” cried Elizabeth. “You look pale. How much you
|
||
must have gone through!”
|
||
|
||
Her sister, however, assured her of her being perfectly well; and their
|
||
conversation, which had been passing while Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were
|
||
engaged with their children, was now put an end to by the approach of
|
||
the whole party. Jane ran to her uncle and aunt, and welcomed and
|
||
thanked them both, with alternate smiles and tears.
|
||
|
||
When they were all in the drawing-room, the questions which Elizabeth
|
||
had already asked were of course repeated by the others, and they soon
|
||
found that Jane had no intelligence to give. The sanguine hope of good,
|
||
however, which the benevolence of her heart suggested, had not yet
|
||
deserted her; she still expected that it would all end well, and that
|
||
every morning would bring some letter, either from Lydia or her father,
|
||
to explain their proceedings, and, perhaps, announce the marriage.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet, to whose apartment they all repaired, after a few minutes’
|
||
conversation together, received them exactly as might be expected; with
|
||
tears and lamentations of regret, invectives against the villainous
|
||
conduct of Wickham, and complaints of her own sufferings and ill-usage;
|
||
blaming everybody but the person to whose ill-judging indulgence the
|
||
errors of her daughter must be principally owing.
|
||
|
||
“If I had been able,” said she, “to carry my point in going to Brighton
|
||
with all my family, _this_ would not have happened: but poor dear Lydia
|
||
had nobody to take care of her. Why did the Forsters ever let her go out
|
||
of their sight? I am sure there was some great neglect or other on their
|
||
side, for she is not the kind of girl to do such a thing, if she had
|
||
been well looked after. I always thought they were very unfit to have
|
||
the charge of her; but I was over-ruled, as I always am. Poor, dear
|
||
child! And now here’s Mr. Bennet gone away, and I know he will fight
|
||
Wickham, wherever he meets him, and then he will be killed, and what is
|
||
to become of us all? The Collinses will turn us out, before he is cold
|
||
in his grave; and if you are not kind to us, brother, I do not know what
|
||
we shall do.”
|
||
|
||
They all exclaimed against such terrific ideas; and Mr. Gardiner, after
|
||
general assurances of his affection for her and all her family, told her
|
||
that he meant to be in London the very next day, and would assist Mr.
|
||
Bennet in every endeavour for recovering Lydia.
|
||
|
||
“Do not give way to useless alarm,” added he: “though it is right to be
|
||
prepared for the worst, there is no occasion to look on it as certain.
|
||
It is not quite a week since they left Brighton. In a few days more, we
|
||
may gain some news of them; and till we know that they are not married,
|
||
and have no design of marrying, do not let us give the matter over as
|
||
lost. As soon as I get to town, I shall go to my brother, and make him
|
||
come home with me to Gracechurch Street, and then we may consult
|
||
together as to what is to be done.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, my dear brother,” replied Mrs. Bennet, “that is exactly what I
|
||
could most wish for. And now do, when you get to town, find them out,
|
||
wherever they may be; and if they are not married already, _make_ them
|
||
marry. And as for wedding clothes, do not let them wait for that, but
|
||
tell Lydia she shall have as much money as she chooses to buy them,
|
||
after they are married. And, above all things, keep Mr. Bennet from
|
||
fighting. Tell him what a dreadful state I am in--that I am frightened
|
||
out of my wits; and have such tremblings, such flutterings all over me,
|
||
such spasms in my side, and pains in my head, and such beatings at my
|
||
heart, that I can get no rest by night nor by day. And tell my dear
|
||
Lydia not to give any directions about her clothes till she has seen me,
|
||
for she does not know which are the best warehouses. Oh, brother, how
|
||
kind you are! I know you will contrive it all.”
|
||
|
||
But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his earnest endeavours
|
||
in the cause, could not avoid recommending moderation to her, as well in
|
||
her hopes as her fears; and after talking with her in this manner till
|
||
dinner was on table, they left her to vent all her feelings on the
|
||
housekeeper, who attended in the absence of her daughters.
|
||
|
||
Though her brother and sister were persuaded that there was no real
|
||
occasion for such a seclusion from the family, they did not attempt to
|
||
oppose it; for they knew that she had not prudence enough to hold her
|
||
tongue before the servants, while they waited at table, and judged it
|
||
better that _one_ only of the household, and the one whom they could
|
||
most trust, should comprehend all her fears and solicitude on the
|
||
subject.
|
||
|
||
In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who had been
|
||
too busily engaged in their separate apartments to make their appearance
|
||
before. One came from her books, and the other from her toilette. The
|
||
faces of both, however, were tolerably calm; and no change was visible
|
||
in either, except that the loss of her favourite sister, or the anger
|
||
which she had herself incurred in the business, had given something more
|
||
of fretfulness than usual to the accents of Kitty. As for Mary, she was
|
||
mistress enough of herself to whisper to Elizabeth, with a countenance
|
||
of grave reflection, soon after they were seated at table,--
|
||
|
||
“This is a most unfortunate affair, and will probably be much talked of.
|
||
But we must stem the tide of malice, and pour into the wounded bosoms of
|
||
each other the balm of sisterly consolation.”
|
||
|
||
Then perceiving in Elizabeth no inclination of replying, she added,
|
||
“Unhappy as the event must be for Lydia, we may draw from it this useful
|
||
lesson:--that loss of virtue in a female is irretrievable, that one
|
||
false step involves her in endless ruin, that her reputation is no less
|
||
brittle than it is beautiful, and that she cannot be too much guarded in
|
||
her behaviour towards the undeserving of the other sex.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth lifted up her eyes in amazement, but was too much oppressed to
|
||
make any reply. Mary, however, continued to console herself with such
|
||
kind of moral extractions from the evil before them.
|
||
|
||
In the afternoon, the two elder Miss Bennets were able to be for half an
|
||
hour by themselves; and Elizabeth instantly availed herself of the
|
||
opportunity of making any inquiries which Jane was equally eager to
|
||
satisfy. After joining in general lamentations over the dreadful sequel
|
||
of this event, which Elizabeth considered as all but certain, and Miss
|
||
Bennet could not assert to be wholly impossible, the former continued
|
||
the subject by saying, “But tell me all and everything about it which I
|
||
have not already heard. Give me further particulars. What did Colonel
|
||
Forster say? Had they no apprehension of anything before the elopement
|
||
took place? They must have seen them together for ever.”
|
||
|
||
“Colonel Forster did own that he had often suspected some partiality,
|
||
especially on Lydia’s side, but nothing to give him any alarm. I am so
|
||
grieved for him. His behaviour was attentive and kind to the utmost. He
|
||
_was_ coming to us, in order to assure us of his concern, before he had
|
||
any idea of their not being gone to Scotland: when that apprehension
|
||
first got abroad, it hastened his journey.”
|
||
|
||
“And was Denny convinced that Wickham would not marry? Did he know of
|
||
their intending to go off? Had Colonel Forster seen Denny himself?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; but when questioned by _him_, Denny denied knowing anything of
|
||
their plan, and would not give his real opinion about it. He did not
|
||
repeat his persuasion of their not marrying, and from _that_ I am
|
||
inclined to hope he might have been misunderstood before.”
|
||
|
||
“And till Colonel Forster came himself, not one of you entertained a
|
||
doubt, I suppose, of their being really married?”
|
||
|
||
“How was it possible that such an idea should enter our brains? I felt a
|
||
little uneasy--a little fearful of my sister’s happiness with him in
|
||
marriage, because I knew that his conduct had not been always quite
|
||
right. My father and mother knew nothing of that; they only felt how
|
||
imprudent a match it must be. Kitty then owned, with a very natural
|
||
triumph on knowing more than the rest of us, that in Lydia’s last letter
|
||
she had prepared her for such a step. She had known, it seems, of their
|
||
being in love with each other many weeks.”
|
||
|
||
“But not before they went to Brighton?”
|
||
|
||
“No, I believe not.”
|
||
|
||
“And did Colonel Forster appear to think ill of Wickham himself? Does he
|
||
know his real character?”
|
||
|
||
“I must confess that he did not speak so well of Wickham as he formerly
|
||
did. He believed him to be imprudent and extravagant; and since this sad
|
||
affair has taken place, it is said that he left Meryton greatly in debt:
|
||
but I hope this may be false.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, Jane, had we been less secret, had we told what we knew of him,
|
||
this could not have happened!”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps it would have been better,” replied her sister.
|
||
|
||
“But to expose the former faults of any person, without knowing what
|
||
their present feelings were, seemed unjustifiable.”
|
||
|
||
“We acted with the best intentions.”
|
||
|
||
“Could Colonel Forster repeat the particulars of Lydia’s note to his
|
||
wife?”
|
||
|
||
“He brought it with him for us to see.”
|
||
|
||
Jane then took it from her pocket-book, and gave it to Elizabeth. These
|
||
were the contents:--
|
||
|
||
/* NIND “My dear Harriet, */
|
||
|
||
“You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I cannot help
|
||
laughing myself at your surprise to-morrow morning, as soon as I am
|
||
missed. I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess with
|
||
who, I shall think you a simpleton, for there is but one man in the
|
||
world I love, and he is an angel. I should never be happy without
|
||
him, so think it no harm to be off. You need not send them word at
|
||
Longbourn of my going, if you do not like it, for it will make the
|
||
surprise the greater when I write to them, and sign my name Lydia
|
||
Wickham. What a good joke it will be! I can hardly write for
|
||
laughing. Pray make my excuses to Pratt for not keeping my
|
||
engagement, and dancing with him to-night. Tell him I hope he will
|
||
excuse me when he knows all, and tell him I will dance with him at
|
||
the next ball we meet with great pleasure. I shall send for my
|
||
clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you would tell Sally to
|
||
mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown before they are packed
|
||
up. Good-bye. Give my love to Colonel Forster. I hope you will
|
||
drink to our good journey.
|
||
|
||
“Your affectionate friend,
|
||
|
||
“LYDIA BENNET.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
“Oh, thoughtless, thoughtless Lydia!” cried Elizabeth when she had
|
||
finished it. “What a letter is this, to be written at such a moment! But
|
||
at least it shows that _she_ was serious in the object of her journey.
|
||
Whatever he might afterwards persuade her to, it was not on her side a
|
||
_scheme_ of infamy. My poor father! how he must have felt it!”
|
||
|
||
“I never saw anyone so shocked. He could not speak a word for full ten
|
||
minutes. My mother was taken ill immediately, and the whole house in
|
||
such confusion!”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, Jane,” cried Elizabeth, “was there a servant belonging to it who
|
||
did not know the whole story before the end of the day?”
|
||
|
||
“I do not know: I hope there was. But to be guarded at such a time is
|
||
very difficult. My mother was in hysterics; and though I endeavoured to
|
||
give her every assistance in my power, I am afraid I did not do so much
|
||
as I might have done. But the horror of what might possibly happen
|
||
almost took from me my faculties.”
|
||
|
||
“Your attendance upon her has been too much for you. You do not look
|
||
well. Oh that I had been with you! you have had every care and anxiety
|
||
upon yourself alone.”
|
||
|
||
“Mary and Kitty have been very kind, and would have shared in every
|
||
fatigue, I am sure, but I did not think it right for either of them.
|
||
Kitty is slight and delicate, and Mary studies so much that her hours of
|
||
repose should not be broken in on. My aunt Philips came to Longbourn on
|
||
Tuesday, after my father went away; and was so good as to stay till
|
||
Thursday with me. She was of great use and comfort to us all, and Lady
|
||
Lucas has been very kind: she walked here on Wednesday morning to
|
||
condole with us, and offered her services, or any of her daughters, if
|
||
they could be of use to us.”
|
||
|
||
“She had better have stayed at home,” cried Elizabeth: “perhaps she
|
||
_meant_ well, but, under such a misfortune as this, one cannot see too
|
||
little of one’s neighbours. Assistance is impossible; condolence,
|
||
insufferable. Let them triumph over us at a distance, and be satisfied.”
|
||
|
||
She then proceeded to inquire into the measures which her father had
|
||
intended to pursue, while in town, for the recovery of his daughter.
|
||
|
||
“He meant, I believe,” replied Jane, “to go to Epsom, the place where
|
||
they last changed horses, see the postilions, and try if anything could
|
||
be made out from them. His principal object must be to discover the
|
||
number of the hackney coach which took them from Clapham. It had come
|
||
with a fare from London; and as he thought the circumstance of a
|
||
gentleman and lady’s removing from one carriage into another might be
|
||
remarked, he meant to make inquiries at Clapham. If he could anyhow
|
||
discover at what house the coachman had before set down his fare, he
|
||
determined to make inquiries there, and hoped it might not be impossible
|
||
to find out the stand and number of the coach. I do not know of any
|
||
other designs that he had formed; but he was in such a hurry to be gone,
|
||
and his spirits so greatly discomposed, that I had difficulty in finding
|
||
out even so much as this.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
The Post
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLVIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the next
|
||
morning, but the post came in without bringing a single line from him.
|
||
His family knew him to be, on all common occasions, a most negligent and
|
||
dilatory correspondent; but at such a time they had hoped for exertion.
|
||
They were forced to conclude, that he had no pleasing intelligence to
|
||
send; but even of _that_ they would have been glad to be certain. Mr.
|
||
Gardiner had waited only for the letters before he set off.
|
||
|
||
When he was gone, they were certain at least of receiving constant
|
||
information of what was going on; and their uncle promised, at parting,
|
||
to prevail on Mr. Bennet to return to Longbourn as soon as he could, to
|
||
the great consolation of his sister, who considered it as the only
|
||
security for her husband’s not being killed in a duel.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner and the children were to remain in Hertfordshire a few
|
||
days longer, as the former thought her presence might be serviceable to
|
||
her nieces. She shared in their attendance on Mrs. Bennet, and was a
|
||
great comfort to them in their hours of freedom. Their other aunt also
|
||
visited them frequently, and always, as she said, with the design of
|
||
cheering and heartening them up--though, as she never came without
|
||
reporting some fresh instance of Wickham’s extravagance or irregularity,
|
||
she seldom went away without leaving them more dispirited than she found
|
||
them.
|
||
|
||
All Meryton seemed striving to blacken the man who, but three months
|
||
before, had been almost an angel of light. He was declared to be in debt
|
||
to every tradesman in the place, and his intrigues, all honoured with
|
||
the title of seduction, had been extended into every tradesman’s family.
|
||
Everybody declared that he was the wickedest young man in the world; and
|
||
everybody began to find out that they had always distrusted the
|
||
appearance of his goodness. Elizabeth, though she did not credit above
|
||
half of what was said, believed enough to make her former assurance of
|
||
her sister’s ruin still more certain; and even Jane, who believed still
|
||
less of it, became almost hopeless, more especially as the time was now
|
||
come, when, if they had gone to Scotland, which she had never before
|
||
entirely despaired of, they must in all probability have gained some
|
||
news of them.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday, his wife received a
|
||
letter from him: it told them, that on his arrival he had immediately
|
||
found out his brother, and persuaded him to come to Gracechurch Street.
|
||
That Mr. Bennet had been to Epsom and Clapham, before his arrival, but
|
||
without gaining any satisfactory information; and that he was now
|
||
determined to inquire at all the principal hotels in town, as Mr. Bennet
|
||
thought it possible they might have gone to one of them, on their first
|
||
coming to London, before they procured lodgings. Mr. Gardiner himself
|
||
did not expect any success from this measure; but as his brother was
|
||
eager in it, he meant to assist him in pursuing it. He added, that Mr.
|
||
Bennet seemed wholly disinclined at present to leave London, and
|
||
promised to write again very soon. There was also a postscript to this
|
||
effect:--
|
||
|
||
“I have written to Colonel Forster to desire him to find out, if
|
||
possible, from some of the young man’s intimates in the regiment,
|
||
whether Wickham has any relations or connections who would be likely to
|
||
know in what part of the town he has now concealed himself. If there
|
||
were anyone that one could apply to, with a probability of gaining such
|
||
a clue as that, it might be of essential consequence. At present we have
|
||
nothing to guide us. Colonel Forster will, I dare say, do everything in
|
||
his power to satisfy us on this head. But, on second thoughts, perhaps
|
||
Lizzy could tell us what relations he has now living better than any
|
||
other person.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was at no loss to understand from whence this deference for
|
||
her authority proceeded; but it was not in her power to give any
|
||
information of so satisfactory a nature as the compliment deserved.
|
||
|
||
She had never heard of his having had any relations, except a father
|
||
and mother, both of whom had been dead many years. It was possible,
|
||
however, that some of his companions in the ----shire might be able to
|
||
give more information; and though she was not very sanguine in expecting
|
||
it, the application was a something to look forward to.
|
||
|
||
Every day at Longbourn was now a day of anxiety; but the most anxious
|
||
part of each was when the post was expected. The arrival of letters was
|
||
the first grand object of every morning’s impatience. Through letters,
|
||
whatever of good or bad was to be told would be communicated; and every
|
||
succeeding day was expected to bring some news of importance.
|
||
|
||
But before they heard again from Mr. Gardiner, a letter arrived for
|
||
their father, from a different quarter, from Mr. Collins; which, as Jane
|
||
had received directions to open all that came for him in his absence,
|
||
she accordingly read; and Elizabeth, who knew what curiosities his
|
||
letters always were, looked over her, and read it likewise. It was as
|
||
follows:--
|
||
|
||
/* “My dear Sir, */
|
||
|
||
“I feel myself called upon, by our relationship, and my situation
|
||
in life, to condole with you on the grievous affliction you are now
|
||
suffering under, of which we were yesterday informed by a letter
|
||
from Hertfordshire. Be assured, my dear sir, that Mrs. Collins and
|
||
myself sincerely sympathize with you, and all your respectable
|
||
family, in your present distress, which must be of the bitterest
|
||
kind, because proceeding from a cause which no time can remove. No
|
||
arguments shall be wanting on my part, that can alleviate so severe
|
||
a misfortune; or that may comfort you, under a circumstance that
|
||
must be, of all others, most afflicting to a parent’s mind. The
|
||
death of your daughter would have been a blessing in comparison of
|
||
this. And it is the more to be lamented, because there is reason to
|
||
suppose, as my dear Charlotte informs me, that this licentiousness
|
||
of behaviour in your
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“To whom I have related the affair”
|
||
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[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
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daughter has proceeded from a faulty degree of indulgence; though,
|
||
at the same time, for the consolation of yourself and Mrs. Bennet,
|
||
I am inclined to think that her own disposition must be naturally
|
||
bad, or she could not be guilty of such an enormity, at so early an
|
||
age. Howsoever that may be, you are grievously to be pitied; in
|
||
which opinion I am not only joined by Mrs. Collins, but likewise by
|
||
Lady Catherine and her daughter, to whom I have related the affair.
|
||
They agree with me in apprehending that this false step in one
|
||
daughter will be injurious to the fortunes of all the others: for
|
||
who, as Lady Catherine herself condescendingly says, will connect
|
||
themselves with such a family? And this consideration leads me,
|
||
moreover, to reflect, with augmented satisfaction, on a certain
|
||
event of last November; for had it been otherwise, I must have been
|
||
involved in all your sorrow and disgrace. Let me advise you, then,
|
||
my dear sir, to console yourself as much as possible, to throw off
|
||
your unworthy child from your affection for ever, and leave her to
|
||
reap the fruits of her own heinous offence.
|
||
|
||
“I am, dear sir,” etc., etc.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Gardiner did not write again, till he had received an answer from
|
||
Colonel Forster; and then he had nothing of a pleasant nature to send.
|
||
It was not known that Wickham had a single relation with whom he kept up
|
||
any connection, and it was certain that he had no near one living. His
|
||
former acquaintance had been numerous; but since he had been in the
|
||
militia, it did not appear that he was on terms of particular friendship
|
||
with any of them. There was no one, therefore, who could be pointed out
|
||
as likely to give any news of him. And in the wretched state of his own
|
||
finances, there was a very powerful motive for secrecy, in addition to
|
||
his fear of discovery by Lydia’s relations; for it had just transpired
|
||
that he had left gaming debts behind him to a very considerable amount.
|
||
Colonel Forster believed that more than a thousand pounds would be
|
||
necessary to clear his expenses at Brighton. He owed a good deal in the
|
||
town, but his debts of honour were still more formidable. Mr. Gardiner
|
||
did not attempt to conceal these particulars from the Longbourn family;
|
||
Jane heard them with horror. “A gamester!” she cried. “This is wholly
|
||
unexpected; I had not an idea of it.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Gardiner added, in his letter, that they might expect to see their
|
||
father at home on the following day, which was Saturday. Rendered
|
||
spiritless by the ill success of all their endeavours, he had yielded to
|
||
his brother-in-law’s entreaty that he would return to his family and
|
||
leave it to him to do whatever occasion might suggest to be advisable
|
||
for continuing their pursuit. When Mrs. Bennet was told of this, she did
|
||
not express so much satisfaction as her children expected, considering
|
||
what her anxiety for his life had been before.
|
||
|
||
“What! is he coming home, and without poor Lydia?” she cried. “Sure he
|
||
will not leave London before he has found them. Who is to fight Wickham,
|
||
and make him marry her, if he comes away?”
|
||
|
||
As Mrs. Gardiner began to wish to be at home, it was settled that she
|
||
and her children should go to London at the same time that Mr. Bennet
|
||
came from it. The coach, therefore, took them the first stage of their
|
||
journey, and brought its master back to Longbourn.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Gardiner went away in all the perplexity about Elizabeth and her
|
||
Derbyshire friend, that had attended her from that part of the world.
|
||
His name had never been voluntarily mentioned before them by her niece;
|
||
and the kind of half-expectation which Mrs. Gardiner had formed, of
|
||
their being followed by a letter from him, had ended in nothing.
|
||
Elizabeth had received none since her return, that could come from
|
||
Pemberley.
|
||
|
||
The present unhappy state of the family rendered any other excuse for
|
||
the lowness of her spirits unnecessary; nothing, therefore, could be
|
||
fairly conjectured from _that_,--though Elizabeth, who was by this time
|
||
tolerably well acquainted with her own feelings, was perfectly aware
|
||
that, had she known nothing of Darcy, she could have borne the dread of
|
||
Lydia’s infamy somewhat better. It would have spared her, she thought,
|
||
one sleepless night out of two.
|
||
|
||
When Mr. Bennet arrived, he had all the appearance of his usual
|
||
philosophic composure. He said as little as he had ever been in the
|
||
habit of saying; made no mention of the business that had taken him
|
||
away; and it was some time before his daughters had courage to speak of
|
||
it.
|
||
|
||
It was not till the afternoon, when he joined them at tea, that
|
||
Elizabeth ventured to introduce the subject; and then, on her briefly
|
||
expressing her sorrow for what he must have endured, he replied, “Say
|
||
nothing of that. Who should suffer but myself? It has been my own doing,
|
||
and I ought to feel it.”
|
||
|
||
“You must not be too severe upon yourself,” replied Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so prone to
|
||
fall into it! No, Lizzy, let me once in my life feel how much I have
|
||
been to blame. I am not afraid of being overpowered by the impression.
|
||
It will pass away soon enough.”
|
||
|
||
“Do you suppose them to be in London?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; where else can they be so well concealed?”
|
||
|
||
“And Lydia used to want to go to London,” added Kitty.
|
||
|
||
“She is happy, then,” said her father, drily; “and her residence there
|
||
will probably be of some duration.”
|
||
|
||
Then, after a short silence, he continued, “Lizzy, I bear you no
|
||
ill-will for being justified in your advice to me last May, which,
|
||
considering the event, shows some greatness of mind.”
|
||
|
||
They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to fetch her mother’s
|
||
tea.
|
||
|
||
“This is a parade,” cried he, “which does one good; it gives such an
|
||
elegance to misfortune! Another day I will do the same; I will sit in my
|
||
library, in my nightcap and powdering gown, and give as much trouble as
|
||
I can,--or perhaps I may defer it till Kitty runs away.”
|
||
|
||
“I am not going to run away, papa,” said Kitty, fretfully. “If _I_
|
||
should ever go to Brighton, I would behave better than Lydia.”
|
||
|
||
“_You_ go to Brighton! I would not trust you so near it as Eastbourne,
|
||
for fifty pounds! No, Kitty, I have at least learnt to be cautious, and
|
||
you will feel the effects of it. No officer is ever to enter my house
|
||
again, nor even to pass through the village. Balls will be absolutely
|
||
prohibited, unless you stand up with one of your sisters. And you are
|
||
never to stir out of doors, till you can prove that you have spent ten
|
||
minutes of every day in a rational manner.”
|
||
|
||
Kitty, who took all these threats in a serious light, began to cry.
|
||
|
||
“Well, well,” said he, “do not make yourself unhappy. If you are a good
|
||
girl for the next ten years, I will take you to a review at the end of
|
||
them.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XLIX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Two days after Mr. Bennet’s return, as Jane and Elizabeth were walking
|
||
together in the shrubbery behind the house, they saw the housekeeper
|
||
coming towards them, and concluding that she came to call them to their
|
||
mother, went forward to meet her; but instead of the expected summons,
|
||
when they approached her, she said to Miss Bennet, “I beg your pardon,
|
||
madam, for interrupting you, but I was in hopes you might have got some
|
||
good news from town, so I took the liberty of coming to ask.”
|
||
|
||
“What do you mean, Hill? We have heard nothing from town.”
|
||
|
||
“Dear madam,” cried Mrs. Hill, in great astonishment, “don’t you know
|
||
there is an express come for master from Mr. Gardiner? He has been here
|
||
this half hour, and master has had a letter.”
|
||
|
||
Away ran the girls, too eager to get in to have time for speech. They
|
||
ran through the vestibule into the breakfast-room; from thence to the
|
||
library;--their father was in neither; and they were on the point of
|
||
seeking him upstairs with their mother, when they were met by the
|
||
butler, who said,--
|
||
|
||
“If you are looking for my master, ma’am, he is walking towards the
|
||
little copse.”
|
||
|
||
Upon this information, they instantly passed through the hall once more,
|
||
and ran across the lawn after their father, who was deliberately
|
||
pursuing his way towards a small wood on one side of the paddock.
|
||
|
||
Jane, who was not so light, nor so much in the habit of running as
|
||
Elizabeth, soon lagged behind, while her sister, panting for breath,
|
||
came up with him, and eagerly cried out,--
|
||
|
||
“Oh, papa, what news? what news? have you heard from my uncle?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, I have had a letter from him by express.”
|
||
|
||
“Well, and what news does it bring--good or bad?”
|
||
|
||
“What is there of good to be expected?” said he, taking the letter from
|
||
his pocket; “but perhaps you would like to read it.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth impatiently caught it from his hand. Jane now came up.
|
||
|
||
“Read it aloud,” said their father, “for I hardly know myself what it is
|
||
about.”
|
||
|
||
/* RIGHT “Gracechurch Street, _Monday, August 2_. */
|
||
|
||
“My dear Brother,
|
||
|
||
“At last I am able to send you some tidings of my niece, and such
|
||
as, upon the whole, I hope will give you satisfaction. Soon after
|
||
you left me on Saturday, I was fortunate enough to find out in what
|
||
part of London they were. The particulars I reserve till we meet.
|
||
It is enough to know they are discovered: I have seen them
|
||
both----”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“But perhaps you would like to read it”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“Then it is as I always hoped,” cried Jane: “they are married!”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth read on: “I have seen them both. They are not married,
|
||
nor can I find there was any intention of being so; but if you are
|
||
willing to perform the engagements which I have ventured to make on
|
||
your side, I hope it will not be long before they are. All that is
|
||
required of you is, to assure to your daughter, by settlement, her
|
||
equal share of the five thousand pounds, secured among your
|
||
children after the decease of yourself and my sister; and,
|
||
moreover, to enter into an engagement of allowing her, during your
|
||
life, one hundred pounds per annum. These are conditions which,
|
||
considering everything, I had no hesitation in complying with, as
|
||
far as I thought myself privileged, for you. I shall send this by
|
||
express, that no time may be lost in bringing me your answer. You
|
||
will easily comprehend, from these particulars, that Mr. Wickham’s
|
||
circumstances are not so hopeless as they are generally believed to
|
||
be. The world has been deceived in that respect; and I am happy to
|
||
say, there will be some little money, even when all his debts are
|
||
discharged, to settle on my niece, in addition to her own fortune.
|
||
If, as I conclude will be the case, you send me full powers to act
|
||
in your name throughout the whole of this business, I will
|
||
immediately give directions to Haggerston for preparing a proper
|
||
settlement. There will not be the smallest occasion for your coming
|
||
to town again; therefore stay quietly at Longbourn, and depend on
|
||
my diligence and care. Send back your answer as soon as you can,
|
||
and be careful to write explicitly. We have judged it best that my
|
||
niece should be married from this house, of which I hope you will
|
||
approve. She comes to us to-day. I shall write again as soon as
|
||
anything more is determined on. Yours, etc.
|
||
|
||
“EDW. GARDINER.”
|
||
|
||
“Is it possible?” cried Elizabeth, when she had finished. “Can it be
|
||
possible that he will marry her?”
|
||
|
||
“Wickham is not so undeserving, then, as we have thought him,” said her
|
||
sister. “My dear father, I congratulate you.”
|
||
|
||
“And have you answered the letter?” said Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“No; but it must be done soon.”
|
||
|
||
Most earnestly did she then entreat him to lose no more time before he
|
||
wrote.
|
||
|
||
“Oh! my dear father,” she cried, “come back and write immediately.
|
||
Consider how important every moment is in such a case.”
|
||
|
||
“Let me write for you,” said Jane, “if you dislike the trouble
|
||
yourself.”
|
||
|
||
“I dislike it very much,” he replied; “but it must be done.”
|
||
|
||
And so saying, he turned back with them, and walked towards the house.
|
||
|
||
“And--may I ask?” said Elizabeth; “but the terms, I suppose, must be
|
||
complied with.”
|
||
|
||
“Complied with! I am only ashamed of his asking so little.”
|
||
|
||
“And they _must_ marry! Yet he is _such_ a man.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, yes, they must marry. There is nothing else to be done. But there
|
||
are two things that I want very much to know:--one is, how much money
|
||
your uncle has laid down to bring it about; and the other, how I am ever
|
||
to pay him.”
|
||
|
||
“Money! my uncle!” cried Jane, “what do you mean, sir?”
|
||
|
||
“I mean that no man in his proper senses would marry Lydia on so slight
|
||
a temptation as one hundred a year during my life, and fifty after I am
|
||
gone.”
|
||
|
||
“That is very true,” said Elizabeth; “though it had not occurred to me
|
||
before. His debts to be discharged, and something still to remain! Oh,
|
||
it must be my uncle’s doings! Generous, good man, I am afraid he has
|
||
distressed himself. A small sum could not do all this.”
|
||
|
||
“No,” said her father. “Wickham’s a fool if he takes her with a farthing
|
||
less than ten thousand pounds: I should be sorry to think so ill of him,
|
||
in the very beginning of our relationship.”
|
||
|
||
“Ten thousand pounds! Heaven forbid! How is half such a sum to be
|
||
repaid?”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet made no answer; and each of them, deep in thought, continued
|
||
silent till they reached the house. Their father then went to the
|
||
library to write, and the girls walked into the breakfast-room.
|
||
|
||
“And they are really to be married!” cried Elizabeth, as soon as they
|
||
were by themselves. “How strange this is! and for _this_ we are to be
|
||
thankful. That they should marry, small as is their chance of happiness,
|
||
and wretched as is his character, we are forced to rejoice! Oh, Lydia!”
|
||
|
||
“I comfort myself with thinking,” replied Jane, “that he certainly would
|
||
not marry Lydia, if he had not a real regard for her. Though our kind
|
||
uncle has done something towards clearing him, I cannot believe that ten
|
||
thousand pounds, or anything like it, has been advanced. He has children
|
||
of his own, and may have more. How could he spare half ten thousand
|
||
pounds?”
|
||
|
||
“If we are ever able to learn what Wickham’s debts have been,” said
|
||
Elizabeth, “and how much is settled on his side on our sister, we shall
|
||
exactly know what Mr. Gardiner has done for them, because Wickham has
|
||
not sixpence of his own. The kindness of my uncle and aunt can never be
|
||
requited. Their taking her home, and affording her their personal
|
||
protection and countenance, is such a sacrifice to her advantage as
|
||
years of gratitude cannot enough acknowledge. By this time she is
|
||
actually with them! If such goodness does not make her miserable now,
|
||
she will never deserve to be happy! What a meeting for her, when she
|
||
first sees my aunt!”
|
||
|
||
“We must endeavour to forget all that has passed on either side,” said
|
||
Jane: “I hope and trust they will yet be happy. His consenting to marry
|
||
her is a proof, I will believe, that he is come to a right way of
|
||
thinking. Their mutual affection will steady them; and I flatter myself
|
||
they will settle so quietly, and live in so rational a manner, as may in
|
||
time make their past imprudence forgotten.”
|
||
|
||
“Their conduct has been such,” replied Elizabeth, “as neither you, nor
|
||
I, nor anybody, can ever forget. It is useless to talk of it.”
|
||
|
||
It now occurred to the girls that their mother was in all likelihood
|
||
perfectly ignorant of what had happened. They went to the library,
|
||
therefore, and asked their father whether he would not wish them to make
|
||
it known to her. He was writing, and, without raising his head, coolly
|
||
replied,--
|
||
|
||
“Just as you please.”
|
||
|
||
“May we take my uncle’s letter to read to her?”
|
||
|
||
“Take whatever you like, and get away.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth took the letter from his writing-table, and they went upstairs
|
||
together. Mary and Kitty were both with Mrs. Bennet: one communication
|
||
would, therefore, do for all. After a slight preparation for good news,
|
||
the letter was read aloud. Mrs. Bennet could hardly contain herself. As
|
||
soon as Jane had read Mr. Gardiner’s hope of Lydia’s being soon married,
|
||
her joy burst forth, and every following sentence added to its
|
||
exuberance. She was now in an irritation as violent from delight as she
|
||
had ever been fidgety from alarm and vexation. To know that her daughter
|
||
would be married was enough. She was disturbed by no fear for her
|
||
felicity, nor humbled by any remembrance of her misconduct.
|
||
|
||
“My dear, dear Lydia!” she cried: “this is delightful indeed! She will
|
||
be married! I shall see her again! She will be married at sixteen! My
|
||
good, kind brother! I knew how it would be--I knew he would manage
|
||
everything. How I long to see her! and to see dear Wickham too! But the
|
||
clothes, the wedding clothes! I will write to my sister Gardiner about
|
||
them directly. Lizzy, my dear, run down to your father, and ask him how
|
||
much he will give her. Stay, stay, I will go myself. Ring the bell,
|
||
Kitty, for Hill. I will put on my things in a moment. My dear, dear
|
||
Lydia! How merry we shall be together when we meet!”
|
||
|
||
Her eldest daughter endeavoured to give some relief to the violence of
|
||
these transports, by leading her thoughts to the obligations which Mr.
|
||
Gardiner’s behaviour laid them all under.
|
||
|
||
“For we must attribute this happy conclusion,” she added, “in a great
|
||
measure to his kindness. We are persuaded that he has pledged himself to
|
||
assist Mr. Wickham with money.”
|
||
|
||
“Well,” cried her mother, “it is all very right; who should do it but
|
||
her own uncle? If he had not had a family of his own, I and my children
|
||
must have had all his money, you know; and it is the first time we have
|
||
ever had anything from him except a few presents. Well! I am so happy.
|
||
In a short time, I shall have a daughter married. Mrs. Wickham! How well
|
||
it sounds! And she was only sixteen last June. My dear Jane, I am in
|
||
such a flutter, that I am sure I can’t write; so I will dictate, and you
|
||
write for me. We will settle with your father about the money
|
||
afterwards; but the things should be ordered immediately.”
|
||
|
||
She was then proceeding to all the particulars of calico, muslin, and
|
||
cambric, and would shortly have dictated some very plentiful orders, had
|
||
not Jane, though with some difficulty, persuaded her to wait till her
|
||
father was at leisure to be consulted. One day’s delay, she observed,
|
||
would be of small importance; and her mother was too happy to be quite
|
||
so obstinate as usual. Other schemes, too, came into her head.
|
||
|
||
“I will go to Meryton,” said she, “as soon as I am dressed, and tell the
|
||
good, good news to my sister Philips. And as I come back, I can call on
|
||
Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long. Kitty, run down and order the carriage. An
|
||
airing would do me a great deal of good, I am sure. Girls, can I do
|
||
anything for you in Meryton? Oh! here comes Hill. My dear Hill, have you
|
||
heard the good news? Miss Lydia is going to be married; and you shall
|
||
all have a bowl of punch to make merry at her wedding.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Hill began instantly to express her joy. Elizabeth received her
|
||
congratulations amongst the rest, and then, sick of this folly, took
|
||
refuge in her own room, that she might think with freedom. Poor Lydia’s
|
||
situation must, at best, be bad enough; but that it was no worse, she
|
||
had need to be thankful. She felt it so; and though, in looking forward,
|
||
neither rational happiness, nor worldly prosperity could be justly
|
||
expected for her sister, in looking back to what they had feared, only
|
||
two hours ago, she felt all the advantages of what they had gained.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The spiteful old ladies”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER L.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet had very often wished, before this period of his life, that,
|
||
instead of spending his whole income, he had laid by an annual sum, for
|
||
the better provision of his children, and of his wife, if she survived
|
||
him. He now wished it more than ever. Had he done his duty in that
|
||
respect, Lydia need not have been indebted to her uncle for whatever of
|
||
honour or credit could now be purchased for her. The satisfaction of
|
||
prevailing on one of the most worthless young men in Great Britain to
|
||
be her husband might then have rested in its proper place.
|
||
|
||
He was seriously concerned that a cause of so little advantage to anyone
|
||
should be forwarded at the sole expense of his brother-in-law; and he
|
||
was determined, if possible, to find out the extent of his assistance,
|
||
and to discharge the obligation as soon as he could.
|
||
|
||
When first Mr. Bennet had married, economy was held to be perfectly
|
||
useless; for, of course, they were to have a son. This son was to join
|
||
in cutting off the entail, as soon as he should be of age, and the widow
|
||
and younger children would by that means be provided for. Five daughters
|
||
successively entered the world, but yet the son was to come; and Mrs.
|
||
Bennet, for many years after Lydia’s birth, had been certain that he
|
||
would. This event had at last been despaired of, but it was then too
|
||
late to be saving. Mrs. Bennet had no turn for economy; and her
|
||
husband’s love of independence had alone prevented their exceeding their
|
||
income.
|
||
|
||
Five thousand pounds was settled by marriage articles on Mrs. Bennet and
|
||
the children. But in what proportions it should be divided amongst the
|
||
latter depended on the will of the parents. This was one point, with
|
||
regard to Lydia at least, which was now to be settled, and Mr. Bennet
|
||
could have no hesitation in acceding to the proposal before him. In
|
||
terms of grateful acknowledgment for the kindness of his brother, though
|
||
expressed most concisely, he then delivered on paper his perfect
|
||
approbation of all that was done, and his willingness to fulfil the
|
||
engagements that had been made for him. He had never before supposed
|
||
that, could Wickham be prevailed on to marry his daughter, it would be
|
||
done with so little inconvenience to himself as by the present
|
||
arrangement. He would scarcely be ten pounds a year the loser, by the
|
||
hundred that was to be paid them; for, what with her board and pocket
|
||
allowance, and the continual presents in money which passed to her
|
||
through her mother’s hands, Lydia’s expenses had been very little within
|
||
that sum.
|
||
|
||
That it would be done with such trifling exertion on his side, too, was
|
||
another very welcome surprise; for his chief wish at present was to have
|
||
as little trouble in the business as possible. When the first transports
|
||
of rage which had produced his activity in seeking her were over, he
|
||
naturally returned to all his former indolence. His letter was soon
|
||
despatched; for though dilatory in undertaking business, he was quick in
|
||
its execution. He begged to know further particulars of what he was
|
||
indebted to his brother; but was too angry with Lydia to send any
|
||
message to her.
|
||
|
||
The good news quickly spread through the house; and with proportionate
|
||
speed through the neighbourhood. It was borne in the latter with decent
|
||
philosophy. To be sure, it would have been more for the advantage of
|
||
conversation, had Miss Lydia Bennet come upon the town; or, as the
|
||
happiest alternative, been secluded from the world in some distant
|
||
farm-house. But there was much to be talked of, in marrying her; and the
|
||
good-natured wishes for her well-doing, which had proceeded before from
|
||
all the spiteful old ladies in Meryton, lost but little of their spirit
|
||
in this change of circumstances, because with such a husband her misery
|
||
was considered certain.
|
||
|
||
It was a fortnight since Mrs. Bennet had been down stairs, but on this
|
||
happy day she again took her seat at the head of her table, and in
|
||
spirits oppressively high. No sentiment of shame gave a damp to her
|
||
triumph. The marriage of a daughter, which had been the first object of
|
||
her wishes since Jane was sixteen, was now on the point of
|
||
accomplishment, and her thoughts and her words ran wholly on those
|
||
attendants of elegant nuptials, fine muslins, new carriages, and
|
||
servants. She was busily searching through the neighbourhood for a
|
||
proper situation for her daughter; and, without knowing or considering
|
||
what their income might be, rejected many as deficient in size and
|
||
importance.
|
||
|
||
“Haye Park might do,” said she, “if the Gouldings would quit it, or the
|
||
great house at Stoke, if the drawing-room were larger; but Ashworth is
|
||
too far off. I could not bear to have her ten miles from me; and as for
|
||
Purvis Lodge, the attics are dreadful.”
|
||
|
||
Her husband allowed her to talk on without interruption while the
|
||
servants remained. But when they had withdrawn, he said to her, “Mrs.
|
||
Bennet, before you take any, or all of these houses, for your son and
|
||
daughter, let us come to a right understanding. Into _one_ house in this
|
||
neighbourhood they shall never have admittance. I will not encourage the
|
||
imprudence of either, by receiving them at Longbourn.”
|
||
|
||
A long dispute followed this declaration; but Mr. Bennet was firm: it
|
||
soon led to another; and Mrs. Bennet found, with amazement and horror,
|
||
that her husband would not advance a guinea to buy clothes for his
|
||
daughter. He protested that she should receive from him no mark of
|
||
affection whatever on the occasion. Mrs. Bennet could hardly comprehend
|
||
it. That his anger could be carried to such a point of inconceivable
|
||
resentment as to refuse his daughter a privilege, without which her
|
||
marriage would scarcely seem valid, exceeded all that she could believe
|
||
possible. She was more alive to the disgrace, which her want of new
|
||
clothes must reflect on her daughter’s nuptials, than to any sense of
|
||
shame at her eloping and living with Wickham a fortnight before they
|
||
took place.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the distress of
|
||
the moment, been led to make Mr. Darcy acquainted with their fears for
|
||
her sister; for since her marriage would so shortly give the proper
|
||
termination to the elopement, they might hope to conceal its
|
||
unfavourable beginning from all those who were not immediately on the
|
||
spot.
|
||
|
||
She had no fear of its spreading farther, through his means. There were
|
||
few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently depended;
|
||
but at the same time there was no one whose knowledge of a sister’s
|
||
frailty would have mortified her so much. Not, however, from any fear of
|
||
disadvantage from it individually to herself; for at any rate there
|
||
seemed a gulf impassable between them. Had Lydia’s marriage been
|
||
concluded on the most honourable terms, it was not to be supposed that
|
||
Mr. Darcy would connect himself with a family, where to every other
|
||
objection would now be added an alliance and relationship of the nearest
|
||
kind with the man whom he so justly scorned.
|
||
|
||
From such a connection she could not wonder that he should shrink. The
|
||
wish of procuring her regard, which she had assured herself of his
|
||
feeling in Derbyshire, could not in rational expectation survive such a
|
||
blow as this. She was humbled, she was grieved; she repented, though she
|
||
hardly knew of what. She became jealous of his esteem, when she could no
|
||
longer hope to be benefited by it. She wanted to hear of him, when there
|
||
seemed the least chance of gaining intelligence. She was convinced that
|
||
she could have been happy with him, when it was no longer likely they
|
||
should meet.
|
||
|
||
What a triumph for him, as she often thought, could he know that the
|
||
proposals which she had proudly spurned only four months ago would now
|
||
have been gladly and gratefully received! He was as generous, she
|
||
doubted not, as the most generous of his sex. But while he was mortal,
|
||
there must be a triumph.
|
||
|
||
She began now to comprehend that he was exactly the man who, in
|
||
disposition and talents, would most suit her. His understanding and
|
||
temper, though unlike her own, would have answered all her wishes. It
|
||
was an union that must have been to the advantage of both: by her ease
|
||
and liveliness, his mind might have been softened, his manners improved;
|
||
and from his judgment, information, and knowledge of the world, she must
|
||
have received benefit of greater importance.
|
||
|
||
But no such happy marriage could now teach the admiring multitude what
|
||
connubial felicity really was. An union of a different tendency, and
|
||
precluding the possibility of the other, was soon to be formed in their
|
||
family.
|
||
|
||
How Wickham and Lydia were to be supported in tolerable independence she
|
||
could not imagine. But how little of permanent happiness could belong to
|
||
a couple who were only brought together because their passions were
|
||
stronger than their virtue, she could easily conjecture.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Gardiner soon wrote again to his brother. To Mr. Bennet’s
|
||
acknowledgments he briefly replied, with assurances of his eagerness to
|
||
promote the welfare of any of his family; and concluded with entreaties
|
||
that the subject might never be mentioned to him again. The principal
|
||
purport of his letter was to inform them, that Mr. Wickham had resolved
|
||
on quitting the militia.
|
||
|
||
“It was greatly my wish that he should do so,” he added, “as soon as his
|
||
marriage was fixed on. And I think you will agree with me, in
|
||
considering a removal from that corps as highly advisable, both on his
|
||
account and my niece’s. It is Mr. Wickham’s intention to go into the
|
||
Regulars; and, among his former friends, there are still some who are
|
||
able and willing to assist him in the army. He has the promise of an
|
||
ensigncy in General----’s regiment, now quartered in the north. It is
|
||
an advantage to have it so far from this part of the kingdom. He
|
||
promises fairly; and I hope among different people, where they may each
|
||
have a character to preserve, they will both be more prudent. I have
|
||
written to Colonel Forster, to inform him of our present arrangements,
|
||
and to request that he will satisfy the various creditors of Mr. Wickham
|
||
in and near Brighton with assurances of speedy payment, for which I have
|
||
pledged myself. And will you give yourself the trouble of carrying
|
||
similar assurances to his creditors in Meryton, of whom I shall subjoin
|
||
a list, according to his information? He has given in all his debts; I
|
||
hope at least he has not deceived us. Haggerston has our directions, and
|
||
all will be completed in a week. They will then join his regiment,
|
||
unless they are first invited to Longbourn; and I understand from Mrs.
|
||
Gardiner that my niece is very desirous of seeing you all before she
|
||
leaves the south. She is well, and begs to be dutifully remembered to
|
||
you and her mother.--Yours, etc.
|
||
|
||
“E. GARDINER.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet and his daughters saw all the advantages of Wickham’s
|
||
removal from the ----shire, as clearly as Mr. Gardiner could do. But
|
||
Mrs. Bennet was not so well pleased with it. Lydia’s being settled in
|
||
the north, just when she had expected most pleasure and pride in her
|
||
company, for she had by no means given up her plan of their residing in
|
||
Hertfordshire, was a severe disappointment; and, besides, it was such a
|
||
pity that Lydia should be taken from a regiment where she was acquainted
|
||
with everybody, and had so many favourites.
|
||
|
||
“She is so fond of Mrs. Forster,” said she, “it will be quite shocking
|
||
to send her away! And there are several of the young men, too, that she
|
||
likes very much. The officers may not be so pleasant in General----’s
|
||
regiment.”
|
||
|
||
His daughter’s request, for such it might be considered, of being
|
||
admitted into her family again, before she set off for the north,
|
||
received at first an absolute negative. But Jane and Elizabeth, who
|
||
agreed in wishing, for the sake of their sister’s feelings and
|
||
consequence, that she should be noticed on her marriage by her parents,
|
||
urged him so earnestly, yet so rationally and so mildly, to receive her
|
||
and her husband at Longbourn, as soon as they were married, that he was
|
||
prevailed on to think as they thought, and act as they wished. And their
|
||
mother had the satisfaction of knowing, that she should be able to show
|
||
her married daughter in the neighbourhood, before she was banished to
|
||
the north. When Mr. Bennet wrote again to his brother, therefore, he
|
||
sent his permission for them to come; and it was settled, that, as soon
|
||
as the ceremony was over, they should proceed to Longbourn. Elizabeth
|
||
was surprised, however, that Wickham should consent to such a scheme;
|
||
and, had she consulted only her own inclination, any meeting with him
|
||
would have been the last object of her wishes.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“With an affectionate smile”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Their sister’s wedding-day arrived; and Jane and Elizabeth felt for her
|
||
probably more than she felt for herself. The carriage was sent to meet
|
||
them at----, and they were to return in it by dinnertime. Their arrival
|
||
was dreaded by the elder Miss Bennets--and Jane more especially, who
|
||
gave Lydia the feelings which would have attended herself, had _she_
|
||
been the culprit, and was wretched in the thought of what her sister
|
||
must endure.
|
||
|
||
They came. The family were assembled in the breakfast-room to receive
|
||
them. Smiles decked the face of Mrs. Bennet, as the carriage drove up to
|
||
the door; her husband looked impenetrably grave; her daughters, alarmed,
|
||
anxious, uneasy.
|
||
|
||
Lydia’s voice was heard in the vestibule; the door was thrown open, and
|
||
she ran into the room. Her mother stepped forwards, embraced her, and
|
||
welcomed her with rapture; gave her hand with an affectionate smile to
|
||
Wickham, who followed his lady; and wished them both joy, with an
|
||
alacrity which showed no doubt of their happiness.
|
||
|
||
Their reception from Mr. Bennet, to whom they then turned, was not quite
|
||
so cordial. His countenance rather gained in austerity; and he scarcely
|
||
opened his lips. The easy assurance of the young couple, indeed, was
|
||
enough to provoke him.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was disgusted, and even Miss Bennet was shocked. Lydia was
|
||
Lydia still; untamed, unabashed, wild, noisy, and fearless. She turned
|
||
from sister to sister, demanding their congratulations; and when at
|
||
length they all sat down, looked eagerly round the room, took notice of
|
||
some little alteration in it, and observed, with a laugh, that it was a
|
||
great while since she had been there.
|
||
|
||
Wickham was not at all more distressed than herself; but his manners
|
||
were always so pleasing, that, had his character and his marriage been
|
||
exactly what they ought, his smiles and his easy address, while he
|
||
claimed their relationship, would have delighted them all. Elizabeth
|
||
had not before believed him quite equal to such assurance; but she sat
|
||
down, resolving within herself to draw no limits in future to the
|
||
impudence of an impudent man. _She_ blushed, and Jane blushed; but the
|
||
cheeks of the two who caused their confusion suffered no variation of
|
||
colour.
|
||
|
||
There was no want of discourse. The bride and her mother could neither
|
||
of them talk fast enough; and Wickham, who happened to sit near
|
||
Elizabeth, began inquiring after his acquaintance in that neighbourhood,
|
||
with a good-humoured ease, which she felt very unable to equal in her
|
||
replies. They seemed each of them to have the happiest memories in the
|
||
world. Nothing of the past was recollected with pain; and Lydia led
|
||
voluntarily to subjects which her sisters would not have alluded to for
|
||
the world.
|
||
|
||
“Only think of its being three months,” she cried, “since I went away:
|
||
it seems but a fortnight, I declare; and yet there have been things
|
||
enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when I went away, I am sure
|
||
I had no more idea of being married till I came back again! though I
|
||
thought it would be very good fun if I was.”
|
||
|
||
Her father lifted up his eyes, Jane was distressed, Elizabeth looked
|
||
expressively at Lydia; but she, who never heard nor saw anything of
|
||
which she chose to be insensible, gaily continued,--
|
||
|
||
“Oh, mamma, do the people hereabouts know I am married to-day? I was
|
||
afraid they might not; and we overtook William Goulding in his curricle,
|
||
so I was determined he should know it, and so I let down the side glass
|
||
next to him, and took off my glove and let my hand just rest upon the
|
||
window frame, so that he might see the ring, and then I bowed and
|
||
smiled like anything.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could bear it no longer. She got up and ran out of the room;
|
||
and returned no more, till she heard them passing through the hall to
|
||
the dining-parlour. She then joined them soon enough to see Lydia, with
|
||
anxious parade, walk up to her mother’s right hand, and hear her say to
|
||
her eldest sister,--
|
||
|
||
“Ah, Jane, I take your place now, and you must go lower, because I am a
|
||
married woman.”
|
||
|
||
It was not to be supposed that time would give Lydia that embarrassment
|
||
from which she had been so wholly free at first. Her ease and good
|
||
spirits increased. She longed to see Mrs. Philips, the Lucases, and all
|
||
their other neighbours, and to hear herself called “Mrs. Wickham” by
|
||
each of them; and in the meantime she went after dinner to show her ring
|
||
and boast of being married to Mrs. Hill and the two housemaids.
|
||
|
||
“Well, mamma,” said she, when they were all returned to the
|
||
breakfast-room, “and what do you think of my husband? Is not he a
|
||
charming man? I am sure my sisters must all envy me. I only hope they
|
||
may have half my good luck. They must all go to Brighton. That is the
|
||
place to get husbands. What a pity it is, mamma, we did not all go!”
|
||
|
||
“Very true; and if I had my will we should. But, my dear Lydia, I don’t
|
||
at all like your going such a way off. Must it be so?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, Lord! yes; there is nothing in that. I shall like it of all things.
|
||
You and papa, and my sisters, must come down and see us. We shall be at
|
||
Newcastle all the winter, and I dare say there will be some balls, and I
|
||
will take care to get good partners for them all.”
|
||
|
||
“I should like it beyond anything!” said her mother.
|
||
|
||
“And then when you go away, you may leave one or two of my sisters
|
||
behind you; and I dare say I shall get husbands for them before the
|
||
winter is over.”
|
||
|
||
“I thank you for my share of the favour,” said Elizabeth; “but I do not
|
||
particularly like your way of getting husbands.”
|
||
|
||
Their visitors were not to remain above ten days with them. Mr. Wickham
|
||
had received his commission before he left London, and he was to join
|
||
his regiment at the end of a fortnight.
|
||
|
||
No one but Mrs. Bennet regretted that their stay would be so short; and
|
||
she made the most of the time by visiting about with her daughter, and
|
||
having very frequent parties at home. These parties were acceptable to
|
||
all; to avoid a family circle was even more desirable to such as did
|
||
think than such as did not.
|
||
|
||
Wickham’s affection for Lydia was just what Elizabeth had expected to
|
||
find it; not equal to Lydia’s for him. She had scarcely needed her
|
||
present observation to be satisfied, from the reason of things, that
|
||
their elopement had been brought on by the strength of her love rather
|
||
than by his; and she would have wondered why, without violently caring
|
||
for her, he chose to elope with her at all, had she not felt certain
|
||
that his flight was rendered necessary by distress of circumstances; and
|
||
if that were the case, he was not the young man to resist an opportunity
|
||
of having a companion.
|
||
|
||
Lydia was exceedingly fond of him. He was her dear Wickham on every
|
||
occasion; no one was to be put in competition with him. He did
|
||
everything best in the world; and she was sure he would kill more birds
|
||
on the first of September than anybody else in the country.
|
||
|
||
One morning, soon after their arrival, as she was sitting with her two
|
||
elder sisters, she said to Elizabeth,--
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy, I never gave _you_ an account of my wedding, I believe. You were
|
||
not by, when I told mamma, and the others, all about it. Are not you
|
||
curious to hear how it was managed?”
|
||
|
||
“No, really,” replied Elizabeth; “I think there cannot be too little
|
||
said on the subject.”
|
||
|
||
“La! You are so strange! But I must tell you how it went off. We were
|
||
married, you know, at St. Clement’s, because Wickham’s lodgings were in
|
||
that parish. And it was settled that we should all be there by eleven
|
||
o’clock. My uncle and aunt and I were to go together; and the others
|
||
were to meet us at the church.
|
||
|
||
“Well, Monday morning came, and I was in such a fuss! I was so afraid,
|
||
you know, that something would happen to put it off, and then I should
|
||
have gone quite distracted. And there was my aunt, all the time I was
|
||
dressing, preaching and talking away just as if she was reading a
|
||
sermon. However, I did not hear above one word in ten, for I was
|
||
thinking, you may suppose, of my dear Wickham. I longed to know whether
|
||
he would be married in his blue coat.
|
||
|
||
“Well, and so we breakfasted at ten as usual: I thought it would never
|
||
be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand that my uncle and aunt
|
||
were horrid unpleasant all the time I was with them. If you’ll believe
|
||
me, I did not once put my foot out of doors, though I was there a
|
||
fortnight. Not one party, or scheme, or anything! To be sure, London was
|
||
rather thin, but, however, the Little Theatre was open.
|
||
|
||
“Well, and so, just as the carriage came to the door, my uncle was
|
||
called away upon business to that horrid man Mr. Stone. And then, you
|
||
know, when once they get together, there is no end of it. Well, I was so
|
||
frightened I did not know what to do, for my uncle was to give me away;
|
||
and if we were beyond the hour we could not be married all day. But,
|
||
luckily, he came back again in ten minutes’ time, and then we all set
|
||
out. However, I recollected afterwards, that if he _had_ been prevented
|
||
going, the wedding need not be put off, for Mr. Darcy might have done as
|
||
well.”
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Darcy!” repeated Elizabeth, in utter amazement.
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes! he was to come there with Wickham, you know. But, gracious me!
|
||
I quite forgot! I ought not to have said a word about it. I promised
|
||
them so faithfully! What will Wickham say? It was to be such a secret!”
|
||
|
||
“If it was to be a secret,” said Jane, “say not another word on the
|
||
subject. You may depend upon my seeking no further.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, certainly,” said Elizabeth, though burning with curiosity; “we will
|
||
ask you no questions.”
|
||
|
||
“Thank you,” said Lydia; “for if you did, I should certainly tell you
|
||
all, and then Wickham would be so angry.”
|
||
|
||
On such encouragement to ask, Elizabeth was forced to put it out of her
|
||
power, by running away.
|
||
|
||
But to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible; or at least it
|
||
was impossible not to try for information. Mr. Darcy had been at her
|
||
sister’s wedding. It was exactly a scene, and exactly among people,
|
||
where he had apparently least to do, and least temptation to go.
|
||
Conjectures as to the meaning of it, rapid and wild, hurried into her
|
||
brain; but she was satisfied with none. Those that best pleased her, as
|
||
placing his conduct in the noblest light, seemed most improbable. She
|
||
could not bear such suspense; and hastily seizing a sheet of paper,
|
||
wrote a short letter to her aunt, to request an explanation of what
|
||
Lydia had dropped, if it were compatible with the secrecy which had been
|
||
intended.
|
||
|
||
“You may readily comprehend,” she added, “what my curiosity must be to
|
||
know how a person unconnected with any of us, and, comparatively
|
||
speaking, a stranger to our family, should have been amongst you at such
|
||
a time. Pray write instantly, and let me understand it--unless it is,
|
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for very cogent reasons, to remain in the secrecy which Lydia seems to
|
||
think necessary; and then I must endeavour to be satisfied with
|
||
ignorance.”
|
||
|
||
“Not that I _shall_, though,” she added to herself, and she finished the
|
||
letter; “and, my dear aunt, if you do not tell me in an honourable
|
||
manner, I shall certainly be reduced to tricks and stratagems to find it
|
||
out.”
|
||
|
||
Jane’s delicate sense of honour would not allow her to speak to
|
||
Elizabeth privately of what Lydia had let fall; Elizabeth was glad of
|
||
it:--till it appeared whether her inquiries would receive any
|
||
satisfaction, she had rather be without a confidante.
|
||
|
||
|
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|
||
|
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[Illustration:
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||
|
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“I am sure she did not listen.”
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]
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||
|
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|
||
|
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|
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CHAPTER LII.
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||
|
||
|
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[Illustration]
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|
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Elizabeth had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to her letter as
|
||
soon as she possibly could. She was no sooner in possession of it, than
|
||
hurrying into the little copse, where she was least likely to be
|
||
interrupted, she sat down on one of the benches, and prepared to be
|
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happy; for the length of the letter convinced her that it did not
|
||
contain a denial.
|
||
|
||
/* RIGHT “Gracechurch Street, _Sept. 6_. */
|
||
|
||
“My dear Niece,
|
||
|
||
“I have just received your letter, and shall devote this whole
|
||
morning to answering it, as I foresee that a _little_ writing will
|
||
not comprise what I have to tell you. I must confess myself
|
||
surprised by your application; I did not expect it from _you_.
|
||
Don’t think me angry, however, for I only mean to let you know,
|
||
that I had not imagined such inquiries to be necessary on _your_
|
||
side. If you do not choose to understand me, forgive my
|
||
impertinence. Your uncle is as much surprised as I am; and nothing
|
||
but the belief of your being a party concerned would have allowed
|
||
him to act as he has done. But if you are really innocent and
|
||
ignorant, I must be more explicit. On the very day of my coming
|
||
home from Longbourn, your uncle had a most unexpected visitor. Mr.
|
||
Darcy called, and was shut up with him several hours. It was all
|
||
over before I arrived; so my curiosity was not so dreadfully racked
|
||
as _yours_ seems to have been. He came to tell Mr. Gardiner that he
|
||
had found out where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and that he
|
||
had seen and talked with them both--Wickham repeatedly, Lydia once.
|
||
From what I can collect, he left Derbyshire only one day after
|
||
ourselves, and came to town with the resolution of hunting for
|
||
them. The motive professed was his conviction of its being owing to
|
||
himself that Wickham’s worthlessness had not been so well known as
|
||
to make it impossible for any young woman of character to love or
|
||
confide in him. He generously imputed the whole to his mistaken
|
||
pride, and confessed that he had before thought it beneath him to
|
||
lay his private actions open to the world. His character was to
|
||
speak for itself. He called it, therefore, his duty to step
|
||
forward, and endeavour to remedy an evil which had been brought on
|
||
by himself. If he _had another_ motive, I am sure it would never
|
||
disgrace him. He had been some days in town before he was able to
|
||
discover them; but he had something to direct his search, which was
|
||
more than _we_ had; and the consciousness of this was another
|
||
reason for his resolving to follow us. There is a lady, it seems, a
|
||
Mrs. Younge, who was some time ago governess to Miss Darcy, and was
|
||
dismissed from her charge on some cause of disapprobation, though
|
||
he did not say what. She then took a large house in Edward Street,
|
||
and has since maintained herself by letting lodgings. This Mrs.
|
||
Younge was, he knew, intimately acquainted with Wickham; and he
|
||
went to her for intelligence of him, as soon as he got to town. But
|
||
it was two or three days before he could get from her what he
|
||
wanted. She would not betray her trust, I suppose, without bribery
|
||
and corruption, for she really did know where her friend was to be
|
||
found. Wickham, indeed, had gone to her on their first arrival in
|
||
London; and had she been able to receive them into her house, they
|
||
would have taken up their abode with her. At length, however, our
|
||
kind friend procured the wished-for direction. They were in ----
|
||
Street. He saw Wickham, and afterwards insisted on seeing Lydia.
|
||
His first object with her, he acknowledged, had been to persuade
|
||
her to quit her present disgraceful situation, and return to her
|
||
friends as soon as they could be prevailed on to receive her,
|
||
offering his assistance as far as it would go. But he found Lydia
|
||
absolutely resolved on remaining where she was. She cared for none
|
||
of her friends; she wanted no help of his; she would not hear of
|
||
leaving Wickham. She was sure they should be married some time or
|
||
other, and it did not much signify when. Since such were her
|
||
feelings, it only remained, he thought, to secure and expedite a
|
||
marriage, which, in his very first conversation with Wickham, he
|
||
easily learnt had never been _his_ design. He confessed himself
|
||
obliged to leave the regiment on account of some debts of honour
|
||
which were very pressing; and scrupled not to lay all the ill
|
||
consequences of Lydia’s flight on her own folly alone. He meant to
|
||
resign his commission immediately; and as to his future situation,
|
||
he could conjecture very little about it. He must go somewhere, but
|
||
he did not know where, and he knew he should have nothing to live
|
||
on. Mr. Darcy asked why he did not marry your sister at once.
|
||
Though Mr. Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have
|
||
been able to do something for him, and his situation must have been
|
||
benefited by marriage. But he found, in reply to this question,
|
||
that Wickham still cherished the hope of more effectually making
|
||
his fortune by marriage, in some other country. Under such
|
||
circumstances, however, he was not likely to be proof against the
|
||
temptation of immediate relief. They met several times, for there
|
||
was much to be discussed. Wickham, of course, wanted more than he
|
||
could get; but at length was reduced to be reasonable. Everything
|
||
being settled between _them_, Mr. Darcy’s next step was to make
|
||
your uncle acquainted with it, and he first called in Gracechurch
|
||
Street the evening before I came home. But Mr. Gardiner could not
|
||
be seen; and Mr. Darcy found, on further inquiry, that your father
|
||
was still with him, but would quit town the next morning. He did
|
||
not judge your father to be a person whom he could so properly
|
||
consult as your uncle, and therefore readily postponed seeing him
|
||
till after the departure of the former. He did not leave his name,
|
||
and till the next day it was only known that a gentleman had called
|
||
on business. On Saturday he came again. Your father was gone, your
|
||
uncle at home, and, as I said before, they had a great deal of talk
|
||
together. They met again on Sunday, and then _I_ saw him too. It
|
||
was not all settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the express
|
||
was sent off to Longbourn. But our visitor was very obstinate. I
|
||
fancy, Lizzy, that obstinacy is the real defect of his character,
|
||
after all. He has been accused of many faults at different times;
|
||
but _this_ is the true one. Nothing was to be done that he did not
|
||
do himself; though I am sure (and I do not speak it to be thanked,
|
||
therefore say nothing about it) your uncle would most readily have
|
||
settled the whole. They battled it together for a long time, which
|
||
was more than either the gentleman or lady concerned in it
|
||
deserved. But at last your uncle was forced to yield, and instead
|
||
of being allowed to be of use to his niece, was forced to put up
|
||
with only having the probable credit of it, which went sorely
|
||
against the grain; and I really believe your letter this morning
|
||
gave him great pleasure, because it required an explanation that
|
||
would rob him of his borrowed feathers, and give the praise where
|
||
it was due. But, Lizzy, this must go no further than yourself, or
|
||
Jane at most. You know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done
|
||
for the young people. His debts are to be paid, amounting, I
|
||
believe, to considerably more than a thousand pounds, another
|
||
thousand in addition to her own settled upon _her_, and his
|
||
commission purchased. The reason why all this was to be done by him
|
||
alone, was such as I have given above. It was owing to him, to his
|
||
reserve and want of proper consideration, that Wickham’s character
|
||
had been so misunderstood, and consequently that he had been
|
||
received and noticed as he was. Perhaps there was some truth in
|
||
_this_; though I doubt whether _his_ reserve, or _anybody’s_
|
||
reserve can be answerable for the event. But in spite of all this
|
||
fine talking, my dear Lizzy, you may rest perfectly assured that
|
||
your uncle would never have yielded, if we had not given him credit
|
||
for _another interest_ in the affair. When all this was resolved
|
||
on, he returned again to his friends, who were still staying at
|
||
Pemberley; but it was agreed that he should be in London once more
|
||
when the wedding took place, and all money matters were then to
|
||
receive the last finish. I believe I have now told you everything.
|
||
It is a relation which you tell me is to give you great surprise; I
|
||
hope at least it will not afford you any displeasure. Lydia came to
|
||
us, and Wickham had constant admission to the house. _He_ was
|
||
exactly what he had been when I knew him in Hertfordshire; but I
|
||
would not tell you how little I was satisfied with _her_ behaviour
|
||
while she stayed with us, if I had not perceived, by Jane’s letter
|
||
last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming home was exactly of a
|
||
piece with it, and therefore what I now tell you can give you no
|
||
fresh pain. I talked to her repeatedly in the most serious manner,
|
||
representing to her the wickedness of what she had done, and all
|
||
the unhappiness she had brought on her family. If she heard me, it
|
||
was by good luck, for I am sure she did not listen. I was sometimes
|
||
quite provoked; but then I recollected my dear Elizabeth and Jane,
|
||
and for their sakes had patience with her. Mr. Darcy was punctual
|
||
in his return, and, as Lydia informed you, attended the wedding. He
|
||
dined with us the next day, and was to leave town again on
|
||
Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry with me, my dear
|
||
Lizzy, if I take this opportunity of saying (what I was never bold
|
||
enough to say before) how much I like him? His behaviour to us has,
|
||
in every respect, been as pleasing as when we were in Derbyshire.
|
||
His understanding and opinions all please me; he wants nothing but
|
||
a little more liveliness, and _that_, if he marry _prudently_, his
|
||
wife may teach him. I thought him very sly; he hardly ever
|
||
mentioned your name. But slyness seems the fashion. Pray forgive
|
||
me, if I have been very presuming, or at least do not punish me so
|
||
far as to exclude me from P. I shall never be quite happy till I
|
||
have been all round the park. A low phaeton with a nice little pair
|
||
of ponies would be the very thing. But I must write no more. The
|
||
children have been wanting me this half hour.
|
||
|
||
“Yours, very sincerely,
|
||
|
||
“M. GARDINER.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter of spirits,
|
||
in which it was difficult to determine whether pleasure or pain bore the
|
||
greatest share. The vague and unsettled suspicions which uncertainty had
|
||
produced, of what Mr. Darcy might have been doing to forward her
|
||
sister’s match--which she had feared to encourage, as an exertion of
|
||
goodness too great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded to be
|
||
just, from the pain of obligation--were proved beyond their greatest
|
||
extent to be true! He had followed them purposely to town, he had taken
|
||
on himself all the trouble and mortification attendant on such a
|
||
research; in which supplication had been necessary to a woman whom he
|
||
must abominate and despise, and where he was reduced to meet, frequently
|
||
meet, reason with, persuade, and finally bribe the man whom he always
|
||
most wished to avoid, and whose very name it was punishment to him to
|
||
pronounce. He had done all this for a girl whom he could neither regard
|
||
nor esteem. Her heart did whisper that he had done it for her. But it
|
||
was a hope shortly checked by other considerations; and she soon felt
|
||
that even her vanity was insufficient, when required to depend on his
|
||
affection for her, for a woman who had already refused him, as able to
|
||
overcome a sentiment so natural as abhorrence against relationship with
|
||
Wickham. Brother-in-law of Wickham! Every kind of pride must revolt from
|
||
the connection. He had, to be sure, done much. She was ashamed to think
|
||
how much. But he had given a reason for his interference, which asked no
|
||
extraordinary stretch of belief. It was reasonable that he should feel
|
||
he had been wrong; he had liberality, and he had the means of exercising
|
||
it; and though she would not place herself as his principal inducement,
|
||
she could perhaps believe, that remaining partiality for her might
|
||
assist his endeavours in a cause where her peace of mind must be
|
||
materially concerned. It was painful, exceedingly painful, to know that
|
||
they were under obligations to a person who could never receive a
|
||
return. They owed the restoration of Lydia, her character, everything to
|
||
him. Oh, how heartily did she grieve over every ungracious sensation she
|
||
had ever encouraged, every saucy speech she had ever directed towards
|
||
him! For herself she was humbled; but she was proud of him,--proud that
|
||
in a cause of compassion and honour he had been able to get the better
|
||
of himself. She read over her aunt’s commendation of him again and
|
||
again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased her. She was even sensible
|
||
of some pleasure, though mixed with regret, on finding how steadfastly
|
||
both she and her uncle had been persuaded that affection and confidence
|
||
subsisted between Mr. Darcy and herself.
|
||
|
||
She was roused from her seat and her reflections, by someone’s approach;
|
||
and, before she could strike into another path, she was overtaken by
|
||
Wickham.
|
||
|
||
“I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?” said he,
|
||
as he joined her.
|
||
|
||
“You certainly do,” she replied with a smile; “but it does not follow
|
||
that the interruption must be unwelcome.”
|
||
|
||
“I should be sorry, indeed, if it were. _We_ were always good friends,
|
||
and now we are better.”
|
||
|
||
“True. Are the others coming out?”
|
||
|
||
“I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage to
|
||
Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find, from our uncle and aunt, that
|
||
you have actually seen Pemberley.”
|
||
|
||
She replied in the affirmative.
|
||
|
||
“I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would be too much
|
||
for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle. And you saw the
|
||
old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds, she was always very fond of
|
||
me. But of course she did not mention my name to you.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, she did.”
|
||
|
||
“And what did she say?”
|
||
|
||
“That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had--not turned
|
||
out well. At such a distance as _that_, you know, things are strangely
|
||
misrepresented.”
|
||
|
||
“Certainly,” he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped she had
|
||
silenced him; but he soon afterwards said,--
|
||
|
||
“I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed each other
|
||
several times. I wonder what he can be doing there.”
|
||
|
||
“Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh,” said
|
||
Elizabeth. “It must be something particular to take him there at this
|
||
time of year.”
|
||
|
||
“Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I thought I
|
||
understood from the Gardiners that you had.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; he introduced us to his sister.”
|
||
|
||
“And do you like her?”
|
||
|
||
“Very much.”
|
||
|
||
“I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year
|
||
or two. When I last saw her, she was not very promising. I am very glad
|
||
you liked her. I hope she will turn out well.”
|
||
|
||
“I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age.”
|
||
|
||
“Did you go by the village of Kympton?”
|
||
|
||
“I do not recollect that we did.”
|
||
|
||
“I mention it because it is the living which I ought to have had. A most
|
||
delightful place! Excellent parsonage-house! It would have suited me in
|
||
every respect.”
|
||
|
||
“How should you have liked making sermons?”
|
||
|
||
“Exceedingly well. I should have considered it as part of my duty, and
|
||
the exertion would soon have been nothing. One ought not to repine; but,
|
||
to be sure, it would have been such a thing for me! The quiet, the
|
||
retirement of such a life, would have answered all my ideas of
|
||
happiness! But it was not to be. Did you ever hear Darcy mention the
|
||
circumstance when you were in Kent?”
|
||
|
||
“I _have_ heard from authority, which I thought _as good_, that it was
|
||
left you conditionally only, and at the will of the present patron.”
|
||
|
||
“You have! Yes, there was something in _that_; I told you so from the
|
||
first, you may remember.”
|
||
|
||
“I _did_ hear, too, that there was a time when sermon-making was not so
|
||
palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you actually
|
||
declared your resolution of never taking orders, and that the business
|
||
had been compromised accordingly.”
|
||
|
||
“You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may remember
|
||
what I told you on that point, when first we talked of it.”
|
||
|
||
They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had walked fast
|
||
to get rid of him; and unwilling, for her sister’s sake, to provoke him,
|
||
she only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile,--
|
||
|
||
“Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. Do not let us
|
||
quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be always of one
|
||
mind.”
|
||
|
||
She held out her hand: he kissed it with affectionate gallantry, though
|
||
he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Darcy with him.”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Mr. Wickham was so perfectly satisfied with this conversation, that he
|
||
never again distressed himself, or provoked his dear sister Elizabeth,
|
||
by introducing the subject of it; and she was pleased to find that she
|
||
had said enough to keep him quiet.
|
||
|
||
The day of his and Lydia’s departure soon came; and Mrs. Bennet was
|
||
forced to submit to a separation, which, as her husband by no means
|
||
entered into her scheme of their all going to Newcastle, was likely to
|
||
continue at least a twelvemonth.
|
||
|
||
“Oh, my dear Lydia,” she cried, “when shall we meet again?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, Lord! I don’t know. Not these two or three years, perhaps.”
|
||
|
||
“Write to me very often, my dear.”
|
||
|
||
“As often as I can. But you know married women have never much time for
|
||
writing. My sisters may write to _me_. They will have nothing else to
|
||
do.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Wickham’s adieus were much more affectionate than his wife’s. He
|
||
smiled, looked handsome, and said many pretty things.
|
||
|
||
“He is as fine a fellow,” said Mr. Bennet, as soon as they were out of
|
||
the house, “as ever I saw. He simpers, and smirks, and makes love to us
|
||
all. I am prodigiously proud of him. I defy even Sir William Lucas
|
||
himself to produce a more valuable son-in-law.”
|
||
|
||
The loss of her daughter made Mrs. Bennet very dull for several days.
|
||
|
||
“I often think,” said she, “that there is nothing so bad as parting with
|
||
one’s friends. One seems so forlorn without them.”
|
||
|
||
“This is the consequence, you see, madam, of marrying a daughter,” said
|
||
Elizabeth. “It must make you better satisfied that your other four are
|
||
single.”
|
||
|
||
“It is no such thing. Lydia does not leave me because she is married;
|
||
but only because her husband’s regiment happens to be so far off. If
|
||
that had been nearer, she would not have gone so soon.”
|
||
|
||
But the spiritless condition which this event threw her into was shortly
|
||
relieved, and her mind opened again to the agitation of hope, by an
|
||
article of news which then began to be in circulation. The housekeeper
|
||
at Netherfield had received orders to prepare for the arrival of her
|
||
master, who was coming down in a day or two, to shoot there for several
|
||
weeks. Mrs. Bennet was quite in the fidgets. She looked at Jane, and
|
||
smiled, and shook her head, by turns.
|
||
|
||
“Well, well, and so Mr. Bingley is coming down, sister,” (for Mrs.
|
||
Philips first brought her the news). “Well, so much the better. Not that
|
||
I care about it, though. He is nothing to us, you know, and I am sure I
|
||
never want to see him again. But, however, he is very welcome to come to
|
||
Netherfield, if he likes it. And who knows what _may_ happen? But that
|
||
is nothing to us. You know, sister, we agreed long ago never to mention
|
||
a word about it. And so, it is quite certain he is coming?”
|
||
|
||
“You may depend on it,” replied the other, “for Mrs. Nichols was in
|
||
Meryton last night: I saw her passing by, and went out myself on purpose
|
||
to know the truth of it; and she told me that it was certainly true. He
|
||
comes down on Thursday, at the latest, very likely on Wednesday. She was
|
||
going to the butcher’s, she told me, on purpose to order in some meat on
|
||
Wednesday, and she has got three couple of ducks just fit to be killed.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bennet had not been able to hear of his coming without changing
|
||
colour. It was many months since she had mentioned his name to
|
||
Elizabeth; but now, as soon as they were alone together, she said,--
|
||
|
||
“I saw you look at me to-day, Lizzy, when my aunt told us of the present
|
||
report; and I know I appeared distressed; but don’t imagine it was from
|
||
any silly cause. I was only confused for the moment, because I felt that
|
||
I _should_ be looked at. I do assure you that the news does not affect
|
||
me either with pleasure or pain. I am glad of one thing, that he comes
|
||
alone; because we shall see the less of him. Not that I am afraid of
|
||
_myself_, but I dread other people’s remarks.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth did not know what to make of it. Had she not seen him in
|
||
Derbyshire, she might have supposed him capable of coming there with no
|
||
other view than what was acknowledged; but she still thought him partial
|
||
to Jane, and she wavered as to the greater probability of his coming
|
||
there _with_ his friend’s permission, or being bold enough to come
|
||
without it.
|
||
|
||
“Yet it is hard,” she sometimes thought, “that this poor man cannot come
|
||
to a house, which he has legally hired, without raising all this
|
||
speculation! I _will_ leave him to himself.”
|
||
|
||
In spite of what her sister declared, and really believed to be her
|
||
feelings, in the expectation of his arrival, Elizabeth could easily
|
||
perceive that her spirits were affected by it. They were more disturbed,
|
||
more unequal, than she had often seen them.
|
||
|
||
The subject which had been so warmly canvassed between their parents,
|
||
about a twelvemonth ago, was now brought forward again.
|
||
|
||
“As soon as ever Mr. Bingley comes, my dear,” said Mrs. Bennet, “you
|
||
will wait on him, of course.”
|
||
|
||
“No, no. You forced me into visiting him last year, and promised, if I
|
||
went to see him, he should marry one of my daughters. But it ended in
|
||
nothing, and I will not be sent on a fool’s errand again.”
|
||
|
||
His wife represented to him how absolutely necessary such an attention
|
||
would be from all the neighbouring gentlemen, on his returning to
|
||
Netherfield.
|
||
|
||
“’Tis an _etiquette_ I despise,” said he. “If he wants our society, let
|
||
him seek it. He knows where we live. I will not spend _my_ hours in
|
||
running after my neighbours every time they go away and come back
|
||
again.”
|
||
|
||
“Well, all I know is, that it will be abominably rude if you do not wait
|
||
on him. But, however, that shan’t prevent my asking him to dine here, I
|
||
am determined. We must have Mrs. Long and the Gouldings soon. That will
|
||
make thirteen with ourselves, so there will be just room at table for
|
||
him.”
|
||
|
||
Consoled by this resolution, she was the better able to bear her
|
||
husband’s incivility; though it was very mortifying to know that her
|
||
neighbours might all see Mr. Bingley, in consequence of it, before
|
||
_they_ did. As the day of his arrival drew near,--
|
||
|
||
“I begin to be sorry that he comes at all,” said Jane to her sister. “It
|
||
would be nothing; I could see him with perfect indifference; but I can
|
||
hardly bear to hear it thus perpetually talked of. My mother means well;
|
||
but she does not know, no one can know, how much I suffer from what she
|
||
says. Happy shall I be when his stay at Netherfield is over!”
|
||
|
||
“I wish I could say anything to comfort you,” replied Elizabeth; “but it
|
||
is wholly out of my power. You must feel it; and the usual satisfaction
|
||
of preaching patience to a sufferer is denied me, because you have
|
||
always so much.”
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bingley arrived. Mrs. Bennet, through the assistance of servants,
|
||
contrived to have the earliest tidings of it, that the period of anxiety
|
||
and fretfulness on her side be as long as it could. She counted the days
|
||
that must intervene before their invitation could be sent--hopeless of
|
||
seeing him before. But on the third morning after his arrival in
|
||
Hertfordshire, she saw him from her dressing-room window enter the
|
||
paddock, and ride towards the house.
|
||
|
||
Her daughters were eagerly called to partake of her joy. Jane resolutely
|
||
kept her place at the table; but Elizabeth, to satisfy her mother, went
|
||
to the window--she looked--she saw Mr. Darcy with him, and sat down
|
||
again by her sister.
|
||
|
||
“There is a gentleman with him, mamma,” said Kitty; “who can it be?”
|
||
|
||
“Some acquaintance or other, my dear, I suppose; I am sure I do not
|
||
know.”
|
||
|
||
“La!” replied Kitty, “it looks just like that man that used to be with
|
||
him before. Mr. what’s his name--that tall, proud man.”
|
||
|
||
“Good gracious! Mr. Darcy!--and so it does, I vow. Well, any friend of
|
||
Mr. Bingley’s will always be welcome here, to be sure; but else I must
|
||
say that I hate the very sight of him.”
|
||
|
||
Jane looked at Elizabeth with surprise and concern. She knew but little
|
||
of their meeting in Derbyshire, and therefore felt for the awkwardness
|
||
which must attend her sister, in seeing him almost for the first time
|
||
after receiving his explanatory letter. Both sisters were uncomfortable
|
||
enough. Each felt for the other, and of course for themselves; and their
|
||
mother talked on of her dislike of Mr. Darcy, and her resolution to be
|
||
civil to him only as Mr. Bingley’s friend, without being heard by either
|
||
of them. But Elizabeth had sources of uneasiness which could not yet be
|
||
suspected by Jane, to whom she had never yet had courage to show Mrs.
|
||
Gardiner’s letter, or to relate her own change of sentiment towards
|
||
him. To Jane, he could be only a man whose proposals she had refused,
|
||
and whose merits she had undervalued; but to her own more extensive
|
||
information, he was the person to whom the whole family were indebted
|
||
for the first of benefits, and whom she regarded herself with an
|
||
interest, if not quite so tender, at least as reasonable and just, as
|
||
what Jane felt for Bingley. Her astonishment at his coming--at his
|
||
coming to Netherfield, to Longbourn, and voluntarily seeking her again,
|
||
was almost equal to what she had known on first witnessing his altered
|
||
behaviour in Derbyshire.
|
||
|
||
The colour which had been driven from her face returned for half a
|
||
minute with an additional glow, and a smile of delight added lustre to
|
||
her eyes, as she thought for that space of time that his affection and
|
||
wishes must still be unshaken; but she would not be secure.
|
||
|
||
“Let me first see how he behaves,” said she; “it will then be early
|
||
enough for expectation.”
|
||
|
||
She sat intently at work, striving to be composed, and without daring to
|
||
lift up her eyes, till anxious curiosity carried them to the face of her
|
||
sister as the servant was approaching the door. Jane looked a little
|
||
paler than usual, but more sedate than Elizabeth had expected. On the
|
||
gentlemen’s appearing, her colour increased; yet she received them with
|
||
tolerable ease, and with a propriety of behaviour equally free from any
|
||
symptom of resentment, or any unnecessary complaisance.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth said as little to either as civility would allow, and sat down
|
||
again to her work, with an eagerness which it did not often command. She
|
||
had ventured only one glance at Darcy. He looked serious as usual; and,
|
||
she thought, more as he had been used to look in Hertfordshire, than as
|
||
she had seen him at Pemberley. But, perhaps, he could not in her
|
||
mother’s presence be what he was before her uncle and aunt. It was a
|
||
painful, but not an improbable, conjecture.
|
||
|
||
Bingley she had likewise seen for an instant, and in that short period
|
||
saw him looking both pleased and embarrassed. He was received by Mrs.
|
||
Bennet with a degree of civility which made her two daughters ashamed,
|
||
especially when contrasted with the cold and ceremonious politeness of
|
||
her courtesy and address of his friend.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth particularly, who knew that her mother owed to the latter the
|
||
preservation of her favourite daughter from irremediable infamy, was
|
||
hurt and distressed to a most painful degree by a distinction so ill
|
||
applied.
|
||
|
||
Darcy, after inquiring of her how Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner did--a question
|
||
which she could not answer without confusion--said scarcely anything. He
|
||
was not seated by her: perhaps that was the reason of his silence; but
|
||
it had not been so in Derbyshire. There he had talked to her friends
|
||
when he could not to herself. But now several minutes elapsed, without
|
||
bringing the sound of his voice; and when occasionally, unable to resist
|
||
the impulse of curiosity, she raised her eyes to his face, she as often
|
||
found him looking at Jane as at herself, and frequently on no object but
|
||
the ground. More thoughtfulness and less anxiety to please, than when
|
||
they last met, were plainly expressed. She was disappointed, and angry
|
||
with herself for being so.
|
||
|
||
“Could I expect it to be otherwise?” said she. “Yet why did he come?”
|
||
|
||
She was in no humour for conversation with anyone but himself; and to
|
||
him she had hardly courage to speak.
|
||
|
||
She inquired after his sister, but could do no more.
|
||
|
||
“It is a long time, Mr. Bingley, since you went away,” said Mrs. Bennet.
|
||
|
||
He readily agreed to it.
|
||
|
||
“I began to be afraid you would never come back again. People _did_ say,
|
||
you meant to quit the place entirely at Michaelmas; but, however, I hope
|
||
it is not true. A great many changes have happened in the neighbourhood
|
||
since you went away. Miss Lucas is married and settled: and one of my
|
||
own daughters. I suppose you have heard of it; indeed, you must have
|
||
seen it in the papers. It was in the ‘Times’ and the ‘Courier,’ I know;
|
||
though it was not put in as it ought to be. It was only said, ‘Lately,
|
||
George Wickham, Esq., to Miss Lydia Bennet,’ without there being a
|
||
syllable said of her father, or the place where she lived, or anything.
|
||
It was my brother Gardiner’s drawing up, too, and I wonder how he came
|
||
to make such an awkward business of it. Did you see it?”
|
||
|
||
Bingley replied that he did, and made his congratulations. Elizabeth
|
||
dared not lift up her eyes. How Mr. Darcy looked, therefore, she could
|
||
not tell.
|
||
|
||
“It is a delightful thing, to be sure, to have a daughter well married,”
|
||
continued her mother; “but at the same time, Mr. Bingley, it is very
|
||
hard to have her taken away from me. They are gone down to Newcastle, a
|
||
place quite northward it seems, and there they are to stay, I do not
|
||
know how long. His regiment is there; for I suppose you have heard of
|
||
his leaving the ----shire, and of his being gone into the Regulars.
|
||
Thank heaven! he has _some_ friends, though, perhaps, not so many as he
|
||
deserves.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, who knew this to be levelled at Mr. Darcy, was in such misery
|
||
of shame that she could hardly keep her seat. It drew from her, however,
|
||
the exertion of speaking, which nothing else had so effectually done
|
||
before; and she asked Bingley whether he meant to make any stay in the
|
||
country at present. A few weeks, he believed.
|
||
|
||
“When you have killed all your own birds, Mr. Bingley,” said her mother,
|
||
“I beg you will come here and shoot as many as you please on Mr.
|
||
Bennet’s manor. I am sure he will be vastly happy to oblige you, and
|
||
will save all the best of the coveys for you.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s misery increased at such unnecessary, such officious
|
||
attention! Were the same fair prospect to arise at present, as had
|
||
flattered them a year ago, everything, she was persuaded, would be
|
||
hastening to the same vexatious conclusion. At that instant she felt,
|
||
that years of happiness could not make Jane or herself amends for
|
||
moments of such painful confusion.
|
||
|
||
“The first wish of my heart,” said she to herself, “is never more to be
|
||
in company with either of them. Their society can afford no pleasure
|
||
that will atone for such wretchedness as this! Let me never see either
|
||
one or the other again!”
|
||
|
||
Yet the misery, for which years of happiness were to offer no
|
||
compensation, received soon afterwards material relief, from observing
|
||
how much the beauty of her sister rekindled the admiration of her former
|
||
lover. When first he came in, he had spoken to her but little, but every
|
||
five minutes seemed to be giving her more of his attention. He found her
|
||
as handsome as she had been last year; as good-natured, and as
|
||
unaffected, though not quite so chatty. Jane was anxious that no
|
||
difference should be perceived in her at all, and was really persuaded
|
||
that she talked as much as ever; but her mind was so busily engaged,
|
||
that she did not always know when she was silent.
|
||
|
||
When the gentlemen rose to go away, Mrs. Bennet was mindful of her
|
||
intended civility, and they were invited and engaged to dine at
|
||
Longbourn in a few days’ time.
|
||
|
||
“You are quite a visit in my debt, Mr. Bingley,” she added; “for when
|
||
you went to town last winter, you promised to take a family dinner with
|
||
us as soon as you returned. I have not forgot, you see; and I assure you
|
||
I was very much disappointed that you did not come back and keep your
|
||
engagement.”
|
||
|
||
Bingley looked a little silly at this reflection, and said something of
|
||
his concern at having been prevented by business. They then went away.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet had been strongly inclined to ask them to stay and dine
|
||
there that day; but, though she always kept a very good table, she did
|
||
not think anything less than two courses could be good enough for a man
|
||
on whom she had such anxious designs, or satisfy the appetite and pride
|
||
of one who had ten thousand a year.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Jane happened to look round”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LIV.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
As soon as they were gone, Elizabeth walked out to recover her spirits;
|
||
or, in other words, to dwell without interruption on those subjects
|
||
which must deaden them more. Mr. Darcy’s behaviour astonished and vexed
|
||
her.
|
||
|
||
“Why, if he came only to be silent, grave, and indifferent,” said she,
|
||
“did he come at all?”
|
||
|
||
She could settle it in no way that gave her pleasure.
|
||
|
||
“He could be still amiable, still pleasing to my uncle and aunt, when he
|
||
was in town; and why not to me? If he fears me, why come hither? If he
|
||
no longer cares for me, why silent? Teasing, teasing man! I will think
|
||
no more about him.”
|
||
|
||
Her resolution was for a short time involuntarily kept by the approach
|
||
of her sister, who joined her with a cheerful look which showed her
|
||
better satisfied with their visitors than Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“Now,” said she, “that this first meeting is over, I feel perfectly
|
||
easy. I know my own strength, and I shall never be embarrassed again by
|
||
his coming. I am glad he dines here on Tuesday. It will then be publicly
|
||
seen, that on both sides we meet only as common and indifferent
|
||
acquaintance.”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, very indifferent, indeed,” said Elizabeth, laughingly. “Oh, Jane!
|
||
take care.”
|
||
|
||
“My dear Lizzy, you cannot think me so weak as to be in danger now.”
|
||
|
||
“I think you are in very great danger of making him as much in love with
|
||
you as ever.”
|
||
|
||
They did not see the gentlemen again till Tuesday; and Mrs. Bennet, in
|
||
the meanwhile, was giving way to all the happy schemes which the
|
||
good-humour and common politeness of Bingley, in half an hour’s visit,
|
||
had revived.
|
||
|
||
On Tuesday there was a large party assembled at Longbourn; and the two
|
||
who were most anxiously expected, to the credit of their punctuality as
|
||
sportsmen, were in very good time. When they repaired to the
|
||
dining-room, Elizabeth eagerly watched to see whether Bingley would take
|
||
the place which, in all their former parties, had belonged to him, by
|
||
her sister. Her prudent mother, occupied by the same ideas, forbore to
|
||
invite him to sit by herself. On entering the room, he seemed to
|
||
hesitate; but Jane happened to look round, and happened to smile: it was
|
||
decided. He placed himself by her.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, with a triumphant sensation, looked towards his friend. He
|
||
bore it with noble indifference; and she would have imagined that
|
||
Bingley had received his sanction to be happy, had she not seen his eyes
|
||
likewise turned towards Mr. Darcy, with an expression of half-laughing
|
||
alarm.
|
||
|
||
His behaviour to her sister was such during dinnertime as showed an
|
||
admiration of her, which, though more guarded than formerly, persuaded
|
||
Elizabeth, that, if left wholly to himself, Jane’s happiness, and his
|
||
own, would be speedily secured. Though she dared not depend upon the
|
||
consequence, she yet received pleasure from observing his behaviour. It
|
||
gave her all the animation that her spirits could boast; for she was in
|
||
no cheerful humour. Mr. Darcy was almost as far from her as the table
|
||
could divide them. He was on one side of her mother. She knew how little
|
||
such a situation would give pleasure to either, or make either appear to
|
||
advantage. She was not near enough to hear any of their discourse; but
|
||
she could see how seldom they spoke to each other, and how formal and
|
||
cold was their manner whenever they did. Her mother’s ungraciousness
|
||
made the sense of what they owed him more painful to Elizabeth’s mind;
|
||
and she would, at times, have given anything to be privileged to tell
|
||
him, that his kindness was neither unknown nor unfelt by the whole of
|
||
the family.
|
||
|
||
She was in hopes that the evening would afford some opportunity of
|
||
bringing them together; that the whole of the visit would not pass away
|
||
without enabling them to enter into something more of conversation,
|
||
than the mere ceremonious salutation attending his entrance. Anxious and
|
||
uneasy, the period which passed in the drawing-room before the gentlemen
|
||
came, was wearisome and dull to a degree that almost made her uncivil.
|
||
She looked forward to their entrance as the point on which all her
|
||
chance of pleasure for the evening must depend.
|
||
|
||
“If he does not come to me, _then_,” said she, “I shall give him up for
|
||
ever.”
|
||
|
||
The gentlemen came; and she thought he looked as if he would have
|
||
answered her hopes; but, alas! the ladies had crowded round the table,
|
||
where Miss Bennet was making tea, and Elizabeth pouring out the coffee,
|
||
in so close a confederacy, that there was not a single vacancy near her
|
||
which would admit of a chair. And on the gentlemen’s approaching, one of
|
||
the girls moved closer to her than ever, and said, in a whisper,--
|
||
|
||
“The men shan’t come and part us, I am determined. We want none of them;
|
||
do we?”
|
||
|
||
Darcy had walked away to another part of the room. She followed him with
|
||
her eyes, envied everyone to whom he spoke, had scarcely patience enough
|
||
to help anybody to coffee, and then was enraged against herself for
|
||
being so silly!
|
||
|
||
“A man who has once been refused! How could I ever be foolish enough to
|
||
expect a renewal of his love? Is there one among the sex who would not
|
||
protest against such a weakness as a second proposal to the same woman?
|
||
There is no indignity so abhorrent to their feelings.”
|
||
|
||
She was a little revived, however, by his bringing back his coffee-cup
|
||
himself; and she seized the opportunity of saying,--
|
||
|
||
“Is your sister at Pemberley still?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; she will remain there till Christmas.”
|
||
|
||
“And quite alone? Have all her friends left her?”
|
||
|
||
“Mrs. Annesley is with her. The others have been gone on to Scarborough
|
||
these three weeks.”
|
||
|
||
She could think of nothing more to say; but if he wished to converse
|
||
with her, he might have better success. He stood by her, however, for
|
||
some minutes, in silence; and, at last, on the young lady’s whispering
|
||
to Elizabeth again, he walked away.
|
||
|
||
When the tea things were removed, and the card tables placed, the ladies
|
||
all rose; and Elizabeth was then hoping to be soon joined by him, when
|
||
all her views were overthrown, by seeing him fall a victim to her
|
||
mother’s rapacity for whist players, and in a few moments after seated
|
||
with the rest of the party. She now lost every expectation of pleasure.
|
||
They were confined for the evening at different tables; and she had
|
||
nothing to hope, but that his eyes were so often turned towards her side
|
||
of the room, as to make him play as unsuccessfully as herself.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet had designed to keep the two Netherfield gentlemen to
|
||
supper; but their carriage was, unluckily, ordered before any of the
|
||
others, and she had no opportunity of detaining them.
|
||
|
||
“Well, girls,” said she, as soon as they were left to themselves, “what
|
||
say you to the day? I think everything has passed off uncommonly well, I
|
||
assure you. The dinner was as well dressed as any I ever saw. The
|
||
venison was roasted to a turn--and everybody said, they never saw so fat
|
||
a haunch. The soup was fifty times better than what we had at the
|
||
Lucases’ last week; and even Mr. Darcy acknowledged that the partridges
|
||
were remarkably well done; and I suppose he has two or three French
|
||
cooks at least. And, my dear Jane, I never saw you look in greater
|
||
beauty. Mrs. Long said so too, for I asked her whether you did not. And
|
||
what do you think she said besides? ‘Ah! Mrs. Bennet, we shall have her
|
||
at Netherfield at last!’ She did, indeed. I do think Mrs. Long is as
|
||
good a creature as ever lived--and her nieces are very pretty behaved
|
||
girls, and not at all handsome: I like them prodigiously.”
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“M^{rs}. Long and her nieces.”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet, in short, was in very great spirits: she had seen enough of
|
||
Bingley’s behaviour to Jane to be convinced that she would get him at
|
||
last; and her expectations of advantage to her family, when in a happy
|
||
humour, were so far beyond reason, that she was quite disappointed at
|
||
not seeing him there again the next day, to make his proposals.
|
||
|
||
“It has been a very agreeable day,” said Miss Bennet to Elizabeth. “The
|
||
party seemed so well selected, so suitable one with the other. I hope we
|
||
may often meet again.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth smiled.
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy, you must not do so. You must not suspect me. It mortifies me. I
|
||
assure you that I have now learnt to enjoy his conversation as an
|
||
agreeable and sensible young man without having a wish beyond it. I am
|
||
perfectly satisfied, from what his manners now are, that he never had
|
||
any design of engaging my affection. It is only that he is blessed with
|
||
greater sweetness of address, and a stronger desire of generally
|
||
pleasing, than any other man.”
|
||
|
||
“You are very cruel,” said her sister, “you will not let me smile, and
|
||
are provoking me to it every moment.”
|
||
|
||
“How hard it is in some cases to be believed! And how impossible in
|
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others! But why should you wish to persuade me that I feel more than I
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acknowledge?”
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“That is a question which I hardly know how to answer. We all love to
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instruct, though we can teach only what is not worth knowing. Forgive
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me; and if you persist in indifference, do not make _me_ your
|
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confidante.”
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|
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|
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|
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[Illustration:
|
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“Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak to you.”
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]
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|
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CHAPTER LV.
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||
|
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|
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[Illustration]
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|
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A few days after this visit, Mr. Bingley called again, and alone. His
|
||
friend had left him that morning for London, but was to return home in
|
||
ten days’ time. He sat with them above an hour, and was in remarkably
|
||
good spirits. Mrs. Bennet invited him to dine with them; but, with many
|
||
expressions of concern, he confessed himself engaged elsewhere.
|
||
|
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“Next time you call,” said she, “I hope we shall be more lucky.”
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He should be particularly happy at any time, etc., etc.; and if she
|
||
would give him leave, would take an early opportunity of waiting on
|
||
them.
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||
|
||
“Can you come to-morrow?”
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|
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Yes, he had no engagement at all for to-morrow; and her invitation was
|
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accepted with alacrity.
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|
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He came, and in such very good time, that the ladies were none of them
|
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dressed. In ran Mrs. Bennet to her daughters’ room, in her
|
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dressing-gown, and with her hair half finished, crying out,--
|
||
|
||
“My dear Jane, make haste and hurry down. He is come--Mr. Bingley is
|
||
come. He is, indeed. Make haste, make haste. Here, Sarah, come to Miss
|
||
Bennet this moment, and help her on with her gown. Never mind Miss
|
||
Lizzy’s hair.”
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||
|
||
“We will be down as soon as we can,” said Jane; “but I dare say Kitty is
|
||
forwarder than either of us, for she went upstairs half an hour ago.”
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||
|
||
“Oh! hang Kitty! what has she to do with it? Come, be quick, be quick!
|
||
where is your sash, my dear?”
|
||
|
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But when her mother was gone, Jane would not be prevailed on to go down
|
||
without one of her sisters.
|
||
|
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The same anxiety to get them by themselves was visible again in the
|
||
evening. After tea, Mr. Bennet retired to the library, as was his
|
||
custom, and Mary went upstairs to her instrument. Two obstacles of the
|
||
five being thus removed, Mrs. Bennet sat looking and winking at
|
||
Elizabeth and Catherine for a considerable time, without making any
|
||
impression on them. Elizabeth would not observe her; and when at last
|
||
Kitty did, she very innocently said, “What is the matter, mamma? What do
|
||
you keep winking at me for? What am I to do?”
|
||
|
||
“Nothing, child, nothing. I did not wink at you.” She then sat still
|
||
five minutes longer; but unable to waste such a precious occasion, she
|
||
suddenly got up, and saying to Kitty,--
|
||
|
||
“Come here, my love, I want to speak to you,” took her out of the room.
|
||
Jane instantly gave a look at Elizabeth which spoke her distress at such
|
||
premeditation, and her entreaty that _she_ would not give in to it. In a
|
||
few minutes, Mrs. Bennet half opened the door and called out,--
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy, my dear, I want to speak with you.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was forced to go.
|
||
|
||
“We may as well leave them by themselves, you know,” said her mother as
|
||
soon as she was in the hall. “Kitty and I are going upstairs to sit in
|
||
my dressing-room.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth made no attempt to reason with her mother, but remained
|
||
quietly in the hall till she and Kitty were out of sight, then returned
|
||
into the drawing-room.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet’s schemes for this day were ineffectual. Bingley was
|
||
everything that was charming, except the professed lover of her
|
||
daughter. His ease and cheerfulness rendered him a most agreeable
|
||
addition to their evening party; and he bore with the ill-judged
|
||
officiousness of the mother, and heard all her silly remarks with a
|
||
forbearance and command of countenance particularly grateful to the
|
||
daughter.
|
||
|
||
He scarcely needed an invitation to stay supper; and before he went away
|
||
an engagement was formed, chiefly through his own and Mrs. Bennet’s
|
||
means, for his coming next morning to shoot with her husband.
|
||
|
||
After this day, Jane said no more of her indifference. Not a word passed
|
||
between the sisters concerning Bingley; but Elizabeth went to bed in the
|
||
happy belief that all must speedily be concluded, unless Mr. Darcy
|
||
returned within the stated time. Seriously, however, she felt tolerably
|
||
persuaded that all this must have taken place with that gentleman’s
|
||
concurrence.
|
||
|
||
Bingley was punctual to his appointment; and he and Mr. Bennet spent the
|
||
morning together, as had been agreed on. The latter was much more
|
||
agreeable than his companion expected. There was nothing of presumption
|
||
or folly in Bingley that could provoke his ridicule, or disgust him into
|
||
silence; and he was more communicative, and less eccentric, than the
|
||
other had ever seen him. Bingley of course returned with him to dinner;
|
||
and in the evening Mrs. Bennet’s invention was again at work to get
|
||
everybody away from him and her daughter. Elizabeth, who had a letter to
|
||
write, went into the breakfast-room for that purpose soon after tea; for
|
||
as the others were all going to sit down to cards, she could not be
|
||
wanted to counteract her mother’s schemes.
|
||
|
||
But on her returning to the drawing-room, when her letter was finished,
|
||
she saw, to her infinite surprise, there was reason to fear that her
|
||
mother had been too ingenious for her. On opening the door, she
|
||
perceived her sister and Bingley standing together over the hearth, as
|
||
if engaged in earnest conversation; and had this led to no suspicion,
|
||
the faces of both, as they hastily turned round and moved away from each
|
||
other, would have told it all. _Their_ situation was awkward enough; but
|
||
_hers_ she thought was still worse. Not a syllable was uttered by
|
||
either; and Elizabeth was on the point of going away again, when
|
||
Bingley, who as well as the other had sat down, suddenly rose, and,
|
||
whispering a few words to her sister, ran out of the room.
|
||
|
||
Jane could have no reserves from Elizabeth, where confidence would give
|
||
pleasure; and, instantly embracing her, acknowledged, with the liveliest
|
||
emotion, that she was the happiest creature in the world.
|
||
|
||
“’Tis too much!” she added, “by far too much. I do not deserve it. Oh,
|
||
why is not everybody as happy?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s congratulations were given with a sincerity, a warmth, a
|
||
delight, which words could but poorly express. Every sentence of
|
||
kindness was a fresh source of happiness to Jane. But she would not
|
||
allow herself to stay with her sister, or say half that remained to be
|
||
said, for the present.
|
||
|
||
“I must go instantly to my mother,” she cried. “I would not on any
|
||
account trifle with her affectionate solicitude, or allow her to hear it
|
||
from anyone but myself. He is gone to my father already. Oh, Lizzy, to
|
||
know that what I have to relate will give such pleasure to all my dear
|
||
family! how shall I bear so much happiness?”
|
||
|
||
She then hastened away to her mother, who had purposely broken up the
|
||
card-party, and was sitting upstairs with Kitty.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, who was left by herself, now smiled at the rapidity and ease
|
||
with which an affair was finally settled, that had given them so many
|
||
previous months of suspense and vexation.
|
||
|
||
“And this,” said she, “is the end of all his friend’s anxious
|
||
circumspection! of all his sister’s falsehood and contrivance! the
|
||
happiest, wisest, and most reasonable end!”
|
||
|
||
In a few minutes she was joined by Bingley, whose conference with her
|
||
father had been short and to the purpose.
|
||
|
||
“Where is your sister?” said he hastily, as he opened the door.
|
||
|
||
“With my mother upstairs. She will be down in a moment, I dare say.”
|
||
|
||
He then shut the door, and, coming up to her, claimed the good wishes
|
||
and affection of a sister. Elizabeth honestly and heartily expressed her
|
||
delight in the prospect of their relationship. They shook hands with
|
||
great cordiality; and then, till her sister came down, she had to listen
|
||
to all he had to say of his own happiness, and of Jane’s perfections;
|
||
and in spite of his being a lover, Elizabeth really believed all his
|
||
expectations of felicity to be rationally founded, because they had for
|
||
basis the excellent understanding and super-excellent disposition of
|
||
Jane, and a general similarity of feeling and taste between her and
|
||
himself.
|
||
|
||
It was an evening of no common delight to them all; the satisfaction of
|
||
Miss Bennet’s mind gave such a glow of sweet animation to her face, as
|
||
made her look handsomer than ever. Kitty simpered and smiled, and hoped
|
||
her turn was coming soon. Mrs. Bennet could not give her consent, or
|
||
speak her approbation in terms warm enough to satisfy her feelings,
|
||
though she talked to Bingley of nothing else, for half an hour; and when
|
||
Mr. Bennet joined them at supper, his voice and manner plainly showed
|
||
how really happy he was.
|
||
|
||
Not a word, however, passed his lips in allusion to it, till their
|
||
visitor took his leave for the night; but as soon as he was gone, he
|
||
turned to his daughter and said,--
|
||
|
||
“Jane, I congratulate you. You will be a very happy woman.”
|
||
|
||
Jane went to him instantly, kissed him, and thanked him for his
|
||
goodness.
|
||
|
||
“You are a good girl,” he replied, “and I have great pleasure in
|
||
thinking you will be so happily settled. I have not a doubt of your
|
||
doing very well together. Your tempers are by no means unlike. You are
|
||
each of you so complying, that nothing will ever be resolved on; so
|
||
easy, that every servant will cheat you; and so generous, that you will
|
||
always exceed your income.”
|
||
|
||
“I hope not so. Imprudence or thoughtlessness in money matters would be
|
||
unpardonable in _me_.”
|
||
|
||
“Exceed their income! My dear Mr. Bennet,” cried his wife, “what are you
|
||
talking of? Why, he has four or five thousand a year, and very likely
|
||
more.” Then addressing her daughter, “Oh, my dear, dear Jane, I am so
|
||
happy! I am sure I shan’t get a wink of sleep all night. I knew how it
|
||
would be. I always said it must be so, at last. I was sure you could not
|
||
be so beautiful for nothing! I remember, as soon as ever I saw him, when
|
||
he first came into Hertfordshire last year, I thought how likely it was
|
||
that you should come together. Oh, he is the handsomest young man that
|
||
ever was seen!”
|
||
|
||
Wickham, Lydia, were all forgotten. Jane was beyond competition her
|
||
favourite child. At that moment she cared for no other. Her younger
|
||
sisters soon began to make interest with her for objects of happiness
|
||
which she might in future be able to dispense.
|
||
|
||
Mary petitioned for the use of the library at Netherfield; and Kitty
|
||
begged very hard for a few balls there every winter.
|
||
|
||
Bingley, from this time, was of course a daily visitor at Longbourn;
|
||
coming frequently before breakfast, and always remaining till after
|
||
supper; unless when some barbarous neighbour, who could not be enough
|
||
detested, had given him an invitation to dinner, which he thought
|
||
himself obliged to accept.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth had now but little time for conversation with her sister; for
|
||
while he was present Jane had no attention to bestow on anyone else: but
|
||
she found herself considerably useful to both of them, in those hours of
|
||
separation that must sometimes occur. In the absence of Jane, he always
|
||
attached himself to Elizabeth for the pleasure of talking of her; and
|
||
when Bingley was gone, Jane constantly sought the same means of relief.
|
||
|
||
“He has made me so happy,” said she, one evening, “by telling me that he
|
||
was totally ignorant of my being in town last spring! I had not believed
|
||
it possible.”
|
||
|
||
“I suspected as much,” replied Elizabeth. “But how did he account for
|
||
it?”
|
||
|
||
“It must have been his sisters’ doing. They were certainly no friends to
|
||
his acquaintance with me, which I cannot wonder at, since he might have
|
||
chosen so much more advantageously in many respects. But when they see,
|
||
as I trust they will, that their brother is happy with me, they will
|
||
learn to be contented, and we shall be on good terms again: though we
|
||
can never be what we once were to each other.”
|
||
|
||
“That is the most unforgiving speech,” said Elizabeth, “that I ever
|
||
heard you utter. Good girl! It would vex me, indeed, to see you again
|
||
the dupe of Miss Bingley’s pretended regard.”
|
||
|
||
“Would you believe it, Lizzy, that when he went to town last November he
|
||
really loved me, and nothing but a persuasion of _my_ being indifferent
|
||
would have prevented his coming down again?”
|
||
|
||
“He made a little mistake, to be sure; but it is to the credit of his
|
||
modesty.”
|
||
|
||
This naturally introduced a panegyric from Jane on his diffidence, and
|
||
the little value he put on his own good qualities.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was pleased to find that he had not betrayed the interference
|
||
of his friend; for, though Jane had the most generous and forgiving
|
||
heart in the world, she knew it was a circumstance which must prejudice
|
||
her against him.
|
||
|
||
“I am certainly the most fortunate creature that ever existed!” cried
|
||
Jane. “Oh, Lizzy, why am I thus singled from my family, and blessed
|
||
above them all? If I could but see you as happy! If there were but such
|
||
another man for you!”
|
||
|
||
“If you were to give me forty such men I never could be so happy as you.
|
||
Till I have your disposition, your goodness, I never can have your
|
||
happiness. No, no, let me shift for myself; and, perhaps, if I have very
|
||
good luck, I may meet with another Mr. Collins in time.”
|
||
|
||
The situation of affairs in the Longbourn family could not be long a
|
||
secret. Mrs. Bennet was privileged to whisper it to Mrs. Philips, and
|
||
she ventured, without any permission, to do the same by all her
|
||
neighbours in Meryton.
|
||
|
||
The Bennets were speedily pronounced to be the luckiest family in the
|
||
world; though only a few weeks before, when Lydia had first run away,
|
||
they had been generally proved to be marked out for misfortune.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LVI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
One morning, about a week after Bingley’s engagement with Jane had been
|
||
formed, as he and the females of the family were sitting together in the
|
||
dining-room, their attention was suddenly drawn to the window by the
|
||
sound of a carriage; and they perceived a chaise and four driving up the
|
||
lawn. It was too early in the morning for visitors; and besides, the
|
||
equipage did not answer to that of any of their neighbours. The horses
|
||
were post; and neither the carriage, nor the livery of the servant who
|
||
preceded it, were familiar to them. As it was certain, however, that
|
||
somebody was coming, Bingley instantly prevailed on Miss Bennet to avoid
|
||
the confinement of such an intrusion, and walk away with him into the
|
||
shrubbery. They both set off; and the conjectures of the remaining three
|
||
continued, though with little satisfaction, till the door was thrown
|
||
open, and their visitor entered. It was Lady Catherine de Bourgh.
|
||
|
||
They were of course all intending to be surprised: but their
|
||
astonishment was beyond their expectation; and on the part of Mrs.
|
||
Bennet and Kitty, though she was perfectly unknown to them, even
|
||
inferior to what Elizabeth felt.
|
||
|
||
She entered the room with an air more than usually ungracious, made no
|
||
other reply to Elizabeth’s salutation than a slight inclination of the
|
||
head, and sat down without saying a word. Elizabeth had mentioned her
|
||
name to her mother on her Ladyship’s entrance, though no request of
|
||
introduction had been made.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet, all amazement, though flattered by having a guest of such
|
||
high importance, received her with the utmost politeness. After sitting
|
||
for a moment in silence, she said, very stiffly, to Elizabeth,--
|
||
|
||
“I hope you are well, Miss Bennet. That lady, I suppose, is your
|
||
mother?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth replied very concisely that she was.
|
||
|
||
“And _that_, I suppose, is one of your sisters?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, madam,” said Mrs. Bennet, delighted to speak to a Lady Catherine.
|
||
“She is my youngest girl but one. My youngest of all is lately married,
|
||
and my eldest is somewhere about the ground, walking with a young man,
|
||
who, I believe, will soon become a part of the family.”
|
||
|
||
“You have a very small park here,” returned Lady Catherine, after a
|
||
short silence.
|
||
|
||
“It is nothing in comparison of Rosings, my Lady, I dare say; but, I
|
||
assure you, it is much larger than Sir William Lucas’s.”
|
||
|
||
“This must be a most inconvenient sitting-room for the evening in
|
||
summer: the windows are full west.”
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet assured her that they never sat there after dinner; and then
|
||
added,--
|
||
|
||
“May I take the liberty of asking your Ladyship whether you left Mr. and
|
||
Mrs. Collins well?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, very well. I saw them the night before last.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth now expected that she would produce a letter for her from
|
||
Charlotte, as it seemed the only probable motive for her calling. But no
|
||
letter appeared, and she was completely puzzled.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Bennet, with great civility, begged her Ladyship to take some
|
||
refreshment: but Lady Catherine very resolutely, and not very politely,
|
||
declined eating anything; and then, rising up, said to Elizabeth,--
|
||
|
||
“Miss Bennet, there seemed to be a prettyish kind of a little wilderness
|
||
on one side of your lawn. I should be glad to take a turn in it, if you
|
||
will favour me with your company.”
|
||
|
||
“Go, my dear,” cried her mother, “and show her Ladyship about the
|
||
different walks. I think she will be pleased with the hermitage.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth obeyed; and, running into her own room for her parasol,
|
||
attended her noble guest downstairs. As they passed through the hall,
|
||
Lady Catherine opened the doors into the dining-parlour and
|
||
drawing-room, and pronouncing them, after a short survey, to be
|
||
decent-looking rooms, walked on.
|
||
|
||
Her carriage remained at the door, and Elizabeth saw that her
|
||
waiting-woman was in it. They proceeded in silence along the gravel walk
|
||
that led to the copse; Elizabeth was determined to make no effort for
|
||
conversation with a woman who was now more than usually insolent and
|
||
disagreeable.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“After a short survey”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
“How could I ever think her like her nephew?” said she, as she looked in
|
||
her face.
|
||
|
||
As soon as they entered the copse, Lady Catherine began in the following
|
||
manner:--
|
||
|
||
“You can be at no loss, Miss Bennet, to understand the reason of my
|
||
journey hither. Your own heart, your own conscience, must tell you why I
|
||
come.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth looked with unaffected astonishment.
|
||
|
||
“Indeed, you are mistaken, madam; I have not been at all able to account
|
||
for the honour of seeing you here.”
|
||
|
||
“Miss Bennet,” replied her Ladyship, in an angry tone, “you ought to
|
||
know that I am not to be trifled with. But however insincere _you_ may
|
||
choose to be, you shall not find _me_ so. My character has ever been
|
||
celebrated for its sincerity and frankness; and in a cause of such
|
||
moment as this, I shall certainly not depart from it. A report of a most
|
||
alarming nature reached me two days ago. I was told, that not only your
|
||
sister was on the point of being most advantageously married, but that
|
||
_you_--that Miss Elizabeth Bennet would, in all likelihood, be soon
|
||
afterwards united to my nephew--my own nephew, Mr. Darcy. Though I
|
||
_know_ it must be a scandalous falsehood, though I would not injure him
|
||
so much as to suppose the truth of it possible, I instantly resolved on
|
||
setting off for this place, that I might make my sentiments known to
|
||
you.”
|
||
|
||
“If you believed it impossible to be true,” said Elizabeth, colouring
|
||
with astonishment and disdain, “I wonder you took the trouble of coming
|
||
so far. What could your Ladyship propose by it?”
|
||
|
||
“At once to insist upon having such a report universally contradicted.”
|
||
|
||
“Your coming to Longbourn, to see me and my family,” said Elizabeth
|
||
coolly, “will be rather a confirmation of it--if, indeed, such a report
|
||
is in existence.”
|
||
|
||
“If! do you then pretend to be ignorant of it? Has it not been
|
||
industriously circulated by yourselves? Do you not know that such a
|
||
report is spread abroad?”
|
||
|
||
“I never heard that it was.”
|
||
|
||
“And can you likewise declare, that there is no _foundation_ for it?”
|
||
|
||
“I do not pretend to possess equal frankness with your Ladyship. _You_
|
||
may ask questions which _I_ shall not choose to answer.”
|
||
|
||
“This is not to be borne. Miss Bennet, I insist on being satisfied. Has
|
||
he, has my nephew, made you an offer of marriage?”
|
||
|
||
“Your Ladyship has declared it to be impossible.”
|
||
|
||
“It ought to be so; it must be so, while he retains the use of his
|
||
reason. But _your_ arts and allurements may, in a moment of infatuation,
|
||
have made him forget what he owes to himself and to all his family. You
|
||
may have drawn him in.”
|
||
|
||
“If I have, I shall be the last person to confess it.”
|
||
|
||
“Miss Bennet, do you know who I am? I have not been accustomed to such
|
||
language as this. I am almost the nearest relation he has in the world,
|
||
and am entitled to know all his dearest concerns.”
|
||
|
||
“But you are not entitled to know _mine_; nor will such behaviour as
|
||
this ever induce me to be explicit.”
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||
|
||
“Let me be rightly understood. This match, to which you have the
|
||
presumption to aspire, can never take place. No, never. Mr. Darcy is
|
||
engaged to _my daughter_. Now, what have you to say?”
|
||
|
||
“Only this,--that if he is so, you can have no reason to suppose he will
|
||
make an offer to me.”
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine hesitated for a moment, and then replied,--
|
||
|
||
“The engagement between them is of a peculiar kind. From their infancy,
|
||
they have been intended for each other. It was the favourite wish of
|
||
_his_ mother, as well as of hers. While in their cradles we planned the
|
||
union; and now, at the moment when the wishes of both sisters would be
|
||
accomplished, is their marriage to be prevented by a young woman of
|
||
inferior birth, of no importance in the world, and wholly unallied to
|
||
the family? Do you pay no regard to the wishes of his friends--to his
|
||
tacit engagement with Miss de Bourgh? Are you lost to every feeling of
|
||
propriety and delicacy? Have you not heard me say, that from his
|
||
earliest hours he was destined for his cousin?”
|
||
|
||
“Yes; and I had heard it before. But what is that to me? If there is no
|
||
other objection to my marrying your nephew, I shall certainly not be
|
||
kept from it by knowing that his mother and aunt wished him to marry
|
||
Miss de Bourgh. You both did as much as you could in planning the
|
||
marriage. Its completion depended on others. If Mr. Darcy is neither by
|
||
honour nor inclination confined to his cousin, why is not he to make
|
||
another choice? And if I am that choice, why may not I accept him?”
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||
|
||
“Because honour, decorum, prudence--nay, interest--forbid it. Yes, Miss
|
||
Bennet, interest; for do not expect to be noticed by his family or
|
||
friends, if you wilfully act against the inclinations of all. You will
|
||
be censured, slighted, and despised, by everyone connected with him.
|
||
Your alliance will be a disgrace; your name will never even be mentioned
|
||
by any of us.”
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||
|
||
“These are heavy misfortunes,” replied Elizabeth. “But the wife of Mr.
|
||
Darcy must have such extraordinary sources of happiness necessarily
|
||
attached to her situation, that she could, upon the whole, have no cause
|
||
to repine.”
|
||
|
||
“Obstinate, headstrong girl! I am ashamed of you! Is this your gratitude
|
||
for my attentions to you last spring? Is nothing due to me on that
|
||
score? Let us sit down. You are to understand, Miss Bennet, that I came
|
||
here with the determined resolution of carrying my purpose; nor will I
|
||
be dissuaded from it. I have not been used to submit to any person’s
|
||
whims. I have not been in the habit of brooking disappointment.”
|
||
|
||
“_That_ will make your Ladyship’s situation at present more pitiable;
|
||
but it will have no effect on _me_.”
|
||
|
||
“I will not be interrupted! Hear me in silence. My daughter and my
|
||
nephew are formed for each other. They are descended, on the maternal
|
||
side, from the same noble line; and, on the father’s, from respectable,
|
||
honourable, and ancient, though untitled, families. Their fortune on
|
||
both sides is splendid. They are destined for each other by the voice of
|
||
every member of their respective houses; and what is to divide
|
||
them?--the upstart pretensions of a young woman without family,
|
||
connections, or fortune! Is this to be endured? But it must not, shall
|
||
not be! If you were sensible of your own good, you would not wish to
|
||
quit the sphere in which you have been brought up.”
|
||
|
||
“In marrying your nephew, I should not consider myself as quitting that
|
||
sphere. He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman’s daughter; so far we are
|
||
equal.”
|
||
|
||
“True. You _are_ a gentleman’s daughter. But what was your mother? Who
|
||
are your uncles and aunts? Do not imagine me ignorant of their
|
||
condition.”
|
||
|
||
“Whatever my connections may be,” said Elizabeth, “if your nephew does
|
||
not object to them, they can be nothing to _you_.”
|
||
|
||
“Tell me, once for all, are you engaged to him?”
|
||
|
||
Though Elizabeth would not, for the mere purpose of obliging Lady
|
||
Catherine, have answered this question, she could not but say, after a
|
||
moment’s deliberation,--
|
||
|
||
“I am not.”
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine seemed pleased.
|
||
|
||
“And will you promise me never to enter into such an engagement?”
|
||
|
||
“I will make no promise of the kind.”
|
||
|
||
“Miss Bennet, I am shocked and astonished. I expected to find a more
|
||
reasonable young woman. But do not deceive yourself into a belief that I
|
||
will ever recede. I shall not go away till you have given me the
|
||
assurance I require.”
|
||
|
||
“And I certainly _never_ shall give it. I am not to be intimidated into
|
||
anything so wholly unreasonable. Your Ladyship wants Mr. Darcy to marry
|
||
your daughter; but would my giving you the wished-for promise make
|
||
_their_ marriage at all more probable? Supposing him to be attached to
|
||
me, would _my_ refusing to accept his hand make him wish to bestow it on
|
||
his cousin? Allow me to say, Lady Catherine, that the arguments with
|
||
which you have supported this extraordinary application have been as
|
||
frivolous as the application was ill-judged. You have widely mistaken my
|
||
character, if you think I can be worked on by such persuasions as these.
|
||
How far your nephew might approve of your interference in _his_ affairs,
|
||
I cannot tell; but you have certainly no right to concern yourself in
|
||
mine. I must beg, therefore, to be importuned no further on the
|
||
subject.”
|
||
|
||
“Not so hasty, if you please. I have by no means done. To all the
|
||
objections I have already urged I have still another to add. I am no
|
||
stranger to the particulars of your youngest sister’s infamous
|
||
elopement. I know it all; that the young man’s marrying her was a
|
||
patched-up business, at the expense of your father and uncle. And is
|
||
_such_ a girl to be my nephew’s sister? Is _her_ husband, who is the son
|
||
of his late father’s steward, to be his brother? Heaven and earth!--of
|
||
what are you thinking? Are the shades of Pemberley to be thus polluted?”
|
||
|
||
“You can _now_ have nothing further to say,” she resentfully answered.
|
||
“You have insulted me, in every possible method. I must beg to return to
|
||
the house.”
|
||
|
||
And she rose as she spoke. Lady Catherine rose also, and they turned
|
||
back. Her Ladyship was highly incensed.
|
||
|
||
“You have no regard, then, for the honour and credit of my nephew!
|
||
Unfeeling, selfish girl! Do you not consider that a connection with you
|
||
must disgrace him in the eyes of everybody?”
|
||
|
||
“Lady Catherine, I have nothing further to say. You know my sentiments.”
|
||
|
||
“You are then resolved to have him?”
|
||
|
||
“I have said no such thing. I am only resolved to act in that manner,
|
||
which will, in my own opinion, constitute my happiness, without
|
||
reference to _you_, or to any person so wholly unconnected with me.”
|
||
|
||
“It is well. You refuse, then, to oblige me. You refuse to obey the
|
||
claims of duty, honour, and gratitude. You are determined to ruin him in
|
||
the opinion of all his friends, and make him the contempt of the world.”
|
||
|
||
“Neither duty, nor honour, nor gratitude,” replied Elizabeth, “has any
|
||
possible claim on me, in the present instance. No principle of either
|
||
would be violated by my marriage with Mr. Darcy. And with regard to the
|
||
resentment of his family, or the indignation of the world, if the former
|
||
_were_ excited by his marrying me, it would not give me one moment’s
|
||
concern--and the world in general would have too much sense to join in
|
||
the scorn.”
|
||
|
||
“And this is your real opinion! This is your final resolve! Very well. I
|
||
shall now know how to act. Do not imagine, Miss Bennet, that your
|
||
ambition will ever be gratified. I came to try you. I hoped to find you
|
||
reasonable; but depend upon it I will carry my point.”
|
||
|
||
In this manner Lady Catherine talked on till they were at the door of
|
||
the carriage, when, turning hastily round, she added,--
|
||
|
||
“I take no leave of you, Miss Bennet. I send no compliments to your
|
||
mother. You deserve no such attention. I am most seriously displeased.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth made no answer; and without attempting to persuade her
|
||
Ladyship to return into the house, walked quietly into it herself. She
|
||
heard the carriage drive away as she proceeded upstairs. Her mother
|
||
impatiently met her at the door of her dressing-room, to ask why Lady
|
||
Catherine would not come in again and rest herself.
|
||
|
||
“She did not choose it,” said her daughter; “she would go.”
|
||
|
||
“She is a very fine-looking woman! and her calling here was prodigiously
|
||
civil! for she only came, I suppose, to tell us the Collinses were well.
|
||
She is on her road somewhere, I dare say; and so, passing through
|
||
Meryton, thought she might as well call on you. I suppose she had
|
||
nothing particular to say to you, Lizzy?”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was forced to give in to a little falsehood here; for to
|
||
acknowledge the substance of their conversation was impossible.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“But now it comes out”
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LVII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
The discomposure of spirits which this extraordinary visit threw
|
||
Elizabeth into could not be easily overcome; nor could she for many
|
||
hours learn to think of it less than incessantly. Lady Catherine, it
|
||
appeared, had actually taken the trouble of this journey from Rosings
|
||
for the sole purpose of breaking off her supposed engagement with Mr.
|
||
Darcy. It was a rational scheme, to be sure! but from what the report of
|
||
their engagement could originate, Elizabeth was at a loss to imagine;
|
||
till she recollected that _his_ being the intimate friend of Bingley,
|
||
and _her_ being the sister of Jane, was enough, at a time when the
|
||
expectation of one wedding made everybody eager for another, to supply
|
||
the idea. She had not herself forgotten to feel that the marriage of her
|
||
sister must bring them more frequently together. And her neighbours at
|
||
Lucas Lodge, therefore, (for through their communication with the
|
||
Collinses, the report, she concluded, had reached Lady Catherine,) had
|
||
only set _that_ down as almost certain and immediate which _she_ had
|
||
looked forward to as possible at some future time.
|
||
|
||
In revolving Lady Catherine’s expressions, however, she could not help
|
||
feeling some uneasiness as to the possible consequence of her persisting
|
||
in this interference. From what she had said of her resolution to
|
||
prevent the marriage, it occurred to Elizabeth that she must meditate an
|
||
application to her nephew; and how he might take a similar
|
||
representation of the evils attached to a connection with her she dared
|
||
not pronounce. She knew not the exact degree of his affection for his
|
||
aunt, or his dependence on her judgment, but it was natural to suppose
|
||
that he thought much higher of her Ladyship than _she_ could do; and it
|
||
was certain, that in enumerating the miseries of a marriage with _one_
|
||
whose immediate connections were so unequal to his own, his aunt would
|
||
address him on his weakest side. With his notions of dignity, he would
|
||
probably feel that the arguments, which to Elizabeth had appeared weak
|
||
and ridiculous, contained much good sense and solid reasoning.
|
||
|
||
If he had been wavering before, as to what he should do, which had often
|
||
seemed likely, the advice and entreaty of so near a relation might
|
||
settle every doubt, and determine him at once to be as happy as dignity
|
||
unblemished could make him. In that case he would return no more. Lady
|
||
Catherine might see him in her way through town; and his engagement to
|
||
Bingley of coming again to Netherfield must give way.
|
||
|
||
“If, therefore, an excuse for not keeping his promise should come to his
|
||
friend within a few days,” she added, “I shall know how to understand
|
||
it. I shall then give over every expectation, every wish of his
|
||
constancy. If he is satisfied with only regretting me, when he might
|
||
have obtained my affections and hand, I shall soon cease to regret him
|
||
at all.”
|
||
|
||
The surprise of the rest of the family, on hearing who their visitor had
|
||
been, was very great: but they obligingly satisfied it with the same
|
||
kind of supposition which had appeased Mrs. Bennet’s curiosity; and
|
||
Elizabeth was spared from much teasing on the subject.
|
||
|
||
The next morning, as she was going down stairs, she was met by her
|
||
father, who came out of his library with a letter in his hand.
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy,” said he, “I was going to look for you: come into my room.”
|
||
|
||
She followed him thither; and her curiosity to know what he had to tell
|
||
her was heightened by the supposition of its being in some manner
|
||
connected with the letter he held. It suddenly struck her that it might
|
||
be from Lady Catherine, and she anticipated with dismay all the
|
||
consequent explanations.
|
||
|
||
She followed her father to the fireplace, and they both sat down. He
|
||
then said,--
|
||
|
||
“I have received a letter this morning that has astonished me
|
||
exceedingly. As it principally concerns yourself, you ought to know its
|
||
contents. I did not know before that I had _two_ daughters on the brink
|
||
of matrimony. Let me congratulate you on a very important conquest.”
|
||
|
||
The colour now rushed into Elizabeth’s cheeks in the instantaneous
|
||
conviction of its being a letter from the nephew, instead of the aunt;
|
||
and she was undetermined whether most to be pleased that he explained
|
||
himself at all, or offended that his letter was not rather addressed to
|
||
herself, when her father continued,--
|
||
|
||
“You look conscious. Young ladies have great penetration in such matters
|
||
as these; but I think I may defy even _your_ sagacity to discover the
|
||
name of your admirer. This letter is from Mr. Collins.”
|
||
|
||
“From Mr. Collins! and what can _he_ have to say?”
|
||
|
||
“Something very much to the purpose, of course. He begins with
|
||
congratulations on the approaching nuptials of my eldest daughter, of
|
||
which, it seems, he has been told by some of the good-natured, gossiping
|
||
Lucases. I shall not sport with your impatience by reading what he says
|
||
on that point. What relates to yourself is as follows:--‘Having thus
|
||
offered you the sincere congratulations of Mrs. Collins and myself on
|
||
this happy event, let me now add a short hint on the subject of another,
|
||
of which we have been advertised by the same authority. Your daughter
|
||
Elizabeth, it is presumed, will not long bear the name of Bennet, after
|
||
her eldest sister has resigned it; and the chosen partner of her fate
|
||
may be reasonably looked up to as one of the most illustrious personages
|
||
in this land.’ Can you possibly guess, Lizzy, who is meant by this?
|
||
‘This young gentleman is blessed, in a peculiar way, with everything the
|
||
heart of mortal can most desire,--splendid property, noble kindred, and
|
||
extensive patronage. Yet, in spite of all these temptations, let me warn
|
||
my cousin Elizabeth, and yourself, of what evils you may incur by a
|
||
precipitate closure with this gentleman’s proposals, which, of course,
|
||
you will be inclined to take immediate advantage of.’ Have you any idea,
|
||
Lizzy, who this gentleman is? But now it comes out. ‘My motive for
|
||
cautioning you is as follows:--We have reason to imagine that his aunt,
|
||
Lady Catherine de Bourgh, does not look on the match with a friendly
|
||
eye.’ _Mr. Darcy_, you see, is the man! Now, Lizzy, I think I _have_
|
||
surprised you. Could he, or the Lucases, have pitched on any man, within
|
||
the circle of our acquaintance, whose name would have given the lie more
|
||
effectually to what they related? Mr. Darcy, who never looks at any
|
||
woman but to see a blemish, and who probably never looked at _you_ in
|
||
his life! It is admirable!”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth tried to join in her father’s pleasantry, but could only force
|
||
one most reluctant smile. Never had his wit been directed in a manner so
|
||
little agreeable to her.
|
||
|
||
“Are you not diverted?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes. Pray read on.”
|
||
|
||
“‘After mentioning the likelihood of this marriage to her Ladyship last
|
||
night, she immediately, with her usual condescension, expressed what she
|
||
felt on the occasion; when it became apparent, that, on the score of
|
||
some family objections on the part of my cousin, she would never give
|
||
her consent to what she termed so disgraceful a match. I thought it my
|
||
duty to give the speediest intelligence of this to my cousin, that she
|
||
and her noble admirer may be aware of what they are about, and not run
|
||
hastily into a marriage which has not been properly sanctioned.’ Mr.
|
||
Collins, moreover, adds, ‘I am truly rejoiced that my cousin Lydia’s sad
|
||
business has been so well hushed up, and am only concerned that their
|
||
living together before the marriage took place should be so generally
|
||
known. I must not, however, neglect the duties of my station, or refrain
|
||
from declaring my amazement, at hearing that you received the young
|
||
couple into your house as soon as they were married. It was an
|
||
encouragement of vice; and had I been the rector of Longbourn, I should
|
||
very strenuously have opposed it. You ought certainly to forgive them as
|
||
a Christian, but never to admit them in your sight, or allow their
|
||
names to be mentioned in your hearing.’ _That_ is his notion of
|
||
Christian forgiveness! The rest of his letter is only about his dear
|
||
Charlotte’s situation, and his expectation of a young olive-branch. But,
|
||
Lizzy, you look as if you did not enjoy it. You are not going to be
|
||
_missish_, I hope, and pretend to be affronted at an idle report. For
|
||
what do we live, but to make sport for our neighbours, and laugh at them
|
||
in our turn?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh,” cried Elizabeth, “I am exceedingly diverted. But it is so
|
||
strange!”
|
||
|
||
“Yes, _that_ is what makes it amusing. Had they fixed on any other man
|
||
it would have been nothing; but _his_ perfect indifference and _your_
|
||
pointed dislike make it so delightfully absurd! Much as I abominate
|
||
writing, I would not give up Mr. Collins’s correspondence for any
|
||
consideration. Nay, when I read a letter of his, I cannot help giving
|
||
him the preference even over Wickham, much as I value the impudence and
|
||
hypocrisy of my son-in-law. And pray, Lizzy, what said Lady Catherine
|
||
about this report? Did she call to refuse her consent?”
|
||
|
||
To this question his daughter replied only with a laugh; and as it had
|
||
been asked without the least suspicion, she was not distressed by his
|
||
repeating it. Elizabeth had never been more at a loss to make her
|
||
feelings appear what they were not. It was necessary to laugh when she
|
||
would rather have cried. Her father had most cruelly mortified her by
|
||
what he said of Mr. Darcy’s indifference; and she could do nothing but
|
||
wonder at such a want of penetration, or fear that, perhaps, instead of
|
||
his seeing too _little_, she might have fancied too _much_.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The efforts of his aunt”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LVIII.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Instead of receiving any such letter of excuse from his friend, as
|
||
Elizabeth half expected Mr. Bingley to do, he was able to bring Darcy
|
||
with him to Longbourn before many days had passed after Lady Catherine’s
|
||
visit. The gentlemen arrived early; and, before Mrs. Bennet had time to
|
||
tell him of their having seen his aunt, of which her daughter sat in
|
||
momentary dread, Bingley, who wanted to be alone with Jane, proposed
|
||
their all walking out. It was agreed to. Mrs. Bennet was not in the
|
||
habit of walking, Mary could never spare time, but the remaining five
|
||
set off together. Bingley and Jane, however, soon allowed the others to
|
||
outstrip them. They lagged behind, while Elizabeth, Kitty, and Darcy
|
||
were to entertain each other. Very little was said by either; Kitty was
|
||
too much afraid of him to talk; Elizabeth was secretly forming a
|
||
desperate resolution; and, perhaps, he might be doing the same.
|
||
|
||
They walked towards the Lucases’, because Kitty wished to call upon
|
||
Maria; and as Elizabeth saw no occasion for making it a general concern,
|
||
when Kitty left them she went boldly on with him alone. Now was the
|
||
moment for her resolution to be executed; and while her courage was
|
||
high, she immediately said,--
|
||
|
||
“Mr. Darcy, I am a very selfish creature, and for the sake of giving
|
||
relief to my own feelings care not how much I may be wounding yours. I
|
||
can no longer help thanking you for your unexampled kindness to my poor
|
||
sister. Ever since I have known it I have been most anxious to
|
||
acknowledge to you how gratefully I feel it. Were it known to the rest
|
||
of my family I should not have merely my own gratitude to express.”
|
||
|
||
“I am sorry, exceedingly sorry,” replied Darcy, in a tone of surprise
|
||
and emotion, “that you have ever been informed of what may, in a
|
||
mistaken light, have given you uneasiness. I did not think Mrs. Gardiner
|
||
was so little to be trusted.”
|
||
|
||
“You must not blame my aunt. Lydia’s thoughtlessness first betrayed to
|
||
me that you had been concerned in the matter; and, of course, I could
|
||
not rest till I knew the particulars. Let me thank you again and again,
|
||
in the name of all my family, for that generous compassion which induced
|
||
you to take so much trouble, and bear so many mortifications, for the
|
||
sake of discovering them.”
|
||
|
||
“If you _will_ thank me,” he replied, “let it be for yourself alone.
|
||
That the wish of giving happiness to you might add force to the other
|
||
inducements which led me on, I shall not attempt to deny. But your
|
||
_family_ owe me nothing. Much as I respect them, I believe I thought
|
||
only of _you_.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth was too much embarrassed to say a word. After a short pause,
|
||
her companion added, “You are too generous to trifle with me. If your
|
||
feelings are still what they were last April, tell me so at once. _My_
|
||
affections and wishes are unchanged; but one word from you will silence
|
||
me on this subject for ever.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, feeling all the more than common awkwardness and anxiety of
|
||
his situation, now forced herself to speak; and immediately, though not
|
||
very fluently, gave him to understand that her sentiments had undergone
|
||
so material a change since the period to which he alluded, as to make
|
||
her receive with gratitude and pleasure his present assurances. The
|
||
happiness which this reply produced was such as he had probably never
|
||
felt before; and he expressed himself on the occasion as sensibly and as
|
||
warmly as a man violently in love can be supposed to do. Had Elizabeth
|
||
been able to encounter his eyes, she might have seen how well the
|
||
expression of heartfelt delight diffused over his face became him: but
|
||
though she could not look she could listen; and he told her of feelings
|
||
which, in proving of what importance she was to him, made his affection
|
||
every moment more valuable.
|
||
|
||
They walked on without knowing in what direction. There was too much to
|
||
be thought, and felt, and said, for attention to any other objects. She
|
||
soon learnt that they were indebted for their present good understanding
|
||
to the efforts of his aunt, who _did_ call on him in her return through
|
||
London, and there relate her journey to Longbourn, its motive, and the
|
||
substance of her conversation with Elizabeth; dwelling emphatically on
|
||
every expression of the latter, which, in her Ladyship’s apprehension,
|
||
peculiarly denoted her perverseness and assurance, in the belief that
|
||
such a relation must assist her endeavours to obtain that promise from
|
||
her nephew which _she_ had refused to give. But, unluckily for her
|
||
Ladyship, its effect had been exactly contrariwise.
|
||
|
||
“It taught me to hope,” said he, “as I had scarcely ever allowed myself
|
||
to hope before. I knew enough of your disposition to be certain, that
|
||
had you been absolutely, irrevocably decided against me, you would have
|
||
acknowledged it to Lady Catherine frankly and openly.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth coloured and laughed as she replied, “Yes, you know enough of
|
||
my _frankness_ to believe me capable of _that_. After abusing you so
|
||
abominably to your face, I could have no scruple in abusing you to all
|
||
your relations.”
|
||
|
||
“What did you say of me that I did not deserve? For though your
|
||
accusations were ill-founded, formed on mistaken premises, my behaviour
|
||
to you at the time had merited the severest reproof. It was
|
||
unpardonable. I cannot think of it without abhorrence.”
|
||
|
||
“We will not quarrel for the greater share of blame annexed to that
|
||
evening,” said Elizabeth. “The conduct of neither, if strictly
|
||
examined, will be irreproachable; but since then we have both, I hope,
|
||
improved in civility.”
|
||
|
||
“I cannot be so easily reconciled to myself. The recollection of what I
|
||
then said, of my conduct, my manners, my expressions during the whole of
|
||
it, is now, and has been many months, inexpressibly painful to me. Your
|
||
reproof, so well applied, I shall never forget: ‘Had you behaved in a
|
||
more gentlemanlike manner.’ Those were your words. You know not, you can
|
||
scarcely conceive, how they have tortured me; though it was some time, I
|
||
confess, before I was reasonable enough to allow their justice.”
|
||
|
||
“I was certainly very far from expecting them to make so strong an
|
||
impression. I had not the smallest idea of their being ever felt in such
|
||
a way.”
|
||
|
||
“I can easily believe it. You thought me then devoid of every proper
|
||
feeling, I am sure you did. The turn of your countenance I shall never
|
||
forget, as you said that I could not have addressed you in any possible
|
||
way that would induce you to accept me.”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, do not repeat what I then said. These recollections will not do at
|
||
all. I assure you that I have long been most heartily ashamed of it.”
|
||
|
||
Darcy mentioned his letter. “Did it,” said he,--“did it _soon_ make you
|
||
think better of me? Did you, on reading it, give any credit to its
|
||
contents?”
|
||
|
||
She explained what its effects on her had been, and how gradually all
|
||
her former prejudices had been removed.
|
||
|
||
“I knew,” said he, “that what I wrote must give you pain, but it was
|
||
necessary. I hope you have destroyed the letter. There was one part,
|
||
especially the opening of it, which I should dread your having the power
|
||
of reading again. I can remember some expressions which might justly
|
||
make you hate me.”
|
||
|
||
“The letter shall certainly be burnt, if you believe it essential to the
|
||
preservation of my regard; but, though we have both reason to think my
|
||
opinions not entirely unalterable, they are not, I hope, quite so easily
|
||
changed as that implies.”
|
||
|
||
“When I wrote that letter,” replied Darcy, “I believed myself perfectly
|
||
calm and cool; but I am since convinced that it was written in a
|
||
dreadful bitterness of spirit.”
|
||
|
||
“The letter, perhaps, began in bitterness, but it did not end so. The
|
||
adieu is charity itself. But think no more of the letter. The feelings
|
||
of the person who wrote and the person who received it are now so widely
|
||
different from what they were then, that every unpleasant circumstance
|
||
attending it ought to be forgotten. You must learn some of my
|
||
philosophy. Think only of the past as its remembrance gives you
|
||
pleasure.”
|
||
|
||
“I cannot give you credit for any philosophy of the kind. _Your_
|
||
retrospections must be so totally void of reproach, that the contentment
|
||
arising from them is not of philosophy, but, what is much better, of
|
||
ignorance. But with _me_, it is not so. Painful recollections will
|
||
intrude, which cannot, which ought not to be repelled. I have been a
|
||
selfish being all my life, in practice, though not in principle. As a
|
||
child I was taught what was _right_, but I was not taught to correct my
|
||
temper. I was given good principles, but left to follow them in pride
|
||
and conceit. Unfortunately an only son (for many years an only _child_),
|
||
I was spoiled by my parents, who, though good themselves, (my father
|
||
particularly, all that was benevolent and amiable,) allowed, encouraged,
|
||
almost taught me to be selfish and overbearing, to care for none beyond
|
||
my own family circle, to think meanly of all the rest of the world, to
|
||
_wish_ at least to think meanly of their sense and worth compared with
|
||
my own. Such I was, from eight to eight-and-twenty; and such I might
|
||
still have been but for you, dearest, loveliest Elizabeth! What do I not
|
||
owe you! You taught me a lesson, hard indeed at first, but most
|
||
advantageous. By you, I was properly humbled. I came to you without a
|
||
doubt of my reception. You showed me how insufficient were all my
|
||
pretensions to please a woman worthy of being pleased.”
|
||
|
||
“Had you then persuaded yourself that I should?”
|
||
|
||
“Indeed I had. What will you think of my vanity? I believed you to be
|
||
wishing, expecting my addresses.”
|
||
|
||
“My manners must have been in fault, but not intentionally, I assure
|
||
you. I never meant to deceive you, but my spirits might often lead me
|
||
wrong. How you must have hated me after _that_ evening!”
|
||
|
||
“Hate you! I was angry, perhaps, at first, but my anger soon began to
|
||
take a proper direction.”
|
||
|
||
“I am almost afraid of asking what you thought of me when we met at
|
||
Pemberley. You blamed me for coming?”
|
||
|
||
“No, indeed, I felt nothing but surprise.”
|
||
|
||
“Your surprise could not be greater than _mine_ in being noticed by you.
|
||
My conscience told me that I deserved no extraordinary politeness, and I
|
||
confess that I did not expect to receive _more_ than my due.”
|
||
|
||
“My object _then_,” replied Darcy, “was to show you, by every civility
|
||
in my power, that I was not so mean as to resent the past; and I hoped
|
||
to obtain your forgiveness, to lessen your ill opinion, by letting you
|
||
see that your reproofs had been attended to. How soon any other wishes
|
||
introduced themselves, I can hardly tell, but I believe in about half
|
||
an hour after I had seen you.”
|
||
|
||
He then told her of Georgiana’s delight in her acquaintance, and of her
|
||
disappointment at its sudden interruption; which naturally leading to
|
||
the cause of that interruption, she soon learnt that his resolution of
|
||
following her from Derbyshire in quest of her sister had been formed
|
||
before he quitted the inn, and that his gravity and thoughtfulness there
|
||
had arisen from no other struggles than what such a purpose must
|
||
comprehend.
|
||
|
||
She expressed her gratitude again, but it was too painful a subject to
|
||
each to be dwelt on farther.
|
||
|
||
After walking several miles in a leisurely manner, and too busy to know
|
||
anything about it, they found at last, on examining their watches, that
|
||
it was time to be at home.
|
||
|
||
“What could have become of Mr. Bingley and Jane?” was a wonder which
|
||
introduced the discussion of _their_ affairs. Darcy was delighted with
|
||
their engagement; his friend had given him the earliest information of
|
||
it.
|
||
|
||
“I must ask whether you were surprised?” said Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
“Not at all. When I went away, I felt that it would soon happen.”
|
||
|
||
“That is to say, you had given your permission. I guessed as much.” And
|
||
though he exclaimed at the term, she found that it had been pretty much
|
||
the case.
|
||
|
||
“On the evening before my going to London,” said he, “I made a
|
||
confession to him, which I believe I ought to have made long ago. I told
|
||
him of all that had occurred to make my former interference in his
|
||
affairs absurd and impertinent. His surprise was great. He had never had
|
||
the slightest suspicion. I told him, moreover, that I believed myself
|
||
mistaken in supposing, as I had done, that your sister was indifferent
|
||
to him; and as I could easily perceive that his attachment to her was
|
||
unabated, I felt no doubt of their happiness together.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could not help smiling at his easy manner of directing his
|
||
friend.
|
||
|
||
“Did you speak from your own observation,” said she, “when you told him
|
||
that my sister loved him, or merely from my information last spring?”
|
||
|
||
“From the former. I had narrowly observed her, during the two visits
|
||
which I had lately made her here; and I was convinced of her affection.”
|
||
|
||
“And your assurance of it, I suppose, carried immediate conviction to
|
||
him.”
|
||
|
||
“It did. Bingley is most unaffectedly modest. His diffidence had
|
||
prevented his depending on his own judgment in so anxious a case, but
|
||
his reliance on mine made everything easy. I was obliged to confess one
|
||
thing, which for a time, and not unjustly, offended him. I could not
|
||
allow myself to conceal that your sister had been in town three months
|
||
last winter, that I had known it, and purposely kept it from him. He was
|
||
angry. But his anger, I am persuaded, lasted no longer than he remained
|
||
in any doubt of your sister’s sentiments. He has heartily forgiven me
|
||
now.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth longed to observe that Mr. Bingley had been a most delightful
|
||
friend; so easily guided that his worth was invaluable; but she checked
|
||
herself. She remembered that he had yet to learn to be laughed at, and
|
||
it was rather too early to begin. In anticipating the happiness of
|
||
Bingley, which of course was to be inferior only to his own, he
|
||
continued the conversation till they reached the house. In the hall they
|
||
parted.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“Unable to utter a syllable”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LIX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
“My dear Lizzy, where can you have been walking to?” was a question
|
||
which Elizabeth received from Jane as soon as she entered the room, and
|
||
from all the others when they sat down to table. She had only to say in
|
||
reply, that they had wandered about till she was beyond her own
|
||
knowledge. She coloured as she spoke; but neither that, nor anything
|
||
else, awakened a suspicion of the truth.
|
||
|
||
The evening passed quietly, unmarked by anything extraordinary. The
|
||
acknowledged lovers talked and laughed; the unacknowledged were silent.
|
||
Darcy was not of a disposition in which happiness overflows in mirth;
|
||
and Elizabeth, agitated and confused, rather _knew_ that she was happy
|
||
than _felt_ herself to be so; for, besides the immediate embarrassment,
|
||
there were other evils before her. She anticipated what would be felt in
|
||
the family when her situation became known: she was aware that no one
|
||
liked him but Jane; and even feared that with the others it was a
|
||
_dislike_ which not all his fortune and consequence might do away.
|
||
|
||
At night she opened her heart to Jane. Though suspicion was very far
|
||
from Miss Bennet’s general habits, she was absolutely incredulous here.
|
||
|
||
“You are joking, Lizzy. This cannot be! Engaged to Mr. Darcy! No, no,
|
||
you shall not deceive me: I know it to be impossible.”
|
||
|
||
“This is a wretched beginning, indeed! My sole dependence was on you;
|
||
and I am sure nobody else will believe me, if you do not. Yet, indeed, I
|
||
am in earnest. I speak nothing but the truth. He still loves me, and we
|
||
are engaged.”
|
||
|
||
Jane looked at her doubtingly. “Oh, Lizzy! it cannot be. I know how much
|
||
you dislike him.”
|
||
|
||
“You know nothing of the matter. _That_ is all to be forgot. Perhaps I
|
||
did not always love him so well as I do now; but in such cases as these
|
||
a good memory is unpardonable. This is the last time I shall ever
|
||
remember it myself.”
|
||
|
||
Miss Bennet still looked all amazement. Elizabeth again, and more
|
||
seriously, assured her of its truth.
|
||
|
||
“Good heaven! can it be really so? Yet now I must believe you,” cried
|
||
Jane. “My dear, dear Lizzy, I would, I do congratulate you; but are you
|
||
certain--forgive the question--are you quite certain that you can be
|
||
happy with him?”
|
||
|
||
“There can be no doubt of that. It is settled between us already that we
|
||
are to be the happiest couple in the world. But are you pleased, Jane?
|
||
Shall you like to have such a brother?”
|
||
|
||
“Very, very much. Nothing could give either Bingley or myself more
|
||
delight. But we considered it, we talked of it as impossible. And do you
|
||
really love him quite well enough? Oh, Lizzy! do anything rather than
|
||
marry without affection. Are you quite sure that you feel what you ought
|
||
to do?”
|
||
|
||
“Oh, yes! You will only think I feel _more_ than I ought to do when I
|
||
tell you all.”
|
||
|
||
“What do you mean?”
|
||
|
||
“Why, I must confess that I love him better than I do Bingley. I am
|
||
afraid you will be angry.”
|
||
|
||
“My dearest sister, now be, _be_ serious. I want to talk very seriously.
|
||
Let me know everything that I am to know without delay. Will you tell me
|
||
how long you have loved him?”
|
||
|
||
“It has been coming on so gradually, that I hardly know when it began;
|
||
but I believe I must date it from my first seeing his beautiful grounds
|
||
at Pemberley.”
|
||
|
||
Another entreaty that she would be serious, however, produced the
|
||
desired effect; and she soon satisfied Jane by her solemn assurances of
|
||
attachment. When convinced on that article, Miss Bennet had nothing
|
||
further to wish.
|
||
|
||
“Now I am quite happy,” said she, “for you will be as happy as myself. I
|
||
always had a value for him. Were it for nothing but his love of you, I
|
||
must always have esteemed him; but now, as Bingley’s friend and your
|
||
husband, there can be only Bingley and yourself more dear to me. But,
|
||
Lizzy, you have been very sly, very reserved with me. How little did you
|
||
tell me of what passed at Pemberley and Lambton! I owe all that I know
|
||
of it to another, not to you.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth told her the motives of her secrecy. She had been unwilling to
|
||
mention Bingley; and the unsettled state of her own feelings had made
|
||
her equally avoid the name of his friend: but now she would no longer
|
||
conceal from her his share in Lydia’s marriage. All was acknowledged,
|
||
and half the night spent in conversation.
|
||
|
||
“Good gracious!” cried Mrs. Bennet, as she stood at a window the next
|
||
morning, “if that disagreeable Mr. Darcy is not coming here again with
|
||
our dear Bingley! What can he mean by being so tiresome as to be always
|
||
coming here? I had no notion but he would go a-shooting, or something or
|
||
other, and not disturb us with his company. What shall we do with him?
|
||
Lizzy, you must walk out with him again, that he may not be in Bingley’s
|
||
way.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth could hardly help laughing at so convenient a proposal; yet
|
||
was really vexed that her mother should be always giving him such an
|
||
epithet.
|
||
|
||
As soon as they entered, Bingley looked at her so expressively, and
|
||
shook hands with such warmth, as left no doubt of his good information;
|
||
and he soon afterwards said aloud, “Mrs. Bennet, have you no more lanes
|
||
hereabouts in which Lizzy may lose her way again to-day?”
|
||
|
||
“I advise Mr. Darcy, and Lizzy, and Kitty,” said Mrs. Bennet, “to walk
|
||
to Oakham Mount this morning. It is a nice long walk, and Mr. Darcy has
|
||
never seen the view.”
|
||
|
||
“It may do very well for the others,” replied Mr. Bingley; “but I am
|
||
sure it will be too much for Kitty. Won’t it, Kitty?”
|
||
|
||
Kitty owned that she had rather stay at home. Darcy professed a great
|
||
curiosity to see the view from the Mount, and Elizabeth silently
|
||
consented. As she went upstairs to get ready, Mrs. Bennet followed her,
|
||
saying,--
|
||
|
||
“I am quite sorry, Lizzy, that you should be forced to have that
|
||
disagreeable man all to yourself; but I hope you will not mind it. It is
|
||
all for Jane’s sake, you know; and there is no occasion for talking to
|
||
him except just now and then; so do not put yourself to inconvenience.”
|
||
|
||
During their walk, it was resolved that Mr. Bennet’s consent should be
|
||
asked in the course of the evening: Elizabeth reserved to herself the
|
||
application for her mother’s. She could not determine how her mother
|
||
would take it; sometimes doubting whether all his wealth and grandeur
|
||
would be enough to overcome her abhorrence of the man; but whether she
|
||
were violently set against the match, or violently delighted with it, it
|
||
was certain that her manner would be equally ill adapted to do credit to
|
||
her sense; and she could no more bear that Mr. Darcy should hear the
|
||
first raptures of her joy, than the first vehemence of her
|
||
disapprobation.
|
||
|
||
In the evening, soon after Mr. Bennet withdrew to the library, she saw
|
||
Mr. Darcy rise also and follow him, and her agitation on seeing it was
|
||
extreme. She did not fear her father’s opposition, but he was going to
|
||
be made unhappy, and that it should be through her means; that _she_,
|
||
his favourite child, should be distressing him by her choice, should be
|
||
filling him with fears and regrets in disposing of her, was a wretched
|
||
reflection, and she sat in misery till Mr. Darcy appeared again, when,
|
||
looking at him, she was a little relieved by his smile. In a few minutes
|
||
he approached the table where she was sitting with Kitty; and, while
|
||
pretending to admire her work, said in a whisper, “Go to your father; he
|
||
wants you in the library.” She was gone directly.
|
||
|
||
Her father was walking about the room, looking grave and anxious.
|
||
“Lizzy,” said he, “what are you doing? Are you out of your senses to be
|
||
accepting this man? Have not you always hated him?”
|
||
|
||
How earnestly did she then wish that her former opinions had been more
|
||
reasonable, her expressions more moderate! It would have spared her from
|
||
explanations and professions which it was exceedingly awkward to give;
|
||
but they were now necessary, and she assured him, with some confusion,
|
||
of her attachment to Mr. Darcy.
|
||
|
||
“Or, in other words, you are determined to have him. He is rich, to be
|
||
sure, and you may have more fine clothes and fine carriages than Jane.
|
||
But will they make you happy?”
|
||
|
||
“Have you any other objection,” said Elizabeth, “than your belief of my
|
||
indifference?”
|
||
|
||
“None at all. We all know him to be a proud, unpleasant sort of man; but
|
||
this would be nothing if you really liked him.”
|
||
|
||
“I do, I do like him,” she replied, with tears in her eyes; “I love him.
|
||
Indeed he has no improper pride. He is perfectly amiable. You do not
|
||
know what he really is; then pray do not pain me by speaking of him in
|
||
such terms.”
|
||
|
||
“Lizzy,” said her father, “I have given him my consent. He is the kind
|
||
of man, indeed, to whom I should never dare refuse anything, which he
|
||
condescended to ask. I now give it to _you_, if you are resolved on
|
||
having him. But let me advise you to think better of it. I know your
|
||
disposition, Lizzy. I know that you could be neither happy nor
|
||
respectable, unless you truly esteemed your husband, unless you looked
|
||
up to him as a superior. Your lively talents would place you in the
|
||
greatest danger in an unequal marriage. You could scarcely escape
|
||
discredit and misery. My child, let me not have the grief of seeing
|
||
_you_ unable to respect your partner in life. You know not what you are
|
||
about.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth, still more affected, was earnest and solemn in her reply;
|
||
and, at length, by repeated assurances that Mr. Darcy was really the
|
||
object of her choice, by explaining the gradual change which her
|
||
estimation of him had undergone, relating her absolute certainty that
|
||
his affection was not the work of a day, but had stood the test of many
|
||
months’ suspense, and enumerating with energy all his good qualities,
|
||
she did conquer her father’s incredulity, and reconcile him to the
|
||
match.
|
||
|
||
“Well, my dear,” said he, when she ceased speaking, “I have no more to
|
||
say. If this be the case, he deserves you. I could not have parted with
|
||
you, my Lizzy, to anyone less worthy.”
|
||
|
||
To complete the favourable impression, she then told him what Mr. Darcy
|
||
had voluntarily done for Lydia. He heard her with astonishment.
|
||
|
||
“This is an evening of wonders, indeed! And so, Darcy did everything;
|
||
made up the match, gave the money, paid the fellow’s debts, and got him
|
||
his commission! So much the better. It will save me a world of trouble
|
||
and economy. Had it been your uncle’s doing, I must and _would_ have
|
||
paid him; but these violent young lovers carry everything their own
|
||
way. I shall offer to pay him to-morrow, he will rant and storm about
|
||
his love for you, and there will be an end of the matter.”
|
||
|
||
He then recollected her embarrassment a few days before on his reading
|
||
Mr. Collins’s letter; and after laughing at her some time, allowed her
|
||
at last to go, saying, as she quitted the room, “If any young men come
|
||
for Mary or Kitty, send them in, for I am quite at leisure.”
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s mind was now relieved from a very heavy weight; and, after
|
||
half an hour’s quiet reflection in her own room, she was able to join
|
||
the others with tolerable composure. Everything was too recent for
|
||
gaiety, but the evening passed tranquilly away; there was no longer
|
||
anything material to be dreaded, and the comfort of ease and familiarity
|
||
would come in time.
|
||
|
||
When her mother went up to her dressing-room at night, she followed her,
|
||
and made the important communication. Its effect was most extraordinary;
|
||
for, on first hearing it, Mrs. Bennet sat quite still, and unable to
|
||
utter a syllable. Nor was it under many, many minutes, that she could
|
||
comprehend what she heard, though not in general backward to credit what
|
||
was for the advantage of her family, or that came in the shape of a
|
||
lover to any of them. She began at length to recover, to fidget about in
|
||
her chair, get up, sit down again, wonder, and bless herself.
|
||
|
||
“Good gracious! Lord bless me! only think! dear me! Mr. Darcy! Who would
|
||
have thought it? And is it really true? Oh, my sweetest Lizzy! how rich
|
||
and how great you will be! What pin-money, what jewels, what carriages
|
||
you will have! Jane’s is nothing to it--nothing at all. I am so
|
||
pleased--so happy. Such a charming man! so handsome! so tall! Oh, my
|
||
dear Lizzy! pray apologize for my having disliked him so much before. I
|
||
hope he will overlook it. Dear, dear Lizzy. A house in town! Everything
|
||
that is charming! Three daughters married! Ten thousand a year! Oh,
|
||
Lord! what will become of me? I shall go distracted.”
|
||
|
||
This was enough to prove that her approbation need not be doubted; and
|
||
Elizabeth, rejoicing that such an effusion was heard only by herself,
|
||
soon went away. But before she had been three minutes in her own room,
|
||
her mother followed her.
|
||
|
||
“My dearest child,” she cried, “I can think of nothing else. Ten
|
||
thousand a year, and very likely more! ’Tis as good as a lord! And a
|
||
special licence--you must and shall be married by a special licence.
|
||
But, my dearest love, tell me what dish Mr. Darcy is particularly fond
|
||
of, that I may have it to-morrow.”
|
||
|
||
This was a sad omen of what her mother’s behaviour to the gentleman
|
||
himself might be; and Elizabeth found that, though in the certain
|
||
possession of his warmest affection, and secure of her relations’
|
||
consent, there was still something to be wished for. But the morrow
|
||
passed off much better than she expected; for Mrs. Bennet luckily stood
|
||
in such awe of her intended son-in-law, that she ventured not to speak
|
||
to him, unless it was in her power to offer him any attention, or mark
|
||
her deference for his opinion.
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth had the satisfaction of seeing her father taking pains to get
|
||
acquainted with him; and Mr. Bennet soon assured her that he was rising
|
||
every hour in his esteem.
|
||
|
||
“I admire all my three sons-in-law highly,” said he. “Wickham, perhaps,
|
||
is my favourite; but I think I shall like _your_ husband quite as well
|
||
as Jane’s.”
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
“The obsequious civility.”
|
||
|
||
[_Copyright 1894 by George Allen._]]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LX.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Elizabeth’s spirits soon rising to playfulness again, she wanted Mr.
|
||
Darcy to account for his having ever fallen in love with her. “How could
|
||
you begin?” said she. “I can comprehend your going on charmingly, when
|
||
you had once made a beginning; but what could set you off in the first
|
||
place?”
|
||
|
||
“I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which
|
||
laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I
|
||
knew that I _had_ begun.”
|
||
|
||
“My beauty you had early withstood, and as for my manners--my behaviour
|
||
to _you_ was at least always bordering on the uncivil, and I never spoke
|
||
to you without rather wishing to give you pain than not. Now, be
|
||
sincere; did you admire me for my impertinence?”
|
||
|
||
“For the liveliness of your mind I did.”
|
||
|
||
“You may as well call it impertinence at once. It was very little less.
|
||
The fact is, that you were sick of civility, of deference, of officious
|
||
attention. You were disgusted with the women who were always speaking,
|
||
and looking, and thinking for _your_ approbation alone. I roused and
|
||
interested you, because I was so unlike _them_. Had you not been really
|
||
amiable you would have hated me for it: but in spite of the pains you
|
||
took to disguise yourself, your feelings were always noble and just; and
|
||
in your heart you thoroughly despised the persons who so assiduously
|
||
courted you. There--I have saved you the trouble of accounting for it;
|
||
and really, all things considered, I begin to think it perfectly
|
||
reasonable. To be sure you know no actual good of me--but nobody thinks
|
||
of _that_ when they fall in love.”
|
||
|
||
“Was there no good in your affectionate behaviour to Jane, while she was
|
||
ill at Netherfield?”
|
||
|
||
“Dearest Jane! who could have done less for her? But make a virtue of it
|
||
by all means. My good qualities are under your protection, and you are
|
||
to exaggerate them as much as possible; and, in return, it belongs to me
|
||
to find occasions for teasing and quarrelling with you as often as may
|
||
be; and I shall begin directly, by asking you what made you so unwilling
|
||
to come to the point at last? What made you so shy of me, when you
|
||
first called, and afterwards dined here? Why, especially, when you
|
||
called, did you look as if you did not care about me?”
|
||
|
||
“Because you were grave and silent, and gave me no encouragement.”
|
||
|
||
“But I was embarrassed.”
|
||
|
||
“And so was I.”
|
||
|
||
“You might have talked to me more when you came to dinner.”
|
||
|
||
“A man who had felt less might.”
|
||
|
||
“How unlucky that you should have a reasonable answer to give, and that
|
||
I should be so reasonable as to admit it! But I wonder how long you
|
||
_would_ have gone on, if you had been left to yourself. I wonder when
|
||
you _would_ have spoken if I had not asked you! My resolution of
|
||
thanking you for your kindness to Lydia had certainly great effect. _Too
|
||
much_, I am afraid; for what becomes of the moral, if our comfort
|
||
springs from a breach of promise, for I ought not to have mentioned the
|
||
subject? This will never do.”
|
||
|
||
“You need not distress yourself. The moral will be perfectly fair. Lady
|
||
Catherine’s unjustifiable endeavours to separate us were the means of
|
||
removing all my doubts. I am not indebted for my present happiness to
|
||
your eager desire of expressing your gratitude. I was not in a humour to
|
||
wait for an opening of yours. My aunt’s intelligence had given me hope,
|
||
and I was determined at once to know everything.”
|
||
|
||
“Lady Catherine has been of infinite use, which ought to make her happy,
|
||
for she loves to be of use. But tell me, what did you come down to
|
||
Netherfield for? Was it merely to ride to Longbourn and be embarrassed?
|
||
or had you intended any more serious consequences?”
|
||
|
||
“My real purpose was to see _you_, and to judge, if I could, whether I
|
||
might ever hope to make you love me. My avowed one, or what I avowed to
|
||
myself, was to see whether your sister was still partial to Bingley, and
|
||
if she were, to make the confession to him which I have since made.”
|
||
|
||
“Shall you ever have courage to announce to Lady Catherine what is to
|
||
befall her?”
|
||
|
||
“I am more likely to want time than courage, Elizabeth. But it ought to
|
||
be done; and if you will give me a sheet of paper it shall be done
|
||
directly.”
|
||
|
||
“And if I had not a letter to write myself, I might sit by you, and
|
||
admire the evenness of your writing, as another young lady once did. But
|
||
I have an aunt, too, who must not be longer neglected.”
|
||
|
||
From an unwillingness to confess how much her intimacy with Mr. Darcy
|
||
had been overrated, Elizabeth had never yet answered Mrs. Gardiner’s
|
||
long letter; but now, having _that_ to communicate which she knew would
|
||
be most welcome, she was almost ashamed to find that her uncle and aunt
|
||
had already lost three days of happiness, and immediately wrote as
|
||
follows:--
|
||
|
||
“I would have thanked you before, my dear aunt, as I ought to have done,
|
||
for your long, kind, satisfactory detail of particulars; but, to say the
|
||
truth, I was too cross to write. You supposed more than really existed.
|
||
But _now_ suppose as much as you choose; give a loose to your fancy,
|
||
indulge your imagination in every possible flight which the subject will
|
||
afford, and unless you believe me actually married, you cannot greatly
|
||
err. You must write again very soon, and praise him a great deal more
|
||
than you did in your last. I thank you again and again, for not going to
|
||
the Lakes. How could I be so silly as to wish it! Your idea of the
|
||
ponies is delightful. We will go round the park every day. I am the
|
||
happiest creature in the world. Perhaps other people have said so
|
||
before, but no one with such justice. I am happier even than Jane; she
|
||
only smiles, I laugh. Mr. Darcy sends you all the love in the world that
|
||
can be spared from me. You are all to come to Pemberley at Christmas.
|
||
Yours,” etc.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Darcy’s letter to Lady Catherine was in a different style, and still
|
||
different from either was what Mr. Bennet sent to Mr. Collins, in return
|
||
for his last.
|
||
|
||
/* “Dear Sir, */
|
||
|
||
“I must trouble you once more for congratulations. Elizabeth will
|
||
soon be the wife of Mr. Darcy. Console Lady Catherine as well as
|
||
you can. But, if I were you, I would stand by the nephew. He has
|
||
more to give.
|
||
|
||
“Yours sincerely,” etc.
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley’s congratulations to her brother on his approaching
|
||
marriage were all that was affectionate and insincere. She wrote even to
|
||
Jane on the occasion, to express her delight, and repeat all her former
|
||
professions of regard. Jane was not deceived, but she was affected; and
|
||
though feeling no reliance on her, could not help writing her a much
|
||
kinder answer than she knew was deserved.
|
||
|
||
The joy which Miss Darcy expressed on receiving similar information was
|
||
as sincere as her brother’s in sending it. Four sides of paper were
|
||
insufficient to contain all her delight, and all her earnest desire of
|
||
being loved by her sister.
|
||
|
||
Before any answer could arrive from Mr. Collins, or any congratulations
|
||
to Elizabeth from his wife, the Longbourn family heard that the
|
||
Collinses were come themselves to Lucas Lodge. The reason of this
|
||
sudden removal was soon evident. Lady Catherine had been rendered so
|
||
exceedingly angry by the contents of her nephew’s letter, that
|
||
Charlotte, really rejoicing in the match, was anxious to get away till
|
||
the storm was blown over. At such a moment, the arrival of her friend
|
||
was a sincere pleasure to Elizabeth, though in the course of their
|
||
meetings she must sometimes think the pleasure dearly bought, when she
|
||
saw Mr. Darcy exposed to all the parading and obsequious civility of her
|
||
husband. He bore it, however, with admirable calmness. He could even
|
||
listen to Sir William Lucas, when he complimented him on carrying away
|
||
the brightest jewel of the country, and expressed his hopes of their all
|
||
meeting frequently at St. James’s, with very decent composure. If he did
|
||
shrug his shoulders, it was not till Sir William was out of sight.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Philips’s vulgarity was another, and, perhaps, a greater tax on his
|
||
forbearance; and though Mrs. Philips, as well as her sister, stood in
|
||
too much awe of him to speak with the familiarity which Bingley’s
|
||
good-humour encouraged; yet, whenever she _did_ speak, she must be
|
||
vulgar. Nor was her respect for him, though it made her more quiet, at
|
||
all likely to make her more elegant. Elizabeth did all she could to
|
||
shield him from the frequent notice of either, and was ever anxious to
|
||
keep him to herself, and to those of her family with whom he might
|
||
converse without mortification; and though the uncomfortable feelings
|
||
arising from all this took from the season of courtship much of its
|
||
pleasure, it added to the hope of the future; and she looked forward
|
||
with delight to the time when they should be removed from society so
|
||
little pleasing to either, to all the comfort and elegance of their
|
||
family party at Pemberley.
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER LXI.
|
||
|
||
|
||
[Illustration]
|
||
|
||
Happy for all her maternal feelings was the day on which Mrs. Bennet got
|
||
rid of her two most deserving daughters. With what delighted pride she
|
||
afterwards visited Mrs. Bingley, and talked of Mrs. Darcy, may be
|
||
guessed. I wish I could say, for the sake of her family, that the
|
||
accomplishment of her earnest desire in the establishment of so many of
|
||
her children produced so happy an effect as to make her a sensible,
|
||
amiable, well-informed woman for the rest of her life; though, perhaps,
|
||
it was lucky for her husband, who might not have relished domestic
|
||
felicity in so unusual a form, that she still was occasionally nervous
|
||
and invariably silly.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bennet missed his second daughter exceedingly; his affection for her
|
||
drew him oftener from home than anything else could do. He delighted in
|
||
going to Pemberley, especially when he was least expected.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Bingley and Jane remained at Netherfield only a twelvemonth. So near
|
||
a vicinity to her mother and Meryton relations was not desirable even to
|
||
_his_ easy temper, or _her_ affectionate heart. The darling wish of his
|
||
sisters was then gratified: he bought an estate in a neighbouring county
|
||
to Derbyshire; and Jane and Elizabeth, in addition to every other source
|
||
of happiness, were within thirty miles of each other.
|
||
|
||
Kitty, to her very material advantage, spent the chief of her time with
|
||
her two elder sisters. In society so superior to what she had generally
|
||
known, her improvement was great. She was not of so ungovernable a
|
||
temper as Lydia; and, removed from the influence of Lydia’s example, she
|
||
became, by proper attention and management, less irritable, less
|
||
ignorant, and less insipid. From the further disadvantage of Lydia’s
|
||
society she was of course carefully kept; and though Mrs. Wickham
|
||
frequently invited her to come and stay with her, with the promise of
|
||
balls and young men, her father would never consent to her going.
|
||
|
||
Mary was the only daughter who remained at home; and she was necessarily
|
||
drawn from the pursuit of accomplishments by Mrs. Bennet’s being quite
|
||
unable to sit alone. Mary was obliged to mix more with the world, but
|
||
she could still moralize over every morning visit; and as she was no
|
||
longer mortified by comparisons between her sisters’ beauty and her own,
|
||
it was suspected by her father that she submitted to the change without
|
||
much reluctance.
|
||
|
||
As for Wickham and Lydia, their characters suffered no revolution from
|
||
the marriage of her sisters. He bore with philosophy the conviction that
|
||
Elizabeth must now become acquainted with whatever of his ingratitude
|
||
and falsehood had before been unknown to her; and, in spite of
|
||
everything, was not wholly without hope that Darcy might yet be
|
||
prevailed on to make his fortune. The congratulatory letter which
|
||
Elizabeth received from Lydia on her marriage explained to her that, by
|
||
his wife at least, if not by himself, such a hope was cherished. The
|
||
letter was to this effect:--
|
||
|
||
/* “My dear Lizzy, */
|
||
|
||
“I wish you joy. If you love Mr. Darcy half so well as I do my dear
|
||
Wickham, you must be very happy. It is a great comfort to have you
|
||
so rich; and when you have nothing else to do, I hope you will
|
||
think of us. I am sure Wickham would like a place at court very
|
||
much; and I do not think we shall have quite money enough to live
|
||
upon without some help. Any place would do of about three or four
|
||
hundred a year; but, however, do not speak to Mr. Darcy about it,
|
||
if you had rather not.
|
||
|
||
“Yours,” etc.
|
||
|
||
As it happened that Elizabeth had much rather not, she endeavoured in
|
||
her answer to put an end to every entreaty and expectation of the kind.
|
||
Such relief, however, as it was in her power to afford, by the practice
|
||
of what might be called economy in her own private expenses, she
|
||
frequently sent them. It had always been evident to her that such an
|
||
income as theirs, under the direction of two persons so extravagant in
|
||
their wants, and heedless of the future, must be very insufficient to
|
||
their support; and whenever they changed their quarters, either Jane or
|
||
herself were sure of being applied to for some little assistance towards
|
||
discharging their bills. Their manner of living, even when the
|
||
restoration of peace dismissed them to a home, was unsettled in the
|
||
extreme. They were always moving from place to place in quest of a
|
||
cheap situation, and always spending more than they ought. His affection
|
||
for her soon sunk into indifference: hers lasted a little longer; and,
|
||
in spite of her youth and her manners, she retained all the claims to
|
||
reputation which her marriage had given her. Though Darcy could never
|
||
receive _him_ at Pemberley, yet, for Elizabeth’s sake, he assisted him
|
||
further in his profession. Lydia was occasionally a visitor there, when
|
||
her husband was gone to enjoy himself in London or Bath; and with the
|
||
Bingleys they both of them frequently stayed so long, that even
|
||
Bingley’s good-humour was overcome, and he proceeded so far as to _talk_
|
||
of giving them a hint to be gone.
|
||
|
||
Miss Bingley was very deeply mortified by Darcy’s marriage; but as she
|
||
thought it advisable to retain the right of visiting at Pemberley, she
|
||
dropped all her resentment; was fonder than ever of Georgiana, almost as
|
||
attentive to Darcy as heretofore, and paid off every arrear of civility
|
||
to Elizabeth.
|
||
|
||
Pemberley was now Georgiana’s home; and the attachment of the sisters
|
||
was exactly what Darcy had hoped to see. They were able to love each
|
||
other, even as well as they intended. Georgiana had the highest opinion
|
||
in the world of Elizabeth; though at first she often listened with an
|
||
astonishment bordering on alarm at her lively, sportive manner of
|
||
talking to her brother. He, who had always inspired in herself a respect
|
||
which almost overcame her affection, she now saw the object of open
|
||
pleasantry. Her mind received knowledge which had never before fallen in
|
||
her way. By Elizabeth’s instructions she began to comprehend that a
|
||
woman may take liberties with her husband, which a brother will not
|
||
always allow in a sister more than ten years younger than himself.
|
||
|
||
Lady Catherine was extremely indignant on the marriage of her nephew;
|
||
and as she gave way to all the genuine frankness of her character, in
|
||
her reply to the letter which announced its arrangement, she sent him
|
||
language so very abusive, especially of Elizabeth, that for some time
|
||
all intercourse was at an end. But at length, by Elizabeth’s persuasion,
|
||
he was prevailed on to overlook the offence, and seek a reconciliation;
|
||
and, after a little further resistance on the part of his aunt, her
|
||
resentment gave way, either to her affection for him, or her curiosity
|
||
to see how his wife conducted herself; and she condescended to wait on
|
||
them at Pemberley, in spite of that pollution which its woods had
|
||
received, not merely from the presence of such a mistress, but the
|
||
visits of her uncle and aunt from the city.
|
||
|
||
With the Gardiners they were always on the most intimate terms. Darcy,
|
||
as well as Elizabeth, really loved them; and they were both ever
|
||
sensible of the warmest gratitude towards the persons who, by bringing
|
||
her into Derbyshire, had been the means of uniting them.
|
||
|
||
[Illustration:
|
||
|
||
THE
|
||
END
|
||
]
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
|
||
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|
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